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posted February 06, 2016 02:47 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Vertex might be valid in midpoints. NOt sure yet (I do mostly use it as focal point, so Vertex conjunct the midpoint of other planets for example).

Uranus on its own might bring flashes of insight, but not necessarily paranormal experiences/ perceptions, it is specifically the combination with Neptune that makes this very "supernatural".


If the Sun/Moon-mp is triggered, that is potentially a big one of course, but I would like to see it backed up by a natal planet tightly conjunct, opposite or square the Sun/Moon-mp, even an angle, Vertex or node.



His Natal Pluto is in 21 49' Libra opposite his s/m midpoint. And...also my Mars/Pluto conjunction in 24 Libra..I guess this sounds a bit heavy. I don't think it was a good thing, my mars/pluto exactly opposite to his s/m midpoint, although I cannot imagine exactly how this was perceived by him!

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posted February 06, 2016 02:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Auntie,

surely very interesting.
I don`t really go into asteroids with the event-composites (not until having analyzed the major planets at least), but THAT alignment with the ASC-DESC
Speaks for itself, right?

And sun conjunct Morpheus? Yeah that is what the chart is about for you, the event, a dream!

I wonder what midpoints are conjunct, opposit square that Sun in the composite? Those might give some further indication as to what the dream is about fro you personally, what does it mean for you?


Other than that I would pay attention and delve into these:

° Uranus conjunct IC: shaking up and complete re-structuring of the foundations and your inner life

° Mercury conjunct Saturn conjunct PoF: serious thoughts that might lead to a fortunate development

° Vertex conjunct Chiron: suddenly being confronted with some kind of wound, but I think ultimatively it shows the way for healing, and if nothing needs to be healed, general transformation and widening of the horizon

° Angel - Pluto: certainly a deeply transformative message being sent to your soul


° Mars square Vertex-Chiron: the potential of transformation (and possibly not an easy step to take at first, depending on your natal Vertex-Chiron-interrelationship) might come from a man, a masculine figure, something Martian - hasn`t he something surrounding this Mars-degree in his natal? Or was it opposing it?
This might be the kick in the butt so to speak.

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posted February 06, 2016 02:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Mar,


"I don't believe that you said that!!!
I have never experienced paranormal activities before, but yes, there definitely was something going on."
Haha. Yes, Uranus/Neptune to me is a very paranormal midpoint, when all bizarre stuff can happen.
That does not fit the usual categories.
Also I remembered after meeting Mr Sag I was having the most surreal bizarre night. Like you said, overhearing his voice in my head. I mean HEARING him speak inside my head, like an echo from far away, and just that weird electricity. I was thinking I might be on hte verge of a stroke and would die that night. I did not of course. And by now I almost got used to those strange things happening after being in his proximity.

Dunno if he has it too, but sometimes he looks at me as if he is a bit weirded out, and sometimes he can`t quite meet my gaze, usually the night after I was having rather intense dreams of him. lol
Almost feels like he might remembered them too and being a tiny little bit embarassed.

Interestingly however it was HIM who was having the Uranus/Neptune-conjunction with the composite of the first meeting (though I do have it in the current timeframe)

Just found it funny how when we first met, his fmc-composite showed:

Uranus 22°47 Capricorn
Neptune 22°21 Capricorn

activating

Venus/MC 22°23 Cap
Venus/Jupiter 21°23 Cap


Ohh, so you have experienced this weird uranus/neptune thing yourself, so maybe...I am not totally crazy...I hope!!!
" Like you said, overhearing his voice in my head. I mean HEARING him speak inside my head, like an echo from far away, and just that weird electricity."

Exactly the same thing as in my case!!! His voice was so alive, that for a while I still wondered if I had heard it in reality..but the exact things that I heard him telling me in this weird situation were the same things that he told me on the phone 3 days after!!! Can you imagine it?
So, if "Interestingly however it was HIM who was having the Uranus/Neptune-conjunction with the composite of the first meeting " and it was definitely you that experienced his voice speaking in your head, does this mean that it works both ways? Because here I had the uranus-neptune etc. thing and it was me that had this peculiar, but very vivid "dream".

Looks like you have a bunch of weird connections, too!!!

"Vertex and NN emphasize what tuoches them, so unless there is a planet connected to those, it might be just a vague buzzing in the underground, but without real direction."

So do you mean that if there isn't any planet there, the connection isn't so strong after all?

Huuuuge appreciation for your patience to my many questions!!!

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posted February 06, 2016 03:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sunnya,

"For example: Is it correct for me to say that the Sun/Mercury conjunction is being activated by Vertex, Valentine and Ceres midpoints?"
No, we must never read the outer and inner circle together, does not fit.

Sun-Mercury is at 8 Aquarius

Valentine/Ceres-mp would be at about 20 Scorpio or Taurus.

However Sun seems to be on the Mercury/Neptune-mp.


Actuallyt he whole Mercury-Sun-Neptune-Venus might result in multiple midpoints to each other. sepaking of a highly idealized approach to this connection, very romantic, but not always seeing everything too realistic.


Actually Neptune on Sun/Venus sometimes can indicate a "secret love" or "secret longing, lovesickness etc."


Has he already written a poem/song about you?


I notice, too, that natals seem to fall onto thjose planets in the composite as well, probably an indicator that the other person really has to do something with the experience of that moment.

I mean if I make a composite of my natal and let`s say, today, it indicates how i experience that day / moment, but it actually does not say who the other party is,t hat might contribute to that. could even be the busdriver on my way home.

However, the aspects with the angles or Moon of course will zoom in on a certain moment/ hour during the day, and usually only one person will stand out to us in that hour.
But if that personīs Sun or Moon or ASC ro Mars or Venus will closely conjunct one o the relevant points in the composite (for example one of your personal planets falling onto his composite Mercury-Sun-Neptune-Venus or nearby within 2 degrees), then this is a confirmation that his experience of the moment really has to do with YOU and not someone else he maybe just had been thinking of!

For examp.le in my MOm`s marriage composite I mentioned the triple conjunction of Sun-Moon-Mars, now it did not only fall onto the composite ASC-Pluto with my Dad (which would have been a strong enough sign already) but it was conjunct my Dad`s Pluto exactly and opposing his Venus-Jupiter-conjunction (albeit the Jupiter was a bit wide).

Interestingly it seems to have at least foreshadowed my middle brother and me as well, as I have my Moon opposing, and my brother has his DESC conjunct.

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posted February 06, 2016 03:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by mar1982delta:

His Natal Pluto is in 21 49' Libra opposite his s/m midpoint. And...also my Mars/Pluto conjunction in 24 Libra..I guess this sounds a bit heavy. I don't think it was a good thing, my mars/pluto exactly opposite to his s/m midpoint, although I cannot imagine exactly how this was perceived by him!

Mr Sag`s Pluto is squaring my Sun/Moon-mp by only 8 minutes of arc (his Pluto on 21 Libra too). So I can tell you EXACTLY how it feels.

He overwhelmed me, though at first I wasn`t even aware of how much. It was like I rejected the thought he might have gotten through to me, but he did simply sneak under my skin, and pulverized my defense systems very effectively. It has been and is challenging of course in its intensity for me, but well it`s kinda funny how I was from the beginning telling everyone he was not my type, but there was just *something* I couldnīt quite grasp, quite understand, and that something just wouldn`t let me leave it (and him) alone, though I disappeared completely for several months more than once, but somehow it just didn`t feel right, like I had left something unfinished, though I have no clue what that something really is.

No clue if that is just his pluto to my Sun/Moon-alone, but it might contribute (his Pluto also conjuncts our composite NN, so he pulls us forward into the future I guess, even though I have been fighting his affect on me screaming and biting. lolMy Chiron opposes his Pluto)

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posted February 06, 2016 03:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Mar,


"does this mean that it works both ways? "
I don`t know. Maybe, but to be honest I doubt it.
The composite is the individual experience of each person and that could be different of course.
In my case I also had the Node conjunct Uranus/Neptune-mp, so I think that is why I had it. Possibly he felt something to, not sure it was really a dream or something like it, in his case it might ahve been more a vague bizarre feeling of interest or even attracton / appreciation, cause the Uranus-Neptune was resonating on Venus-frequency (Uranus and Neptune conjunct Venus/MC-midpoint).


"So do you mean that if there isn't any planet there, the connection isn't so strong after all?"
Yes.

Well the Vertex and NN are working like "intensifiers", but if there is no planet (conjunct, opposite or square) there is just nothing to intensify and emphasize.

It still is a potentially very significant connection, but it has to be "switched on" by a planet then (which could also happen through progression or transits, at least temporary, maybe even composite planets falling there).

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posted February 06, 2016 03:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Mr Sag`s Pluto is squaring my Sun/Moon-mp by only 8 minutes of arc (his Pluto on 21 Libra too). So I can tell you EXACTLY how it feels.

He overwhelmed me, though at first I wasn`t even aware of how much. It was like I rejected the thought he might have gotten through to me, but he did simply sneak under my skin, and pulverized my defense systems very effectively. It has been and is challenging of course in its intensity for me, but well it`s kinda funny how I was from the beginning telling everyone he was not my type, but there was just *something* I couldnīt quite grasp, quite understand, and that something just wouldn`t let me leave it (and him) alone, though I disappeared completely for several months more than once, but somehow it just didn`t feel right, like I had left something unfinished, though I have no clue what that something really is.

No clue if that is just his pluto to my Sun/Moon-alone, but it might contribute (his Pluto also conjuncts our composite NN, so he pulls us forward into the future I guess, even though I have been fighting his affect on me screaming and biting. lolMy Chiron opposes his Pluto)



Hehe, I cannot say I am not terribly flattered by the idea of having such an impact on him! Wish it's true!!!
Did you feel an irritation? Like he had sth that attracts you and simultaneously irritates you the most? Because now, after you desribed your feelings about him, I can totally relate to the situation! I remember him reacting in a weird way, like he is very powerfully attracted and irritated in the same time, but I thought it was a bit of a "game", didn't think that it perhaps was how he really felt!


"I have been fighting his affect on me screaming and biting. lolMy Chiron opposes his Pluto)"

LOL!!!

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posted February 06, 2016 03:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Sunnya     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Sunnya,

"For example: Is it correct for me to say that the Sun/Mercury conjunction is being activated by Vertex, Valentine and Ceres midpoints?"
No, we must never read the outer and inner circle together, does not fit.

Sun-Mercury is at 8 Aquarius

Valentine/Ceres-mp would be at about 20 Scorpio or Taurus.

However Sun seems to be on the Mercury/Neptune-mp.


Actuallyt he whole Mercury-Sun-Neptune-Venus might result in multiple midpoints to each other. sepaking of a highly idealized approach to this connection, very romantic, but not always seeing everything too realistic.


Actually Neptune on Sun/Venus sometimes can indicate a "secret love" or "secret longing, lovesickness etc."


Has he already written a poem/song about you?


I notice, too, that natals seem to fall onto thjose planets in the composite as well, probably an indicator that the other person really has to do something with the experience of that moment.

I mean if I make a composite of my natal and let`s say, today, it indicates how i experience that day / moment, but it actually does not say who the other party is,t hat might contribute to that. could even be the busdriver on my way home.

However, the aspects with the angles or Moon of course will zoom in on a certain moment/ hour during the day, and usually only one person will stand out to us in that hour.
But if that personīs Sun or Moon or ASC ro Mars or Venus will closely conjunct one o the relevant points in the composite (for example one of your personal planets falling onto his composite Mercury-Sun-Neptune-Venus or nearby within 2 degrees), then this is a confirmation that his experience of the moment really has to do with YOU and not someone else he maybe just had been thinking of!

For examp.le in my MOm`s marriage composite I mentioned the triple conjunction of Sun-Moon-Mars, now it did not only fall onto the composite ASC-Pluto with my Dad (which would have been a strong enough sign already) but it was conjunct my Dad`s Pluto exactly and opposing his Venus-Jupiter-conjunction (albeit the Jupiter was a bit wide).

Interestingly it seems to have at least foreshadowed my middle brother and me as well, as I have my Moon opposing, and my brother has his DESC conjunct.


Oh wow so it got into yours and your brother charts as well, that's really interesting.

And thank you so much really!!

Look at this!! My natal Jupiter is right conjunct on that Mercury-Sun-Neptune-Venus and my Mars opposes it almost exact!!

My Mercury is almost exact opposed and my Saturn squares that Vertex too. My Mars conjuncts the ASC and Valentine then... And there is my Saturn square exact to that Valentine too. My Saturn in Scorpio loves to be always involved.

Holy moly!!!

Still waiting for that poem though

Edit: He is an Aqua, he has been probably writing it over and over and will give me when I least expect in the least convenient time and unexpected moment too! Love it
I wish there was a PM option, so I could give you more details... We have a special story.

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posted February 06, 2016 03:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Mar,


"does this mean that it works both ways? "
I don`t know. Maybe, but to be honest I doubt it.
The composite is the individual experience of each person and that could be different of course.
In my case I also had the Node conjunct Uranus/Neptune-mp, so I think that is why I had it. Possibly he felt something to, not sure it was really a dream or something like it, in his case it might ahve been more a vague bizarre feeling of interest or even attracton / appreciation, cause the Uranus-Neptune was resonating on Venus-frequency (Uranus and Neptune conjunct Venus/MC-midpoint).


"So do you mean that if there isn't any planet there, the connection isn't so strong after all?"
Yes.

Well the Vertex and NN are working like "intensifiers", but if there is no planet (conjunct, opposite or square) there is just nothing to intensify and emphasize.

It still is a potentially very significant connection, but it has to be "switched on" by a planet then (which could also happen through progression or transits, at least temporary, maybe even composite planets falling there).


Now that you mentioned it, there were progressed planets falling there.
The planets/nodes etc. are like this:

my natal vertex 0 28' Virgo
his natal NN 29 22' Leo
square my natal Uranus 0 42' Sag

and

conjunct my progressed sun (the day we met) in 1 09' Virgo
his progressed Mars (the day we met) in 2 48' Virgo
I guess all these were the triggers for this nn-vertex thing? Ok, I stop now, I don't want to ruin your thread, I was overwhelmed...again!!! :P
Many many thanks!!! <3

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posted February 06, 2016 03:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Sunnya:
Edit: He is an Aqua, he has been probably writing it over and over and will give me when I least expect in the least convenient time and unexpected moment too! Love it

Sorry for the intrusion, but I couldn't help myself laughing with tears!!! This is sooo true! Once you meet an aquarius, you really get the meaning of this description you wrote!!! Good luck!!!

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posted February 06, 2016 03:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Sunnya     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by mar1982delta:
Sorry for the intrusion, but I couldn't help myself laughing with tears!!! This is sooo real! Once you meet an aquarius, you really get the meaning of this description you wrote!!! Good luck!!!


No intrusion at all sweetheart, feel free to chime in
And thank you, all the best to you too, we (you and me with our respective gentlemen) are in for a ride and a great one!

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posted February 06, 2016 03:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Sunnya:
No intrusion at all sweetheart, feel free to chime in
And thank you, all the best to you too, we (you and me with our respective gentlemen) are in for a ride and a great one!

Thank you!! <3
the story I was telling Ceridwen a bit earlier is with an Aquarius, too!! We should form a group or something! hahahaha!!!

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posted February 06, 2016 04:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aunt Anomalia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ceri, did you read my thread in AR? I already posted it. It would be good if you read "travel back in time" too, they're connected.

If you mean my natal midpoints:

conjunct Sun/Vertex 1.34
conjunct Venus/Saturn 1.57
conjunct Neptune/Vertex 0.11 ha!
opposite Jupiter/Chiron 0.31

Mars is opposite his Sun.

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posted February 06, 2016 05:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Sunnya     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by mar1982delta:
Thank you!! <3
the story I was telling Ceridwen a bit earlier is with an Aquarius, too!! We should form a group or something! hahahaha!!!


Oh I see! Hahaha I think we should!

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posted February 07, 2016 06:12 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well in this instance I am the Aqua. Well Moon in Aqua, but I think it counts.

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posted February 07, 2016 06:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Aunt Anomalia:

Mars is opposite his Sun.



that seems a very clear indicator then, that it really is about him.

Have read the dream, not many ideas about this one, except the feeling as if I had read it before. lol
Not sure where that Deja vu concerning your dream comes from.

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posted February 07, 2016 07:44 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Sunnya     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Well in this instance I am the Aqua. Well Moon in Aqua, but I think it counts.

Sure it does, my Aqua also has Aqua moon .

By the way, what I told you above is enough to confirm that what he experienced was with me right?

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posted February 07, 2016 08:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Sunnya:

By the way, what I told you above is enough to confirm that what he experienced was with me right?


I think so, yes.

I am - however- researching again, cause I realized that on an event where I reacted paranoid and impulsively opted for detaching completely, going away, never want to see him again (based on my paranoid thinking. lol), that all that comes up in my composite with the moment is Moon=Node, with the midpoints Venus/Mars and Sun/Pluto.

Which on its own simply speaks to be completely passionately fatedly attracted to someone and making an emotional connection, but NOT getting paranoid and walking out of the door to never return, even though at the moment I did, it should already had been clear that I was being paranoid.

The clearest midpoint picture to what happened to me that moment is this though

Saturn = Mercury/Pluto
coming to the conclusion that separation is compulsory.

That was EXACTLY what I was thinking, I mean LITERALLY. lol

But Saturn was not in a 4th harmonic aspect to anything in that chart. Instead it was exactly squaring my natal ASC.


The other thing I noticed was
Venus = Saturn/Node

VENUS TO MIDPOINT SATURN/NODE
Difficulty expressing emotions to others; inhibitions in love-life; a
lack of adaptability. Difficulties in love or marriage; separation.


Yes, yes, and yes again. lol

However Venus in the composite - no conj/ opp./ square within that chart, it was HOWEVER conjunct HIS n Venus within one degree.


So I start thinking that beside the conjunction/opp./square within the composite, we should take note of the conjunction/ opposition, maybe also square (1-2 degree orb) to the other persons natal or even our own (though it seems strange, as our natal is already included in the composite, but it seems to still fit) and what it "activates" in the composite.

I mean we can have a grand day on a whole, but then this one person comes and really upsets us, and maybe the person`s natal would trigger the difficult placements in the composite, even though these planets would not necessarily be in conjunction, opposition or square to something else within the composite itself.


The othr thing I thought we should check, is this actually:

Sun (represents the day in midpoint astrology)
Moon (the hour)
ASC (the place)
MC (the minute)
Vertex (the encounter)

and also ASC/MC-mp and check what aspects or midpoints it activates, because ASC/MC represents "at this place and minute"

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posted February 07, 2016 08:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Sunnya     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
@Ceridwen Wow lol! Mercury/Pluto pretty telling about the paranoia (maybe obsessive even?) thinking you were having and then Saturn did it for you.

Alright, I am off to check those points on the composite between him and the moment and also comparing with our composite itself (by the way, we leave davison out of this for now right?). My Mercury is conjunct on this composite ASC and Valentine (the composite between him and the moment). And my Sun will probably opposite some of those Aqua midpoints. Yes he can't escape my own Leo stellium lol.

Ah and it's hilarious that Valentine degree at 21š12. That's one of those numbers combinations that follow me everywhere!

I am tempted to go check progressed natals and progressed composite (I already had a WHAT THE HELL moment when I saw our Solar return charts), but all these will only complicate even further. So nah, I will stick to what you said for now lol. Be back later with the points.

Thank you for your patience and help, I am learning a lot!

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posted February 07, 2016 09:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sunnya,


"Mercury/Pluto pretty telling about the paranoia (maybe obsessive even?)"
Yes. It was. Which reminds me that I am having in my natal Moon=Mercury/Pluto, which is the tightest midpoint and HIS composite with the moment had Moon on 17 Aquarius, conjunct my natal Moon at 17 Aquarius, so more Mercury/Pluto from my side.

The thing is I was thinking he was deliberately ignoring me (which he probably was not, he had a lot of problems that night anyway, as his girlfriend who was to be guest on the concertTjust had c alled to tell him she wouldn`t come, and he later dedicated the song "Hallelujah" to her - and he just came off the phone when I had my fit of paranoia.
They did break up very soon after, maybe even on that night? Who knows...

But anyway, I stayed for the last part of the concert, but was determined to make it the final one, and when I turned around on the stairs before leaving it was meant to be a final glance as well, and I just completely ignored the way he was looking at me then, which was pretty much the opposite of "ignoring me". But I had mad eup my mind, it was like I was already in motion to leave and could not adapt to the quickly changed atmosphere. lol Couldn`t even relaly grasp it.

It was so bizarre, I even remember that they had switched on the radio at that time, and the song "Hollywood Hills" was playing, and I was pretty much turning my back onto him to the lyrics of "No I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go

Bye bye, Hollywood Hills
I'm gonna miss you, where ever I go
I'm gonna come back to walk these streets again
Bye bye..."

it`was really so surreal!
Funny enough in the following concerts he coincidentally added exactly that song to his songlist for concerts.

"by the way, we leave davison out of this for now right?"
Yes, Davison does not reflect the natal aspectual configurations.


"). My Mercury is conjunct on this composite ASC and Valentine (the composite between him and the moment)."
So the way you are talking and thinking and communicating will trigger everything the ASC is about.


"I am tempted to go check progressed natals and progressed composite (I already had a WHAT THE HELL moment when I saw our Solar return charts), but all these will only complicate even further. "
you can check everything of course, but I can`t handle that overload of information and make a sense of it. I rather focus on the standing-out-features so I donīt get lost in too many informations.


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posted February 07, 2016 09:58 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Sunnya     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
@Ceridwen OMG! That song was screaming for you to stay! Those synchronizations are not just a coincidence... There is definitely a purpose there and a real one.

Believe me I had and keep having my own share of synchronizations with Mr Sunnya and it's just surreal like you said.


Mercury is also pretty active in our synastry which I think it's excellent since he has an Aqua stellium (Sun, Merc and Moon) and we both can have good intellectual exchanges... He should enjoy that, I certainly do enjoy to have intelligent conversations with people too.


Nah, I will stick to this method for now. I am already overwhelmed, it will only get worse if I go into progressed and stuff. Though I confess I am very curious


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posted February 07, 2016 10:40 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yes, and then just a few weeks after that he started to sing a song on his concerts, composed by himself, which started with the words: "Why didn`t you talk to me?"

Some more lyrics?

"Everything feels so unreal....

feels like a dream without a sense
...

running a road that never ends.


I never realized that you were never gonna to be my friend.
Somebody help me understand.
...

The very first time I saw your face
I couldn`t read your smile.
But you just left without a trace
..."

And some more, even mentioning his mother, lol, who had been there that day, and well I sort of crossed paths with his parents the afternoon before.

No clue though, maybe he has been meeting a dozens of women around that time who were acting as bizarrely as me, or as he described in the song. lol

BTW what is the status with Mr Sunnya? Are you together?

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posted February 07, 2016 11:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Yes, and then just a few weeks after that he started to sing a song on his concerts, composed by himself, which started with the words: "Why didn`t you talk to me?"

Some more lyrics?

"Everything feels so unreal....

feels like a dream without a sense
...

running a road that never ends.


I never realized that you were never gonna to be my friend.
Somebody help me understand.
...

The very first time I saw your face
I couldn`t read your smile.
But you just left without a trace
..."

And some more, even mentioning his mother, lol, who had been there that day, and well I sort of crossed paths with his parents the afternoon before.

No clue though, maybe he has been meeting a dozens of women around that time who were acting as bizarrely as me, or as he described in the song. lol

BTW what is the status with Mr Sunnya? Are you together?



Ok, I am not so crazy after all!!! I love it that you pay attention to songs, lyrics, synchronicities and all that! Is that something people in love always do? Because it just reminded me how I also paid attention to every detail, lyrics or whatsoever! So many surreal things, you just feel overwhelmed!
Like Sunnya, I dont believe that these were coincidences, too, like I say, a repeated coincidence stops being a coincidence (if you know what I mean, it's a translation from my mother language :P)
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No clue though, maybe he has been meeting a dozens of women around that time who were acting as bizarrely as me, or as he described in the song. lol

You don't really believe in that, do you? Those lyrics I love them, it's just missing something like "and next time, don't leave!"

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For the compospite with my "paranoid moment/months" I checked which of his natal planets were conjunct, opposite or square my composite of that moment. Kind of thinking that only these are really relevant in terms of HIS affect on me back then.

It was... enlightening. lol


his n Venus conjunct my C-Venus
and my C-Venus =
Saturn/Node
Mercury/MC

Venus = Saturn/Node
Difficulty expressing emotions to others; inhibitions in love-life; a lack of adaptability. Difficulties in love or marriage; separation.

Venus = Mercury/MC
Thinking about love and relationship. To think about acquaintances.


So he did indeed trigger my thinking about love and relationship, but if we consider the second midpoint picture, hardly in a positive way.


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his n Venus-Juno opposition square my c-Mars (btw i only consider Juno and BML as asteroids/additional points)

Mars= Moon/Node
A union based entirely on physical attraction, the desire to get married.


Well I certainly did nt want to marry him then, but I guess I did feel quite attracted to him that night (also with his n Venus square my c-Mars I suppose).


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his n Mercury square my c-Saturn 1°46
- a bit wide, but still under 2 degrees

Saturn = Sun/ASC
Inhibitions, shyness, difficult attainment of recognition. Difficulties in public life, the sharing of suffering with others, separation. Hindrances through others. Separations from acquaintances.

Saturn = Mercury/Pluto
A quarrelsome nature, insistence of a point of view, unrelenting demands, nagging character, irritability, scepticism. coming to the conclusion that separation is compulsory.


Saturn = Mars/URanus
A clash between controls and the free spirit; potential battles and separations; controls cannot be tolerated.

Saturn = Mars/Neptune
Being taken advantage of; reticence; the sense of futility; persevering in spite of fear. Lasting destructions

Well I think "the sense of futility" was the strongest of these manifestations.
While usually I love his Mercury, THAT night it unfortunately activated my Saturn, so the feelings of restriction, restraint, fear, insecurity and so on.
I think my fixatedness and stubbornness comes out quite clearly in these interpreations as well. lol


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His Mars opposite my c-Moon
his Mars square my c-Node

Node = Venus/Mars
An extremely magnetic personality with regard to sexual attraction.

Moon = Venus/Mars
Strong emotional impulses, an early desire for marriage. Fulfilment through the arts.
A woman's sexual love.


Moon = Sun/Pluto
Attempts to project power and persuasion. Brutal suppression of feelings. Irritability .

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his Uranus conjunct my c-Pluto

no planetary midpoints but interestingly falling onto the Lilith/Juno-midpoint, so the combo of other woman/ wife- archetype.


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his Neptune conjunct my c-Mercury

Mercury = Sun/Node
One's attitude to associations, the desire to exchange ideas with other people. association with young people.
(he is 5 years younger than me)

Mercury = Jupiter/Saturn
Change, a fortunate separation, a journey.


Didn`t feel that fortunate to be honest. However journey is right, separation, too. And with his Neptune being the natal planet, he probably just completely confused my Mercury (usualyl it is me confusing his Mercury, as my Neptune conjuncts his Mercury natally exact).

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His Pluto square my c-Neptune

Neptune = Node/MC
The tendency to impracticality when dealing with others. Separation caused through the process of sobering and coming down to earth again. Possible loss.

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