posted April 26, 2004 05:07 PM              

... please don't throw more rocks at me ... i ... am in pain ... * snot running down my nose *... i'm afraid ... i'll not be able to keep this secret anymore ... Carlos darling ... i must break my silence my love ... please ... forgive me ... * spitting snot out through mouth * ...

... this ring you put through my nose ... i hear the town folk saying behind my back that ... that ... that i look like a ... and when you attach my leash to it ... and make me walk on all fours ... * break down crying - hands over my face * ...

... i cannot keep this secret anymore ... i long to marry ... and i cannot know you are pulling others by their leashes!! ...

* sniff * this is dreadful!!!!! ... what am i going to do!!!!!!!!!!

posted December 20, 2005 01:13 PM              

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Gemini sun, Cancer rising, mercury in Gemini, moon in Taurus *29, venus in Taurus, mars in Libra

posted December 20, 2005 05:56 PM              

I have Venus trining Uranus and squaring Neptune. Have I ever cheated? Define cheating
I feel different signs…hell different people look at it in different ways.

If the person has been good to me ie kind, thoughtful, selfless…well sorta etc etc then I don’t think I could. I’d feel too guilty.

Someone more tactles, obnoxious, insensitive etc etc I wouldn’t feel guilty…therefore there’s nothing to stop me.

Don’t look down at me like that, at least I’m honest!!! Admitting your problem is the first step ;-D

One good thing is, I’d never cheat for revenge. Why? Just leave the twit

I can’t speak for anyone else. And no way am I the ambassador to all Venus square Neptune people :-/ I can only speak for myself. So don’t be put off by what I said

Oh oh. Ok I hope no one gets mad at me, but I just thought of something.

Perhaps cheater aren’t that bad, you know? I mean, maybe the one that’s been cheated on…well, maybe it’s karma. They did something bad, and now have to deal with, right?

I hate looking at myself as the “victim” - it makes me feel small and weak. I’d rather think “hey well, what can you do. I have a lot of karma to burn”. lol

posted December 20, 2005 06:25 PM              

It’s exciting. There are a lot of rules that fly out the window. You don’t feel pressured to call him, or wonder what he thinks about you...you can do whatever in bed, without him thinking you’re a freak - he’s not your man

Plus you can play with him like a cat with a mouse - now I can REALLY feel the karma accumulating LOL - it’s almost like acting. You can be whoever you wanna be…the whole thing is based on lies, so why stop. And by the time I get bored, there’s no guilt about leaving - and I go back to my man…and feel comfortable again…until it gets boring.

posted December 20, 2005 09:05 PM              

I have Venus trine Mars/Neptune and opp Pluto.

I think it's interesting that (this may sound very strange to a lot of women here) but if I found out someone cheated on me physically.. had sex or did anything physical with someone else.. it wouldn't bother me (only from an std point of view) I would feel pressured to act as though it hurt me, because I'd feel that's the way I should act.

I think the reason for this, is that I feel like some people can make a real disconnect between love and sex.. If the person I'm with is someone who can do this and they see sex as completely separate from love, so they happen to say have a one night stand.. with someone.. while they're going out with me.. I'd see it as nothing. To me, he may as well have been with a blow up doll.. since he felt nothing for her, so it wouldn't be a big deal to me.

However if the person I'm with would fall in love with someone else.. or if he had an entire ongoing relationship on the side.. which to me would have to involve some form of feelings and bonding on a deeper level, than just sex.. This would definitely hurt me and i would put a stop to the relationship.

Basically I realised that anything sexual, on its own.. wouldn't mean anything to me (and yes, I know how strange this sounds).. but if the person fell in love with someone else, that would brake my heart.

When it comes to me cheating though, I couldn't.. but that's because I can't separate love and sex.. actually that's not entirely true...I can't separate *trust* and sex.. To me you need to feel loved and cared for to be able to trust the person. I couldn't have sex with someone if I don't trust their love for me (it doesn't necessarily have to be someone *I* love, but someone who I know loves me).

Because I can't have sex without love being involved.. that to me would be emotional cheating, and I couldn't do it. If I was someone who could have one night stands with people they’re not close to, who don't have feelings for them.. and who they also don't have feelings for.. then I probably wouldn't have a problem cheating.. because I wouldn't see it as cheating..

posted December 22, 2005 03:15 AM              

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Lauren you get my sense of humour

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Yes I do, You're a very funny girl My Jupiter is at 9'29 Pisces..on you Sun, and your ASC as well I think, if I remember right. My Mercury is later in Pisces. It's kinda cool because I got the whole sign covered lol. Any Pisces person from about 6 till about 22 degrees would conjunct something.

posted December 30, 2005 06:01 AM            

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Interesting string.
OK I'm lying, I only read the first post! Come now!!! Do you REALLY expect an Aries Mars to have THAT much patience?

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