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Topic: Double Oh Godzala
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sunshine_lion
Knowflake Posts: 1772
From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 24, 2009 04:13 PM
 
dd (and bm and anyone else interested)- this might make you smile - i was talking to moonlight magic last night, ok, it is mark, and i hadn't been feeling too great, and he has been laid off for awhile, and we were just talking, and i was tellinghim i missed him even though he was right there, wierd feeling, anyway, we were talking and the soulmate thing came up. (you know he is a sag and awesome) anyway, he said, it is kind of like a dog with an invisable fence, when you love each other so much. on that invisablefence when you get like 5 feet close you start to get a shock, it gets stronger and stronger, until you break the barrier of the fence and then gets weaker and weaker. so to grow apart from your soul mate is just hurting yourself like this dog testing this invisable fence and that is what it would be like to leave your soulmate. a soulmate lesson i guess would leave a scar as it would hurt to go all the way through that fence. i am quite sure i didn't say it as nicely as mark, but he also said, he knows the grass is not greener, in fact he knows on the other side of that fence is a thousand miles of dry desert. anyway, i thought it reflected what i also thought about soul mates in a way i could relate to and believe. it is a strong bond. soulmate lessons are not quick, easy and common. growing hurts. no getting around it. anyway. i appreciate you and wish you a happy surprise and joy today, from your imperfect sunshine mooner.IP: Logged |
spunknini
Knowflake Posts: 1175
From: Sydney NSW, Australia
Registered: Mar 2008
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posted February 24, 2009 04:22 PM
Sunshine Lion.
Your beautiful heart is always in the right place, the actual words do not matter. The message is clear & understood.
For you....
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spunknini
Knowflake Posts: 1175
From: Sydney NSW, Australia
Registered: Mar 2008
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posted February 24, 2009 04:24 PM
Time for me to go my loves!Have a blessed day everyone.  IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
Knowflake Posts: 9968
From: Australia
Registered: May 2008
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posted February 24, 2009 04:25 PM
Oh, I love you all.  We really have something special happening between us here.  IP: Logged |
darkdreamer
Knowflake Posts: 5340
From: Germany
Registered: Aug 2006
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posted February 24, 2009 04:45 PM
Spunky
"have when a beautiful soul is in need, it who I am."
That is why you are so awesome.
"As I read your reply the words "PAST LIFE" flashed through my mind very clearly."
Yes, like you had that flash, I had a flash some years ago, a flashback, with sensation and noise and it was not a nice one.
" "This isn't over", maybe you two are not done with each other yet?"
Yes, I feel like this could be the answer.
But you know I really don`t want to hold onto him or his spirit or whatever.
Not that he would be aware of it.
"(Sometime after I left him I experienced a bad anxiety attack & thought I was going to die! My heart was beating so fast I thought it was a heart attack. A few weeks later I spoke to the ex & he told me he had an attack"
Oh wow, that is really a strong thing to experience. I hate anxious attacks, I sometimes have those, too.
But what you told me reminded me of something that happened last year.
I hadnīt been thinking of him at that time, and then suddenly I had the unbelievable strong fear that he might die, that he would be dying at the hands of someone else. It drove me nuts! Well, weeks after that started I read that he had just taken over a role, in which he was being murdered on stage every night.
This is so NOT funny! But hey he`s having Transit Pluto conjunct his Sun (a bit later than I had it) - and it probably was his way to kind a deal with it. "Just be kind to yourself DD. Your journey into this issue has only just begun."
The thing is I really thought it was at an end. I mean it actually started almost 17 years ago. How long can a lesson take to be learned? And why does noone tell me what exactly the lesson is so I can learn it properly? But yes I think this might not be the end of the journey but just another beginning. Almost like a spiral.
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darkdreamer
Knowflake Posts: 5340
From: Germany
Registered: Aug 2006
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posted February 24, 2009 04:46 PM
Sunshine,that was really beautiful and true.  IP: Logged |
sunshine_lion
Knowflake Posts: 1772
From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 24, 2009 04:47 PM
hope everything is good with you pa, never catch the right timing anymore to talk.IP: Logged |
sunshine_lion
Knowflake Posts: 1772
From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted February 24, 2009 04:48 PM
thanks spunky! for the pictures and the kindness! bless us one and all!IP: Logged |
IntelAngel
Knowflake Posts: 6
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Registered: Feb 2009
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posted February 24, 2009 05:54 PM
As Obi-Wan Kenobi said to General Grievous in Star Wars 3, "Hello there".IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
Knowflake Posts: 14701
From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005
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posted February 24, 2009 05:59 PM
The Force is strong in this one.IP: Logged |
IntelAngel
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Registered: Feb 2009
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posted February 24, 2009 06:01 PM
May the Force be with you, AG.IP: Logged |
IntelAngel
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posted February 24, 2009 06:39 PM
This is a picture of my honey.  Software marketing genius, philanthropist, extraordinaire. IP: Logged |
spunknini
Knowflake Posts: 1175
From: Sydney NSW, Australia
Registered: Mar 2008
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posted February 24, 2009 08:45 PM
DDI would like to speak to you privately as we are getting into some very deep & personal issues here. Can I email you? When we coincide at Godzala I will give you my email address & we can take it from there. I have so much that I would like to tell you IP: Logged |
spunknini
Knowflake Posts: 1175
From: Sydney NSW, Australia
Registered: Mar 2008
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posted February 24, 2009 09:06 PM
PeaceAngelGlad to see you pop in. Here's some love to keep going. From 101 love quotes....
A good love is delicious because you can't get enough too soon.
A smile to put you on high... A kiss to set your soul alright...Would it be alright if I spent tonight being loved by you? Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age. All I really need is love, but a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt! Don't forget to love yourself. He has achieved success who has lived well, laughed often, and loved much. I see you in every passing face I'll love you till the cows come home. If love were a movie, you'd be a box office hit! It's a rainy day when you're not around Let love be your greatest aim. Life is the flower for which love is the honey. Love is the delusion that one woman differs from another. Love is the master key which opens the gates of happiness. Love is to think about someone else more times in a day than you think about yourself. Love makes everything lovely. Love makes life so confusing but without love would you want to live? Love teaches even ***** to dance. Love without return is like a question without an answer Love your enemies. It really ****** them off! Love: Two minds without a single thought. Lovers, like bees, lead a honey-sweet life. IP: Logged |
IntelAngel
Knowflake Posts: 6
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Registered: Feb 2009
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posted February 24, 2009 09:06 PM
spunkyI've got both your emails. I can exchange if DD agrees. IP: Logged |
IntelAngel
Knowflake Posts: 6
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Registered: Feb 2009
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posted February 24, 2009 09:07 PM
spunkyI'm in class. I don't have time for this.  IP: Logged |
spunknini
Knowflake Posts: 1175
From: Sydney NSW, Australia
Registered: Mar 2008
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posted February 24, 2009 09:10 PM
Welcome to Gozala, IntelAngel. IP: Logged |
spunknini
Knowflake Posts: 1175
From: Sydney NSW, Australia
Registered: Mar 2008
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posted February 24, 2009 09:15 PM
PA.....is that you being a sneaky monkey?
Oh spanking will be had.
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IntelAngel
Knowflake Posts: 6
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Registered: Feb 2009
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posted February 24, 2009 09:33 PM
Me, a cheaky monkey!  No. Never.IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
Knowflake Posts: 9968
From: Australia
Registered: May 2008
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posted February 25, 2009 02:21 AM
Is there anybody out there?  IP: Logged |
blue moon
Moderator Posts: 5947
From: U.K
Registered: Dec 2007
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posted February 25, 2009 02:22 AM
IntelAngel I sense a woman who likes men with big, fat  pockets Welcome to Godzala! I don't know, I get a funny sense about you, like I've met you before somewhere IP: Logged |
blue moon
Moderator Posts: 5947
From: U.K
Registered: Dec 2007
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posted February 25, 2009 02:24 AM
Mark sounds very wise. I like his green grass and desert analogy. IP: Logged |
blue moon
Moderator Posts: 5947
From: U.K
Registered: Dec 2007
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posted February 25, 2009 02:34 AM
 From today, no chocolate, cake or biscuits until Easter. It will be tough. Mainly when I forget, rather than those moments my resolve waivers. IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel
Knowflake Posts: 9968
From: Australia
Registered: May 2008
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posted February 25, 2009 02:38 AM
I'm picking up certain vibes that IntelAngel will only be available Mondays to Wednesdays. Oh, and later on, Thursdays. IP: Logged |
darkdreamer
Knowflake Posts: 5340
From: Germany
Registered: Aug 2006
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posted February 25, 2009 02:38 AM
IntelAngel,I agree with some others her. You DO seem familiar.
Oh and PA,
of course you may give Spunky my email-addy. I`m at school at the moment, so don`t have the time to do so myself. IP: Logged |
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