posted January 23, 2011 01:30 AM            

I actually finally felt something "more" with someone since my ex. And now, it turns out to be a guy with almost the same planet placements. :\

I think karma's being a ***** . haha.

posted January 23, 2011 01:46 AM            

I'm not sure what it is about these guys. :\ They didn't seem the same at all, probably a very different ASC, but either way, those aspects terrify me.

I totally was not attracted to him at all. But we were eating dinner with a bunch of friends and we kept fighting because we both banter a lot and I always make fun of him because it's funny when he reacts to it. But everyone started to make jokes about us being together and I tried to tell them off. He kept on "Flirting" with me in return, probably because I kept rejecting him. But anyway... we were going to go and the lady filled my to go box, but it kind of spilled and I was holding on to it and he grabbed it (classic hand touching and looking at each other moment UGH) and I swear my heart almost jumped out of my chest. Ugh Ugh Ugh. I didn't act any different toward him afterward, I just kept making fun of him, but I made such a fast getaway back to my car. My heart kept racing all the way home. I'm so scared that I'm not going to be able to act normal around him anymore so I'm just going to try to avoid him as much as possible.

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I have four planets in Gemini. Why can't I just meet a nice light hearted Aquarius? T T

posted January 23, 2011 01:56 AM            

Scorpio 13 degrees Pluto:
Telephone Lineman At Work Installling New Connections.

Scorpio 18 degrees Moon:
A Path Through Woods Brilliant With Multicolored Splendor

posted January 23, 2011 11:23 AM            

Lioness, we will have to wait and see because he has a infinite amount of ways to go with this.
But yes now that you have exposed your feelings you have acted as Venus...she is the one that says I love you I cant live with or without you no...but I cannot do this anymore I give up I am going to stop taking credit as the doer and merge back with Source to find the answer...and the answer always is...ALL IS AS IT SHOULD BE...RELAX DEAR ONE...and it becomes a speak now or forever hold your peace for him...as he can feel himself being released on the other side...usually you get some reaction of them...unconscious of course.

Now he will be forced to see his Plutonian ways of control.
As another human we cannot dictate who will be our friends and who will not. That is a matter of free will. People choose to be in our lives or not to..simple as that. There is a certain "lost" feeling to this man...like he hold on to you because you bring him clarity that he cant find within.

But now Lioness to finish this off we must do a little Energy work, because you must release him..

Release him from your Aura...unnattach him in a visualization from all of your Chakras and then place him on an Alter and feel the love you feel from him..(leave the heart chakra in place up to this point)

Once you feel the love come into your being and you will feel Energy wash over you, this is the love you were giving to him returning back to you...allow yourself to bath in this as it is your higher dimensional self showering you with Energy from your Source this Energy is usually violet in color..
Thank him for helping you feel that when you feel gratitude...and then release the attachment..the heart Chakra attachments are always Green..so you can use that color as well.

Once you are moved to thank, tell him that you are a sentient being just as he and you have a right as a sentient being to say yes or no to anything that doesnt serve your highest good and right now he is not.
So you set him free and wish him love and happiness on his path.

This reinforces on the other side of the veil what you are doing on this side in the 3D.

Now the key to this is just as you did today you must find ways to give this love back now to yourself...this Lioness is the key to self love and unconditional happiness, through Art or Creation..somehow you must complete your on Ouroboros or the the Universe will give you this same situation again.

Mr Pisces is a lesson you chose. Go deep and figure it out..with Moon/Pluto issues its usually about self love...and a releasing of the lower based emotions Energies that have kept us from really embracing our paths in life.

Learning to maintain a stable emotional life in which our needs are met and satisfied is what we are here for...and right now this is lesson you are Re-membering.
This is a wake up call to you Lioness...your heart Chakra is expanding...and transformation is what this game is what this all about.

So this is what I say to you and only you will get this:

posted January 23, 2011 02:52 PM            

Anyway Lioness...what are this guys placements? I detect a very strong Aqua/11th house placement. Especially with Venus. He REALLY wants to stay your friend (keyword friend) and he may or may not be engaging in pet names with you and such and its aware of the damage its doing to you. And wanting to maintain a friendship is such an Aqua thing, especially if they feel like they are losing a good friend. I say this because I have an 11th house Venus, and Sun/Mars Inconjunct Uranus, and IC Square Uranus (I'm a triple Cancer...so it affects me even more)...and I do the EXACT same thing. I can even sleep with exes and call them pet names be flirty and ALL I want is friendship after we are done. And they think I want a relationship (I've even confused an Aqua Moon and Sun with this lol). I've even had some exes say they were getting mixed signals. When I just pushed friendship after we are done. And I wasn't aware of them being affected the way they were. I thought me saying we are good friends was enough and they understood that was all I wanted.

I see alot of the same actions by this guy being stuff I've done or would do...where is his Moon? I'm a Cap Moon...however its in the 7th so I have a HUGE need to keep the peace.

posted January 23, 2011 07:21 PM            

He's not the type of person that wants to stay friends with some "fling" actually he's the opposite.. He wants nothing to do with them afterwards..
Which is part of what confuses me about him... I have no clue why he's trying so hard to hold on to me.. Why cant he let me go..
Why doesnt he just walk away, like he does with every other girl... When I ask him, the only answer I get from him is because we owe it to each other to be friends.. I dont know why its so important to help to remain friends.. It doesnt make sense to me at all..
I guess that how he feels pluto.. He feels intensely that he "has" to be friends with me....
I asked him for space, and distance from him.. I put myself out there, and I said why I need it.. He's response to me is "why cant we be friends"
I know this guy, if it was any one else, he wouldnt want to be friends, and/or if they told him to keep his distance, he would probably laugh at them, as say WTF are you talking about?? Im not even near you.. But with me he wants to insist we be friends.. Saying its in our best interest..

posted January 23, 2011 10:49 PM            

I'm a Cap Moon...and the reason he doesn't want to stay friends with a "fling" is because he doesn't respect them. If he respected them then he would want to stay friends. Another reason is because it could be too hard. A Cap doesn't want to be reminded about something they failed at...this also includes Virgo. I knew there had to be some sort of Cap/Virgo in his chart along with something in Aqua. He respects you...that you can be sure of or else he wouldn't have wanted to stay friends. Also you didn't crush him or mistreat him (another reason a Cap/Virgo wouldn't be friends with someone). The reason you "owe" it to each other is because he has invested so much and it doesn't make sense to walk away completely. That's how an earth sign person works. Now if you truly wanted him to leave you alone...you could squash the Cap and Virgo in him and start dating someone else. That would probably get him to leave you alone. A Cap or Virgo influenced person won't care unless there is a reason to, and if you've moved on there is no reason to (as in there is no more chance with you). Plus you'll see how much of a "friend" he wants to be.

posted January 24, 2011 12:51 AM            

Yes you are correct, he does respect me.. This I do know.. I also respect him.. I have a lot of admiration for him.. I know he feels the same way..

posted January 24, 2011 05:02 PM            

A fax for me, when to his fax number, he brought it to me.... SEE UNIVERSE! that has never happened...

posted January 27, 2011 08:29 PM            

BUTTTTT... anyways... Im tracking my progress through here, I guess...

I took the last 2 days off from work.. I just needed to get away...

So today I go back to work.. I see him, but continue to ignore him, and not look at him.
Later we pass each other and he has a fruit, and he throws it up and looks at me, and smiles (a personal joke, with us) I laugh.. a little...
Later I have no choice, but to go into his area.. I was dreading it...
When I walked in he was alone, he didnt look at me at all.. Keeping his head down looking at his desk.. So I know at this point he's feeling bad.. I also know he's doing to me, what I have been doing to him... lol
A mad rush of guilt comes to me... I feel really awful.. I could feel the tension.. I dont want him or me to feel bad...

So I call his name.. he says what, but not turning around to see me..
I say LOOK!!!!
He turns around and he see's me dancing.. Im jumping up and down, doing a silly dance.. He smiles.. I stop I get a serious look on my face, and I walk out.. He says what the f..... I hear him laughing from the hall way.. He was laughing so hard it echoed....

He texts me... hey come and do that again!!!
I reply back... Do what.. idk what your talking about???? He said Alright I see....
I left it at that.. I didnt reply...

When I go to leave, (I know he's going to be near the door) so I wait for someone to walk out with.. Im walking out with another girl... ( a fellow leo) he says bye to both of us.. I didnt say anything, the other girl tells him bye.. She tells me HE SAID BYE arent you going to say bye to him!!! Of course all loud (damn leo's.. lol) I say he's talking to you not me.. SO HE YELLS BYE LIONESS!!!!! freaking loud as possible.. I take off... lol

posted January 27, 2011 08:30 PM            

PS Nicki----will YOU accept the deal ,too ?

posted January 27, 2011 08:36 PM            

Theres just no other option..

You know how stubborn I am... lol....

He needs to figure out how he feels on his own... I refused to force anything on him.. He knows where I am...

posted January 27, 2011 10:00 PM            

No one knows.. but EVERYONE suspects!

The rumors are ramped..

Some of the guys are STILL asking Pisces if he got with me.. He was just asked a couple of weeks ago...