posted November 23, 2023 08:09 PM            

I thought my computer was toast. It refused to turn on, and I don't know how my dad got it to work, but he wasn't expecting it to come on, when it finally did. I'm now afraid to turn it off, or restart it.

Our TV has been acting up, I had issues a few weeks ago, when I restarted the roku. It suddenly wasn't connecting to the TV. This happened again today, after dad had moved things around, and unplugged them beforehand. It took about an hour, but it finally worked, after I tried to connect my ipad to the roku. Not at first, but for some reason, when I turned off my ipad.

posted November 24, 2023 11:19 AM            

Saggitarius is super compatible in my chart except for my Venus Pisces. Venus is self esteem. My life has improved but I've been feeling low. It all happens for a reason, but I've had a lot of things over the years knock it down. I feel like the only thing that gives me a sense of control right now is witchcraft and cleaning.

Chiron square Neptune is also a spiritual attack transit. I have been upping the anti with witchcraft since my health started to recover in the winter. I've learned a lot.

I was suppose to be in Hawaii right now too.
Do not understand why...
It really brought my self esteem down not being able to go. Since the summer it has felt like the more I try to push for anything I want I would get so much resistance and opposition from the universe. Even for dumb little things.
The October eclipse after I did this ritual of putting a red star birthday candle in a crabapple. I did it the exact time of the eclipse. The wax melted into a heart shape on the apple.

Shortly after...I started getting messages that I needed to leave my job and get out of there as quick as possible. As a teacher who was trying to take vacations before moving and changing jobs the news was a little hard for me.

I even went in my classroom alone one day and did witchcraft.

I finally tell my mom about my issues at my job and the next day she sees a job posting for me that I'm interested in.

Well to keep things shorter I end up getting an offer in another district.

The district is directly across the street from my TF house.

posted November 25, 2023 01:21 PM            

I’m not feeling all fired up, but I do want to put an end to something. I don’t want to deal with anything else, but this doesn’t look comfy. Unless Venus takes over.

posted November 25, 2023 01:21 PM            

Mine is in the 5 house.

Whattabout yours?!

It's starts today, and lasts idk, about a week.

posted November 25, 2023 01:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I watched Kesenya's youtube video about how Venus conjunct sn. Something that is not serving us anymore will dissolve so something new can have room.

Mine is in the 5 house.

Whattabout yours?!

It's starts today, and lasts idk, about a week.

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I have it natally, at the beginning of the 8th in placidus.

posted November 25, 2023 03:31 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I have it natally, at the beginning of the 8th in placidus.

That reminds me of recurrence transits. It’s happening in the sky, and I have it natally. Venus is opposed my mercury, right now.

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posted November 25, 2023 10:47 PM            

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That is so interesting. Is there anything you want to share about that?

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I don't know. I guess I'll see if anything happens this week. I don't know if Venus conjunct the south node, is seen as a good thing.

I ordered my SAM-e, earlier. I'm going to try to make sure that I take it twice a day, for the entire month, because I need it. I had a good cry earlier, got it out, and then had to leave a store tonight, because the Christmas music had me about to cry. I found a supplement that might be good for my bones and my teeth, that's vegetarian, but it's seven capsules a day, and I would need to be able to empty them into something. If they taste foul, and I can't hide them in food or a smoothie, then it isn't going to happen.

I did have something come up in my facebook memories, recently:
http://www.facebook.com/Jacalynwetzelwriter/posts/pf bid0325j7ZYCLsZS93m5RXuE4DonDGrjNBiP4PjSCTbqmiYmXARFMHwfeVfbzajkQYB7Rl

I dealt with that, with my sister, and other people she involved in her lies, for a while. I dealt with it with someone online, on and off for years. I don't know if she's still at it, but I have no direct contact with her anymore. This seemed like a good reminder for this transit, and also natal placement:

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I’ll tell my friends about all of the things I heard I did that I have no recollection of, because what someone else thinks of me is not my business. What someone says when I’m not in the room is not my business. I no longer care what gossip is being said because if you can tell me what someone else said about me, but can’t tell me what you said to defend me, or better yet stop the conversation mid sentence, then how can I consider you someone I want in my life.

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Since some people associate Gemini with gossip. This is how I feel. If I'm not around when it's said, and they don't say anything directly to me, then it's none of my business. But if someone is listening to it, and not putting a stop to it, that isn't a friend.

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Stay true to who you are. The people that love you, respect you, and know your character would never entertain something harmful towards you. Know who your people are and hug them tight. Lean into them for the reminder of who you are when you start losing sight.

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posted November 26, 2023 03:17 AM            

A thought came to me. Maybe I am dealing with a mental illness that is affecting my reasoning ability? Triggering mood swings and periodic instances of depression?

posted November 26, 2023 10:47 PM            

In other news, I made my own refried beans tonight, and will have those soon. They’re good. I’m doing magnesium, zzzquil, the whole bit, because I need sleep, otherwise my anxiety will be hell.

posted November 29, 2023 03:17 AM            

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I didn’t get much sleep. Bad dreams, and then my dog needed me. Nothing is helping with his fleas, and it freaks him out, the way storms, certain lights, and fireworks do.

In other news, I made my own refried beans tonight, and will have those soon. They’re good. I’m doing magnesium, zzzquil, the whole bit, because I need sleep, otherwise my anxiety will be hell.

I’ve just remembered that it’s a full moon. I don’t sleep well around full moons, most of the time,

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posted November 29, 2023 10:30 AM            

The Full moon did coincide with me visiting my family in FL but I brought Scott with me and he met my family and it went well, they got along. We went to Miami beach a lot and he loved it, we even talked about moving there for a year, I think it would be an adventure for us and a lot of fun but I would not want to move to Miami Beach single but with him I think it would be amazing and a lot of fun.

I created a psychology profile today for my Miami license to get virtual clients and lets see how I do, I keep hearing FL is overally saturated with counselors or something but I have done well in Colorado.

I also met my boyfriend's son and he is calling me girlfriend more I think bc he is getting that is important to me. I mean the full moon also inconjuncted my JUNO in the 5th, it activated a YOD essentially. JUNO sextiles Isis forming a YOD with chart ruler JUPITER conjunct URANUS and the full moon fell on that and activated the YOD with the moon conjuncting chiron which is the release point of the Yod.

But yes this FULL MOON was wild emotionally, definitely felt its impact.

So yeah intense week but fun and lots of movement, bought my dad and brother a new fridge, started to remodel my old room, family met my boyfriend and I met his son and his mother invited us to dinner, got ready to start accepting clients in FL and went a ton to the beach.

posted November 29, 2023 10:46 AM            

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I see my self esteem being challenged. The cazimi is square my Venus. I did something I shouldn't of done and now I'm in bed crying.

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I finally just listened to sad music yesterday and had a good cry in the morning and afternoon and then took a nap and I feel finally that FULL MOON hitting my chiron and chart ruler is clearing out, apparently I just needed to cry a lot and rest/nap (jupiter conjunct uranus in the 12th opposite chiron).

posted November 29, 2023 09:28 PM            

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I wish we could multi-quote. Just to everyone.

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Namaste.

posted November 30, 2023 01:27 AM            

Times quickly changed. I crossed a line between *need and retail therapy.
I'm reigning in everything, even needs because this is uncomfortable in the era of steep prices. Our utilities jumped where I am too‐ plus January is much higher.

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posted November 30, 2023 11:31 PM            

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Well well that FULL MOON in GEMINI was intense for me, it was conjuncting my CHIRON and opposing my chart ruler JUPITER conjunct URANUS. I felt this for about week, a few days in advance, during and after. I was just really sensitive this week during this full moon and reactive and it started to concern me yesterday, I was like this better be temporary bc I am already emotional and don't need two extra layers of that to be my new normal. I felt I was easily triggered, like nothing happened, my partner Scott was totally patient with it thankfully and we did not have any fights, some tension here and there but we would talk it out, we have been doing well in that regard, it seems we have worked through stuff enough that we repair quicker and more smoothly.

The Full moon did coincide with me visiting my family in FL but I brought Scott with me and he met my family and it went well, they got along. We went to Miami beach a lot and he loved it, we even talked about moving there for a year, I think it would be an adventure for us and a lot of fun but I would not want to move to Miami Beach single but with him I think it would be amazing and a lot of fun.

I created a psychology profile today for my Miami license to get virtual clients and lets see how I do, I keep hearing FL is overally saturated with counselors or something but I have done well in Colorado.

I also met my boyfriend's son and he is calling me girlfriend more I think bc he is getting that is important to me. I mean the full moon also inconjuncted my JUNO in the 5th, it activated a YOD essentially. JUNO sextiles Isis forming a YOD with chart ruler JUPITER conjunct URANUS and the full moon fell on that and activated the YOD with the moon conjuncting chiron which is the release point of the Yod.

But yes this FULL MOON was wild emotionally, definitely felt its impact.

So yeah intense week but fun and lots of movement, bought my dad and brother a new fridge, started to remodel my old room, family met my boyfriend and I met his son and his mother invited us to dinner, got ready to start accepting clients in FL and went a ton to the beach.

Given it activated my chart ruler and chiron it makes sense a lot went on and that I was feeling sensitive etc...

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I have become quite familiar with Miami and can give you advice on your move. You would need to check the apartments you pick carefully. Some apartments might look good on the beach or in Miami Beach but then come to find, they have a bad roach infestation problem.

posted December 01, 2023 04:55 AM            

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I wish we could multi-quote. Just to everyone.

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posted December 01, 2023 12:02 PM            

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I have become quite familiar with Miami and can give you advice on your move. You would need to check the apartments you pick carefully. Some apartments might look good on the beach or in Miami Beach but then come to find, they have a bad roach infestation problem.

The city is ungodly expensive but the beach is surprisingly more affordable. It has become somewhat more overrun with homeless people in the past year and gets crazy on Spring Break.

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Thanks for that advice about checking for apartments in person and avoiding roaches...I think we will need to include in the lease that if there is a roach problem we can break the lease at not expense to us. We can always threatened to involve the housing authorities but honestly I would just pay the cost of breaking the lease worse case.

I was there just now and the issue with the homeless population is a lot less worse than here in DENVER, Denver is pretty bad but you get use to it, Denver is still a cool city although I don't live there but my partner use to live there before he moved in and I enjoyed visiting him there. I mean I know Cali is worse than Denver it sounds like though.

I mean Miami Beach and Doral were my dad lives are both expensive but you can find studios in miami beach I am thinking with a decent price but would need to make sure its clean and no issues with roaches. I remember my best friend lived in a studio in Meridian Avenue just for $600 a month or something like that back in the day in our early 20s and I loved visiting there, nothing fancy but its just an awesome experience to live there.