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MoonMystic
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posted August 30, 2021 01:27 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for MoonMystic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The energies are ugly atm. I need to remove myself from groups, I soak up the energies too easily. I hope the majority that feel energies do the same. Empaths get strong energy bombardments. I was livid when I came to this thread before. I'm revising my response to reflect why/what brought me here on this thread. I reacted poorly to someone attacking me. Which I know better but the energies are beyond ugly. The Schumann Resonance reflects this and Sol Flares. Added to that we have a toxicity between two group thinks and each of us who are aware of this should go within. Remove themselves from toxic surroundings. We are mirrors. Think, be and create love so that the world can live by Heart Center instead of root center.

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Stawr
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posted August 30, 2021 07:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Someone who has issues with me will get what's coming to them.

Uranus, Saturn, and Chiron.

Uranus will get their Scorpio stelilum. Saturn will be squaring their Scorpio stellilum.

And Chiron will conjunct their moon sign.

I'm not going anywhere, so it like go ahead be triggered by me receiving attention the rest of your life, I dare you.

They have been very much going through this already, no growth from them yet (or ever?) They get to be triggered by me on steroids now, because this is my year.

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posted August 30, 2021 07:54 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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teasel
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posted September 03, 2021 01:28 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
South Dakota wants to have the strictest anti-abortion laws. They just won’t be beaten in the cruelty department.

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posted September 07, 2021 01:17 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I cannot rely on my husband at all to accommodate me at all when I come out to visit him. I talked to him about this in November. Like hello, I have to leave my sh1t show Covid teaching job, stay up too late packing, get an early flight, get in a rental car and then check into the hotel. Would it kill you to have some waters and white claws waiting for me?! And just encourage me to relax in general when I first get here??

I packed like **** . Having no day between job and flight. The way it goes, I end up staying at work way past my hours then somehow finishing packing and sleep. I had to keep going out to the store. I had to keep asking him to bring up water bottles up from his truck.

I lost my **** when I got a migraine, and he doesn’t even have pain killers. It just sucks knowing that the time I have I chose to visit him. Time I won’t get back, when I have another million thing I need to do or could be doing. I’m the one who has to rush the packing. I’m the one who has to limit what I pack. If I have a crappy week at work leading up to the trip, I cannot count on him to have the most basic things. I had to run out to a gas station in my jammies at night with no bra on. **** away more of the little cash I have on me, for something I already have at home and didn’t pack.

Husband did this thing that is kind of dumb. He is renting a basement for cheap but doesn’t want me staying there since it’s filthy. So he also wasn’t very thoughtful. So that’s why we are in a hotel.

So when I get aggravated that he has not provided another basic thing. And on the way places I tell him we need to stop at a store. He says he will when we get there, and then he forgets. So then I have to bring it up.

He was annoyed that he had to buy me sun screen at the zoo today.

The pain killers was the last straw for me. I told him that if this is how he is, then I need to visit him less. And I think I’m serious. If I have to constantly deal with his thoughtlessness and lack of consideration…then I need a whole day to myself with out working or flying before going out to see him if I have to pull all the weight.

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posted September 07, 2021 01:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
South Dakota is doing great on every measure in my opinion.

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posted September 08, 2021 02:01 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I need a vacation from Uranus opposing my moon. I know it’s coming but I’m an Aries, so I’m getting impatient. It really makes sense that I would like astrology as an Aries. “When will this bs be done? When will this happen? How many more weeks?”

I think the energy shift will be better by October. That is a long time for me wait when this BS is impacting my physical and mental health.

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posted September 08, 2021 03:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I've been incredibly depressed and angry. I spent a good portion of this long weekend, in bed, shutting everything out. I overspent on food and items we've needed for a while, as I walked around Target and the grocery store, but I finally got those oven mitts, so that we won't burn ourselves as much.

Tonight has been a relief.

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posted September 08, 2021 08:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
feeling like I always have to choose between demanding job and long distance marriage. I feel like I cannot give anymore to either right now. I am so f()cking miserable.

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posted September 15, 2021 08:06 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My sleep schedule is a mess. It’s more like I’m napping, and not getting any rest. I fell asleep this afternoon. Anxiety isn’t helping. Hope I can sleep tonight.

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posted September 19, 2021 11:27 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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I definitely feel like a Pluto square Sun transit can be others testing our rise to power. We are at that age.

Stawr, I read that as, “we are at that rage.” Because that’s what I’m feeling. I want to expand on that, but not right now.

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posted September 20, 2021 12:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for vansio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I’m sad and I just want to sleep.

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posted October 15, 2021 02:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I find it odd that people who want to "stick it to the man" idolize Elon Musk. He IS "the man". He's a billionaire who insisted that his workers get back to work, without complying with covid restrictions, and is now moving his business to Texas, where they now have one of the strictest abortion laws in the country. Also the most malicious - he doesn't care about people, he cares about money. He's worth 207 billion.

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posted October 24, 2021 11:16 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Preach teasel! I haven't paid him too much attention but that is important for me to know.

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posted October 27, 2021 08:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
super frustrated saxually. I have Mars conjunct my Jupiter....transit. and I am 11 hours away from husband. PLUS I am temporarily at parents so I don't really have privacy to...you know.

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posted October 29, 2021 12:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Someone threatening to use their gun on a thief... turns out a pumpkin was stolen. I hate it here.

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posted November 01, 2021 03:39 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for vansio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted November 01, 2021 03:39 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for vansio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I have social anxiety that I’m trying to overcome.. a harsh inner critic.

Sometimes when I wake up after a night out, in spite of having a fine time, I worry that I was annoying, that spoke too much, from the freedom of being candid. Chiron Leo in 3rd House, after many beers

I’m trying to soothe myself with sentiments like “it doesn’t really matter”(do not give a f*ck) - to be worried about something that isn’t probable, neither fixed.

All in all, I did absolutely nothing out of the ordinary! I was tipsy, at an art gallery, bright and confident, cheery! But I get so embarrassed for shining, enthusiastically being myself. I wonder what in my childhood caused this besides the astrological factor. I distinctly remember being scolded, as a child and young teen, ”you talk too much”. Coming from a family that would comment that “children should be seen, not heard.”

I texted the last guy I was seeing, the one I had a major falling out with, and told him that, I wish we would have spoke about it (what happened), and more, wish we were still talking.

Awaking up this morning trying not to be embarrassed of myself, soothing with the sentiment that although I’ve tried to convince myself to break ties, he has been on my mind endlessly even hoping of a day we might run into each other, so what I texted him is a simple icebreaking truth… that I do wish we were still talking, albeit, talking kindly and respectfully.

Rationalizing my feelings (or policing our interactions) doesn’t get me anywhere but a bind.

As I was jotting this down.. a song popped in my head: http://youtu.be/2mbLpSquq84

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posted November 05, 2021 06:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
First happy-but-depressing-for-me holiday things out of the way early: congratulating someone I'm acquainted with, on her engagement today, that she is celebrating in a beautiful location.

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posted November 05, 2021 06:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm also watching a ridiculous Christmas movie, where two people meet, aren't thrilled with each other at first, but will get engaged (or even married) by the end of the movie. Surrounded by mostly happy family members and friends (great support system).

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posted November 10, 2021 03:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Today has been a depression day. Dog having trouble. me lacking sleep, and reality hitting me for a while. I hate everything, until I don't again.

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posted November 11, 2021 02:12 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for saronna     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
When I get depressed I listen to love songs radio love. I'm listening to radio love New York. I listen to music most of the day mostly radio love New York. I drink orange apple celery juice & have something to eat like a grilled chicken burger. I chat on my chat channel to my friends & I FaceTime my family when I'm feeling depressed. I try to take one day at a time & I don't feel as depressed. I get sad for no reason sometimes. I get lonely I chat to my friends & family. I don't know why I feel depressed I eat & drink well it could be cause I'm sick. I try to do things to get well again like take my medication & keep my doctor appointment & hydro rehab but when I get depressed I try to think this too shall pass & accept I need to rest in bed & it's ok to be not busy all the time & to find some balance

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posted November 15, 2021 09:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MoonMystic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
grrrrr Lost my 4 digit code for my wireless carrier PAYG, to deactivate me. This is so frustrating. I really don't want to visit the store but now I need to. If I had been irresponsible and just not paidmy bill but I use an insta payment on routine so this service is like ironclad, they would had pulled the switch on me to deactivate me, no question asked..I want out like this past year! To think I'm going there to close and not renew or open, I'm sure they aren'tgonna be easy, though the rep said I'm a priority. I hope they don't think that I'm not me and a stupid dupe like Nicolas cage in Raising Arizona. Forgetting a 4 digit code and fall into elcro-hell.
It's a toxic carrier too.

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I'm relieved my service is getting the ax and the process was the snarl factor otherwise I'm very very pleased.

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posted December 07, 2021 05:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I've had a few accidents since Friday, small ones, and when I fell tonight, I'm lucky that I only hurt my butt. Although I'm feeling twinges in my lower-left back, too. I slid over (gracefully, until I landed). I remember mum telling me that I fell gracefully, when I was a teenager, and tripped over something that sent me flying through the air, and to the ground.

My dog's right leg has improved, but he's still having trouble getting up. He really wants to get up and walk, so he keeps trying, and I'm trying to just be there to help. We were both looking and feeling defeated, a week ago.

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posted December 09, 2021 10:06 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I’m wondering if someone lurks on these forums, and assumed that I was talking about them, when I vented in Astro 2. Even though they aren’t an Aries male, born in 1971. I had that weird jumpy feeling hit briefly, around the same time they potentially sub-tweeted. I hope not, but if they did, then I return the sentiment expressed.

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