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Ami Anne
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posted April 30, 2011 08:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yes Angler TOTALLY
If you (or anyone) is stuck in a stance, that is the best you can do ,at the moment.
One's defenses are built up to protect against the pain of DEATH from a broken heart.
People throw guilt on others when they are not "better".
I realize that people are where they are as truly the best they can do,at the moment.
Any change comes very,very slowly.If it is too fast,it is not,usually,real

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posted April 30, 2011 10:11 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for saronna     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Angelfish you have power. The power you have is God...Our Father which art in heaven hollowed be thine name give us this day our daily bread and forgive those who trespress against us for thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory in Master Jesus Christ name Amen

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posted April 30, 2011 10:13 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for saronna     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
And forgive us for our trespassers in Master Jesus Christ's name,glory and power. Pray this every morning and night with meditation if possible and one will see the difference between what it was like and what it is like now.

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posted May 01, 2011 01:21 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm not a Christian and will never be, but I appreciate you trying to help.

Christianity gives me PTSD, it's my chironic wound. * has flashback and shakes a lot*

It stole my childhood and bits of my self esteem and I can't ever get the childhood bit back. *cries*

I want MY OWN strength.

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posted May 01, 2011 01:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I have my religious beliefs and am happy with them but I'm not very comfortable in discussing them at all.

* has more PTSD moments *

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posted May 01, 2011 01:27 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My father is a crazy fundie and his father is one of those people who thinks the devil is around every corner trying to tempt him and screw him over/ satanic panic like stuff. He tried to excorcise me when I was 13.

I was spiritually abused. PERIOD.

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posted May 01, 2011 01:39 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ami, can you see how my 12H Pluto ties into this???

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Ami Anne
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posted May 01, 2011 02:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hmmm
How does your 12th house Pluto tie in to your being spiritually abused?
Well, are you saying that the house in which Pluto is placed is the house of your deepest trauma so YOURS would be the house of the Spirit-the 12th?
I did not know you went through that ,Angler.I am really, really sorry.
That has to be one of the worst things ever--to be abused in the name of God.
That would be worse than what happened to me,although one can never "compare" abuse and I hope you will forgive me for that
My family was agnostic so did not mess with God,either way lol

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If you forgive men their trespasses, your Heavenly Father will forgive you
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posted May 01, 2011 07:33 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Hmmm
How does your 12th house Pluto tie in to your being spiritually abused?
Well, are you saying that the house in which Pluto is placed is the house of your deepest trauma so YOURS would be the house of the Spirit-the 12th?
I did not know you went through that ,Angler.I am really, really sorry.

Exactly what I was meaning.

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posted May 01, 2011 09:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I was wrong about the unaspected Pluto.I wrote about it in Astro 2.I am sorry Angler
I was looking at the wrong thing

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posted May 01, 2011 09:41 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
That's ok I understand, I'm a Pisces, being slightly muddled is normal for me.

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posted May 01, 2011 08:35 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for saronna     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
What's a Christian Angelfish? I am curious to know as I don't know what makes one a christian. Is it a prayer that makes one a Christian. Is it Jesus Christ as God that makes one a Christian or is Jesus a man and became a master and made him Jesus the Master. Please share your thoughts on what makes a christian etc. I don't know how you would get your own power; is there room for a Higher power like nature, fairies, elves astrology etc.

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posted May 02, 2011 04:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I don't want to talk about it. Please just stop. What part of I don't want to discuss it don't you get. I don't discuss my religion to people who aren't it cos nobody will get it.

Enough, this thread is about my venus/Saturn not my problems with certain religions. Ok...

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posted May 02, 2011 04:18 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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I want to try get some hypnotherapy if I can but I heard that it doesn't work well with Capricorn so I'm not so sure if I will do anything but I need to get past some thing but I cant when I'm conscious. I thought the tNeptune cj sun might help but it's just a hunch.


Should I try it Ami???

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posted May 02, 2011 05:55 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The tJupiter/tMars conjunction is square my venus/Saturn/deja and it just cuts. I hate this Aries stellium.

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Ami Anne
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posted May 02, 2011 08:31 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well Angler
I think the most important thing for you,now, is to have hope.
You seem to have come out of a great degree of hopelessness.
I can feel it,if I am right.

I think that you need to go inside you and try to feel any direction in which you need to go.
Your inner compass has been lost.You have HAD to give it up in order to survive your father.
Little by little,you will need to connect with it ,trust it.
When you do,you will be well.
It is a slow process but coming out of the degree of hopelessness which you had is a huge,huge,huge step.
Am I feeling you right,Angler

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If you forgive men their trespasses, your Heavenly Father will forgive you
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posted May 02, 2011 09:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I need change but I just have no hope that it will come. I don't know if I have an internal compass.

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posted May 02, 2011 09:21 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well Angler
Your "vibe",to me,seems stronger and more hopeful.
That is what I meant.You seem to have come out of a place of great ,great hopelessness to a place of some,very small hope,only.
However,even the kernel of hope is huge.You don't know HOW much.

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posted May 02, 2011 09:55 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Every day I wait for a call to be given an interview, it never comes. I watch as old and ex friends of mine get on with their lives and are happy while I'm just stuck. I feel like everything is passing me by.

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posted May 02, 2011 10:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well,Angler
You do not want to die as you did a short time ,ago.
*I* don't feel that from you the way I used to,anyway
THAT IS SO BIG.That is the first step to being a an absolute winner!
The rest will come on that foundation.I think you are out of danger, for now.
Staying that way should be your MAIN goal.
On that,build the rest


PS I am trying to become a winner,too.It is HARD when you were told not to breathe,not to live.
A winner is all of who they are. It is the us that was under all those lies.
It takes a small shovel to dig out cuz it is slow and tedious but you uncover the you who was made by the Creator just as it was supposed to be.

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posted May 02, 2011 10:17 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Anglerfish     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
All I want is to get better. I want to be able to let go of grudges. I want to love myself and be confident. I want to let all the bad stuff go and move on in my life.

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posted May 02, 2011 10:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
T-I-M-E Darling

The climb will not be fast .It will be a marathon,not a sprint

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posted May 02, 2011 11:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I had something to share with you Angler
I was thinking about my house and how it is ,always,in some state of mess.
It screams at me" Failure"
I was thinking about where I could begin to get it organized and if I ever could to enough of a degree that it would stop screaming.

Then,I thought of you.I feel like your life is screaming"Failure" at you.

I think we will always be failures in the sense that there is NO way to make that voice go away by cleaning up the outside to a sufficient degree.
There will always be the sock hanging out of the drawer.
We can never do enough to make that voice stop screaming.

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Throw away your books and listen to your heart.Listen the closest when it hurts the most.


He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted May 02, 2011 12:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Life is not what we were told ,Angler.We are not pieces of garbage as we were told.
You just have to stick around long enough to see it

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Throw away your books and listen to your heart.Listen the closest when it hurts the most.


He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted May 04, 2011 08:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
How are you doing Angler?

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