posted April 27, 2010 09:33 PM         

ok rant over

Unmoved, Michael can stuff his hug you know where ... grab a hug from me instead ... he's a d a m n idiot and trust me I really do know how you feel and you'll feel better in the future really ... For what's it's worth I love you and we can make a lipstick-lesbian love pact to marry each other if men don't come around by the time the end of the world rolls around : )

posted April 27, 2010 09:44 PM         

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He's a f u c k i n g vampire! No wonder you're losing blood.

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omg! Classic line! She should say that to him.

I agree he handled it like a jerk. BUT -- we don't know why. Maybe he does value her friendship and didn't want to hurt her. She probably threw him for such a loop. And maybe he wanted to break it gently in person, so let's try to give him the benefit of the doubt.

As for his girl, maybe it's more than sex and he wasn't looking and found her. I don't think we should call her names just because he likes her. It's not her fault.

But, I like how you stood up for my girl, Unmoved, and I am sure she'll appreciate.

posted April 27, 2010 09:48 PM         

This entire experience might not be the end, but a gambit move towards more drama.

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Exactly my thinking

posted April 27, 2010 09:55 PM         

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I agree he handled it like a jerk. BUT -- we don't know why. Maybe he does value her friendship and didn't want to hurt her. She probably threw him for such a loop. And maybe he wanted to break it gently in person, so let's try to give him the benefit of the doubt.

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You're right of course but I still say the verdict is guilty! I am of course projecting all my own past disappointments onto this story ... There was this guy .... actually there is this guy ... you know .... I don't wanna sound like a blues song but there's this guy I've been loving so long but he doesn't feel the same ... Too bad I can't change how I feel ... but at least I know now that for whatever reason I had to let go ... of hope. And anyway the point is, some guys just don't deserve all the love there is for them ... because they're too busy having lolz. What can be the short word for the opposite of a lol - crying inside softly ...

posted April 28, 2010 02:41 PM         

I've been feeling like a basket case, from times of total peace to being on the verge of tears, but I haven't cried yet. It is just not happening. I wish I could so that I could just let it all out for the last time. Now it is just feeling weird. The me I know would have balled her eyes out, curled up in bed with a packet of chips. Instead, I am just a robot or I am in a good mood, laughing with people and just being normal.

So, I also told him this:

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And, by the way, it is insensitive to speak about your girl in Korea knowing how I feel about you.It is a free country though, so the least I can do is tell you how I feel. Whether you heed my words is up to you. If you're giving me a hint that, "Hey, I am interested in someone else", its a ****** way to do so, just so you know. Seeing as you're a "good person" I thought you'd like to know that that wasn't so good. But, I get the hint, ok?! So enough, please.

I wanted to say this yesterday, but forgot with all the emotions.

Ciao.

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So, I have lost it! I mean, what in the world is going on with me? But, it felt good to tell him so because this dangling of this girl infront of me as if she si a carrot, was just not cool and I wanted it to stop.

So, I go to facebook today, and he updated his status at around the same time I sent him that bit, whining and having a pity party on his page.

And I am wondering, "What the heck does he have to be sad about?"

I am scorned. I am also feeling nuts. I am just having trouble letting it out normally with tears and a pity party. I am acting as if I lost a pencil I liked, not as if I lost the love of my life.

Yeah, the poor girl he is with is not a bad person. She has no idea that there is such a saga going on, I bet. So... yeah... Well... I don't know what to say really! What can I say? LOL... My cousin said I need a girls night out where I can snog a cute guy and rebound. It sounded like a good idea but being in love, there aren't many cute guys around because I usually have tunnel vision when I like someone. So, I couldn't kiss Brad Pitt right now.

Besides, I am tired, so I can't go out. I wish this had happened when I was fullu healthy. Ugh!

Later guys.

P.S. I am at my aunt's house and not at my place with my lap top so I am not comfortable on her PC. So, I didn't go into much, but OH, It felt good reading fatinkerbell's post. I know... immature, but it felt good.