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blue moon
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From: U.K
Registered: Dec 2007
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posted February 20, 2009 02:41 AM
 
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spunknini
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From: Sydney NSW, Australia
Registered: Mar 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 03:28 AM
Hello allHow was/is your day/afternoon/morning? Mine was absolute shite....with a capitol SSSSS. Though it started off well enough, it didn't end on a good note. I remain cautiously optimistic at the present moment. However, since I am female this may change at any given second of the day. Nuff said. Now where the hell is everyone? IP: Logged |
blue moon
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From: U.K
Registered: Dec 2007
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posted February 20, 2009 03:38 AM
...edited out personal story.......glad you like the pics........ IP: Logged |
blue moon
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posted February 20, 2009 03:59 AM
*sigh* Time for work.
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sunshine_lion
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From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 09:30 AM
bm -those pictures were really nice.sorry my thread was offensive to you yesterday, i am not sure why, but if it offended you i am sorry. IP: Logged |
sunshine_lion
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From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 09:45 AM
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AcousticGod
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From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005
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posted February 20, 2009 10:10 AM
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sunshine_lion
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From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 10:13 AM
take care ag, everyone.IP: Logged |
sunshine_lion
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From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 11:32 AM
one of my babies at work passed away last night. just over a year and a half old.
one came out of the hospital and one passed on.
and you just keep going.cycle of life. auditor due in at 1pm. dry my eyes, go smoke a cigarette, fix my makeup. not supposed to cry. maybe where she is now she can run and play.
i have to take a little break from things for a minute guys. i am not going to make some dramatic thread saying, i am leaving, one reason, i know i will be back periodically and really... why bother, i never understood that kind of thing. as much as we do know about each other, we really don't know each other at all. IP: Logged |
blue moon
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Registered: Dec 2007
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posted February 20, 2009 12:00 PM
Sunshine, you've never said anything offended me or even irritated me ~ never. No, sorry, not sure why you think so, not at all. I hope things work out for you, sounds like you are having a hard time right now. IP: Logged |
sunshine_lion
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From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 12:08 PM
i never know when you guys say stuff about the threads in astro, and i know i can be a @sshole sometimes. i have been over emotional lately and just need a breather.i am glad you weren't mad with me bm. i enjoy you guys. we'll be talking. i take everyhting so personal sometimes because on the inside i am not half as confident as on the outside. i have this auditor comingin less than one hour and i can't quit criying over this baby i lost, it isn't like i didnt know she was dying. what the hell is wrong with me.IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
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From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
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posted February 20, 2009 12:17 PM
Nothing is wrong with mourning the loss of a baby's life.  I wish you peace today, Sunshine. IP: Logged |
sunshine_lion
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From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 12:21 PM
i put so much goddam pressure on myself, you have no idea. uptight,anal, j@ckass. i puked all night worried about this audit. i always get in the 90 percentile of my audits, before they got like 60 percen and plan of correction every time. i know i will do well and i make myself sick over it. i throw my art in the fire because i hate it not being perfect. if i screw up a song, i will never do that song again, i am a pain in the @ss and not even that nice of a person and look at my smart @ass ways as something really clever, when really it is just mean. maybe this a uranus on chiron thing and i have to just work thru stuff, but i am telling you now, i have a hard time relaxing in anypaert of life due to cant relax when things arent perfect, it is a lot of pressure , i put it on myself, i get attached to my babies. i cant not care about them. sorry, to vent, but god i needed to.IP: Logged |
LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion!
Registered: Jan 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 12:25 PM
sunshine_lion 
You are going through very emotionally stressful times. Take care of YOU. 
Yes, you are so right on with what you said: quote:
as much as we do know about each other, we really don't know each other at all.
Take care
Love and Blessings and better times to you!
Love
LEXX------------------
Life is not about waiting for the storms to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain. IP: Logged |
LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion!
Registered: Jan 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 12:45 PM
VEGEMITE
It was made fun of on the old "I Love Lucy" show.
I have had it.
It's not bad.
But then I like some really weird stuff.  IP: Logged |
blue moon
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From: U.K
Registered: Dec 2007
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posted February 20, 2009 02:13 PM
Ignore my rant. That's just me annoyed at people's foolishness and it certainly wasn't yours, what you posted was a different matter altogether. I could identify with what you said, and also, sadly, as for today, I would like to say it's outside of my life experience but it's not. You sound normal, and I don't think you should criticise yourself for being over-emotional. I think you sound very stressed and that's just the time you need to cut yourself some slack. Just like Lexx said, take care of you.
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sunshine_lion
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From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 05:13 PM
thanks guys. for your kindness.
audit over.
life it goes on. whether we rush through type a personalities anally trying to make everything perfect only to give ourselves ulcers and high blood pressure, or whether we sit back crack a beer, light a fattie, sit by a lake and watch the world go by while our hair grows. either way, however we live, it is just life. i always wondered how people can just be relaxed all the time, don't they notice thier dirty car, don't they know there are dishes in the sink, did they actually walk over that pile of shoes in the floor to just sit in the chair. how do they do it? i never could. it doesnt matter any of it really. those things don't even matter really. did you ever notice people who are late all the time are happier people than those waiting for them? and really it doesnt even matter. none of it. ah, to be late and happy. i'm going to go buy a good book, lay up in my bed let the world go by and hopefully get snowed in all weekend. please post some hot guys now. IP: Logged |
sunshine_lion
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From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 05:15 PM
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sunshine_lion
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posted February 20, 2009 05:16 PM
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blue moon
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From: U.K
Registered: Dec 2007
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posted February 20, 2009 05:19 PM
quote:
don't they know there are dishes in the sink, did they actually walk over that pile of shoes in the floor to just sit in the chair. how do they do it? i never could
Er  I saw them.  or  I can't decide.
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sunshine_lion
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From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 05:20 PM
first smile of the day!thanks bm.IP: Logged |
blue moon
Moderator Posts: 5947
From: U.K
Registered: Dec 2007
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posted February 20, 2009 05:22 PM
I do this voluntary work every now and then...the boss showed me the safe and warned me it is in the area by the guys' showers, but sometimes they scrub down before they get in, get the worst of the machine dirt off first. Knock first if you like, he said, but I don't think they will mind if you barge in and have a good look. IP: Logged |
sunshine_lion
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From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 05:23 PM
wish there was a room like that at my work! gotta go. thanks bm.IP: Logged |
meta_4
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posted February 20, 2009 05:35 PM
Sun,My heart goes out to you. Take care, my friend. Having said that... you like such manly men! We should fix this. A dose of girliness is good for the soul!   IP: Logged |
koiflower
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From: Australia
Registered: Jun 2008
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posted February 20, 2009 05:49 PM
bluemoon - I DO appreciate your historical lesso contribution and am looking forward to reading and re-reading them!!!!I will be back with Saphhonic enthusiasm  The last 24 hours have been revealing!!!! I had a meeting at work yesterday. As a result of the other day's insult, the entire system which was due for re-evaluation, will be sorted out by report time!!! I guess it took a silly dude to insult a 5th house Uranus/Pluto native to start up a sudden transformation!!! Believe me, I am good at holding people to their word!!!! (Although, I never actually say "I told you so"). Also, within 48 hours of the insult, his Karma has been filtering back in little snippets  Lesson for all : Always believe in yourself. Then last night I had a terrible case of food poisoning - but I won't go into details because you're probably eating breakfast at the moment. And right now, I have to race out the door and pick up something, so............ I promise I will read the historical item this afternoon!!!!  IP: Logged |
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