posted September 28, 2009 07:28 PM         

So, there has been this girl on FB who obviously has a thing for him, or they kissed/shagged one/few nights. They aren't a couple officially because his info says "single" and "looking for a relationship" and if they were doing something, with that on his profile, I would have felt really disrespected if I were the girl. I actually have come to terms with the fact that I have to accept that he can and should do what he likes... actually, this is bull... the truth is that I am highly bothered by any female that even thinks of him, but what can I do? I mean, we haven't seen each other in a long time (years), so naturally he should date, just as I have been dating in the years. My point is this: just because I can rationalize all of this, it doesn't mean I have to like it!

So, his mother responded to me the other day as I did say, and then a few hours later, his energy was definitely different, so my hunch tells me that his mother told. This is fine, as it was expected, but a weird thing happened as I was on his facebook page. The girl that was always commenting on his page has disappeared without a trace. She had posted links, tagged him in photos and commented about the guitar lessons she was getting from him *rolls eyes*, so she had a lot of activity on his page. Then today, he did our thing where I guess the status update song, and then to my surprise, it is like this girl was a figment of my imagination. No trace of her on his page existed.

More over, today we spoke all day, until he went to sleep a few hours ago. He felt different today, felt more confident, and not floundering as has. I felt strength from him today, and a boldness I can't quite explain. Today he was teasing me about this and that, basically being a typical Ram showing off his horns and I liked it. It was sweet and cool. Also, today he just seemed to make me laugh more than usual, and then he asked if I Skyped. I said I did, but truth is, I find Skype and webcam talks a little weird, so although I have the means, I don't use it. Fortunately, my webcam is giving me trouble so it probably means it won't happen.

Anyway, the question is: What happened to Miss Thing? Also, I don't put @sshole tendencies beyond this guy, meaning that I can imagine that this girl said or did something and got axed. Of course, all's fair in love and war, and she was my opponent, so I am not going to be that sad about this, but what the heck could cause a person to delete another on FB? I have banned one person and it is because it was extreme!

I've tried speaking of her previous to this entire week, but he just didn't acknowledge the particular email that I had mentioned her. He ignored it, but the funny thing is that I knew he would ignore it and I told him so. Anyway, that was a while ago. Now, Miss Thing is blocked?

I don't know why I am laughing.

posted September 28, 2009 09:09 PM         

This is proceeding along quite well

posted September 29, 2009 06:18 AM         

I think it's cool that he did this. It shows respect for you. When does the care package go out?

posted September 29, 2009 11:19 AM         

8th~ The care-package is waiting for the address. Just waiting for his mom to hand it over.

posted September 30, 2009 03:13 AM         

MVM~ This made me laugh! No, no, no! Yes, we've known each other for years, but I don't know what's going on in his life, so I can't just show up in Korea!! Yes, it is definitely my style to just show up and say, "Surpriiiiiiiise" so the idea appeals to me but still... I was thinking of going there, calling him on arrival and saying,"Hey, I'm in Korea, on "holiday" but I am here hoping I can run into you!"

Anyway...

He sent me this song today, and it also made me a little emotional. This was after I told him about a transit that he is having, Mars in 1st" which MVM and I have natally. I was just telling him that this transit gives him a bit of opportunity to do cool things if he wished.

So, he replied with this song by Anthrax

Pieces, by Anthrax

The sun is shining off his face again
Another day to reflect, I hope you understand

Looking for the sign that's let's me know
That you're fine
That you finally just found your way back home

Feel you within, feel you everywhere
You'll path the sky, will get me everywhere

So take me some place, where I will always know
That you're fine
That you finally just, found your way back home

Who's to tell me, I have to let it go
I need to say this, have to let you know
I will be here waiting for our souls to meet
I will be here waiting for your call to me

Anthony, I know you're home
Right beside me, all alone
Anthony, I have so much to say
In my heart, you will always remain
I'll never be alone...

Maybe I'm blind, maybe I don't wanna see
I distinct this fight won't play for me
Let us just think that I will, I think I know
That you're fine
That you finally just, found your way back home

I question my faith, I question everything
I need to know if this is all there is
So take me someplace where I will always know
That you're fine
That you finally just, found your way back home

Who's to tell me, I have to let it go
I need to say this, have to let you know
I will be here waiting for our souls to meet
I will be here waiting for your call to me

Anthony, I know you're home
Right beside me, all alone
Anthony, I have so much to say
In my heart, you will always remain

Anthony, my brother, my friend
I'll be with you once again
Anthony, my heart owns your faith
It will always light your day

And never be alone..
And never be alone...
And never be alone....
And never be alone.....

The song made me choke up. I'm still trying to figure out how to respond to it.

posted September 30, 2009 11:23 AM         

i think the best answer is to deliver the parcel yourself dressed as a postman

posted October 01, 2009 05:59 PM         

WOW!

Don't fret over the chick thing. If he sent you this song....just WOW. Send the care package. Maybe he's still unsure if you're just wanting to be friends and is waiting for a sign from you.

posted October 09, 2009 05:25 PM         

I can. Hussy!

Ugh, your description of her makes me think she's going, Oh darn, I can't seem to wrap my lil hands around this thick guitar neck... oh poo. Will you help me (*bats eyelashes*)?

Get thee to Korea, girl! Or send him some really foxy pictures of you. Be like, Oh, I can't decide which ones to use. I trust your opinion...what do YOU think?
Fight fire with fire, baby!

posted October 09, 2009 06:32 PM         

Diana~ Yeah, I am over her, actually.

MVM~ Funny you should say that re: sending pics, because today he asked me to send him some photos of myself. Headshots to "photoshop" he said. I have been taking photos and have just emailed him a few.

He said something else that made me laugh out loud, he was saying that for the amounts of blogging I do, he'd swear I was bedridden. This is how it was said:

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From all your bloggin I expected you to be bed ridden. Now there is a picture I would love to see. That's not too weird is it? Send me a picture of your face and I'll photoshop it.

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