posted June 18, 2019 08:37 AM
I was considering to go to the therapist during relationship with this guy I had my Pluto 90 Moon.
By many indicators he was my karmic lesson.
He has natal Moon square Pl and I really couldn't see that he's obsessed in way I was with him.
It was total mindfuck, so overconsuming, draining feeling. My whole energy was focused on him, all the time. I wanted so badly that he wants me too in that intense, devoted way.
It was all or nothing! No middle stuff, no friendship after break up. I had to cut him off completely, it was the only way I had to chance to put my sh*t together.
My Venus was on his Pluto binded by sextile, but it's my natal position also.
Even now I still dream him, very often, but I'm in peace because we're not in each other's life. Strangely, break up brought me a relief.
Funny, similar topics with PL MO theme emerged in the exact time I started to think of him again, remembering our moments etc.. and when he called me to ask to be friends.. Not in this incarnation.