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Topic: Venting Thread Part Deux
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Stawr
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posted June 11, 2022 04:47 PM
  
So today Venus is exactly conjunct Uranus with Moon opposing it. I've been feeling intensely run down and needing to rest. This is very weird for me to do. Taurus and Scorpio are my 6th and 12th houses. I am so spent, cup empty, that I have zero tolerance for feeling obligated to keep anyone entertained. No matter how close the person. It really feels like now that I am done teaching, I can just go in a corner and die. IP: Logged |
MoonMystic
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posted June 12, 2022 05:06 AM
@Stawr. I'm sorry. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted June 12, 2022 02:07 PM
I’m sorry. I am seriously depressed. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted June 14, 2022 07:38 AM
Thank you! It really is bitter sweet being done teaching. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted June 14, 2022 07:41 AM
Staying at my parents, I will say I need to use the bathroom. There are two bathrooms here and they are both in use right now.IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted June 25, 2022 03:45 AM
I still can't believe that today happened, even though we all knew that it was coming. I felt like I was moving really slowly all day, and I felt sick and upset, as well as extremely angry. Now it's the middle of the night, and it feels like it didn't really happen, but it did, and I hate every single person who wanted this to happen, and worked to bring it about. I seriously loathe every single one of them. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted June 25, 2022 05:46 AM
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Stawr
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posted July 03, 2022 09:29 PM
I am trying so hard to not be an annoyed beeotch right now. But my husband has called me 3 times today. By the third time...I am just like done...this conversation is so pointless and dragged out we are talking about cheese!!!! I know it's because he misses me and its his first day back. I can't wait for him to put his fast food in his mouth so I can have my me time back. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted July 03, 2022 09:37 PM
Venting helped! I could relax and enjoy the conversation once I got that off my chest. IP: Logged |
vansio
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posted July 05, 2022 09:13 AM
The perfect thread to vent that I’m feeling underwhelmed, apathetic. Perpetually. A lifetime of this? These days, the only distinctly valuable thing I take notice of is breathing. Feels like I can’t take a breathe deep enough; though I haven’t set out to try. Asking myself what do I enjoy: serving others.. I don’t know how/what to do more of this, productively, efficiently, for fulfillment. I have nothing else, besides my body, it’s utility and power, to live for. The will is remote. Also, hormonally, I’m ovulating so bio-logical influence on state of mind IP: Logged |
GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted July 05, 2022 10:04 AM
I've been feeling pretty similar Vansio, but no ovulation here. I actually wish I had some more Mars-Red energy in me of late. I need to get some shite done, but am lacking the energy, will, motivation to do so. In general sense, I think a lot of people are probably feeling pretty "burnt out' and apathetic, from the combined stress of the last 2 plus years and the craziness/extremity/weirdness of same. Plus other things going on in the world. It is especially hard on energy sensitives and empaths because we feel, and are affected by, the collective energies much more acutely. And so it is hard to not let the collective apathy and/or stress to impact us, besides whatever is going on (or not) in our own lives. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted July 07, 2022 04:24 AM
I didn't sleep for almost twenty-four hours, and then I just conked out. I only slept for two or three hours, before waking up because it was too hot in here. When dad got home, I went back to sleep, within a minute of leaning back into the large couch cushions, and getting under my quilt. I only slept another couple of hours, at most. So, I'm still wiped out.IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted July 10, 2022 09:25 AM
One of my biggest pet peeves is having to constantly validate to others that I am having a f()cking blast! IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted July 10, 2022 11:02 AM
I just tried to take a 20 minute power nap, and then my phone text alert goes "bing, bing, bing, bing, bing, bing"   [img]http://cdn.dopl3r.com//media/memes_files/janaes-at-jahnaykmt-yall-need-to-learn-what-sensory-overload-is-stop-assuming-people-have-an-attitude-or-are-mad-just-because-they-nee d-time-alone-not-everyone-can-constantly-be-social-all-day-everyday-some-of-us-need-a-few-hours-sgxXg.jpg[/img]  IP: Logged |
vansio
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posted July 10, 2022 01:20 PM
^ This could be remedied with silent or focus mode on yer phone (notifications temporarily off)IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted July 15, 2022 08:22 PM
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Originally posted by vansio:
^ This could be remedied with silent or focus mode on yer phone (notifications temporarily off)
I will definitely keep that in mind next time. I know to shut off my phone when I go to get a massage. "sensory overload" with me is usually trying to deal with something in the present and then getting people texting me inquiries about something else. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted July 20, 2022 05:58 PM
No one is always happy in a marriage. This is not talked about enough. But people have to pretend it's happy all the time. I'm going through a phase right now where I am really evaluating the marriage. I wish I was invisible right now as I sort it out. Oh my gosh and going to a work party while I am in these moods. I kid you not I cannot even set my stuff down with out being asked "So how's married life?" IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted August 09, 2022 09:37 PM
I am exhausted. I fell asleep this afternoon, woke up to help my dog, but I’m still dragging. IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted August 10, 2022 02:55 PM
The man is rarely happy after a while.IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted August 21, 2022 04:52 AM
A friend of mine lost another loved one to covid. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted August 23, 2022 08:17 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Randall:
The man is rarely happy after a while.
ouch! IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted August 23, 2022 08:43 PM
I hate poorly ran websites! Especially when using their website is critical to your lively hood. Like paying health insurance, taking professional development, online college. Don't make doing what needs to be done a flippin goose chase to find. And on top of that crappy costumer service. Like no one picking up the phone during business hours. Not getting back to you within the business days they say. IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted September 17, 2022 02:42 PM
Bump!IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted September 18, 2022 06:12 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Randall:
The man is rarely happy after a while.
This wasn’t true for my dad. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted September 18, 2022 06:19 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Stawr:
ouch!
There are men who love being married. IP: Logged |
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