posted November 27, 2010 12:51 PM         

I've been humbled and illuminated by this experience. I learned how insignificant I am in the greater scheme of things through all of this. It's not that I didn't know this, but I was beginning to forget. I'm quite pleased at this re-realization because it makes me feel like I belong in the machination and in the workings of the universe. It is the little parts that make a greater whole and knowing this experientially makes me feel rather good.

I've also remembered who I choose to be and who I choose not to be through all of this because people's actions are merely an opportunity to choose who I AM relative to them. People's actions are never wrong or right. Instead people's actions either provide a service or a disservice to one's life. What has transpired here in the last few days has been of great service to me and I'm so thankful. If I could hug you lot, I would. Maybe I have a tendency of seeing the glass as half full. Either way, things are as they should be and I'm happy that they are.

Love = Truth = Eternity.
And, I'm feeling love.

posted November 27, 2010 01:16 PM         

It is my sincere hope that we can get over this hump and restore what has taken us years to build.

relationships take time to nurture and up until recently we've all been pretty happy and secure here, Our Sanctuary.
I realize this is a temporary glitch, and we'll get through it but in the meantime
I'd like to try and heal some of the discord.

posted November 27, 2010 01:32 PM         

Lala, you can always e-mail me through the Contact Form.

posted November 27, 2010 11:26 PM         

Seriously, just because you "assume" someone's age from a post..actually thats absurd because you can't assume someone's age over a post..

There are days I come in here typing like a two year old XD lol

..Im really flabbergasted..really..all of this could have been discussed and laughed off easily.

Actually I thought NickiG was around my age 17-19 because her "style" of typing reminds me of my peer group lol, please don't take offense that is just vibe I sensed from you.

I now know your 21, not that your "age" as anything to do with you or anyone else posting here..hell age shouldn't be anyone else business..unless you wish to share it.

posted November 27, 2010 11:51 PM         

I hope the banned members can come back and we can all have a good laugh over this..cause it's just too silly..

I remember when I first got here I assumed there was favortism and cliquish behabior, but thats becuase I felt left out, but I think I was being very silly to exspect people to just accept me right off the bat, it takes time to let someone in.

Just like it's going to take time to let these new Mods in.

Though I still believe that every person should be responsible for themselves and their actions and the Mods shouldn't always be "called out" for stuff we know we can handle on our own.