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Topic: Transit and Mood log 2023🚉
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Aries23Degrees
Knowflake Posts: 10656
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posted May 17, 2023 11:59 PM
  
A few days ago, I had excitement. I was bursting at the seams eith possibilities to be explored in my life. A truly inspiring "can do" attitude. Now (days later) I feel the exact opposite of that. Anxious feelings, guilt and a sense of fear from the pit of my stomach. Where is all this coming from? Mars in Cancer os currently opposing trans Aqua 0. And in the days past, Jup was squaring transiting Pluto ( now exact). This leap from optimism to fear, is downright weird and extreme. When i feel this much anxiety, I wake early or struggle to sleep well( which just occurred) 😐 IP: Logged |
vansio
Knowflake Posts: 2878
From: the outskirts of Delphi
Registered: Dec 2017
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posted May 18, 2023 06:24 PM
i had booked a cheap flight spur of the moment during mercury retrograde. looking at the upcoming transits, the day i depart transit pluto will retrograde-conjunct-exact my moon for the second time, tr. mercury/sun/juno conjunct my asc/mars, tr. venus conjunct chiron, trine nnbesides all that, what i can say is ‘not giving a f*ck’ has been my main adage; in other words, the Serenity Prayer: “God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I can, And the wisdom to know the difference” IP: Logged |
Stawr
Moderator Posts: 9115
From: N. America
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted May 20, 2023 08:48 AM
This Mercury direct shadow period feels very shadowy. Must be because I have Mercury Taurus h12 natally. I did a new moon ritual over the last few days...but I mostly just rested last night. I plan on taking a bath soon. IP: Logged |
Stawr
Moderator Posts: 9115
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posted May 20, 2023 10:03 AM
I am having a lot of "self love is an obstacle course" transits right now. But luckily I'm spiteful and petty.I will sit in the bathtub today and read a book with my middle finger in the air.  moon square Venus
Venus oppose Neptune
Saturn conjunct Venus IP: Logged |
hypatia238
Moderator Posts: 15822
From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted May 20, 2023 02:22 PM
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Originally posted by Stawr:
I will sit in the bathtub today and read a book with my middle finger in the air.
hahaha I like your style  I think we would be good friends in real life. IP: Logged |
hypatia238
Moderator Posts: 15822
From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted May 20, 2023 02:33 PM
Well my dad who is also a therapist introduced me to Healy a type of microcurrent frequency therapy device with a tooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnn of frequency therapy programs ect...I bought the device which is far from cheap the Professional one which is the most expensive one but accessible still technically if you are middle class like me with the 35% off discount... It arrived this week and I started using it....and scott consented to me using it on him last night which is wonderful news... Tr CHIRON is right on my PHOLUS exact! how fitting ADDED: Interesting enough Tr CHIRON is also conjuncting his PHOLUS although not exact and its approaching his AC in aries at 23 degrees. God I hope this marks a turning point in his healing journey and mental health issues. IP: Logged |
Librapurr
Knowflake Posts: 2505
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Registered: Jul 2019
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posted May 20, 2023 10:01 PM
New moon Taurus. Got cbd snack on farmer’s market. Taste wasn’t that great, but the effect was good, all tension and aches dissipated . A doctor advised me cbd before, but I’ve never got into it. IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees
Knowflake Posts: 10656
From: South Africa
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted May 21, 2023 08:25 AM
There is a T-square transit build-up of Mars Leo- Plu Aqua opp forming a tight square with Jupiter in Taurus. All fixed signs.The energy of fixed signs is "I ain't moving " or "Here I stand". A pervasive stubbornness or (at worst) inflexibility is present with these signs. So here, I am sensing some sort of "permanence". Something that will be solidified. When aspect to Pluto in Sco in 8th, this brief transit could highlight existing issues surrounding money and security. Perhaps it will be a pervasive thought and idea consistent with the 8th? And that could be "what if all this disappears very suddenly?". Then a working towards minimizing that thought will follow and become a theme throughout the Jupiter transit.This even as it hits Ven and Sat. IP: Logged |
Stawr
Moderator Posts: 9115
From: N. America
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted May 21, 2023 11:26 AM
Overall I've come so far in my life, but yeah I'm pretty fed up and burned out too. I've been wondering what degree the Taurus New moon was last week? 19
this opposes moon, pluto, lilith, kali Scorpio h6
square mars h10
square MC and IC
square NN and SN
trine Neptune h8
trine saturn h9 I feel like I have no personal space with my job since last week. Long days, and work to take home, getting my period and getting told behave more enthusiastically. Feeling like I have to isolate myself from people because my job gets all my time and energy, and it isn't enough they still want more. It doesn't matter that I am burned out. I have a few more weeks to get through. Struggling to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am keeping up with the witch craft, my vibration needs lots of help right now. Anytime I have a challenging Neptune transit it seems like I need to do that in my experience. Like there is no overdoing it or something. Purged some more things in the home that represent ex husband. I had an unpleasant conversation with my mom, that actually made her walk off. I do not have a tolerance for her dismissive tone, when I complain about my job. I pretty much told her it's why I am not very interested in maintaining a relationship with her. I know I'll be "fine" but I am feeling pretty friggin intense and raw today. IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees
Knowflake Posts: 10656
From: South Africa
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted May 23, 2023 02:02 AM
Venus in Cancer crosses my natal T-square. Lots of insecurities. Lots of fears. Like clockwork (with Cancer) I stayed up yesterday feeling horrible and anxious. 😶IP: Logged |
vansio
Knowflake Posts: 2878
From: the outskirts of Delphi
Registered: Dec 2017
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posted May 23, 2023 01:35 PM
Transit Jupiter sextile Juno
Transit Juno trine Jupiter single af ~ just saying IP: Logged |
Librapurr
Knowflake Posts: 2505
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Registered: Jul 2019
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posted May 23, 2023 03:45 PM
I feel there’s some kinda of curse over my connections after tr. Pluto. Maybe it’s Uranus, but this transit is so long so I shouldn’t even try to make new connections?!
I found somebody who I could have simple, but long , two sided interaction without projection, competition, toxicity and manipulations. I might not know her long enough yet…
Anyway, I won’t because she wrote a farewell letter and deleted her account on new moon. Cancer Sun. No any issues, she felt this way on the new moon. Even casual interactions don’t go well.
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Librapurr
Knowflake Posts: 2505
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Registered: Jul 2019
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posted May 24, 2023 12:42 AM
Here is my quote of tr.Jupiter in Aries:
«I’m allowed to make a big deal out of things that feel really big to me»
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PlutoWasHere
Knowflake Posts: 1039
From: The Nether World
Registered: Mar 2021
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posted May 24, 2023 03:21 AM
I’m feeling nostalgic and philosophical. I’ve been working on my childhood issues for a while now and how to put everything in my life into a more spiritual framework. I had my last analytical coaching session last Monday and today, I’m having a session involving breathing work. I was supposed to release my parents’ ashes into the sea yesterday but the waves were too high. I’m rescheduling. But the current theme still remains “letting go” of my past.Transit Venus conjunct MC
Transit Mercury conjunct Venus and Jupiter
Transit Sun conjunct Mercury
Transit Jupiter on the cusp of the 8th house IP: Logged |
teasel
Knowflake Posts: 26975
From: Here
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 24, 2023 04:58 PM
I had a slight dream about my birthday twin. The Sun has been conjunct our Venus/SN (and my moon, a couple of days ago). His brother is being cremated in two weeks. He's the one who died near the end of March. IP: Logged |
PlutoWasHere
Knowflake Posts: 1039
From: The Nether World
Registered: Mar 2021
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posted May 24, 2023 09:36 PM
The 4th house, and more specific the Imum Coeli (IC), has been a lot on my mind these last days. Something in my last coaching session has triggered me. It’s the lowest point in our chart and also represents our own personal “lowest point”. It’s where we feel completely alone and left to our own devices. It’s where our childhood survival instincts live. These are our roots and we need a healthy root system to grow and reach our potential, symbolized by our Midheaven.So many events are now pushing me back to this place. I feel alone and like I’m fighting for my survival. But I’m also offered an opportunity to work on the health of my roots, to cut out what is rotting at my base. First, I thought it was transit Saturn opposite my Moon. But now I realize that it’s retrograde Pluto in my 4th house returning to an opposition with my 4th house ruler Saturn in the late degrees of Cancer. I feel my inner tension rising and I know I have to tell my manager that I need more support or else I’m going to end up sick again and even worse than before. Transit Pluto opposite my 4th house ruler Saturn IP: Logged |
Stawr
Moderator Posts: 9115
From: N. America
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted May 25, 2023 12:01 AM
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Originally posted by PlutoWasHere:
The 4th house, and more specific the Imum Coeli (IC), has been a lot on my mind these last days. Something in my last coaching session has triggered me. It’s the lowest point in our chart and also represents our own personal “lowest point”. It’s where we feel completely alone and left to our own devices. It’s where our childhood survival instincts live. These are our roots and we need a healthy root system to grow and reach our potential, symbolized by our Midheaven.So many events are now pushing me back to this place. I feel alone and like I’m fighting for my survival. But I’m also offered an opportunity to work on the health of my roots, to cut out what is rotting at my base. First, I thought it was transit Saturn opposite my Moon. But now I realize that it’s retrograde Pluto in my 4th house returning to an opposition with my 4th house ruler Saturn in the late degrees of Cancer. I feel my inner tension rising and I know I have to tell my manager that I need more support or else I’m going to end up sick again and even worse than before. Transit Pluto opposite my 4th house ruler Saturn
I can relate to a lot of that. Uranus square my IC transit. Still experiencing it, but now 3 degrees off my IC. I also feel super oppressed at my job and feel like I have no personal space. I would not put up with it, if it wasn't for the summers off. IP: Logged |
PlutoWasHere
Knowflake Posts: 1039
From: The Nether World
Registered: Mar 2021
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posted May 25, 2023 01:24 AM
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Originally posted by Stawr:
I can relate to a lot of that. Uranus square my IC transit. Still experiencing it, but now 3 degrees off my IC. I also feel super oppressed at my job and feel like I have no personal space. I would not put up with it, if it wasn't for the summers off.
I hope that the summer will bring you the much needed tim to recover, but also take good care of your health. I did a breath work session yesterday and it was pretty intense. I have never experienced anything like it. I felt so much frustration but also power inside myself, trying to hold everything in. I know it is helping me and that I need to let it all out but I feel so close to a breakdown right now. I need to take care of myself. IP: Logged |
teasel
Knowflake Posts: 26975
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 25, 2023 06:05 AM
I'm trying to fix my sleep schedule, and didn't even try to sleep last night, because it hasn't been working. So, I made another soup that I used to make a lot, had some of that, and put the rest in jars, in the fridge. Managed to chew a little bit of food, on the right side of my mouth, but it wasn't great. Made a smoothie, just before dad went to bed. A big one, that I've just finished. Had "Yellowjackets" running again - the first season - just as company as I worked. I tried to clean the bathroom floor, because it really needed it, and I knew that dad would spend his days off this weekend, doing it himself. He doesn't need to be doing that. Got some blankets and towels washed, now I just need to dry them, and get another quilt in the wash. I loaded and ran the dishwasher. I might unload it now, or do it later, and add the small amount of things that still need to be washed. I'm having trouble with it almost being June, and this coming weekend being Memorial Day Weekend. Mars is now exactly square my ascendant, and the energy was used for good. Venus is also square my Mercury. My internet continues to be terrible. IP: Logged |
Librapurr
Knowflake Posts: 2505
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posted May 25, 2023 02:29 PM
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Librapurr
Knowflake Posts: 2505
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posted May 25, 2023 04:06 PM
WTH?! Yesterday, I thought this tr. Venus square started to work well. IP: Logged |
Librapurr
Knowflake Posts: 2505
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posted May 25, 2023 07:16 PM
Still not the end of problems. I come home to find fire alarms ringing on the whole neighborhood, fire department and police all over the building. Everybody is outside I sneak in the building trying to save my cat who should be very upset just with horribly loud alarms sounding. Surprisingly, he didn’t resist to go to the carrier, it usually takes me a lot of time and fight to get him in.
Likely, it seems like nothing serious or not around me.IP: Logged |
teasel
Knowflake Posts: 26975
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posted May 25, 2023 08:34 PM
If anyone heard a large boom, and felt the earth shaking anywhere right now, it was my head exploding. My dad just got the bill from when he got that head injury. The VA is only paying $600 of it, and the entire bill was SEVEN-THOUSAND DOLLARS. I hope his company insurance pays the rest of it, because this is just too much, and this keeps happening. This country's health care system is ****** . I'm tired of Americans going on about the NHS and claiming that it's awful, when they haven't actually benefited from it, and he wouldn't have got this bill if we were in the UK. He said, "this is why people don't go to the doctor or hospital" which I'm acutely aware of, because it's the big reason that I've avoided the doctor and the dentist for so ******* long. IP: Logged |
teasel
Knowflake Posts: 26975
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posted May 26, 2023 09:38 PM
There was a bomb threat at our Target. This is not a cup-filling year. IP: Logged |
teasel
Knowflake Posts: 26975
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posted May 26, 2023 09:39 PM
There was a bomb threat at our Target. This is not a cup-filling year. IP: Logged |
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