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posted March 04, 2009 06:52 AM         

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LOL PA

Glad to see you aren't a mean mummy.

Auction me off eh? Ha I would buy myself & keep the money lol. I at least know what turns me on.

I wish sometimes that I had no regard for myself or have a need for deep & meaningful while doing the deed. Then I could just grab the local icecream delivery man & bonk his brains out.....Atleast I would get my icecream for free.

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posted March 04, 2009 06:58 AM         

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Getting your ice cream for free would be determined by how well he rates you, I think.

I don't think having seemingly meaningless sex means that you have no regard for yourself. Everyone has physical needs. You can seperate the two. Doesn't mean the feelings or expulsion of energy is the same. Or that one is more valid than the other.

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posted March 04, 2009 06:59 AM         

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But I hear you. I'm not a personal fan of meaningless sex. It's so much better and more when there's feelings involved.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:00 AM         

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I at least know what turns me on.

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What? You're not going to elaborate?

Where's Eros in your chart? And Lust?

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posted March 04, 2009 07:06 AM         

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I could do it....separate myself but at the cost of physical enjoyment. Do you understand what I mean? I have to have trust with the person so it's a lose/lose situation with me.

And as for Eros well it's in Scorpio of course lol.

Don't know where lust is. Will check just quickly, I might get a surprise. lol

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posted March 04, 2009 07:11 AM         

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Yeah, I do know what you mean. There's a sense of not being able to open up fully to the experience. That emotional trust isn't there. So, really, you're not really that present.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:16 AM         

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Aqua Lust is redeemed in the 10th house, along with Capi Eros.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:16 AM         

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Well I certainly got a surprise.

Lust is 29 o3 degrees Leo 6th house.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:16 AM         

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Lust in Leo and Eros in Scorpy. Are you possessive?

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posted March 04, 2009 07:18 AM         

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Yes

What's mine is MINE & I don't share my toys!

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posted March 04, 2009 07:22 AM         

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LOL.

I ask because technically I should get on well with Leo men, but I find Leo really possessive. There's a peculiar dynamic between Leo men and myself, and when you look at all my Aries, trines are meant to be harmonious, but then, I have a lot of interesting things happening in Aquarius - which opposes. And then with my Mars in Taurus, it squares.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:24 AM         

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To be honest I only feel that way when I'm feeling insecure other than that I hold personal freedom a healthy thing. I love my freedom & do not like to be restrained, and I also give that to my SO. I am not the jealous type...unless there is reason to be.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:28 AM         

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Yes, totally understood. I really believe that all jealousy/possessiveness is all about that person's insecurity. Sometimes there is cause for that and other times, not.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:31 AM         

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I get what your saying about the Leo contingent.

I still remember the quote from one of Linda Goodman's books *No one can send Libra into a Hair tearing rage like Leo*

She ain't lying sister!

Our Sun's are Trine but I cannot tolerate arrogance or pride. It makes me heave.

Sorry Leo's. I know someone is going to be offended by that. I'm not judging the whole pride by a few rogues my loves.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:35 AM         

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I'm the same there. I must just bring out the worst in the Leo men around me. But I guess, with so much independent Aries and aloof Aquarius, I'm not going to pamper that Leonian ego, which could bring out those insecurities.

I guess I'm very guilty of not making the men around me feel like I need them. And I think men want to feel needed. Personally, I prefer to feel wanted over needed.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:39 AM         

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OMG

PA I used to say to my X when he would accuse me of not loving him that I was with him because I wanted hin not because I needed him. To me that makes sense. I know he is a Cancer Sun but his Leo Venus was certainly a ruling factor between us.

Our favourite game? He barks orders & I say f**k you! LOL.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:44 AM         

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Mr PA is Capi Sun with Cancer AC. He likes to TRY to bark orders too. He seems to have mostly given up trying to tell me what to do, but every now and then his Scorpy Mars in 4th will have a go. I don't take orders well - from anyone.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:47 AM         

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Do you know what happens when you try to order a Taurus Mars, Aries Sun, Aqua Mooner around?

Nothing. Exactly - nothing. It just won't budge.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:48 AM         

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We're just a couple of feisty chicks aren't we?

Personally I feel it's a conundrum, they **** me off with the baking etc but I wouldn't respect them if I could push them around. what's a girl with balls to do?

EDIT* spunky ROFL's at self...I hate it when they bake, don't you?

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posted March 04, 2009 07:54 AM         

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I'm not feisty. I don't know if I'm ballsy though. Not really, I don't think. I never try to push a man around but if I sense "weakness" in a man, there's a certain lack of respect for that. I really need someone strong. By weakness I don't mean vulnerability or emotional displays, I mean, lack of strength of character or conviction.

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posted March 04, 2009 07:57 AM         

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I think it's more like a refusal to be pushed as opposed to pushing as I'm quite passive & peaceful until I get pushed lol. I usually let things slide if they are one off's etc but if it's a continual thing then Taurus Mars pushes back..

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posted March 04, 2009 07:59 AM         

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Hey did you get your results from the Doc yet?

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posted March 04, 2009 08:03 AM         

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I'm the same, except, my Mars in Taurus won't push back. That's really rare. I usually withdraw quietly into myself. I won't say anything to the other person. You know I'm really ****** if I go really really quiet. I can become so upset with someone that I cannot bring myself to speak with them. I've been known to simply get up and walk away from people mid-conversation - if it's hurtful or I can't cope with it any further. It's purely self-preservation. But if it's a cause I really believe in - then I'm quite fervent.

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posted March 04, 2009 08:05 AM         

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No. Went to the vampires yesterday afternoon - so blood tests take a couple of days, apparently. No news is good news though. The doc said that if there was anything problematic that she would call. I suppose tomorrow is the day.

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posted March 04, 2009 08:08 AM         

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Yeah I get that. I have done that on occasion myself (withdrawn).

I refer to my previous post as a special situation I guess because my X would not stop harassing me to argue & fight until I literally snapped & flew into rage. It was the norm for me because it was all I knew sadly, & why I tolerated it for so long. I have had to learn that the rest of humanity is not like that & that I am not at war with the world.

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