posted July 10, 2022 08:57 PM
I know this is an old thread but I wanted to share my experience with this aspect.When I was 14 years old, I started a friendship with a boy who was 4 years older than me. Little did I know how intense it would later become. Our conversations became incredibly deep very quickly. The intensity of our connection was something that neither one of us were mature enough or equipped enough to deal with at that young age. Back then I knew nothing about astrology but now as an adult I'm able to look at our synastry and understand why this was so karmic/fated:
My Persephone conjunct his Pluto/Saturn
My Pluto conjunct his Proserpina/Saturn
All in the 12th house
And we had a Venus-Pluto DW on top of everything which I felt intensified our Pluto-Persephone/Proserpina contacts. And his NN sat in my 8th house. We are both Scorpio risings.
He had a girlfriend when I met him so when our friendship quickly blossomed into a romance it was kept a secret for 9 years. I was upset about this as I wanted him to break up with her and wanted to officially become his girlfriend. He told me that he doesn't love her and that nobody knows him deeply the way that I know him. But he never broke up with her! I was stuck being his secret mistress. I blame the 12th house and that Saturn placement sitting in between those Pluto-Persephone/Proserpina conjunctions.
When I started college, I made some friends at school and yes some of them happened to be young men around my age. When he found out I was hanging out with male friends, he'd get so jealous and angry over it. It angered me because he's living under the same roof as his girlfriend, still having sex with her... and I'm the one not allowed to have male friends?! How is that fair? Eventually I got fed up with him arguing with me over my friends and deleted him off my social media and decided to never speak to him again. I did spy on his Facebook for some time after that and I noticed after deleting him that he FINALLY broke up with his girlfriend but then found a new girl who physically resembled me. He previously only dated white girls, but this new girl had brown skin, black hair and dark eyes like me and I realized he was trying to find another me. Except this girl obviously didn't have the same personality. When I saw he got a new girl who looked like me, I stopped stalking his social media and finally let go of him and was able to move on. Those 9 years were intense though and I hadn't been in love with anyone since, except for my current boyfriend whom I consider my true love.
Lindaland
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posted August 28, 2021 05:59 AM