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posted February 25, 2009 09:54 AM         

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Yes. I need to stop thinking that he is supercool and I am not. The problem is I can talk a blue streak and he says nothing. Which gives him the appearance of being cool. But he's Cap Rising, and has a whole load of Virgo/Pisces oppositions, which muct be a weird combo for a Pisces. It's all going on inside no doubt.

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posted February 25, 2009 09:54 AM         

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I was very much like that with someone way in the past. With Mr PA I just kind of figured, well, I'm not the possessive type, so he's here because he wants to be - he's free to come and go - and in time, I settled into the security of that. It takes time. Especially when you have that unsettled background and that fear that goes back before romantic attachments, to parental ones.

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posted February 25, 2009 09:56 AM         

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"so he's here because he wants to be - he's free to come and go - and in time, I settled into the security of that. It takes time".

It takes time. Yes. Patience.

God I think how boring I sound sometimes. Hope Z's not reading this, prolly tearing her hair out.

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posted February 25, 2009 09:56 AM         

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Mr PA is like that too. I talk and talk and talk and he says about 2 syllables. It's almost comical. I'm sure he just wants to tell me to shut up. It's because he works night shift and we don't see each other much and so I have a lot of events to catch up and tell him about - what the kids did, etc. And other times we'll just be together and no-one says a word - but it's all good too. I think sometimes I just talk out of feelings of insecurity. And when I shut up - it's like, yeah, it's all good.

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posted February 25, 2009 09:59 AM         

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You don't have to pour your heart out when you talk to him. Just the important stuff. I have a tendency to ramble - having to explain the pre-explanation stuff before getting to the core of it - and later realising, I didn't need to do that. I only felt I needed to do that for my own expression - I needed to say it, the other person didn't need to hear it. Just let him know that you really value him in your life and love him.

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posted February 25, 2009 10:00 AM         

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Zala's all good. Just post a pic of Viggo Mortensen. She'll be too distracted to notice that there was any conversation going on here.

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posted February 25, 2009 10:00 AM         

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PA you comfort me hun. Thank you so much. Mr PA is a lucky man.

I love Godzala. Thank goodness for this place.

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posted February 25, 2009 10:01 AM         

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I hate to do this - but I need to go - it's 2am. Have to get up in a few hours.

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posted February 25, 2009 10:04 AM         

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Oh, no wheels, I just think you're an absolute gem. Wish you would get to see that about you too. Godzala and everyone here is a Godsend. Some people may be offended by some our antics, but when you look at the core of this group - there's an enormous amount of heart and soul here. We really are genuine friends and care about each other.

I'm going to say goodnight to you and send you lots of love and hope that all works out well with Pisces and that you truly discover how much you really deserve enormous amounts of love.

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posted February 25, 2009 10:05 AM         

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*wheels has her life in order and everything is roses, tra la laaaaaaaaaa, so nobody need worry that their good advice was largely ignored...and that she's saying the same **** over and over again...whistle whistle..OOOHH LOOK AT THE LOVELY PICTURE OVER THERE *points*

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posted February 25, 2009 10:06 AM         

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Night night my lovely, I forgot you're upside down on the other sideof the world. Sleep tight sweetheart! xxx

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posted February 25, 2009 10:07 AM         

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ROFL. Sense of humour in-tact. When you lose your sense of humour - that's when you're really ****** .

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posted February 25, 2009 10:10 AM         

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Upside down, inside out, up ways forward and in through the out door kisses to you. ***hawm***

Doesn't quite have the same ring to it. ***MWAH***

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posted February 25, 2009 01:40 PM         

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Best not to let bm ****** know about it.

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Know about what?

Did someone say t!ts? I didn't notice.

He's in a new drama next week, bent coppers in Yorkshire. I will be watching.

Just reading this right now...

http://entertainment.timesonline.co.uk/tol/arts_and_entertainment/tv_and_radi o/article5747110.ece

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posted February 25, 2009 04:37 PM         

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Good morning/afternoon/evening kids.

Thought of the day

Spunky loves you.....long time.

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posted February 25, 2009 04:55 PM         

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Morning, Spunky,

I just waited for you to send me to bed.

So would you please?

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posted February 25, 2009 04:56 PM         

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BTW has PA given you my email addy?

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posted February 25, 2009 05:42 PM         

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I feel very loving today, too.

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posted February 25, 2009 05:45 PM         

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I'm a nervous wreck today!

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posted February 25, 2009 05:48 PM         

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I'm a little nervous about my Improv class tonight. I'm not sure if I'm really feeling it after the stuff I've been going through since the weekend, but I'll go anyway.

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posted February 25, 2009 05:54 PM         

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What happened, AG? Roommate stuff?

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posted February 25, 2009 06:33 PM         

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DD

I haven't checked my other email addy yet. Will do shortly.

Now get your a$$ into bed young lady or there will be spankings for you.

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posted February 25, 2009 06:40 PM         

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AG

You can choose which smiley represents the "loving feeling" you have today.

self love

Humanitarian

Or down 'n' dirty

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posted February 25, 2009 06:42 PM         

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Impatient. Impatient.

***PA ducks for cover***

Okay - so I forget to give you each other's emails.

***PA on knees begging for mercy***

Makes me think of the incident this week where one of my (male) teachers got down under the desk next to me and the first thing that came to mind was, "While you're down there".

Errr, maybe not.

Okay - emails. Yes. I will get onto it.

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posted February 25, 2009 06:43 PM         

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While I'm waiting for Thunderbird to load ***PA yawns*** that self-love offering to AG looks a bit hands-on to me.

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