posted October 12, 2015 02:39 PM              

My first boyfriend is the Taurus guy however : Peeping: I know this was difficult, for the first chart is much stronger and cohesive. So well done Page one!!!

you noticed the main trigger for my separation from him, the Sun/Mercury/Uranus opp...there was a transit there triggering it, I don't remember what now, but this is why and how

apart from that, I think it is seen he is my first bf in Mars conj ASC/Pallas the hot mars/venus opp and everything on it, and of course the many nice aspects in there....but my Moon and Saturn unaspected shows there was no future for this, from my side. Eros Vesta Moon Aphrodite cross did work for a while though lol

Now with Scorpio, I still contemplate and wonder why...in the synastry! but now I am presenting to you the composite

I think in this case, the huge sq from Saturn to 7th house stellium said "no" And what is on that stellium? my Uranus

To complete the story, after a while, it was shown N (my Scorpio friend here) has a psychiatric condition. I think the kiss was my way of knowing without knowing, it's not the first time it is happening. I have some sort of animal instincts about things and I think everyone does, in fact. The point is probably to listen to them.

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AstroMandala

posted October 12, 2015 06:13 PM            

That composite is a little hair-raising with the Saturn squares.

I also based my decision on the sun opp Uranus, and as a matter of pure prejudice: the Aries-Taurus cusp guy that I dated (if you can call it dating) was so weird.

posted October 12, 2015 06:26 PM            

Insult to injury! Guessed wrong and now I'm in the harbourer of congenital defects camp? Shouldn't have opened the thread! .... lol... there totally is something creepy about me though. Oh well!

After guessing I got kinda suspicious and realized Lee probably wouldn't have made it so easy!

posted October 12, 2015 06:31 PM              

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
Hello, Faith
Those are wonderful charts, the one for the marriage is aweeeeeeesome pffeeww
and the one for bro too, and I like how the theme "boy" is present there

My first boyfriend is the Taurus guy however : Peeping: I know this was difficult, for the first chart is much stronger and cohesive. So well done Page one!!!

you noticed the main trigger for my separation from him, the Sun/Mercury/Uranus opp...there was a transit there triggering it, I don't remember what now, but this is why and how

apart from that, I think it is seen he is my first bf in Mars conj ASC/Pallas the hot mars/venus opp and everything on it, and of course the many nice aspects in there....but my Moon and Saturn unaspected shows there was no future for this, from my side. Eros Vesta Moon Aphrodite cross did work for a while though lol

Now with Scorpio, I still contemplate and wonder why...in the synastry! but now I am presenting to you the composite

I think in this case, the huge sq from Saturn to 7th house stellium said "no" And what is on that stellium? my Uranus

To complete the story, after a while, it was shown N (my Scorpio friend here) has a psychiatric condition. I think the kiss was my way of knowing without knowing, it's not the first time it is happening. I have some sort of animal instincts about things and I think everyone does, in fact. The point is probably to listen to them.

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Not only is the composite stellium squaring Saturn, but opposing Chiron. And isn't Venus unaspected?

posted October 12, 2015 06:36 PM            

"To complete the story, after a while, it was shown N (my Scorpio friend here) has a psychiatric condition. I think the kiss was my way of knowing without knowing, it's not the first time it is happening. I have some sort of animal instincts about things and I think everyone does, in fact. The point is probably to listen to them."

Sooo important to listen to them.

posted October 12, 2015 07:22 PM            

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Originally posted by yungang_grotto:
Lol heyyy what you got against Scorp Sun Cap Moon??

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Sorry! I have a Cap sun square Pluto and an 8H moon, so I was kinda making fun of myself there...

posted October 12, 2015 07:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
Sorry! I have a Cap sun square Pluto and an 8H moon, so I was kinda making fun of myself there...

We're not creepy, just deep. Like a big, dark, non-creepy cave...or something...

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Heh... alright alright, you may live.

posted October 13, 2015 06:00 AM              

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Originally posted by Faith:

We're not creepy, just deep. Like a big, dark, non-creepy cave...or something...

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Hence the grotto

Just teasing you Yungang

No placements are cuckoo's per se you know that, but maybe here Moon ruling the 3rd sq Pluto and that intense Mercury sq? Mercury/Uranus sits on 6th cusp.
I know many people with heavy 6th house, and some of them are very healthy, but sometimes this house points to some health problems. Neptune in the 6th too, he has.
OCD is what he has....so maybe that Uranus/Saturn sq with Mercury? It's exact.

He was kinda creepy though. The closer we got, the more intense he was looking at me, but in a cold creepy manner, rather than a loving one. Like he wanted to annihilate me? I can't describe. I'm very familiar with Cap and Scorpio energy, but this time, there was something unnatural about it. He had a very very cold tough gaze.

Page one, you are right, Chiron is pretty ouch, in the 1st too. And Venus unaspected...it does sit on the Sun/Mars sextile mdp, this is so nice, but apparently not enough, it didn't work out....luckily!

Point is, the kiss was the culmination, when I kissed I felt I was or will be in danger. Never felt this in my life before or after.

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I seem to have loved you in numberless forms...

AstroMandala

posted October 13, 2015 06:49 AM              

Tbh, we always have to listen to such signs, no matter what. It wasn't easy for me, in a way I was crazy about the guy.

I went to his place once, we used to meet at mine, and we talked for many long hours and nights. He was an artist and an astrologer He still is, but living very privately. He had an extremely tied up room, with pencils arranged by color on his desk Also I noticed that things were put in the corner of his desk, like perfectly aligned with two corners. Everything was geometrically aligned in that room, in fact. Only years after, I heard he's officially OCD.

posted October 13, 2015 12:21 PM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
Hence the grotto

Just teasing you Yungang

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... hm. Someone needs to explain it to ME because I haven't the foggiest idea why I chose this handle! It was a very split second decision. So strange... but I *do* like grottoes, as in damp out of the way places with rocky bits set aside for private nature/deity worship and communion... but the yungang ones? Why?? Such a strange word, and I've never been, but I'm into taoism and buddhism also to an extent... sigh. Lol tease all you like! If a big dark cave can bring a lil joy I'm all for that!

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Point is, the kiss was the culmination, when I kissed I felt I was or will be in danger. Never felt this in my life before or after.

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posted June 25, 2016 06:24 PM              

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