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Ami Ann
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posted August 13, 2010 03:28 PM
 
Good , I have to hold myself to some minimum standard 
Ami
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Ami Ann
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posted August 13, 2010 08:51 PM
That Mars tape --the comedian being heckled--really helped me.
I am gonna see if I can find some good examples of Mars.
I think I get most other energies pretty well, not that I can do them that well but I understand them.
I like what you said about energy being amoral.
That was good for an extremely guilt ridden person like myself  .
x o Ami
Last night, I blasted my mother. I was on the porch so prolly the whole street could hear lol
I won't lie for her any more. I won't lie to make her look good to herself.
I won't do it . She hit a brick wall just like that comedian did with that woman.
He made that woman regret she EVER messed with him.
That is Pluto/Mars.
That energy is what I need--right there--encapsulated on that clip.
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bonadea33
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posted August 14, 2010 08:32 AM
Mblake81,I like your Chart, because there are not much hard aspects. About houses: I had two persons with all 10 planets in three (3) houses: One female singer (from here), 26 years old has all planets in 4th, 5th and 6th house; One man from Switzerland has all 10 planets in 12th, 1st and 2nd house. I must say that I like also planets all over, but doesn't mean that those people are happier than the two, I know. B.
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Mblake81
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posted August 14, 2010 11:25 AM
Thanks for the kind words Bonadea33.**This is an example of craigs emotion portrayed as a scorpio might. What i like most and felt so refreshing was how the fight scenes were portrayed, not glam or glitter just how it really can be, breath of realism.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gvr6uRvESvM *not advocating one person killing another, this is for example only. And quantum of solace.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q4ZgXiHPXMs&feature=related **you do not get to see his reaction when the fight is ending which was the most important part, sorry i cant find the clip on you tube. ~ It gets easier was the message. Jason bourne, great role model.
http://movieclips.com/watch/the-bourne-supremacy-2004/fighting-close-and-dirty/ If youd like to know more about that ask.
http://movieclips.com/watch/kingdom-of-heaven-2005/a-kingdom-of-conscience/ ** those are not youtube videos, i will try to find better ones later as those are slow and jittery videos, at least on my computer. IP: Logged |
Mblake81
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posted August 14, 2010 05:35 PM
Depeche mode,I ignore the black and white clips of his band, this is meaningless to me. I like the king roaming ( or if your a woman replace the king with a queen) Take the message as an individual one.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=diT3FvDHMyo IP: Logged |
Mblake81
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posted August 14, 2010 05:45 PM
**If this is a double post i will edit later, LL isnt respondingI really like the chorus, instruments and the video for this song. Speaks to me on a deep personal level, The chorus does. Also the girls movements and her eye expressions combined with the music and lyrics/ how they are sang. The Smiths
"How Soon Is Now"
1984 (i was 3  ) Video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_U5HpeA_WSo the original uncut version
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3pVP9YJwXg Enjoy Watch the girls eyes, they are full of expression, so is the way they portrayed her movements IP: Logged |
Ami Ann
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posted August 14, 2010 05:55 PM
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*not advocating one person killing another, this is for example only.
Cute
Ami
PS I am starting on this list lol
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Mblake81
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posted August 14, 2010 11:31 PM
I like this, no words needed just the pace of the music can tell you the whole story.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JRmE5-3sOg&feature=related And of course running for your life.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEbeHX-T2uM The jeep driver has the right attitude. imho IP: Logged |
Ami Ann
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posted August 15, 2010 08:02 AM
Just woke up and I have my material in front of me Be back,later Ami
PS Love the Kingdom of Heaven one.
PPS You seem comfortable with your Pluto lol
I had to get to know Pluto too early so I shut him down.
He is very,very powerful--too much for a kid Love the Depeche mode one!
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Ami Ann
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posted August 15, 2010 08:31 AM
I see what you mean about The Smith's, Mblake.
Her emotions go out and touch yours in a wordless but very true way. You know,Mblake, in a word, when I get my Pluto back--I am gonna be healthy.
Well, Pluto/Mars lol
x o x Ami
The other night, I could see what my Mother, an abuser , did to me.
She abuses me and THEN blames me that *I* am not over it.
It is clever as anything--cunning is the real word----cunning in a brilliant way.
You rob someone and then blame them that they had their wallet in their pocket .
The key part is the victim cannot SEE. Once, they SEE, the spell is broken. I am SEEING,Thank Goodness. Sight is the most precious thing when you were blind.
I had recurrent dreams my whole life that I could not see.
I could not see with Pluto sight.
When I was younger ,I could. That was my strength within the craziness of my mother.
I could see that she was an idiot and *I* was smart/ perceptive.
I had that keen Scorpio sight and I held it close and close until I could not hold it anymore and I became crazy like she was. Thank you for your contribution to my getting it back  IP: Logged |
Ami Ann
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posted August 15, 2010 09:03 AM
Dear Mblake
Please keep the Pluto/Mars coming. It is my medicine lol Here are some of my favorites and the signs they represent
Sag----He has a woman at home, another one down the hall and he seems to want me, anyway
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMFQtnd0amc
Fragile Cancer Moon--She breaks just like a little girl
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZJrACgsHEc&p=85494875186B0861&playnext=1&index=21
Gemini
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZPh3hpxLKs&feature=related
Aqua Love(Forgive me, Aqua's lol) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KrZHPOeOxQQ&feature=av2e It is interesting that Bon Jovi is a Pisces/Cap combo.
His Pisces sensitivity is obvious but he is a very centered person with his Cap moon, I think it is.
He is head of that whole empire and is very down to earth and knows who he is.
I love Cap moon in friends.
If you need real world advice, Cap moon is the person lol IP: Logged |
Mblake81
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posted August 15, 2010 12:02 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwlDW8qFGFA&feature=related alan grant had sense, so did the boy IP: Logged |
Ami Ann
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posted August 15, 2010 12:09 PM
Under that one, they had an ad----Become a Park Ranger 
Ami
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Mblake81
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posted August 15, 2010 12:27 PM
LOL "guaranteed thrill of a lifetime" and when the jeep driver looks in the side view mirror. "Objects in mirror are closer than they appear" The marines force an ego death on the recruits from my perspective. Its quick, effective and dirty.
And has long lasting side effects. The japanese bushido warriors managed to balance a harsh reality with grace.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhyMO3IwPjY&feature=related quick and dirty. IP: Logged |
Ami Ann
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posted August 15, 2010 01:20 PM
Want to hear Pluto, Mblake? Last night, I was talking to my mother and telling her how I always had a core of sanity.
I think it was cuz my Grandmother loved me.Also, air and an unaspected Venus can detach.
Anyway, you know how you get Scorpio flashes when you just KNOW things?
Well, I KNEW she was thinking,"How did I leave that core there?"
IOW, she was angry that didn't she destroy me , totally.
I knew that with every fiber. I know you understand about "knowing" things if you are strong Scorpio, which you are.
Ami
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Mblake81
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posted August 15, 2010 01:49 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wHIhLG-Z1yc&NR=1 So much stress will force certain things out of
yourself you didnt realize possible. They are taught to act, react and manage, not to cope. surviving bad situations make them stronger because they either learn to survive, or they will die and possibly injure they're fellow brothers. Its a major responsibility to have and to be responsible for. And the eventual mental breakdown. **edit trying to find a clip, this is similiar to the pvt pile scene only this guy is smarter from my view. He didnt pull the trigger on anyone.
This is what i mean by long lasting side effects.
~Ego death is just realizing your the same as everyone else, all rules apply to you and everyone else.
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Mblake81
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posted August 15, 2010 02:22 PM
for everyone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iul4SBlHIf8 must have felt amazing IP: Logged |
Mblake81
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posted August 15, 2010 02:49 PM
If you wish to use the religious sense, thats ok.id just like it known i appreciate the deeper message. Let it be
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Ami Ann
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posted August 15, 2010 04:08 PM
This is my sense at this point in this thread(and my own journey)--You can heal what you can FACE.
What you cannot face will stay inside ,unhealed, tormenting you, really, until the time you can let it out and face it.
Ami
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Mblake81
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posted August 15, 2010 05:13 PM
Good Insight Ami IP: Logged |
Ami Ann
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posted August 15, 2010 06:11 PM
Mblake Thanks, Ami ------------------
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Mblake81
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posted August 15, 2010 08:14 PM
im going through this in a non-monetary way
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Creative_destruction IP: Logged |
Ami Ann
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posted August 15, 2010 09:19 PM
This is my consensus. You have to face Pluto. It is there--within you, outside of you. A physics professor who lived down the street from me almost beat his wife to death with the claw side of a hammer.
When they let him out of jail, he killed himself in a motel room
What happened that Pluto exploded?
You can't deny Pluto.
Pluto is people's passions.
We are our Pluto's , at the core, no matter how well we dress or how fine our table manners .We live in our Pluto's--unfortunately--perhaps.
Ami
PS Tonight I told my mother I would NOT lie about my life to make her feel better.
She molested me. What does she want-- to make it white/good?
She wants me to make it good for her. What happens to me , then?
I have lived in the land of lies to have a drop of love.
God will bring me love as He sees fit and I will not have to sell my soul to get it.
Someone will love me --just because.
I know it.
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Mblake81
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posted August 15, 2010 10:07 PM
Find a way to forgive her once you have worked through this part, but never forget IP: Logged |
Ami Ann
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posted August 16, 2010 01:21 AM
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