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Topic: A New Dawn, A New Day
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charmainec Knowflake Posts: 8745 From: Venus next to Randall Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 27, 2013 06:17 AM
There are things going on that I'm unaware of but feel them, quite strongly. Time to get the walls up before the ton of bricks hit. This is usually the part when the "it's all in your head" comments come in.. Well, no. It's NOT. I know.How do you know? You base it on a gut feeling? YES. And it never lies. Ever.
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 47217 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 28, 2013 09:49 AM
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charmainec Knowflake Posts: 8745 From: Venus next to Randall Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 28, 2013 11:22 AM
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charmainec Knowflake Posts: 8745 From: Venus next to Randall Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 28, 2013 11:36 AM
Rhihanna feat. Chris Brown — Nobody's Business You'll always be mine, sing it to the world Always be my boy, I'll always be your girl Nobody's business, ain't nobody's business Ain't nobody's business, but mine, and my baby Mine, and my baby, but mine, and my baby But mine, and my baby, oooh I love I love I love you baby I love I love I love you baby Me and you, get it? Ain't nobody's business Said it, ain't nobody's business Your love is perfection, please point me in the right direction I'mma give you all my affection Every touch becomes infectious Let's make out in this Lexus There's no other love just like this A life with you I want, then can we become love's persona You'll always be the one that I wanna come home to Boy let me love you and show you how special you are I wanna be your baby, you'll always be my baby Tell me what you want now Let's sing it to the world Baby give me time I'mma be your girl I wanna make you mine And it ain't nobody's business It ain't nobody's business It ain't nobody's business It ain't nobody's business Just mine, and my baby Your love is perfection, please point me in the right direction I'mma give you all my affection Every touch becomes infectious Let's make out in this Lexus There's no other love just like this A life with you I want, then can we become love's persona You'll always be the one that I wanna come home to Girl let me love you and show you how special you are I wanna be your baby, you'll always be my baby Tell me what you want now Sing it to the world Baby give me some You gon' my girl I wanna make you mine And it ain't nobody's business It ain't nobody's business It ain't nobody's business It ain't nobody's business Just mine, and my baby Ain't nobody's business Said it, ain't nobody's business It ain't nobody's business It ain't nobody's business You'll always be mine, sing it to the world Always be my boy, always be my girl Nobody's business, aint nobody's business Aint nobody's business, aint nobody's business But mine and my baby IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 47217 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 29, 2013 03:20 PM
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charmainec Knowflake Posts: 8745 From: Venus next to Randall Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 02, 2013 12:33 AM
Breakdown - Mariah Carey feat Bone Thugs & Harmony Break break down, steady breakin' me on down Break break down, steady breakin' me on down Break break down, steady breakin' me on down Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
You called yesterday to basically say That you care for me but that you're just not in love Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly And led you to believe I was okay to just walk away from the One thing that's unyielding and sacred to me
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue Of the pain that rejection is putting you through Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"? Do you lash out and say how dare you leave this way? Do you hold in vain as they just slip away? Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry Break break down, steady breakin' me on down Break break down, steady breakin' me on down It'll break ya down, only if you let it Everday crazy situation's rockin' my mind Tryin' to break me down but I won't let it, forget it I been feelin' like you breakin' me down Kickin' me 'round, stressin' me out I think I better go and get out and let me relieve some stress Don't ever wanna feel no pain, hopin' for the sun but it looks like rain Lord, I just will not maintain, yeah, often feel the pressures ya' all But never the less crazy won't fall, it's over, it's endin' here Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night Turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry IP: Logged |
charmainec Knowflake Posts: 8745 From: Venus next to Randall Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 03, 2013 01:15 AM
Can't sleep tonight. Was informed that my gran died yesterday.
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 47217 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 03, 2013 10:25 AM
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charmainec Knowflake Posts: 8745 From: Venus next to Randall Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 06, 2013 03:24 AM
No "hi's" no "byes" No "how are you" "take care"No concern, no loves, no support, no interest Just a cold empty brick wall IP: Logged |
NoRainNoRainbows Knowflake Posts: 1054 From: Registered: Aug 2013
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posted September 06, 2013 12:18 PM
quote: Originally posted by charmainec: Can't sleep tonight. Was informed that my gran died yesterday.
i'm sorry Charmainec ;( IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 47217 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 06, 2013 01:05 PM
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NoRainNoRainbows Knowflake Posts: 1054 From: Registered: Aug 2013
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posted September 06, 2013 03:42 PM
quote: Originally posted by Randall: Very few people probably read this thread.
True i accidentally pressed on this, and first thing my hand did was scroll down to Charmaine's post about her grandma  A few months ago, i was debating with Keela on country asteroids, and out of the blue they got news their mum passed away, not many saw that either....and this is even more hidden. Again sorry Charmaine, i hope u can make it back to your country in time, as it might help you a bit. May your grandmother rest in peace. 
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juniperb Moderator Posts: 8651 From: Blue Star Kachina Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 06, 2013 05:38 PM
Charm, I am so sorry for your loss  I`ve been in my cave but wanted to express my sympathy and to thank you for sharing her with us in bits and pieces over time here . She sounds like a grand lady and I know your heart grieves deeply. Take time and grieve to express your loss and hurt  If you need a shoulder, you know where to find me ------------------ Christian, Jew, Muslim, Shaman, Zoroastrian, stone, ground, mountain, river, each has a secret way of being with the Mystery, unique and not to be judged. Rumi IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 47217 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 07, 2013 02:20 PM
Thank you, Juni.  IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 58684 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 07, 2013 07:27 PM
I am sorry, Charmaine. I rarely come in this Forum but felt the urge to and maybe it was to post to you. I loved my grandmother so much that I cry every time I talk about her. Grandmothers are special angels. ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 47217 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 07, 2013 07:33 PM
Agreed, Ami. Grandparents are the bestest. IP: Logged |
HRH-FishAreFish Knowflake Posts: 704 From: Neptune next to MikeG & Pluto Registered: May 2013
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posted September 08, 2013 06:32 AM
My condolences, charmainec.  IP: Logged |
juniperb Moderator Posts: 8651 From: Blue Star Kachina Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 09, 2013 09:19 AM
Is she able to return to SA?------------------ Christian, Jew, Muslim, Shaman, Zoroastrian, stone, ground, mountain, river, each has a secret way of being with the Mystery, unique and not to be judged. Rumi IP: Logged |
charmainec Knowflake Posts: 8745 From: Venus next to Randall Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 09, 2013 11:08 AM
Thank you, everybody.  Grandparents are very special. To some they are just as important as parents because they too played a significant role in our lives. Ma once told me that we should celebrate a life instead of mourning for one.It makes sense but any loss is difficult. Unfortunately, I couldn't make it for the funeral..a part of me is glad because then I can remember her the way she was. It's going to take some time for now but eventually everthing will be ok again. Thanks again. PS. Love you lots, Junibug.  IP: Logged |
juniperb Moderator Posts: 8651 From: Blue Star Kachina Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 09, 2013 07:04 PM
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 47217 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 10, 2013 10:47 AM
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charmainec Knowflake Posts: 8745 From: Venus next to Randall Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 12, 2013 11:02 AM
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 47217 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 15, 2013 12:47 PM
Feel better. IP: Logged |
Hera Knowflake Posts: 8636 From: Olympus Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 15, 2013 05:32 PM
I am sorry for your loss, Charm.  IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 47217 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 16, 2013 01:36 PM
She's been ill lately. quote: Originally posted by Randall: Feel better.
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