posted January 25, 2011 08:06 PM            

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Daughters fight with fathers. Pattern seers push against authorities that say they are wrong. “If it looks like a duck, walks like a duck, and quacks like a duck….” Yes, it is a duck. See it clearly today. Nothing inherently wrong with ducks but a duck it is. Name it. The energy of your nest wants to be seen in a new light. Change those light bulbs! Switch out the vision of what you are going for.

Embrace your inner strength. Think of how much you have learned and grown. You can receive difficult news today as Sun links up with the Lord of Death and transformation by earth aspect. Saturn is stopped. All events take on an extra sense of being of value, important and are fraught with meaning. Why is this day different than other days? Saturn is stopped. Pay attention to his messages to you.

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Saturn stopped in a 4 deg applying square to my Saturn.

This is what Saturn needs me to lose at my Saturn square. I know what I have to do.

I have it exact in October, and 1 deg separating in June 2012.

I am rather interested about how tPluto cj tSaturn will effect my Deja at my Saturn return.

I read that the period of life between the applying Saturn square and the Saturn Return is one of the most important in a person's life.

posted January 25, 2011 10:18 PM            

My dad came to my house and insisted I let him in and give him my number ( Merc in the 4th cj his Chiron)

I fully believed in Astrology after that day. Hie came to my house and said "It's all about me and it has to be now". It was like Uranus in Aries had just said those words. I gave up that relationship because I deserve to be happy and not be stressed and walking on eggshells being something fake.

posted January 27, 2011 03:24 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
How is your Sun aspected? That is the father.The moon is the mother,as I am sure you ,prolly,know.
My Sun has all good aspects.My moon has one bad one

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Strangely I have
Sun trine Jupiter exact
Sun sq ASC out of sign, 3 deg
Sun semi sq Mars exact.

The Sun tr Jupiter boogles me. Since Jupiter co-rules Pisces and is exalted in Cancer. It's meant to be really good, but all it does is make me lazy.

However my dad's Neptune completes the grand trine in water...

posted January 27, 2011 04:04 AM            

I have to name it...

I AM not a victim.
I AM not a martyr.

I AM confident.
I AM smart.
I AM beautitful.
I CAN break free from the BS my father put in my head.
I AM happy with who I am.
I don't have to be perfect...

I need to do all this so I can move on.

I need a base to deal with the spiritual abuse inflicted on me by my father and his 12th house Neptune, when the energy of Pluto starts getting passed from my Uranus to my Neptune and when tNeptune is exact on my Sun for 8 months.

posted January 27, 2011 08:43 AM            

I have them too, copy&pasted

Venus in Capricorn

You keep your feelings under control, and at times you may find it difficult to make friends. This is because you express your feelings more seriously than most people your age. However, make sure that your relationships are not based solely on what others can do for you.

Venus Square Saturn

This aspect is often difficult to handle in that the demands of the world always seem to get in the way of having fun and receiving love and affection from others. You often feel that persons or circumstances are forcing you to do things that you do not want to do.

Sometimes this aspect means that you feel lonely, usually because you believe you are not worthy of love. That is not true, but once this idea is fixed in your mind, it is difficult for anyone to talk you out of it.

Venus Square Saturn

The square from Venus to Saturn indicates that you have difficulty relating to others. You are basically unwilling to accept the responsibility that is established when two individuals meet in a more than casual way. If you accept others for themselves, realizing that everyone has to make concessions and adjustments to others, then happiness can surely be yours.

Perhaps your most significant lessons will be learned in relationships with others.

Before you really succeed in any occupational capacity, you will have to solve your problem in relating to people.

*Venus in the Fourth House *Just me*

Venus was found in the fourth house at the time of your birth. This is usually a very favorable and fruitful position that grants excellent family relationships within peaceful and beautiful environments.

This position indicates many social affairs, feasts, parties, celebrations, and related activities.

Near the end of your life you should experience financial gain and an overall economic improvement.

A natural lover of country life and nature, you will find many opportunities to gratify these sentiments.

posted January 27, 2011 08:53 AM            

Disclaimer
This is one mans opinion. Opinions are like noses. We all have them and they usually have a few holes in them.
I DO NOT WISH TO ARGUE ABOUT MINE.

posted January 27, 2011 12:18 PM            

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Originally posted by Lioness:

That is a good question,Lioness.*I* would ask Lonake.
She seems to be one of the most experienced Astrologers,here.
x x x x

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posted January 28, 2011 01:13 AM            

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Originally posted by Mblake81:
Venus in Capricorn

You keep your feelings under control, and at times you may find it difficult to make friends. This is because you express your feelings more seriously than most people your age. However, make sure that your relationships are not based solely on what others can do for you.

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Although I have Venus cj Saturn, I still think the square would be bad.

The only good thing about Venus/Saturn is that I avoided getting really bad acne and will age well.

posted January 28, 2011 02:12 AM            

Was it my job to pay off some past life karma?

It is my job to break away. It is my job to turn my pain into something good.

He learnt nothing and he is the NN person. Why???

Now I know my Deja exists I can name it. I can name the problem and the pain, and by naming it, it starts to lose power over me.

I refuse to hide in corners anymore. (unless I want to because they're good for watching ppl).

posted January 28, 2011 03:33 AM            

From Phillip Sedwick

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Bienor - This centaur offers a sense of creative spirit, belief in urge of the soul, confidence. His name means literally, “strong man.” Orbital Period: 66.81 yr.

Positive - creative, inspired, talented, motivated, burning with creative vigor

Negative - repressed, sullen, withdrawn, resentful that life does not respond and bestow rewards

Mundane - benefactors, creative sanctuaries, places of recognition (Halls of Fame, etc.), awards, grants and prizes for projects seeking funding support

Ceremonial - mediation upon the heart, Hatha yoga, meditation in general, creating while listening to or dancing with music, dance ceremonies

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I want the positive of this. I will have it. I don't want to be the negative traits anymore. I have to pull this out of the claws of Deja too.

posted January 29, 2011 02:40 AM            

You said

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Deja is the person who lies down to be raped.
Of course, this does not have to be literal nor is it,usually.

However, Deja is the energy of the rape victim.

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Algol is also associated with Medusa, who was raped be Poseidon and then cursed by Athena.