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Topic: Feminine sexuality makes no sense to me
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aquaguy91
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posted July 28, 2022 09:13 PM
  
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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
I just loathe that stupid word "misogyny." Of course I feel bad about women. They have treated me badly my whole life. All it would take is one loving intimate relationship to change that. That's all it would take. Just one woman being loving, trustworthy, and consistent with me. I just want to be treated like I matter. I have never had that. Women have always given me nothing but reasons to feel bad about myself
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originally posted by Lexxigrammer
And you have added me to that list now of women who treat you badly and
you insist that I have turned against you😢🤬👽
You do not like being hurt by the actions or words of others and dammit
nor do I appreciate being accused of doing something I did not do.👽
It hurts and I am done here for now.😢I feel I deserve an apology for that unwarranted and uncalled for false accusations you have dumped on me. Enjoy your life.
I cannot help you.
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Originally posted by aquaguy91
I'm sorry. You just used the word of a lot of my enemies here. That is triggering as you might understand. I'm sorry for upsetting you. I have had a bad day today. I hope tomorrow is better.
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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
Lexx,
I know you aren't like the others. You're very nice and open. I hope you are doing well today and feeling better. I can't believe how fast July went by.
Edit to add:
Originally posted by lexxigrammer
Yet there you go turning on me who was being nice to you👽
I have a genius IQ and I am an intellectual and use the serious words you seem to hate.
I have been open and honest with you from the start.
You say you love intelligence but bash me for having an analytical mind
You go on about having a bad day, a bad life, well try living and still caring about others when time is precious and doctors say
it may be impossible to save my life.
Be in agony over 34 years to date and tell me about your bad days again.
You do not want to experience my always bad days both physically and psychologically.
You hate women you hate yourself and if I could I would say hey let us swap bodies and you can go die and I could go on living
in a body that is heathier
than mine and not dancing with the grim reaper.
Would you like to trade places with me⁉️👽Yet I have posted here to try and help you and all I get is that you claim that by trying to figure you out that you believe that I have turned on you👽🤬👽 So that means you were also blatantly lying and kissing up to me
when you said sweetly to me; quote:
Originally posted by aquaguy91:
Lexx,
I know you aren't like the others. You're very nice and open. I hope you are doing well today and feeling better. I can't believe how fast July went by.
So now like a Jekyll and Hyde you then turn on me
and say I turned on you and am now on your nasty women list.👽🤬
And as to women loving the creep who tried to rape me⁉️
It was a fact and not about you so why get all defensive and nasty about it.
You have already said women and some men are like that.
You said about that
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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
It was also confusing how you admitted that a guy who tried to rape you was loved by women, but then you implied my "misogyny" is the reason that I get treated badly and ignored by women.
You do not want a woman who loves that kind of man so by going to the jerks you do not have to deal with their crap.
Be thankful for the creeps that snare the nasty women so these women will not snare you.
I am not responsible for the words or actions of others nor for your blown out of proportion outlooks and dramas and things that make you be sad angry suicidal etcetera👽
You say you love intelligence and honesty but have gone out of your way to try and cut me down👽🤬
You will never find love and acceptance as long as you hate yourself.
Yes it is clear that you detest yourself.
That is very very sad.
No other person can fix your low self esteem or anger issues or hatred of women.
No one can change those things for you but you.
To desire a woman to take resosibilities for all your psychological problems and expect her to fix and heal you is beyond selfish and egocentric and not a sign of love.
You say you are a true intellectual but then expect a woman to baby you and take away all your issues👽
You must fix you no one else can.
You must take responsibility for your insecurities and hatred of women and your depressions and suicidal ideation.
No one can do it for you.
You have no confidence in yourself nor do you love yourself😢
You appear to be on a road to self destruct👽
No one but you can fix that and if you are as intelligent as you claim you would know that.
I am being honest and you claim you love honesty but spit on me for being such👽
I still care but it is causing me nothing but sadness and grief because you do not appreciate caring and honesty.
So choose to fix you and stop trying to find a woman to fix you.
That is extremely selfish and puts a heavy burden on the woman and would kill a relationship pretty quick when she realized you wanted to use her to fix your problems.Do not know what else to say and have been agonizing for hours trying to think of a way to help you love and accept who you are.
Seems like an imposeble goal.
You do not seem to want to fix yourself or love yourself but expect a woman to fix everything that is psychologically wrong about you👽 I cannot keep on thinking of how to help you
No one can fix you but you👽
Why would you desire to force your hatreds and insecurities and low self esteem on a woman and expect her to fix it all for you⁉️👽
That is not a relationship nor love.👽🤬 IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
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posted July 28, 2022 10:00 PM
It triggered me when you started to go into that analytical mode to blame me for my problems. That does not feel pleasant to someone with extremely low self esteem like me. That's where I am. I honestly hate myself so any criticism hurts me more than you can possibly imagine. It just reinforces all the thoughs swirling in my that I'm ugly and not enough. What do people not get??? Someone with low self esteem needs love, not more reasons to hate
themselves.
It was also confusing how you admitted that a guy who tried to rape you was loved by women, but then you implied my "misogyny" is the reason that I get treated badly and ignored by women.
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Lexxigramer
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posted July 29, 2022 01:13 AM
Edited and added to my previous post above.
Please read it thoroughly.
Hope you get the help you need to pull out of your self hatred and insecurities and low self esteem and suicidal ideation.
People who hate you aren't worth your time.
Why do you want them to change just for you⁉️👽
Not going to happen.
People you hate do not care about you and why keep pining mournfully and in rages over that⁉️
If a woman did try to fix you you would very rapidly learn to hate her too because she would have no choice but to do tough love on you.
You would call her bitcchy and nasty and controlling or worse.
No one wants that task to fix another and the one who needs fixed just becomes more angry toward the one who wanted to help them.
The moment they say anything you do not like you would put them in the hate group.
Fix yourself or keep going down a path of destruction to your room👽
Oh yes I am just so damn nasty.
Whatever dude👽
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SleepyDiary
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posted July 29, 2022 05:05 AM
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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
What are you talking about? There aren't any women in my life who show me interest. You're literally making stuff up and crazy stuff at that. Where are these women?? The idea of a woman loving me intensely and actually wanting to be with me is extremely appealing to me. That's all I've ever wanted.
Just look what you did in this thread you started longing for Dumuzi’s attention again who didn’t support you and also hurt your feelings just so you can have someone to argue with instead of focusing on Lexxi who supports you and is caring. It probably became boring to you so you wanted some drama in here again. You like women that are insensitive to you and you also like to debate and argue. No matter what anyone says here you won’t own up to your part in why your life has been hard. It’s always someone else’s fault why YOU have it difficult. And Lexxi you can’t fix someone that don’t want to be fixed. He is hellbent on staying in this mindset and also because he doesn’t really think there is anything to be fixed other than perhaps the way he looks since he always talks about how ugly he thinks he is. IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
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posted July 29, 2022 06:44 AM
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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
Edited and added to my previous post above.
Please read it thoroughly.
Hope you get the help you need to pull out of your self hatred and insecurities and low self esteem and suicidal ideation.
People who hate you aren't worth your time.
Why do you want them to change just for you⁉️👽
Not going to happen.
People you hate do not care about you and why keep pining mournfully and in rages over that⁉️
If a woman did try to fix you you would very rapidly learn to hate her too because she would have no choice but to do tough love on you.
You would call her bitcchy and nasty and controlling or worse.
No one wants that task to fix another and the one who needs fixed just becomes more angry toward the one who wanted to help them.
The moment they say anything you do not like you would put them in the hate group.
Fix yourself or keep going down a path of destruction to your room👽
Oh yes I am just so damn nasty.
Whatever dude👽
No one can fix you but you.
Wow. You're a nice one.
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aquaguy91
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posted July 29, 2022 07:03 AM
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Originally posted by SleepyDiary:
Just look what you did in this thread you started longing for Dumuzi’s attention again who didn’t support you and also hurt your feelings just so you can have someone to argue with instead of focusing on Lexxi who supports you and is caring. It probably became boring to you so you wanted some drama in here again. You like women that are insensitive to you and you also like to debate and argue. No matter what anyone says here you won’t own up to your part in why your life has been hard. It’s always someone else’s fault why YOU have it difficult. And Lexxi you can’t fix someone that don’t want to be fixed. He is hellbent on staying in this mindset and also because he doesn’t really think there is anything to be fixed other than perhaps the way he looks since he always talks about how ugly he thinks he is.
Question: who the he// are you and what dog do you have in this race? You do not know me or anything about me, much less what motivates me in the moment. Yesterday, when I quoted that specific post from Dumuzi I had just seen that specific one after rereading the thread and it ticked me off. I also wanted to quote it to highlight that a lot of her posts towards me seemed to be coming from a mean-spirited place. That was it. There was no longing for attention on my part. You do not know me or how I think. But then again, you also stated that I have all these women in my life who love me and I just ignore them. Lmao! Now, that is rich. The only specific example you gave of women who are supportive of me was Lexx. And after her latest post to me, I don't think you can put her in that category. Just wow! I didn't expect her to turn on me so ferociously. Ami, Odette and a few others here are the only ones who have been consistently nice to me over the years and I do appreciate their kindness a lot. IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
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posted July 29, 2022 07:18 AM
Lexx,
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posted July 29, 2022 07:49 AM
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SleepyDiary
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posted July 29, 2022 07:54 AM
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SleepyDiary
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posted July 29, 2022 08:36 AM
And as soon as Lexxigramer showed you some tough love YOU turned on her because you don’t want to accept the fact that you have a hand in why your life has been difficult. IP: Logged |
SleepyDiary
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posted July 29, 2022 08:45 AM
No matter what anyone says to you here you will just argue and disagree because this is what you like and that is why you seeked out Dunmuzi’s attention. Once i heard you complain about how you thought a Cancer moon girl was too clingy for you and thought she was ‘’too much’’ to deal with even though she was showing you interest and care. We Cancer moons are very caring but if you take that for granted and rather cry about someone that don’t want your ass we gone. Can’t stand you men that are ‘’put’’ off by caring loving women but would do anything for someone that treat you like **** or chase down women that isn’t interested in you at all. IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
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posted July 29, 2022 02:48 PM
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Originally posted by SleepyDiary:
No matter what anyone says to you here you will just argue and disagree because this is what you like and that is why you seeked out Dunmuzi’s attention. Once i heard you complain about how you thought a Cancer moon girl was too clingy for you and thought she was ‘’too much’’ to deal with even though she was showing you interest and care. We Cancer moons are very caring but if you take that for granted and rather cry about someone that don’t want your ass we gone. Can’t stand you men that are ‘’put’’ off by caring loving women but would do anything for someone that treat you like **** or chase down women that isn’t interested in you at all.
You can only bring up one example lol. That was almost a decade ago (2013) for one thing. Also, that was one woman. I hardly see how that is a trend. And I'm very affectionate and cuddly, but that chick was over the top. It felt like I had to pry her away to go to the bathroom when we went out together. Finally, I wasn't physically attracted to her and tried to go on dates to see if I could see past it and I couldn't. That's more of a chance than any woman has ever given me, so I don't feel bad for it. That woman is happily in a relationship now and we still are friendly on social media. Again, that's radically different than how women treat me. I'm always willing to be friends.IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
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posted July 29, 2022 02:57 PM
Since you want to play this game, I'll play. Again, I tried to make it work with that woman because she is a nice person. I went out with her, spent time with her, and even kissed her and was intimate with her. How many women do you know who would even try kissing a guy they weren't feeling it with? Not many... We all have types and preferences. I have mine just like all the women who have rejected me had theirs. I don't have an issue with that concept. I just think it's absurd that I'm 31 and haven't let a single woman I have a mutual attraction with. And since you keep implying I'm shallow and too picky, that woman was significantly overweight and I went out with her and spent time with her. I've been open-minded to all types of women in my lifetime, so to say I'm too picky and too selective is far from reality. I'm an Aquarius Venus for crying out loud. Lol IP: Logged |
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posted July 29, 2022 03:17 PM
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Originally posted by SleepyDiary:
And as soon as Lexxigramer showed you some tough love YOU turned on her because you don’t want to accept the fact that you have a hand in why your life has been difficult.
Thank you 💖
and hello SleepyDiary😎
I am either having a memory lapse or perhaps I had not spoke with you yet.
So hello!😎
I want to say I was deeply saddened and shocked when aquaguy91 we t all Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde on me😢😳👽
From aquaguy91 post in a reply to you. quote:
The only specific example you gave of women who are supportive of me was Lexx. And after her latest post to me, I don't think you can put her in that category. Just wow! I didn't expect her to turn on me so ferociously
That was just bizzare and uncalled for
and I never turned on him👽Thank you for mentioning my post😎 Edit to add😎
I just finished reading all your posts here SleepyDiary😎💖
Thank you for seeing that I never was mean to aquaguy91
He has been sweet then nasty then sweet again👽😢
Showing what I had trusted to be his real feelings
and thought they were a genuine showing of real and honest caring💖
but then wham he got cranked up because I used misogyny and other words he found offensive👽🤬😢 Then he said some nice at me again but after
he had already said in his that I turned on him ferociously🤬👽
I cannot ever take to heart anything he says especially when nice.
I wish I could but not going to engage him again because that is how head gamers mess with people.👽
I do not need that kind of energy👽
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posted July 29, 2022 03:49 PM
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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
Lexx,
I would trade places with you if I could
Too bad it cannot be achieved 👽
Also since you have accused me of ferociously
Turning on you👽
As much as I appreciate kindness and even
your offer here........
You have permantly damaged my trust in you.
I do not know what to believe now.
It hurts and you of all people
should know
that accusing a person unjustly
of turning on you
when they did not,
Is very hurtful😢
You whine about others doing that
to you👽👽
But had no problem treating
me unjustly👽🤬😢
Laugh if you want but it hurts.😢
I was not going to speak to you
again but you are like a
train wreck in motion
and so is this thread in a way.👽
Also because I genuinely do care 💙
even though you do not sincerely care and your many "I'm sorrys" are nice but are they real? 👽
I still wish you well and that your life improves.
I shall endeavour not to reply or
post to you because
no matter what
I say,
It would NOT be taken seriously
nor appreciated from what I have seen👽
I do not have the time or energy whilst fighting multiple cancers to keep on trying to help you.😢 ------------------ Take a look at my
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aquaguy91
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posted July 29, 2022 05:21 PM
Lexx,
I'm going to try expressing myself now that I have had time to cool off and think more clearly. When I said that you were turning on me, that did not mean I thought you were bad or in the same category as women who have really hurt me. I'm not that unreasonable. In fact, I think I'm more reasonable than most. I didn't think badly of you and still don't. I was just more having a bad day and I was frustrated that you seemed to be drifting farther and farther away from understanding me and where I was coming from. That's because I did perceive that you understood me. That's why it was jarring that you were suddenly coming at me with (what I perceived to be) low level questions. I'm referring to all the questions to analyze me and what I'm doing wrong. I understand that people always want to help, but those questions aren't helpful most of the time. Especially when you are trying to advise folks online that you haven't even seen or heard speak. Lastly, I thought you understood that I am a weirdo on the spectrum. I'm different, so of course, I'm wrong. Everything about me is wrong to people. You talked about getting away from emotionally abusive people. That's how it is when you are on the spectrum. Everyone is at the very least unintentionally emotionally abusive towards you. They tell you to quit being so negative and cynical while criticizing everything about you and your personality. How could someone who is so unvalidated and so unsupported and so unloved ever develop a healthy self esteem? It's a real mind **** . IP: Logged |
SleepyDiary
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posted July 29, 2022 05:26 PM
I have seen tons of threads from you where you bash women and you make those threads because you want to provoke and get negative reactions and get all the arguments and debates you want. You aren’t looking for encouraging uplifting words you want to fight because you love it. If you feel so unattractive and you put that a lot on the way you look why don’t you go to the gym and make yourself feel and look better? Physical workout is very good for your body and mind. If you have skin problems use products that will improve your skin and stay away from food that will worsen it. Have a more friendlier approach without any expectations. Nobody here can fix your problem except for you. IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
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posted July 29, 2022 05:34 PM
^^^^ Lexx, look at the post above this.
SleepyDiary is a good example of why I don't like those kinds of conversations. I don't even know this person and have never interacted with them one on one, but they have already judged me and think they know more about my life than I do. They took one example and extrapolated that that is how my whole life experience has been. That's not how it works.IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
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posted July 29, 2022 05:37 PM
Sleepy Diary,
What if I told you that I do work out every day and I'm now in the best shape I have ever been in? Stop assuming stuff and stay in your lane. Also, again, you seem to think you understand what motivates me and why I do what I do. You aren't God, so quit acting like you are.IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
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posted July 29, 2022 05:43 PM
Does anybody else see the irony in Sleepy Diary's behavior? They stepped into a dying discussion they weren't even involved in to pick a fight while claiming that I'm the one trying to fight. Lol! The lack of self awareness there is simply stunning. This was also coming from a person who admitted they went back and looked at old threads of mine to find material to use against me. Yet, I'm the one who wants to fight! I'm a 3rd house Moon and Mars. The way I express myself is authentic and spontaneous. When I post about my experiences I am very much feeling those things. For someone to imply I post content to fight is just bull$hlt frankly. Nothing could be further from the truth. If you think that you fundamentally don't understand anything about me.IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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posted July 29, 2022 06:08 PM
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SleepyDiary
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posted July 29, 2022 06:11 PM
Lexxigramer you really did have his back. Aquaguy has been so much hurt in his life that he will take any critisism in the wrong way. He will make these rude threads too and then act ‘’surprised’’ when people aren’t supportive of him. Alot of hurt and pain can make one very toxic. I am sorry that you are going through what you are going through. Good luck with everything and don’t use your energy on anything negative. IP: Logged |
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posted July 29, 2022 06:16 PM
Aquaguy91
I don't think there is something wrong with you,and I understand your need to express your anger about what's going on. I feel angry too about things happening in my life, I just tend to keep it inside. I actually think yours is a healthier approach,because after you say these things you get them out of your system and calm down.
But I don't think anyone would reply to a thread just to insult you. I really believe they were trying to help You. You are just sensitive now and just want to share your problem and be heard. You don't want advice.
So I'm just going to say that not all women are the same. As much cliche as it sounds it's true and it's been said here before. Women' sexuality is different that men's. We are much more emotional when it comes to sex. That means that we need to bond a little with the other person in order to want it,and we need to feel safe. That bonding can happen even before dating. If I have a huge crush on someone for a long time and spend most of my time thinking about him I don't need much time to get warm and ready for it.
Even with a no strings attached situation,it would be normal for us to become more emotionally involved and want more.
I wouldn't sleep with someone because he complimented me,but I would be really flattered,because it doesn't happen very often. I wish there were more guys like you around me,most guys try to play cool and distant,even when interested. I appreciate a man with the confidence to say a good word to me,just out of admiration,without expecting anything in return. I have told you before,you seem to be surrounded by the wrong women. You kind of remind me of the guy in "love actually who thought British women were snob and went to the U.S. and found the women there loved him.
Maybe you can try going to different places or hang out with different kinds of people. I wish you the best.IP: Logged |
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posted July 29, 2022 06:23 PM
Asperger's Syndrome: Symptoms, Diagnosis and Treatment http://www.nationwidechildrens.org/conditions/aspergers-syndrome Asperger’s Syndrome is no longer diagnosed as a condition in and of itself. It is part of the range of conditions included in Autism Spectrum Disorder. I am on that spectrum.
I do understand.
However I also damn well know like it or not
I must be realistic and understand that I am at times I am too complex and socially strange and tend towards stoney face and intense analytical processing
in person👽
My being a genius with an IQ of at least 180 like Hawking and Einstein,
complicated by dyslexia and neurological damage, and still must work at controlling
my stuttering and my rocking stares into space to make the world go away moments.
The big thing is unlike many on the spectrum,
I accept and logically understand why people see me as a freak or weirdo.
I have done my best to get help and practice every day to not fall back into my old traps and caves.
That is the big difference here betwixt others on the spectrum and myself.
At about the same age as aquaguy91
Some 39 years ago longer than he has been alive......
I came to realize with help from my tough love speech teacher to take responsibility for myself.
These afflictions are more neurological than psychological.
That means we on the spectrum are not crazy.
But it does mean that sooner or lateral
we must face up to needing help
and to admit to needing to change or we will ever be happy.
And we must
see that we cannot ever fix ourselves without admitting we need tough love
and not the enabling
Pity parties.
It is embarrassing to admit this here at LL
but that is how it is for me.
It has been hard and still is not easy to function with people.
I do not know which end of the spectrum aquaguy91 is on but I think it might be
The Asperger's side,
Whereas mine is the Autism side with dyslexia and PTSD. We on the spectrum must admit to having problems being around people and communicating at times.
We must admit to being very easily hurt and offended especially when others accuse us of wrongdoing that we did not do. It is a lifelong battle to conquer it and find work arounds to be able to be part of society,
and sadly there are no easy or quick fixes.😢
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posted July 29, 2022 06:41 PM
quote:
Originally posted by SleepyDiary:
Lexxigramer you really did have his back. Aquaguy has been so much hurt in his life that he will take any critisism in the wrong way. He will make these rude threads too and then act ‘’surprised’’ when people aren’t supportive of him. Alot of hurt and pain can make one very toxic. I am sorry that you are going through what you are going through. Good luck with everything and don’t use your energy on anything negative.
💖SleepyDiary
Please read my post about we who are on the so called spectrum.I am on that spectrum too and
know how he feels. It is not an easy thing to
live with. Also thank you for your kind
caring words💖 By the way not trying to say
muy life was harder than his
is but seriously it has been
a series
of physical and emotional and
other abuses that are too ugly
And too complex to to post here.👽🤬🥵
I have been through more hurt
than most could survive.
I wanted to help him but he is not
open to hearing a person on the
spectrum be honest with him.
I too am often overly sensitive.
I want to believe his many times
of saying is sorry are real.
But I am on the spectrum too and
feel too hurt to deal with him or
anyone who wants to get in my face. Okay must go.
Pain is loudly calling to my
decrepit body.😢👽 IP: Logged |
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