posted April 21, 2023 10:31 PM            

This Mercury in retrograde will be in my 2nd house coming back to aspect my natal Saturn by opposition.

Saturn on my Mercury could mean a number of things;

1.My communication style is critiqued
2.There is some training that i will have to undergo or be required to give.
3. There is limited time to do administrative tasks
4. There could be delays in travelling i.e. construction on the road/detours or obstacles on the path to a destination
5.Travelling with an authority figure and having little to converse about.
6. Not a great time to tell a joke in a meeting, one may be misunderstood and get backlash.
7. E-mails don't get to their destination on time. Restrictions in being able to go online.
8. Communication gadgets malfunction or are slow to charge or start-up. Issues with software that will need repairs.
9. Communication with siblings/neighbours impaired or postponed. Can't get ahold of either. Or when i can, the connection is bad or there is limited time in being able to pass a message on.
10. Documents due for signing are delayed.
11. Information systems shut down and have to be backed up or supported manually.

I haven't been able to communicate with the Virgo (Mercury Sun AND Moon) since the eclipse. The network connection has been bad on his end. He is not even receiving my phone calls or messages.

It has established a little bit of distance between us (arguably). As i started to wonder if the interest had waned? But then again, i do have defensive Mars in Cancer in my 4th house arcing to interact with my natal T-square (and conjunct my moon). So its not a very confident time.

I think that everytime transiting planets go into my 4th house, I start to reflect on the past. And much of that reflection is actually quite negative i.e. how i messed up on something,wasted an opportunity, regressed on something or acted in an unwise way etc.

There is a lot of self-blame that I am dealing with at the moment with my Mars now in 4th going towards my T-square and conjunct my Moon.There is heightened sensitivity and personalizing a lot of things for sure.

Guilt over actions when younger where(instead of boldness ) there was timidity or even downright fear to act at all. Situations where i felt victimised or intimated but couldn't speak up. Feelings of insecurity surrounding how safe my then environment at home was. Resentment for certain family member's actions from the past. The usual Cancer stuff.

I am feeling a little more vulnerable to emotional triggers and hurt. Tears will surface quickly in this transit as sentimentality reigns supreme. So i think i will not be posting as much or interacting here because of that. Something written online could unintentionally hurt me and then have me in my feels.😶

I woke up at 3am today (Saturday). This is odten a strong indicator of anxiety levels rising. Mars on my T-square often results in this. As does Mars on my Sun/Nep/Jup triple conjunction. Being offended by something/ someone will trigger a nasty reaction. This is especially so when trans Mars squares Asc/Dsc.

The transit intensities this coming week and gets exact on the 29th of April. There is an event we (at work) are preparing for and so the added emotional flux here is expected since I am the programme manager.

I just hope that i am able to control my feelings and not feel like writing everyone or everything off because of hurt. As Transiting Uranus will be working on my Venus too(relatinship challenges, changes and estrangement). I have already spoken of the distant feelings between myself and the Virgo.

At the same time however, I also dont want any domestic changes right now i.e. unwelcomed guests. I just want to be all alone.

See you on the other side of this charge y'all 👍🏿👍🏿👍🏿

posted April 22, 2023 05:37 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
@hypatia.

Any transits to his 7th house/Ic/Moon or 7th house ruler?🤔

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posted April 23, 2023 02:49 AM            

I’m not sure that I’m feeling the effect of this transit. I suppose I am looking for a breakthrough; to find what I could be pouring my life into. Seeking, meeting, and developing satisfaction.

I have a natal 8H Moon sextile 5H Pluto and am Cancer Rising. None of this additional Pluto energy is exactly news to me.

A revitalization of “power” would be good.. Whatever it is I have been doing, I can’t imagine doing the same after this period, because its been bare minimum. I’m somewhat tired of my current existence and questioning what interactive changes I could make to feel purpose beyond survival. Though I’ve been stalling.

If it weren’t for my natal 10H Venus opposite Jupiter (the most exact aspect in my chart), I would be a hell of a lot more despondent. And Mars conjunct my Ascendent at this TSquare, if it werent for that “driving force”, I wouldnt be able to square up each day with a brave face.

My creativity could use a boost. Or channelled into things that see the light of day.

Transit Saturn conjuncted my MC two days ago. And will again on August 16 2023 and January 15 2024

posted April 24, 2023 01:14 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
tr Mars is right on his IC exact and his IC ruler is Moon in Taurus and tr Juno is exact on his moon. His Moon falls right on our composite IC and squares my Venus conjunct mars which falls in our composite DC.

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Oh OK. He and I are going through a similar transit. Although Mars is still far from my IC. But it is still in my 4th house.

posted April 24, 2023 02:04 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Oh OK. He and I are going through a similar transit. Although Mars is still far from my IC. But it is still in my 4th house.

I can see how this can manifest as changes in the domestic environment. But I would add caution here. Mars on the Ic can also be highly irritable when triggered.

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I can see that, he has jupiter on his AC right now and Mars on his IC and he has been having panic attacks...

posted April 25, 2023 12:57 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I can see that, he has jupiter on his AC right now and Mars on his IC and he has been having panic attacks...

I am not going to move in with him. I like what we have, I am realizing more and more that the kind of relationship we have is perfect for me, I get to be in a relationship but also be free...if we do move in together I think it will be more down the line and I am thinking we would look for a place together but is more likely we both end up getting a tiny home and become neighbors, separate but together works well for us with him being an aries riser and me having IC in aries and both of us having our chart ruler aspect URANUS.

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Damne. Very similar to my chart. I was curious as to what energy would have him initiate you moving in with him? Coz Mars on Ic is changes in the domestic environment. But it is tense and defensive energy . Not "let's be together" vibes.

However Jupiter on the Asc is pro taking chances. And moving in with someone IS a gamble. So I can see how, through its magnanimous and generous expression, Jupiter on the Asc would encourage one to open oneself up and let others in.

Its consequent opposition to the Dsc may mean that (right now) he goes out of his way to bend over backwards for partnerships and is willing to "go to distance" to meet them where they are. Jupiter can spark that.

Very wise of you to respond as you did. Not that I don't trust Jup. But it does tend to be an energy that glazes over the small details. Moving in with someone will not always be peachy and requires proper consideration.Jupiter forgets that.

When Saturn arcs to opp his Dsc,he may get more serious about this "moving in" together thing. Saturn on Dsc prompts us to make relationship commitments. We feel a lot more dependent on others (not to mention vulnerable and suddenly aware of our mortality).

posted April 25, 2023 09:07 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Damne. Very similar to my chart. I was curious as to what energy would have him initiate you moving in with him? Coz Mars on Ic is changes in the domestic environment. But it is tense and defensive energy . Not "let's be together" vibes.

However Jupiter on the Asc is pro taking chances. And moving in with someone IS a gamble. So I can see how, through its magnanimous and generous expression, Jupiter on the Asc would encourage one to open oneself up and let others in.

Its consequent opposition to the Dsc may mean that (right now) he goes out of his way to bend over backwards for partnerships and is willing to "go to distance" to meet them where they are. Jupiter can spark that.

Very wise of you to respond as you did. Not that I don't trust Jup. But it does tend to be an energy that glazes over the small details. Moving in with someone will not always be peachy and requires proper consideration.Jupiter forgets that.

When Saturn arcs to opp his Dsc,he may get more serious about this "moving in" together thing. Saturn on Dsc prompts us to make relationship commitments. We feel a lot more dependent on others (not to mention vulnerable and suddenly aware of our mortality).

So here we are risk-averse.We act to preserve or contain what we value. Stop gambling with it and get more serious.🙏🏿

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he was triggered by his mother over a week ago now and since he has been feeling really anxious and sad, I think jupiter on his AC is giving him more energy and making him more restless but with Mars on his IC is just triggering anxiety and panic attacks..like tense and defensive fits but in the context of his mom and the hx of his home life and relationship with parents ect...

Great insights about transit saturn, it will hit his DC ruler VENUS before it hits his DC...

I would be more open to moving in if he moves to my place but I don't think I am ready, definitely not ready if is his place...its a big step and you are right I am glad I am not letting the enthusiasm of jupiter cloud my judgement bc at first I was feeling that jupiter energy and was "going for it" and then I was like wait...think about it for real....tr jupiter is trining my VENUS and MARS and MARS rules my IC.

posted April 26, 2023 03:30 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
he was triggered by his mother over a week ago now and since he has been feeling really anxious and sad, I think jupiter on his AC is giving him more energy and making him more restless but with Mars on his IC is just triggering anxiety and panic attacks..like tense and defensive fits but in the context of his mom and the hx of his home life and relationship with parents ect...

Great insights about transit saturn, it will hit his DC ruler VENUS before it hits his DC...

I would be more open to moving in if he moves to my place but I don't think I am ready, definitely not ready if is his place...its a big step and you are right I am glad I am not letting the enthusiasm of jupiter cloud my judgement bc at first I was feeling that jupiter energy and was "going for it" and then I was like wait...think about it for real....tr jupiter is trining my VENUS and MARS and MARS rules my IC.

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posted April 26, 2023 03:59 PM            

Something about his face reminds me of a Lion (literally). The lower part (including the jawline) being slightly bigger and square compared to the nose up.Plus his demeanour is just so "fixed".

On sidereal, Sun/Mars in Leo, Moon in Sco. Maybe that's what I am seeing?

posted April 26, 2023 07:19 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Is it just me because Jonathan Majors screams LEO from my end. I don't know what in his chart is making me think like that? Because Tropical says Virgo. But then sidereal says Leo.

Something about his face reminds me of a Lion (literally). The lower part (including the jawline) being slightly bigger and square compared to the nose up.Plus his demeanour is just so "fixed".

On sidereal, Sun/Mars in Leo, Moon in Sco. Maybe that's what I am seeing?

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People here, used to guess me as Pisces or Scorpio. Pisces would be my sidereal, with one chart system in vedic. The other is around 0* Aries.

posted April 26, 2023 07:33 PM            

We just had my cat G, to the vet, for the first time in a while. A couple of years, when he was just trailing diarrhea everywhere (sorry) and had some sort of parasite. He has lost weight, has soft poops again, and he has been staying close to the litter box. He was barely eating, except for a little bit of cheese or ham.

I was up all night, haven't slept for the last few days (just a few hours, maybe), after I took him upstairs with me, to remind him that I had a bedroom again. He was really happy just snuggling, I was panicking and letting him curl up on my neck, and rest his head on my face. When dad picked him up, I still couldn't sleep, so I showered, also didn't help. He left G with the vet, while he went to load up his van again, and picked him up on his way back, but I was too scared to see if he brought him home, or just picked up the dog to take with him. Finally fell asleep for a little while, woke up terrified. Stayed in position, trying to calm down, finally fell asleep again, but it took too long. I think I finally got an hour or two of sleep, and woke up when my dad got home again.

G is eating the food he put out for him, so the terror left me, and has been replaced with worry. We need to make up a small litter box, and isolate him with these things they gave us, so they can get samples of pee and poop. They gave him an anti-nausea med, an antibiotic, and fluids.

Dad had given me birthday money, so we used that for the vet. His company might try to give him some next-day work to keep him going, after he loses his regular route in about a week.

Moon square my Aries planets above, so I guess that adds to the stress and sleeplessness. I don't know if I should expect to be up all night, and shower and wash my hair, or just shower again, since I'm up.

Totally non-serious part: wondering how I broke a nail. I just started typing, and realized that a chunk of it was gone.

posted April 27, 2023 12:05 AM            

Here's his chart. This event apparently livestreamed on April 25th.
http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/McConaughey,_Matthew

posted April 27, 2023 08:26 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
People here, used to guess me as Pisces or Scorpio. Pisces would be my sidereal, with one chart system in vedic. The other is around 0* Aries.

I don't know much about him. I just know that there were rumours about him being violent, and that he was arrested recently, for assaulting his girlfriend.

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Yes. I also read that. But I think what struck me was just his mannerisms and the way he is built (body muscles aside lol). He just envisions the typical physical description of Leo I have in my head.

Leo's tend to be physically "large" or have "large"features. Not like Sag- who tend to have excess limbs that "hang". But what I mean is a BIG face. Much like a Lion and then the rest of the body looks like it has a "peacock" sort of stance (top heavy).

Its kinda like DT(Donald Trump) when he is just standing (like he is standing on his toes to elevate himself "above" others). He ofcourse has sidereal Asc in Leo as well. But Jonathan's Asc is unknown/unlisted.

He looks different from Michael B Jordan -whose features are smaller and more compact. Nothing definitely BIG about Michael's face. There is also a strong dispassionate almost "boring" layer to his personality. Maybe Virgo is Ascending?

Anyways, everything on Michael's face seems small and "enough". Which I think would align to his sidereal Sun in Capricorn. He also has a very cool,unassuming and quiet demeanour about him .Not the type to make a grand entrance in the room. Again I am picking up Virgo here.

I have been looking at my sidereal chart of late to understand whether I have long held bias reservations of my placements? I am still Sag Sun. But a number of them shift.

Most notably is my Asc moving to Pisces Asc with Jupiter on Sco being the chart ruler. Sun/Mercury would move to house 10. And the Moon would be in naughty Gemini. 😂. This made a lot of sense to me.

Transits would still be "as is". But the reason I am doing this exploration is to understand why the attraction between myself and tropical Taurus/Virgo People is so strong?

I am cusping Cap. My Sag Sun is at 29 Deg. In sidereal,it is still Sag. But then the people I have been attracted to(in sidereal) move to Aries/Leo respectively.

The relationship dynamics spoken of between Sag and Leo or Sag and Aries in tropical, I get those dynamics when viewing my chart and doing compatibility analysis via sidereal I.e. sidereal Leos (tropical Virgo)are easy to get on with. As are sidereal Aries (tropical Tau). There is rapport there.

posted April 27, 2023 09:30 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
Jupiter has been conjunct my Sun for a while. I'm supposed to be feeling exuberant optimist. LOL. FML.

We're still waiting for the results of the blood work. He's apparently eating well tonight, fingers crossed it doesn't wear off with the meds.

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Is it separating or applying? Jupiter applying tends to be more potent one than when separating.

posted April 29, 2023 01:03 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Mars-Can trans on my natal Moon conj and trine Venus. Its like waiting to br triggered by something or someone.

Miss family. Feeling sentimental.

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Felt it just now.Trans Mars just moved to a tight conjunction with natal Moon. A painful feeling of being disengaged from others. Awful feeling. Need a "pick me up".

posted April 29, 2023 06:27 PM            

Sunday is the party!

Ugh I got to go to Costco for PreK snacks.

posted April 30, 2023 12:15 AM            

Posted to social media, after running around outside in the dark, looking for him, and yelling. One kind nextdoor neighbour opened her window, and asked if I was okay. I forgot what time it was. I apologized, she said it was fine and that she would look out for him.

posted May 01, 2023 09:57 AM            

momentarily fell-in-love with someone 26 years older than me

his ascendent is 0.23° conjunct my descendent
my NN conjuct his Moon

in the composite, vertex conjunct descendent
when we first met, Feb 2, progressed composite moon appyling 2° conjunct to progressed comp Venus

i understand with Saturn as my [tropical] 7Ruler, I’m able to have older partners.. but this age gap is too much

i more or less get the drift that this person is significant, though time will tell what for