posted February 25, 2023 09:45 AM            

Uranus, NN in my 12th house. Still having weird spiritual stuff happen and learning new abilities. I've learned new things about my spirituality while I wasn't working. So I am figuring out how to pretend I'm normal at work. LOL
The twin flame stuff is very uplifting at times, but then also feels like an absolute mind fuq. I see this playing out with good and challenges Mercury in Aquarius transits do to my natal chart.

So it's really a relief to see that I am feeling the way I do because of Mercury Squaring my Scorpio stuff. While my job is so demanding while I TRY to deal with other things. I feel emotionally off at times. Though I do catch my self being more present at work. As the transit is passing.

With my 6th house Scorpio stuff all I want to do is CLEAN and go through all these boxes. But all this other stuff is making it difficult. Plus my husband said he went through all the boxes and did not. So I am basically going through his stuff for him. Still trying to bring me down while starting a new job, when our marriage is over.

Also interpreting signs I see in life has also been a tad bit off lately. But also learning new skills and abilities.

Mercury square moon interpretation:
"This represents a split between the emotions and the intellect. Your heart may tell you one thing but your head tells you another. Your mind is unusually subjective now." "If lord of the 6th, office may be more busy than usual." -The lost horoscope x files

Mercury Square Pluto transit:
"After all, this transit is all about people minding their own business and about them working hard. It’s known to challenge the way people are thinking and how attracted they are to the dark side of the human race."

posted February 25, 2023 12:17 PM            

Next lovely Saturn transits that will happen this year:
- tr Saturn square natal Uranus
- tr Saturn opposite Venus
- tr Saturn square MC

posted February 25, 2023 02:01 PM            

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@hypatia238

Venus entering your Ic in Aries would be imitatives/projects (Aries) around the home(Ic).

I neglected to mention in the above post that though Venus is a passive plabet and it is through Venus that we feel attractions,it is when Venus is in Mars ruled signs Aries ans Sco (symbolically representing the mergence of Venus and Mars)that we feel "compelled" to act.

But Aries is the enthusiastic starter and initiator. In that Aries feels something and wants to act NOW. That is how the energy works. And too much planning will have this energy feeling restless and bored. It may even lose interest in the initial interest.

But unfortunately it is not good with keeping up momentum. That is the role of Taurus. Aries just wanrs to get the projects going. Momentum buildup happens in Taurus and is sustained there.

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posted February 26, 2023 02:32 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Great points Aries23!

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posted February 26, 2023 03:16 AM            

Whilst posting a response on Sat transiting 11th, i realized that my 5th house is definitely ruled by the Sun( and is therefore in Leo).

During the ingress of Saturn in Aqua 0, the covid restrictions were imposed. This happened in my 11th house. I had limited social interaction (11th) with the outside world. As well as limited cash gains because of unemployment at the time.

But interestingly, as these limitations happened, the romance department boomed. And this i think alludes to my natal Saturn-Venus i.e. love(Ven) in a time of hardship/limitations (Sat) as well as Sun-Nep conj (Sun ruling the 5th house of romance) meaning love(Sun) in a time of isolation (Nep- co rules my 12th).

Anyways, at the time Ura was trans to hit prog Sun(ruler of my natal 5th house). I had a romance that started very quickly and then fizzled out just as quick(Ura) during that year of the restrictions.

Another one occured when some of the restrictions were lifted(in 2021). And that one was longer lasting but still ended due to the distance between us.

Ura was trans progressed Sun(still) and the affiliated natal Sat-Ven and Nep-Sun -which also is about challenges in the first instance as well long distance in the 2nd,contributed to the break up.

So I have been thinking my 5th house is inactive. But its been active. Only I didn't know it was. This even as it was🤷🏿‍♂️

If I was a straight woman or guy who wanted a baby(5th) or made one, it would have occurred during that period of Covid.The situation was very rife for that to happen. Progressed Jup, Ven, Nep were conj my natal Sun(5th house ruler) at that time.So opportunity missed!🤣

But then there is the Pluto ingress into the 11th house Aqua coming(Just like Sat had been there before). Natal Pluto which co-rules the 8th house of sudden events,will square trans Plu in Aqua.

What will happen will certainly be a life perspective change. Or maybe it has occurred already? Given that Pluto is at 29 Cap right now. And Mom(my main financial supporter(8th) for so many years) went into retirement. Is that the change? We will see.🤔

Neptune is currently transiting my Sun/Jupiter and Neptune by square(5th house ruler is Sun). And transting Jupiter will hit my progressed Moon in Cap by trine (sometime later this year)as well as progressed Sun/Mars square. Mars rules the 8th house of sudden events and 1st house of self. Maybe it'll be clear then what this 'event' is?

I always think Saturn is important to include in these things. So I am glad Venus will square natal and progressed Sat whilst in my natal 5th(above all) by retrograde motion also this year.

I am not delusional as to think that somehow a baby will fall from the sky lol. I am aware that I am a guy who is into guys. And so I am curious as to what this transit will bring (romance aside) because of the 5th house focus.

Uranus is currently also transiting progressed Sat and natal Venus. So to support the 5th, things are likely to be exciting and/or unpredictable on the relatonship side too (Ven rules 7th). Impulsive spending habits must be nipped in the bud though. It will be hard as Uranus is erratic and can f***k with ones appetite for pleasures and leisure when on Venus. Restless and wanting something different.Even willing to gamble etc.☝🏿

#Sidenote.A friend had Uranus transiting his 5th house when he adopted a relative's baby as his. Saturn was on the 5th house ruler(Venus) by square and Neptune was squaring the Mc/Ic axis in 3rd house of cousins.

It was an act done out of necessity because of a loss. The only living parent of the child (his cousin)died and could only trust him to take care of the child.

posted February 27, 2023 11:57 AM            

I am anxious, extremely depressed, not sleeping much, barely eating, finally had a good-ish weekend, until I realized that he wasn't eating, and he wasn't doing much. I guess this year isn't going to be a cup-filler. Saturn square Moon, Venus, and Nodes, trine Uranus, ascendant, soon to conjunct Mars in my fourth house. Pluto square Uranus/ascendant, trine moon, venus, and south node.

posted February 27, 2023 09:20 PM            

Sun square ASC
Oh Venus is exactly square Uranus I should look that up.

And then people want to point it out to me, that I am not acting enough like a ray of effing sunshine. People want to give helpful advice who have never been in my situation or shoes.

"Seeing as how you’ve been experiencing a sense of overbearing lack of freedom, as if locked up in a cage made of weariness and apathy, you ought to tend throwing a tantrum here and there, getting a tad bit too upset and overall relying on a devastating demeanor to make yourself feel better."-Horoscope joy

posted March 03, 2023 01:43 AM            

tPluto exactly square my chart ruler, MOON starting Feb 22nd, for the first time.

I've been feeling grateful how smoothly this transit turns out. It's definitely a theme of letting go so far - which led to many confusion for me. I've been experiencing lack of permanence and illusions. I would attach and it disappear finding myself on my own (over and over). Until I came back to myself knowing separateness/division/loss isn't real. It also comes down to my own personality. It feels like an illusion and I'm using this personality to operate this world. And this personality and identity is a vehicle created through conditioning... The outcome of it all... there some kind of level of non-attachment I felt - been teaching me to let go.

This is mind **** to me because this vehicle is basically my NATAL CHART. It's having me questioning if astrology is far as a representation of our conditioning (who are we exactly?). And that ourselves goes beyond our.. Natal Chart - which cannot be described or revealed. Our conditioning limits who we are? A nudging feeling tells me we are more than what we know/seen/observed. And my optimistic side feels excited knowing anything limiting in our natal chart can be... transcended if we let go of our conditioning and just trust and simply love our selves.

Also when I look for answers to my life I'm left confused than before... - at the end of the night it feels like.. the more I know.. the less I know... best to let go and have inner trusting. And not focus on the outcome...

Anyone knows what I am talking about? 😧

posted March 03, 2023 01:34 PM            

I managed to get a bit of a hydration formula into him earlier - one that comes in a pouch - and he's been drinking water at times, and some of my homemade chicken broth.

We have three months of this, plus tests run once a month, and I will need to get other things into him, to support his liver, most likely. My brain switched to "happy but nervous" and then just "happy" when I got the pills, until I remembered that I had to actually get them into him. It's one a night, for two weeks, and then she'll send us more, if it goes well. I have to figure out how to weigh him, and his dosage will adjust.

Venus is conjunct transiting Chiron in my 6th house. Ssh, I may be coming around to astrology a bit, again. It's trine my Neptune and MC, and square Saturn. I'm really feeling that responsibility. He is supposed to fast for an hour afterwards, but he dove into the food for the other cats. :/ Good that he has an appetite, but he can't be doing that.

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I wrote this late last night. He's the same, so far, but injections usually work faster. There is no guarantee that digestion will get everything from the pill, apparently. When I finally woke up (my body just wants to sleep), he was all stuffed up, and I was afraid I'd made a mistake. I then remembered I hadn't refilled and started the cool mist humidifier again, before going to sleep, and so I started did that. he drank a bit of water, and then a little while later, he drank some of my homemade chicken broth, warmed up. He sneezed, which cleared some of it.

posted March 04, 2023 05:19 AM            

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He's gone, and I'm just letting people know, because I was talking about him, this week.

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posted March 07, 2023 03:48 PM            

We touched on a lot of subjects that we agreed on. And as she shared her views, I felt a pain around my heart. This as if I was connecting to her pain and somehow that pain was now my pain too.

But when I eventually dropped the phone, the pain subsided. And then earlier today at a meeting at work, I got a headache. It wasn’t necessarily piercing in its effect. It had more of a dulling effect really. But I felt it and couldn’t focus so I left. When I got home, the pain subsided.

In both instances, I don’t think the pain was “mine”. I think I may have picked it up from someone. I know that the heart pain was from my sister. But I don’t know about the headache.

It’s like I feel that someone at work is juggling a lot of stuff all at once and is feeling the headache and related stresses. Someone I am working with etc.

All this happened right when Saturn crossed over to Pisces. I felt it. I knew that somehow this transit will speak of hidden pain or aspects of the concealed psyche that speak of things related to feeling discomfort.

Saturn has started in my 12th (whole sign). Whilst at the 29th degree of Aqua, I don’t believe this conversation with my Sister was likely to have happened. Why?

Because the frequency of the exchanges during our conversation would not have allowed for it to happen. I can’t exactly explain but it’s like I have tuned into another station on a radio broadcast and receiving a signal that is far different from what I was used to before.

So, it brings me to the conclusion that there IS a distinction between Aqua 29 and Pisces 0. I won’t go into debating the "cusp" thing. That’s tired.

But I will say that I now have some clarity is to why I hold the view that I have always had on the subject matter. That there are nuances present that distinguish one from the other that (if one is vigilant) can be “felt” on a core level.

Anyways, I felt it. I could literally "taste” her pain. Or maybe it was my pain? And that’s the other problem, as we shared and collaborated on the stories from our childhood and did some trauma bonding, I wondered which of what I was feeling belonged to me vs. what belonged to her?

Saturn in Pisces (it seems) will be a trip down the path of my inner consciousness or psyche. There could be confusion here with regards to whose baggage is those of others? And which is mine?

Maybe possible intuitive bonding (voluntarily or not)as a result of a broken/sad backdrop and (in the process) looking to heal or connect intimately through sharing this sense of "brokenness"? That is if the other party comes to the …ehm… "party".

I thought of many things during this past hour; how men don’t love enough, that perhaps I should set up a seminar with LGBTQI+ individuals where we address issues of intimacy in a space where there is physical contact and hugging done? That I don’t think I get enough physical affection. How I have rarely gotten that type of affection from my parents. How they have loved me on condition that I please them etc. So many thoughts. All centred-on love.

Then it occurred to me that human love will never be enough. That perhaps in our well-intentioned aspirational actions , we attempt to love one another? But in fact are two needy people trying to get the other to love them? That the ultimate love we need is that of divinity?

But not through the restrictive and confining constructs of church and pervasive "Messiah" differing narratives. But from a tangible place of feeling Source/God/Being as the eternal source of all love. Bathed in that and sufficiently satisfied from the very core of our selves i.e., the heart and gut centres.

This too deep? Sorry. I just felt I had to share it because the thought patterns and waves are definitely different from what I was thinking//feeling when Saturn was in Aqua.

#sidenote. My sister has draconic Moon in Leo. And as she spoke to me, I felt a pain in my chest all around my heart. Leo is associated with the heart and perhaps I was feeling (through our conversation) HER broken heart?

And the thing is that even before we started the conversation and I saw her message "Hey Big bro". I immediately felt a sort of reluctant feeling to respond. As if I had the 6th sense that I was about to have /open up a very sad conversation with her.

Nothing in what she opened with would have given anyone that impression. But I DEFINITELY felt it.

Is Saturn in Aqua going to sharpen my intuitive "knowing"? Perhaps some initiation into some spiritual awakening that will teach me about boundaries(psychic)?I think so.

posted March 08, 2023 10:29 PM            

I am 82.4% European and ofcourse mainly southern Europe (Spain and .3% Italian), 11.9% Sub-Saharan African and from the Eastern European section it states I am .9% Ashkenazi Jewish and from the northwestern European section it says I am 1.5% Scandinavian and .2% Finnish, I am 3.6% Indigenous American and 1.3% North African.

Saturn finally exited Aquarius and is now in Pisces!

Its interesting but since saturn left aquarius I have been feeling that I feel ready to end my situationship w/ Scott and I did meet someone new who is also a libra with venus in virgo but so different from scott (well Justin has moon in scorpio conjunct pluto and Scott has moon in Taurus). I want to explore things with Justin so I need to see Scott less even though at this point since Dec we are just friends but I need to set more boundaries and see him less if I want something real to develop with the new person I am seeing. I am seeing things more clearly and objectively regarding Scott and feel excited to explore things with Justin, I have a good feeling about Justin.

Bottom line Scott struggles with issues with addiction, has pretty bad depression, a nightmare disorder, has an avoidant attachment style and he is stuck, We are not in the same page and want different things, he does not want to get real help so its going to be a while before he is healthy enough to have the courage to enter a relationship, until he gets real help and gets really serious about that I don't see anything changing nor him being in the disposition to be in a relationship that is stable and were he is able to commit to it. But honestly based on our relationship patterns I am thinking that I will probably continue to be friends with scott just hang out less.

^^Its interesting I wonder if SATURN in PISCES in my 3rd is helping me see things clearly and not have delusions around relationships and fall for a fantasy of what it could be in a best case scenario instead of what is bc I feel I am thinking clearly and objectively lately.

It seems men who are libras with venus in virgos tend to be pretty boys that is my type. They have a great sense of style and put cream every night on their face hehehe