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posted November 07, 2008 07:57 AM            

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That's really sweet what you said, btw. About the face and the innocent part. I really loved that. I can see that. That's really perceptive - really lovely.

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posted November 07, 2008 07:59 AM            

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He has a certain honesty about him that is almost childlike and innocent. I like to think I'm like that, but I'm probably just jaded. There's a big difference between childish and childlike. I appreciate that he's totally honest about where he is and how he got there. I dig that.

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posted November 07, 2008 08:00 AM            

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she is absolutely perfect!!!

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posted November 07, 2008 08:02 AM            

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okay delete time!!! Before an electrical storm passes over and zonks me before I get the chance to delete

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posted November 07, 2008 08:03 AM            

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posted November 07, 2008 08:04 AM            

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I'ma ready to read

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posted November 07, 2008 08:06 AM            

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I know the heart jump bit, the dizz and giddiness, the 'knowing' their presence! It was ethereal and really quite beautiful... almost a spiritual connection was felt - but on my part, I have no idea if it was felt on the other side!!

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posted November 07, 2008 08:08 AM            

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Wow - that is one pic!!!! I love that one!!! Her right eye seems to project more feeling...

Am I going to hear more?

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posted November 07, 2008 08:09 AM            

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That's the thing - that uncertainty about is it one sided. There's something inside your head saying no it's mutual based on that person's actions - but you're just never 100%. Even that little doubt plays with you.

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posted November 07, 2008 08:14 AM            

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I wish there was a way of knowing.

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posted November 07, 2008 08:15 AM            

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This is something that happened to me probably about 12 years ago and I've never forgotten this person and this experience. And I always wonder - every day it creeps into my thoughts - what if....

I was coming off the train at Town Hall in Sydney and walking up those long long steps and came up from underground and I was pretty much in my own world - as I always am mostly anyway. And I don't know why - but I looked up - and immediately caught the eye of this man. I just looked up and we instantly locked eyes. He was a fair distance away and we continued walking towards each other and our eyes were locked the whole time. And I swear - everything around us - it dissolved - disappeared into everything else - like this big swirl and it was like we were the only two people in existence. Like we were walking in space - nothing - silence - everything else disappeared. And we kept walking and eyes didn't shift and we walked straight past each other. He was - everything about him was black - his clothes - he was in full black - his hair was really really dark and his eyes very dark too. In my head I was telling myself I had to break contact - but I couldn't. And after we passed each other I turned and looked at him over my shoulder to see if he was still looking - and he was. And this person - haunts me every day. I don't know what that was. Who he was. Should I have gone back and spoken to him? Should I have smiled or given some opening? Or was it everything it needed to be? I looked out for him every day after that. But never saw him again. And I think about him every day. I wonder if he does the same? You know?

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posted November 07, 2008 08:16 AM            

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PA - you and I are bright crayons! and intuitive. If that's what we think is happening, then I would say there is something happeing - whether it's on the grand scale we wish, is another story.

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I really appreciate you saying that. I really do. Means a lot. I'm really touched by that - deeply. Thank you.

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posted November 07, 2008 08:21 AM            

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WOW!! That locking eyes thing is incredible!!! Did DD do this with Jude?

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posted November 07, 2008 08:23 AM            

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I was thinking to myself that I can "feel" that he thinks about me too. And as I was telling myself that I know that for sure - I read what you wrote above - that I commented on. And what you said was like confirmation. That's why it meant so much in many different ways.

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posted November 07, 2008 08:24 AM            

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The eyes locking - there's magic in that. Nothing else like that - ever. You never forget that. The intensity and the excitement. Whoa! It's just - exhilerating.

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posted November 07, 2008 08:25 AM            

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Whoever he is - he thinks about me too.

LOL! Quite sad in a way. Ah - what do you do? In a parrallel universe..........

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posted November 07, 2008 08:26 AM            

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I think so - but with Jude he kind of reappeared for her. She knew of him and then he just came forward in this different light - that's how I interpret it.

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posted November 07, 2008 08:26 AM            

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posted November 07, 2008 08:30 AM            

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It seemed confirmed a few times, when I would get these feeling while driving 20 seconds before she would drive past!!!!! This is where I do DD's favourite Smiley!!

Then I asked the Universe to break the connection - cos nothing was getting any closer to communicting these intensely (spiritual) feelings!

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posted November 07, 2008 08:31 AM            

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yes - do that please

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posted November 07, 2008 08:32 AM            

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And every now and then you get these fragments of time like this when you're brought together with someone for just this type of conversation and experience and confirmation. No such thing as coincidence.

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posted November 07, 2008 08:33 AM            

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Absolutley!!! I knew I wanted to share that story with you

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