posted June 07, 2009 04:03 AM         

Let's see what happens with the restructuring.

Or perhaps I will move on and do something else in my working life.

posted June 07, 2009 01:44 PM         

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How much should a person sacrifice to get what they want? That was the argument I had with this man, he would go to lengths I found immoral. I wasn't prepared to do that, I'd rather lose and have my self-respect.

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I think that's a good choice.

I think my viewpoint rests on keeping in mind all the things I love. Between two things that I love, I would want to try to maintain both, and not sacrifice one for the other.

posted June 08, 2009 04:37 AM         

I agree with you bluemoon, about not escaping the Universe!!! Scary, isn't it

posted June 08, 2009 08:32 AM         

Anyone into Solar Return charts? Mine for this year (just had my birthday) is a classic.....

Jupiter/Neptune in the first house of my solar return chart, reflecting my birth chart. There's no escape!

Moon/Uranus/Pluto T-Square (Uranus OPP Moon Square Pluto) natally Pluto is 3* behind and Uranus 9* in front of the Moon. Transiting Uranus is opposing my Moon/Pluto. Not great.

Venus/Mars Conjunct - natally I've got the Square, and it's not the best part of my personality.

My Lunar chart is very similar - because the Solar Return Moon is Conjunct my natal Moon - maybe by next Lunar Return at the end of the month I will feel more settled. Or maybe not - Uranus/Moon is going to be weaving it's magic within the year.

posted June 10, 2009 02:02 AM         

My Status:
My computer still isn't letting me on the internet regardless of getting strong connection to the router. It also shuts out the other computer when it does connect making both computers useless where the internet is concerned. The "wired" computer is easily fixed once my computer stops trying to monopolize the router. I have no idea how to fix it.

I got my new projector yesterday! It is so cool! http://www.madisonartshop.com/artrpr.html
It came in tact in its original packaging. Set up consisted of screwing in the included lightbulb. It works brilliantly. It should be quite easy to create some art with it. From across my 12' wide bedroom, the projected image on the wall takes up most of the wall. That's from a 5" x 7" original I think.

This past weekend I had an improv show. It went well. I'm getting good about ensuring myself the right energy for the show. I try to be well-rested, relaxed. Anxiousness is definitely my enemy, and drinking doesn't really turn anxiousness into a good performance. I still have a drink back stage, but now I could care less about it. I'm not medicating in preparation. There were a couple shows after I got rattled by a bad performance where I had that manic anxiety, and felt compelled to try to relax by drink. It doesn't take much to realize that it's much simpler to just relax, and have an easy, carefree day leading up to the show. These last two shows I've followed this strategy, and been perfectly comfortable with the outcome (which is no small task for a Virgo Moon).

posted June 10, 2009 03:08 AM         

It helped me with childbirth, I know improv class isn't the same thing but maybe it might help? Somewhere subconciously the Yoga breathing has helped me with stressful situations, like in my case, with my overpowering Mars action, getting angry over scenarios as moaned about above.

posted June 10, 2009 04:21 AM         

The N.H.S is facing the biggest shortfall in its history. The implications of that bothers me.

Two fascists will be representing the U.K in the European Parliament. Nice protest vote. It shows have far Labour have lost their path, they're just not addressing the problems of the working-classes.

Our local elections have returned representatives who are going to have real trouble moving their arms without getting their strings tangled.

It's not a good week to be a left-wing voter.

Saturn in my 10th symbolises the ease with which I will achieve anything in this area of life. I'm living in the middle of a major recession and need more work.

moan, moan, moan

But then I just got something through my mailbox I rather liked.

posted June 10, 2009 04:24 AM         

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But then I just got something through my mailbox I rather liked

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Still keeping Dildos Direct in business then? Atta girl.

posted June 10, 2009 04:51 AM         

bm is a shopper, and would like two extra paychecks please OUR
peace angel is missing, so the check she did not bring TO
koi who is a slapper, (good times she brings), a fraction of her mind on how to get jennifer garner in her vicinity SO
meta the sexy beaoch, (her teachers all love her, no i mean they LOVE her), can tape a show FOR
ag who has porn on a projecter, (the walls have seen nothing like it prior) WHiCH
made the cpn turn gay 3 or 4 days prior to wedding (pron projecters with koi and jg is hottt)

meanwhile back at the bat cave....500 or so on-lookers wait for the dildo direct number

not realizing which knowflake i know for sure has it on speed dial

so, that catch me up? story style?

posted June 10, 2009 04:53 AM         

Chain came off my bike this morning. So obv I'm prey to stupid cyclists on the path. One weasel-faced idiot pulls over on his £3,000 bike, dressed to the max in all the Lycra and says to me:

"Having problems?"
and I say
"No, thanks, just the chain came off, no biggie"
and he says
"You want to get yourself a decent bike, or at least clean that one"
I say
"It is a decent bike and I have to cycle it down a half mile potholed track twice a day so there's not much point in cleaning it"
and he says
"You should get a decent bike or at least clean that one".