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DD
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posted May 26, 2009 11:48 AM
 
I gotta tell you something.
You know I now and then mentioned that musical actor, whom I liked for almost 20 years now.
And just last year I kind of managed to "cut" that emotional attachment or forever that was.
Well, actually I tried that cutting cords meditation in 2007 the first time,w hich resulted in me, practically running into him unexpectedly, of course with no exchange of words.
And I gave it another try about two months ago, that forgiveness and release meditation, and I really felt and feel released.
Yet, yesterday I was talking to a new colleague of mine, and she mentioned that her boyfriend was working at the same theatre I knew that musical actor had been working, too, last year.
It pretty much stunned me, yet, maybe her boyfriend just started working there this year or was working at a different piece. But I didnīt dare ask yesterday.
Well, I did ask her today, and it turned out that her boyfriend and this great adorable musical actor have been working at the same theatre piece, her boyfriend working as conductor, and that musical actor doing the choreography for the crew.
So, they actually have worked together.
Well, after I had realized that, my hands were trembling so much, that I actually spilled the coffee all over the table, when I tried to get me some. lol
Not that it means anything, but it just is so.
Well, just imagine a colleague of yours just accidentally tells you that her boyfriend is working with Johnny Depp. 
For musical actor and me, it always seems like all these Almost-encounters, they add up over the years.
It is almost like we are two planets with a slightly twisted orbit, and with every passing each other, they seem to be closer, so that they will collide one day, even though it may lie far far int he future (maybe even in a future life).
Actually I once had a dream of meeting him in the future, when he was turning 50. So that would be in april 2012. Hmm, this date again. ROFL
No I do not think this will happen, but I just was so surprised today. 
EDIT:
BTW my Cupido conjuncts his NN and my Moon falls on his SN.
We also have an absolutely exact opposition between our names.
My name (in my chart) conjuncts his Moon and squares his Moira.
His name (in his chart) conjuncts my Moira and squares my Moon.
Of course it means that my Moira widely opposes his Moon and his Moira exactly conjuncts my Moon.
Notice a pattern? 
We also have Destinn-Destinn-conjunct.
His Karma conjuncts my POM and trines my Venus.
My Karma conjuncts his Lust and trines his Moira.
His Destinn conjuncts my Vertex and Eros.
My Destinn trines his Mars.
His Moira trines my Karma and opposes my Cupido.
And so on.
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vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 11:59 AM
that is amazing!
George just turned 49 and I felt like that when Lara said one of her friends was friends with George. AS far as Johnny I feel that I have released.
But, Archangel Michael told me "The ALPHA said the heart of the seven belongs with the eight and he is returning the seven to the eight"
I personally don't understand the message but decided to move on and if they come they come.
and was told that if it is ment to be they will return. IP: Logged |
DD
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posted May 26, 2009 12:15 PM
"that is amazing!"
I know. Those things have been happening repeatedly over the last 19 years. Never lead to anything though.
But I thought after having done that releasing, that it wouldnīt happen anymore. I guess I was wrong.
There are no romantic feelings attached to him anymore though. I mean, I completely accepted that he is gay and that our paths are not meant to cross or unite.
And I donīt say that from a perspective of disappointment or sadness, I left that long ago.
It`s really alright.
I feel there is a connection. But that`s it.
I think we may have been very good friends in several past lives.
Actually I once remembered a past life (or a fantasy, who knows. lol), when I was really young, maybe 12 years old, and I was deadly sick with Leucaemia, and he was my older brother, I loved so much, and he was being away, as I think he was a soldier or something like that, and I was so afraid that I wouldnīt be able to see him again, that I would die without having seen him one last time.
But he made it, just in time, and I died.
It was a strange, yet very sentimental, "flash-back" (or fantasy).
I also have the feeling like I betrayed him in several lives, and that there was a blurring of the lines between friendship and love, with me wanting more than friendship and betraying him, when I realized I didnīt stand a chance, which led to his untimely death in at least one lifeline.
Maybe that is why I was so attached to him and had to learn to like him from afar with no expectations attached to it and no possibility of him returning the attention or even sympathy.
I hope I finally learned that lesson.
But I actually feel free and released now as you say it.""The ALPHA said the heart of the seven belongs with the eight and he is returning the seven to the eight""
It`s interesting. Of course I do not really understand the message.
But I once met an old man (who after our talk "disappeared", and I mean it, he didn`t walk away. When I raised my head, he just was gone, and there was no way he could have walked away so fast). However, that man told me that I was "able to walk in the 8th dimension, and that I would return there. I just had temporarily forgotten how to get there."
I was a bit confused about that. I have no idea what the 8th dimension or plane is. Maybe I should ask Lara. Well, anyway, could it be that you are the 7 and he is the 8?
How about your numbers?
Life path? Name number?
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DD
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posted May 26, 2009 12:59 PM
What do you think of this "basic set" for synastry?
I. main objects
YANG / Masculine
ASC
Sun
Mars
Pluto
Eros
YIN / FEminine
DSC
Moon
Venus
Neptune
Psyche
2. fate
Saturn
NN
Vertex Karma
Destinn
Moira
3. love asteroids
MASCULINE
Cupido
Amor
FEMININE
Juno
Aphrodite GENERAL
Valentine
Lust
for romantic, soft attraction we would look at:
Amor, Juno, Valentine
for the more sexual attraction we would look at
Cupido, Aphrodite, Lust
(Juno is kinda a "joker" though; there is something very sexual about her, too, I think)
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DD
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posted May 26, 2009 01:09 PM
Orbs:
Conjunctions with Sun, Moon, Venus, Mars, Neptune, Pluto, Saturn, NN and Vertex: 3°
(but only if both planets are main object!)Example: Sun conjunct Mars would have 3 degree orb, but Sun conjunct VAlentine wouldn`t.
all other orbs 2°
C A L C U L A T I O N
1. Main objects
a) YIN - YANG / YANG to YIN conjunction, opposition: 5 points
trine, square: 3 points
quinkunx: 2 points
b) YANG - YANG / YIN - YIN
conjunction, opposition: 3points
trine, square: 2 points
quinkunx: 1 point - I really want to have the Venus-Neptune or Eros-Pluto aspects in here. 2. YIN / YANG to FATE or LOVE objects conjunction, opposition: 3points
trine, square: 2 points
quinkunx: 1 point
3. FATE to FATE, FATE to LOVE, LOVE to LOVE
conjunction, opposition: 2 points
trine, square, (quinkunx): 1 point 4. SOULMATE PAIRING: Venus - Mars
Eros - Psyche
Cupido - Psyche
Amor - Psyche
Juno - Jupiter
Zeus - Hera
Pluto - Persephone / Proserpina
Isis - Osiris
Adonis - Innanen
conjunction, opposition: 3 points
trine, square: 2 points
quinkunx: 1 point
And after having calculated the score, also calculate how many points are challenging (opposition and square) and how many are harmonious (conjunction and trine).
Of course the score would be naturally pretty high, so I guess the score for the categories need to be higher than IQ`s. I am thinking of 75 - 100.
But have to test it. Just some thoughts of mine. Maybe it doesn`t even work. It is just a theory, not tested. IP: Logged |
vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 03:33 PM
that sounds right,
there needed to be a balance of yin and yang. I think it is about there and we should give it a try and see if it works. I will look at me and Johnny and even George. I just mainly use johnny because it is a given that he is a soulmate. IP: Logged |
DD
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posted May 26, 2009 04:12 PM
Yes, that is what I was about, the balance. Like now there is some beautiful symmetry, Yin and Yang and also harmonious and challenging. I think I will give it a try, too; but of course we only know it will work, if we do synastries with people who we are not attracted to, and the score will be rather low. That would be a good confirmation.IP: Logged |
Lara
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posted May 26, 2009 05:50 PM
Can we count the IC? DD, What happens when you have a situation like this please? I mean, its so significant and yet some of the orbs are out. So would they not be relevant simply cos they all mesh together? Just wondering... My sun conjunct his NN (0)
My karma conjunct his SN (0)
My juno conjunct his SN (1)
My NN trine his juno (0)
My karma opp his moon (4)
My NN conjunct his eros (5) My sun conjunct his MC (4)
My IC conjunct his valentine (2)
My karma conjunct his IC (3)
My juno conjunct his IC (4)
My DC conjunct his karma (4)
My DC conjunct his AC (5) IP: Logged |
vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 05:52 PM
Ok , here is the scoop for me and Johnny total 76 points Harmonious - 40 points challenging - 36 points
and they are love planets so
pretty good balance.
George
total 83 points
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vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 05:59 PM
Hey lara I am not so great at this but it looks like your Karma and juno (commitment) is helping him grow. and your juno to his NN is (comittment) in doing so.
I will look at the rest but DD is so much better at this than me Remember - juno is a commited bond that is why she rules marriage. IP: Logged |
Lara
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posted May 26, 2009 06:06 PM
Hey Vesta, how are you? Thank you! Yeah exactly, which is why i thought that even though it was just out of orb it's so significant on the angles... it's such a grey area though as to what gets counted and what not to? Like with names.
MY LARISSA CONJUNCT HIS SUN (3)
MY LARISSA CONJUNCT HIS (my surname) (2)
MY surname CONJUNCT HIS KARMA (3)
MY surname CONJUNCT HIS AC (3)
I think the names should be counted if they aspect strong areas just because they are so bang on! hmmm wonder what DD thinks
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vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 06:10 PM
no, I was right! first timeIP: Logged |
Lara
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posted May 26, 2009 06:14 PM
How do you mean wrong about the SN? you mean about commitment? you lost me IP: Logged |
vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 06:16 PM
I mean we only count the NN not the SNIP: Logged |
Lara
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posted May 26, 2009 06:17 PM
oh ok so l just say opposing the NN then and i can count it IP: Logged |
vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 06:19 PM
you are helping him grow in relationships that is your karma with him, juno is representing the commitment you have in helping him grow. (the way I see things)But like I said DD is so much better at this.
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Lara
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posted May 26, 2009 07:33 PM
ok i just did it to the book with this other guy (not Andy or Gun man) and we got96 (without the soul mate aspects) 98 with soul mate aspects. 35 challenging
63 easy OMG! wow. IP: Logged |
vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 07:39 PM
Lara, did you keep to 2 degree orbs? if 3 degree orbs for all I got 99 with George.
but with 2 degree I only got 83 with George. IP: Logged |
vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 07:42 PM
Nevermind you said by the book!IP: Logged |
Lara
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posted May 26, 2009 07:44 PM
YES I DID!!!! 2 degrees on all of them. I didn't even include 3 degreesThis man is the one above with all that karma/juno/NN/SN/AC/IC crap hahaha I'm sure DD will come along and demand a re-trial though EDIT: doing this list is enough to turn one into an alcoholic though... it's such a nightmare haha IP: Logged |
vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 07:50 PM
"I'm sure DD will come along and demand a re-trial though" I demand a re-trial! George - 61 easy
callenge - 22 IP: Logged |
vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 07:52 PM
Hey DD, my kids were watching a cartoon and this girl is named Kerstin.
She got a phone call from a boy named JUDE!
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comica23
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posted May 26, 2009 09:01 PM
total: 106negative: 78
positive: 28 So many negative aspects.. ;_; IP: Logged |
vesta
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posted May 26, 2009 11:03 PM
Lara, There are two sides with names. direct aspects will be important,and yes the person may well be a soulmate if they occur, because it is describing that person. but it may be describing what is going on between you when the names are added. I would first look to the aspects then the names. They may not be describing a love relationship. Remember some are enemies and they will also have strong aspects with names as well.
MY thought is find out what is going on first then look to the names and see what they describe. IP: Logged |
amowls*
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posted May 26, 2009 11:07 PM
Without doing the soulmate pairings because I am late to see my boyfriend lol, we have a score of 106.IP: Logged |
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