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charmainec
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posted August 27, 2013 06:17 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
There are things going on that I'm unaware of but feel them, quite strongly. Time to get the walls up before the ton of bricks hit.
This is usually the part when the "it's all in your head" comments come in.. Well, no. It's NOT. I know.

How do you know? You base it on a gut feeling?
YES.
And it never lies. Ever.


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Randall
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posted August 28, 2013 09:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
MOLO!

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charmainec
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posted August 28, 2013 11:22 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Peculiar.

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charmainec
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posted August 28, 2013 11:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Rhihanna feat. Chris Brown — Nobody's Business

You'll always be mine, sing it to the world
Always be my boy, I'll always be your girl
Nobody's business, ain't nobody's business
Ain't nobody's business, but mine, and my baby
Mine, and my baby, but mine, and my baby
But mine, and my baby, oooh

I love I love I love you baby
I love I love I love you baby

Me and you, get it?
Ain't nobody's business
Said it, ain't nobody's business

Your love is perfection, please point me in the right direction
I'mma give you all my affection
Every touch becomes infectious
Let's make out in this Lexus
There's no other love just like this
A life with you I want, then can we become love's persona

You'll always be the one that I wanna come home to
Boy let me love you and show you how special you are
I wanna be your baby, you'll always be my baby
Tell me what you want now

Let's sing it to the world
Baby give me time
I'mma be your girl
I wanna make you mine
And it ain't nobody's business
It ain't nobody's business
It ain't nobody's business
It ain't nobody's business
Just mine, and my baby

Your love is perfection, please point me in the right direction
I'mma give you all my affection
Every touch becomes infectious
Let's make out in this Lexus
There's no other love just like this
A life with you I want, then can we become love's persona

You'll always be the one that I wanna come home to
Girl let me love you and show you how special you are
I wanna be your baby, you'll always be my baby
Tell me what you want now

Sing it to the world
Baby give me some
You gon' my girl
I wanna make you mine
And it ain't nobody's business
It ain't nobody's business
It ain't nobody's business
It ain't nobody's business
Just mine, and my baby

Ain't nobody's business
Said it, ain't nobody's business
It ain't nobody's business
It ain't nobody's business

You'll always be mine, sing it to the world
Always be my boy, always be my girl
Nobody's business, aint nobody's business
Aint nobody's business, aint nobody's business
But mine and my baby

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posted August 29, 2013 03:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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charmainec
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posted September 02, 2013 12:33 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

Breakdown - Mariah Carey feat Bone Thugs & Harmony


Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down


You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was okay to just walk away from the
One thing that's unyielding and sacred to me

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside

Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry

So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"?
Do you lash out and say how dare you leave this way?
Do you hold in vain as they just slip away?

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside

Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry

Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
It'll break ya down, only if you let it
Everday crazy situation's rockin' my mind
Tryin' to break me down but I won't let it, forget it

I been feelin' like you breakin' me down
Kickin' me 'round, stressin' me out
I think I better go and get out and let me relieve some stress
Don't ever wanna feel no pain, hopin' for the sun but it looks like rain
Lord, I just will not maintain, yeah, often feel the pressures ya' all
But never the less crazy won't fall, it's over, it's endin' here

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside

Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside

Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
Turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside

Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry

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charmainec
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posted September 03, 2013 01:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Can't sleep tonight. Was informed that my gran died yesterday.

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posted September 03, 2013 10:25 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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charmainec
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posted September 06, 2013 03:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
No "hi's" no "byes"
No "how are you" "take care"

No concern, no loves, no support, no interest

Just a cold empty brick wall

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posted September 06, 2013 12:18 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NoRainNoRainbows     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by charmainec:
Can't sleep tonight. Was informed that my gran died yesterday.

i'm sorry Charmainec ;(

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Randall
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posted September 06, 2013 01:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Very few people probably read this thread.

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posted September 06, 2013 03:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NoRainNoRainbows     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Randall:
Very few people probably read this thread.

True i accidentally pressed on this, and first thing my hand did was scroll down to Charmaine's post about her grandma

A few months ago, i was debating with Keela on country asteroids, and out of the blue they got news their mum passed away, not many saw that either....and this is even more hidden.

Again sorry Charmaine, i hope u can make it back to your country in time, as it might help you a bit. May your grandmother rest in peace.

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posted September 06, 2013 05:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for juniperb     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Charm, I am so sorry for your loss

I`ve been in my cave but wanted to express my sympathy and to thank you for sharing her with us in bits and pieces over time here . She sounds like a grand lady and I know your heart grieves deeply.
Take time and grieve to express your loss and hurt
If you need a shoulder, you know where to find me

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Christian, Jew, Muslim, Shaman, Zoroastrian, stone, ground, mountain, river, each has a secret way of being with the Mystery, unique and not to be judged.
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posted September 07, 2013 02:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you, Juni.

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Ami Anne
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posted September 07, 2013 07:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am sorry, Charmaine.

I rarely come in this Forum but felt the urge to and maybe it was to post to you.

I loved my grandmother so much that I cry every time I talk about her.

Grandmothers are special angels.

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Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal


http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/

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posted September 07, 2013 07:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Agreed, Ami. Grandparents are the bestest.

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posted September 08, 2013 06:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for HRH-FishAreFish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My condolences, charmainec.

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posted September 09, 2013 09:19 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for juniperb     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Is she able to return to SA?

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posted September 09, 2013 11:08 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you, everybody.

Grandparents are very special. To some they are just as important as parents because they too played a significant role in our lives.

Ma once told me that we should celebrate a life instead of mourning for one.It makes sense but any loss is difficult. Unfortunately, I couldn't make it for the funeral..a part of me is glad because then I can remember her the way she was.

It's going to take some time for now but eventually everthing will be ok again.

Thanks again.

PS. Love you lots, Junibug.

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posted September 09, 2013 07:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for juniperb     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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Christian, Jew, Muslim, Shaman, Zoroastrian, stone, ground, mountain, river, each has a secret way of being with the Mystery, unique and not to be judged.
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posted September 10, 2013 10:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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posted September 12, 2013 11:02 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
True

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posted September 15, 2013 12:47 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Feel better.

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posted September 15, 2013 05:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Hera     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am sorry for your loss, Charm.

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posted September 16, 2013 01:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
She's been ill lately.

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Originally posted by Randall:
Feel better.

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