posted September 16, 2023 04:38 AM            

Tr moon conjunction pluto. http://www.horoscopejoy.com/moon-conjunct-pluto-natal-and-transit-beware-of-cloud ed-judgment/

Impatience at an extreme degree along with all the retrogrades to emphasize things can be broken down, communication, tech, plans - anything. It's a buzz kill. Waves of frustration.

One good thing, ai actually fixed one issue for me. Which was a surprise. So not everything has gotten me impatient. That was quick and effective.

Adding this:

posted September 17, 2023 11:51 PM            

I'm enjoying the cooler weather, but not the upside down sleep schedule, since it's now getting darker, a lot earlier.

The moon is in my 12th house.

posted September 21, 2023 09:14 PM            

Like is it always going to feel like this? or is this temporary bc is fresh? like what can I expect? a year or two of this? I can understand that bc is my mom..or will it feel like this always and I just have to learn to live feeling dead inside and like a piece of me is missing?

I am going to get my first tattoo as a 40th birthdate gift to myself to honor my mom, a phoenix rising from the ashes flying upwards into the sun, I picked out the sketch for it today that I will be showing tattoo artists, I will probably go to a number of tattoo places in the next few days and get it done.

Tr Moon conjunct my Southnode
Tr Venus trine my Southnode
Tr Mars sextile my Southnode
Tr Chiron conjunct my pholus trine Southnode

So yeah grand trine between tr chiron, tr moon on my southnode and tr venus forming a kite with tr mars which is opposing tr chiron!

So I have a transit kite with tr Chiron on my pholus opposite Mars so yeah makes sense grief stuff is being highlighted right now. Thinking once the moon leaves saggitarius I will feel better.

Here is the sketch for my tattoo, thinking of getting it on my left arm:

posted September 22, 2023 01:13 PM            

Tr mercury cnj n. South node.
I'm definitely feeling this, especially the "needing mediation" portion.
http://mysticmedusa.com/planets-in-astrology/mercury-south-node-side-effects/

posted September 22, 2023 08:54 PM            

It is interesting that tr CHIRON in my 4th conjuncted my PHOLUS and trined my SOUTHNODE at time I loss my mother. I guess this loss is going to be a turning point of sorts for me and it trining my southnode hopefully means this is a time of grief but it will pass and I will be able to release this pain but it will also lead to some kind of turning point this loss.

Its interesting, teasel knows this bc I posted in here back in 2020 towards the end of the year, I got depressed and had a huge emotional crisis, it felt very strongly like one of my parents had passed away, I remember describing what I was feeling as grief but pointing out that my parents were alive and I did not understand why I was grieving.

In 2020 towards the end of the year tr chiron was conjuncting exact my IC angle and squaring tr Pholus. I remember feeling confused about my emotional crisis and not understanding it bc I knew in my heart my parents were not going to catch covid and I did not think either of them were going to go bc of covid and I was not struggling bc of covid that much, the emotional crisis was something that I was feeling that was very hard to understand bc is like I KNEW my mom was going to die somehow. I think my mother's ALS got activated at the end of 2020 yet we didn't know it yet, I think her spirit/body started to process of leaving this plane then and my soul knew it and could feel it and I started to grief her loss ahead of time.

Then came the last quarter of the year for 2021 and I got hit again with another emotional crisis that felt very similar and tr chiron was still conjuncting my IC and tr NEPTUNE was now conjuncting very tightly my natal MOON in pisces which is a skipped step as it squares my nodes.

Then she comes to pass when tr chiron conjuncts my pholus and trines my Southnode.

During this chiron transit I also grew closer to my mom and let go of any resentments I had towards her which I feel I should have never had. Tr chiron through the 4th has definitely being impactful, I have also grown closer to my siblings and this situation with my mother's health specifically was a catalyst for my sister and I growing closer together, it has been a turning point for our relationship. Seeing her fight so much for my mother's recovery led to a new found respect for her and we grew closer together when before I felt there was some karmic block between us that kept us from becoming closer even though she craved being closer to me.

posted September 22, 2023 10:22 PM            

back in 2020 when transit chiron was conjuncting my IC I had transit northnode conjunct my northnode so my nodal return was taking place and at the time of her death transit chiron was trining exact my southnode while it hit under a 1 degree orb my pholus.

I alwaysssssssss refer to my mother as a WARRIOR who is very driven, takes charge and takes initiative, she was a leader and also deeply compassionate and spiritual.

Is interesting bc she was A WARRIOR and strong and resilient but also tender and compassionate, it was such an interesting contrast truly and VERY MUCH illustrated by my IC in ARIES with MOON IN PISCES square Neptune.

I felt she was intense and controlling too and overprotective but it came from a place of love and mars which rules my IC falls in my 8th and conjuncts VENUS!

I can see so crystal clear now how my natal chart very much showed my mom and her qualities.

In fact I have also always described her as a spiritual WARRIOR! she very much was a spiritual warrior and I always asked her to pray for me and she had an army of friends who would pray for me

Moon in pisces square neptune
IC in Aries

.....then she passed when my father had his nodal return in aries and I started to grief ahead of time for her when I had my northnode return with tr chiron on the IC....

posted September 22, 2023 10:44 PM            

My solar return has IC in SCORPIO at 3d07 and my natal SATURN is conjuncting that EXACT!

I think that is the transit connection you were looking for!

Add solar return PLUTO in the 6th rules SR IC and it conjuncted exact her SUN.

posted September 23, 2023 02:03 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
ARIES23

My solar return has IC in SCORPIO at 3d07 and my natal SATURN is conjuncting that EXACT!

I think that is the transit connection you were looking for!

Add solar return PLUTO in the 6th rules SR IC and it conjuncted exact her SUN.

How come does Saturn and the IC or the moon tend to be involved when someone's mother passes away? you brought that up earlier.

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Hi hypatia238🙌🏿

Yes. Saturn on Moon /Ic can co-incide with a difficult (Sat)time emotionally (Moon).

In traditional Astrology, Saturn was seen as restrictive . But also the "cut off" point(hence also it's dread and association with death).

It is the last planet that can be visibly seen without a telescope. So thus it was presumed to be the energy that has the "last say" on tangible earrh- related matters.

When Sat is on Moon, it can be the blending of harsh/impersonal energy (Sat) on soft, receptive energy (Moon). When this happens,we can feel unceremoniously or insensitively "cut off" from all the things the Moon represents. Or else having to "contain" those Moon things ourselves.

And since the Ic is also affiliated with home, private things and emotional well-being. Saturn on Ic can also have similar effects. And the two (Moon and Ic)usually work together in the chart to mark an event or circumstantial change.

There are many manifestations. But all of these have one thing in common-you are not having a very emotionally expressive time. In fact, it could be that the circumstances surrounding the transit or planetary configuration, requires you to restrain yourself.

It could be the passing of a maternal figure that provided nurturing and care? But now you are required to take charge and arrange the funeral. No time yet to fall apart and grieve the loss like others.

Maybe being kicked out of the house as a teen because of a difficult relationship with Mom? This may sound like it has a Uranus spin to it. But the primary energy is usually Saturn. Because when you are out there fending for yourself, you have to toughen up and restrain yourself from appearing vulnerable (and by extension "weak"). You are your own Mom, Dad...everything.

Sometimes it can be that the family matriarchal role shifts to you? You have more authority and power. So you are expected to make wise decisions and be impartial when it comes to family issues? I.e. practice restraint on your emotions and come across more balanced etc.

Some could have added responsibility coming from work that result in them being estranged from home and creature comforts? So they have to detach themselves away from kids/wife/hubby and domestic issues.

I know of a situation where someone went through transSat/ solar Arc Moon conj. And they felt emotionally disconnected from their partner.I told them that they should have a bonding session with the partner because trans Sat on Moon (whether solar Arc prog, Prog or natal) is often indicative of emotional disconnection or loss. This especially when speaking of relationships.

They said "I don't believe in Astrology.
We are fine." Two months later on the retrograde hit, the partner moved out and said "I need space ". The relationship was basically over after that and she was caught offguard because she didn't think things were that bad.🤷🏿‍♂️

The lady in question has since asked me to read her chart every now and then. Saturn made her a "believer".🤣

posted September 23, 2023 02:56 AM            

I received some news yesterday that opened my mind up to the options available for me. But they are certainly not easy options (admittedly). So they got me feeling like the wind was smacked out of me.

As Sun moves over to the 7th house (whole sign) and Mars is already there. So I am expecting my social life to pick up.

Merc,Sun and Moon will be conj near mid Oct. And Mars will cross over to Sco then. So Sun/Moon /Merc and Mars will not be together in Lib this year🤷🏿‍♂️

Jup is in my 2nd house.I'm not feeling any growth or rewards from Jup. If anything, I am experiencing delays and disruptions in income (2nd).

Trans retro Jup is opposite Sat/Ven currently.Ven rules my 2nd house and Sat my 11th (liquid gains) and 10th(career).

The delays experienced are from the career front.The practices of management in the career is restricting growth. I may even have to leave the company because of the dodgy behaviour.

posted September 23, 2023 09:45 AM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
Tr. mars reaching tr. nodes in Libra, inc. Jupiter. Time to voyage. What would be worse Friday the 13th or eclipse🙈
I gave up to annoying superstitions and got out my way not to make major moves Friday the 13th, cannot avoid transits.
Question is if I’m making this trip because I feel all those planetary energies making me overwhelmed or it’s the way around.
I would better lock myself in a closet, but still could drive myself crazy there. I feel like this trip is unavoidable this time because I procrastinated before. I hope I’ll survive 😅

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posted September 24, 2023 12:35 PM            

So part of me feels relief that I can stop putting energy into something that is not working. But I seriously NEED a vacation and I don't know what to do. I cannot wait to be over the hump with this transit. I have been feeling this a little bit before the NN went into Aries.

I have Saturn Capricorn 24 degrees. It's 25 in Aries right now. It's one of those "things wont go your way for a reason but it's your destiny." I think I've been coping well since I got the news last week. But I think it's starting to get to me a little.

posted September 24, 2023 05:53 PM            

I also did a boxing training with this half black half irish tiny adorable woman that I really clicked with, she saw me looking at the gloves and putting them on and could tell my inner child was popping!! her partner left with their baby to leave us alone and she gave me like a 10 minute training and when he came back he was super impressed and said wow you are really good at boxing, IDK but it just felt natural and I could see how punching can become addicting I am not going to lie, I think my IC in ARIES with MARS conjunct VENUS in LEO in the 8th trine my Ascendant in Saggy are a great fit for boxing; is like the perfect outlet for me. I am going to do a 6 week workshop with her once a week every Wednesday and hopefully learn to kick ass and tone up my arms. I am worry I will start punching people in the face and develop anger issues LOL.....okay JK...it will be empowering. I love her business name "Warrior Woman Way."

I also had Reiki energy work done to help me heal from grief and release toxic emotions stored in my body and it really helped a lot, I feel an important shift; is exactly what I needed. I am planning to do a reiki session moving forward once a year at least or as needed, I think its going to be an important self care thing for me. She had my mother's last name which is super rare, first time in the USA I come across someone with that last name other than my mom in the 30 years I have lived here. She interacted too with my mother's spirit and told me she had never experienced something like that before and that my mom is a force; she was kind of calling the shots and the healer was trying to set boundaries with her and told her to let her finish first doing the reiki on me; mom wanted her to cry, I guess to feel my pain or her pain to help release it through her.

The other medium said "your mother has no boundaries and she is squatting on you and is attached to your 7th chakra," she said that we need to separate; she suggested I welcome her to walk next to me but not be on me. Anyways both helped with grief stuff and creating a healthy separation between us; I have moon in pisces square neptune after all so its interesting how well they both caught on to our dynamics and my mother's personality but find myself smiling thinking about her and how her personality is shining through even after death in the spiritual world LOL; I am smiling instead of feeling pain. The medium explained that her been attached to me was going to make me feel tired a lot and is true, it has been making me feel tired a lot, I think this process started a few months before she passed even, and today I feel energized.

...on Friday I got my nails done and on Thursday my actual bday my boyfriend set up a plant stand (its a pair) I bought and put up all of our plants and that was what I needed that day honestly bc I was not feeling well and in grief mode and just wanted to be home and feel dead inside, Friday too I was not feeling well but pushed myself to go to nail salon and got my toes and nails done and after just wanted to be home and feel dead inside and the turning point was saturday truly at the mind body spirit expo.

Today Sunday I feel resurrected like that tat I am getting, I went to do a consultation with my tattoo artist who I learned is from south korea!!!! I loved it when I looked across and noticed he was asian, I was totally not expecting that based on his name and it made me really happy for some reason; it was a very pleasant surprise. I feel super safe with him and I am going to do it! I scheduled an appointment to get my first tat done October 11th at 11am baby! phoenix rising from the ashes, maybe my 40s will be about that, its setting the tone for sure as is my first tattoo. A lot of people say that getting tats is very empowering, I have always been curious about getting one but just couldn't commit to something that was worthwhile enough to put on my body and was too paranoid the artist will do a lousy job but people are usually glad they get them, for some reason it is typically an empowering experience about owning your BODY and your SPACE and I am definitely starting to understand that and I am tapping into that spirit.

^^I do have venus conjunct mars in the 8th trine my Ascendant and tr URANUS is squaring my venus and mars so perhaps that is coinciding with me getting body art done and wanting to express myself in that way. Huh the day I am getting my first tat transit moon will be in VIRGO trine JUPITER in TAURUS and transit VENUS will be in VIRGO, probably good transits for the artist to be detailed oriented and extra cautious so I will take it!

I will say that Solar Return VENUS in LEO conjunct JUNO are falling in my 1st house and conjuncting my SR return AC. I do feel like an increased commitment to MYSELF and getting a tat is an expression of that interestingly enough. This getting a tat decision and finally actually going for it is coinciding with my VENUS return too; like I made this commitment to myself and my body this month and my venus return is going to happen September 30th exact and my venus trines my AC but come to think of it is the SOLAR RETURN or both..

posted September 24, 2023 11:54 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
For spooks sake that is kind of cool that the Eclipse is on Friday the 13th. I know a couple who is getting married on this day.

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posted September 24, 2023 11:59 PM            

This is for today, 10/12. In about 1.5 days our 10/14 ecl , which when it takes effect I'llbe happy I updated my hairdo.

posted September 25, 2023 01:22 AM            

I have a lot to organize food-wise, but I really need my tea. My dog is enjoying the cool weather, and is still outside, after a summer that sucked for him, too. My cat George is back to getting into my food, and also the cupboards. Cutes is having diarrhea again, and has the cold that won't go away, so I need to get him sorted, too.