posted March 25, 2018 09:12 AM            

I also never payed attention to Uranus squaring my Saturn in Capricorn. Now 3 degrees away.

posted March 25, 2018 03:03 PM            

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Originally posted by SecretGeek:
I am very sorry. I hope you feel better. I lost both my parents after Chiron entered Pisces. During the first one, I was overwhelmed with grief. Weird feeling.

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I am feeling good, I spoke to my parents Friday, I started taking 5htp again Thursday which boosted my serotonin levels, I did emotional freedom technique Friday around missing someone, those 3 things was already enough but then I went on a hike yesterday and then that neptune thread got me thinking which also helped. I feel grounded again.

I need to talk to my parents weekly, now that is spring I can hike again, and will keep taking 5htp at least bf going to bed.

posted March 25, 2018 03:16 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I never payed attention but Pluto has been squaring my Sun for a while. Four degrees away now. But an interpretation I read did say it could involve power struggles at work.

I also never payed attention to Uranus squaring my Saturn in Capricorn. Now 3 degrees away.

So I’m basically just trying to finish up the year. I’ve developed very thick skin. Working on transferring to college. Contemplating if I want to job hunt during the spring break. And make sure I still have a good time in between.

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Well I could see how Uranus aspecting Saturn can lead to power struggles with authority for sure. Sounds like Uranus is approaching your saturn right? You probably will end up switching jobs with that transit if you are that unhappy maybe as the transit becomes tighter.

What house is transit pluto on? and what does your sun rule and your sun falls on??

When I met my husband Tr pluto was conjunct my Neptune (5th house ruler) and squaring exact my SUN. Pluto helped me let go of the romanticism that was causing me pain and not allowing me to move on from my ex and I was finally able to open up to someone new (death and rebirth). This whole let go of the past to make room for something new theme.

posted March 25, 2018 03:26 PM            

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Originally posted by SecretGeek:
TY Sincerely. What is 5htp?

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5-HTP is a naturally-occurring chemical in the body and is a building block to serotonin, which is a neurotransmitter that helps moderate the transmission of signals between nerve cells.

Low levels of serotonin are believed to contribute to depression.

Its natural and I don't experience any side effects, its an easy natural way to boost your serotonin levels. I think is helpful if you are experiencing some mild to moderate depressive symptoms or if you are struggling with some mild to moderate mood swings.

When our serotonin levels drop too much we are more prone to focus on the negative.

posted March 27, 2018 02:32 PM            

This explains a lot.

After I learned about Uranus transiting my Midheaven by declination, a quick Google search brought up several results of people who were unexpectedly fired from their jobs when Uranus became conjunct their Midheaven.

The transit I'm experiencing is by declination, but I believe a parallel aspect is supposed to hold the same degree of power as a conjunction. With that said, I can say with 100% confidence that my boss will not fire me from my job. Getting fired from a job would mean I have one and I don't. Since I don't have a job in the first place, it's not possible to fire me. Would I be fired from my job if I did have one? I'm not sure. It's possible.

posted March 27, 2018 10:18 PM            

Well Tr Uranus on your MC also means that Tr Uranus is opposing your IC.

Have there been any major changes that involve moving to another state or just moving to a new home? have your living situations changed at all? or has your family life been disrupted in some way?

posted March 27, 2018 10:38 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
@Lerena

There is also the chance that your time of birth is off to some extent and that Tr Uranus is not conjuncting your MC yet.

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posted March 28, 2018 06:22 PM            

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Originally posted by areesquivel:
I was wondering if someone has experienced Uranus conjunct Natal Jupiter? I'm having the transit exact today and now that I think about it Venus is in the equation too... As they're both conjunct in Aries... Any thoughts?

I know some of those transits take a while to develop but Uranus is ready to leave Aries in May so I'm wondering what to expect.

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posted March 29, 2018 01:09 AM            

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Originally posted by areesquivel:
I was wondering if someone has experienced Uranus conjunct Natal Jupiter? I'm having the transit exact today and now that I think about it Venus is in the equation too... As they're both conjunct in Aries... Any thoughts?

I know some of those transits take a while to develop but Uranus is ready to leave Aries in May so I'm wondering what to expect.

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posted March 29, 2018 03:25 PM            

Neptune's transit puts it near the end of my 6th house and opposite my Asc, Pluto has been contra-parallel my Mars for a while, and Saturn's transit is parallel my IC. Thankfully, Pluto has been trine my Asc and Mercury, so I am able to recover easily with common sense methods on my own.

I have found the most difficult moods to deal with are when there is a combined influence of Neptune and Pluto in challenging transits (squares, oppositions, contra-parallels, etc), especially if Saturn also adds to that.

I am getting to the bottom of the underlying issues with Meg Files's book Writing What You Know -- highly recommended! So I write often about what has simmered up to the surface that still haunts me from the past. Then I write out and verbalize forgiveness of the persons involved -- and myself.

This practice of starting my days walking to the park to meditate, walking home, writing about what worries or angers me, practicing forgiveness -- feels like it is unifying my mind and physical well being in a way that I have not felt for a long time. Springtime helps. But I can see this is something I need to do all year around.

I'm tired of being moody, irritable, and have it smudge up my view of my loved ones. I immediately feel better when I get outdoors. I'm more like myself right away, friendlier, more positive. So I start my day that way with the walking and walking meditation. Everything else gets easier. I do that 4-5 days a week, but it fell off last week when the depression and fatigue hit.

I take the homeopathic remedy Arsenicum album in the OTC 30c potency, but a few days ago had to take the higher 200c potency. That potency worked during the holidays when I visited family and fell into a more extreme exhausted, moody depression. I also supplement it with the remedy Pulsatilla 200c if needed.

Being Plutonian, my moods can get really dark and linger -- usually for no apparent reason. I have a great life with much to be grateful for. However, what I've learned is that if Pluto is making its long trip through your 4th house it stirs up deep family and inherited (cell memory) issues you may have to return to. Letting them go in forgiveness in my view is the minimum to create well being.

Came across these excellent articles recently that helped me bring this into better focus:

4 Steps To Let Go Of Past Fears That Are Cursing You In The Present

Why Forgiveness Will Change Your Life

Happiness and Healing to All,
and enjoy the spring!

... poem time ...

Apple Trees in Spring

White blossoms cover aged apple trees
Sun warmed days have called them forth
Though blanco, they bring color
Because blanco is the color they became
for months within the bud
treasure trove of potentials
within the branch
within the trunk
as flowers all forgotten
as if dead in winter
blotto under canopy of gray
hidden as if lost within the dirt
now blanco, puro
breath of spring against baby's blue sky
the dirt gave birth through this crone
to the pale petaled faces of many children
each a fresco from the One Great Heart.

-- Kannon McAfee March 2018

posted March 30, 2018 12:02 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Got you, the declinations of your angles would change too if your tob is off.

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posted April 18, 2018 07:23 AM            

Transiting Saturn in Cap is at 9 degrees. My natal Neptune (11th house) is at 11 degrees Capricorn. My natal Uranus (also 11th) is at 5 degrees Capricorn.

Transiting Jupiter in Scorpio is at 20 degrees. My natal Pluto is at 15 degrees, and squares my ASC. I suspect it will pass over my Pluto again during retrograde.

Going through lots of changes obviously, and I still anticipate more to come. I've lost a lot of relationships (friends and family) over the past 2-3 years, through estrangement and personal choice. It's obviously been pretty painful. Up until recently, I was basically ignoring how much it was bothering me. Now that I'm working through it, I've been making a lot of changes - some bigger than others. I made a split second decision to cut my long, waist-length hair, and it's changed both how I view myself and how others view me. My friends told me last week that it looked like I had become a new person overnight. I'm re-evaluating my goals, where I want to be tomorrow, a year from now, five years from now, etc. Who I want to surround myself with, what means most important to me. I'm realizing just how much I've short changed myself in terms of self-respect. I'm realizing that those who I really treasure have been telling me the truth all along about myself.

Reminds me of a quote:

“If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together...there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.” - A.A. Milne

And this song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_L4Rixya64

I've shed more tears during these Pluto and Saturn transits than I have in a long, long time. I can't tell if I'm finally seeing the forest for the trees after all this time, or if I'm just coming up for air for a moment. Mostly, I'm trying not to think about too much, and trust my instincts.

posted April 18, 2018 02:00 PM            

I have noticed that 20d Scorpio via transit makes me really really horny. I am trying to figure out why.

My Waldemath Moon or Dark Moon Lilith is in Taurus at 20 and I have Selene in Scorpio at 20d. My moon in pisces at 20d sextiles exact my Dark Moon Lilith.

Dark Moon Lilith

Also known as the Waldemath Moon or Sepharial’s Moon. (h58 on astro.com.) Sighting of this mysterious 2nd Moon goes back as far as 1618. it is supposed to resemble a sphere shaped dust cloud. In 1918, Astrologer Sepharial claimed to have confirmed the existence of Waldemath’s ‘ghost moon’.

ORBIT. It flies through the chart, like a witch on it’s broomstick taking 119 days to travel round the earth spending 10 days in one sign.

KEY WORDS. Vengeance, Sadomasochism, Demons, The Shadow, Rage, Anti-mother, Fairytales, Nightmares, Ghosts, Nymphomania, Gremlins, Psycho, Toxins, Depth psychology, Stalkers, emotional pain, Catharsis, Madness.

The Dark Moon is the hurt, nasty side of Lilith, and very much like Algol the notorious Fixed star. It can be channeled beneficially if used without ego to release negativity through creativity or art therapy. It is the part of the Lilith myth where in exile she turned baby killer out of revenge to god. “Dark Moon relates to highly individualized soul desires that are denied personal satisfaction for higher expression on social/spiritual levels.” ~ Kelley Hunter.

Dark Moon Lilith is like PLUTO/ERIS. The shadow and demons are very much part of Pluto’s underworld, generally he is thought to have raped and abducted Persephone (Eris), but in other versions Persephone goes willingly. Dark Moon then can work two ways like the myth, we either face our Demons and release them safely or we bury them. If they are allowed to fester they become enraged, then we risk them breaking out and psychically “raping” us.

One of the key words is nymphomania so it could be that.

Tr Jupiter is in Scorpio at 20d opposing exact my Dark Moon Lilith.

Also tr Mars is sextile exact my 8th house ruler mercury right now.

Tr Northnode conjuncts my Nessus.

Tr Priapus conjuncts my Isis which septiles my Osiris.

Tr Venus conjunct Osiris conjunct my Dark Moon Lilith.

posted April 20, 2018 03:48 PM            

I feel that my Kaali on my AC sextile Mercury in Virgo Retro square Lilith on my IC with mercury parallel and novile pluto is saying "I am the only one that has control over my mind" or "I am the master, ruler and queen of my mind, don't you dare try to manipulate me, brainwash me or control my mind, you will find the Kaali in me and feel my wrath."

Mars on my mercury would feel too invasive, very stimulating on a positive note but can go from stimulating to too invasive if Mars is not careful and will bring out my Kaali and Kaali is intense believe me, the goddess of destruction.

Asteroid Name: Kaali
Named After: The Hindu Goddess of Time and Empowerment
Asteroid #: 4227 (type it in in the additional asteroid section in Astro.com).

If Pluto is the masculine, physical destruction and transformation, Kaali is the female, emotional/mental destruction, manipulation, and mind control.

Pluto is obvious control, Kaali is psychological influence.

Kaali is one bad bi*ch. http://sharpeastrology.com/2016/01/26/kaali-asteroid-of-empowerment/

My ex lover has Sun square my Kaali on my AC which as I mentioned sextiles my mercury.

I stopped talking to him bc I felt he was trying to control my mind subconsciously. He was giving me advice and I told him I did not want advice and he kept going and going and going, he did not respect that intellectual boundary I clearly set. The Kaali in me came out and cut him off, I stopped talking to him, Kaali is intense.

I remember as a child my sister and I were in my parents room in their bed and I guess she was in the mood to mess with my MIND, I can't remember at all what she said to me, I blacked out bc it triggered me and anger took over my body.

Is like my Kaali on my AC square Lilith on my IC took over me and even though I was just a skinny kid and she was a teenager clearly bigger than me, we are 7 years apart, I got on top of her and overpowered her, she was very surprised.

I wish I could remember what she said.

My sister's Sun trines my Kaali EXACT, her Jupiter opposes my Dark Moon Lilith by 3d, her Venus sextiles my Dark Moon Lilith exact.

Last, Her Nessus conjuncts my Dejanira but widely thankfully by 10d, they don't parallel.

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The part that is more relevant to this thread:

OMG so essentially I have a Tsquare with Kaali on my AC opposite Dark Moon Lilith forming a tsquare with Lilith on the IC. My angles, Lilith and Dark Moon Lilith are all points so I feel them through my Kaali or when activated by Transit.

Tr Jupiter is opposing exact my Dark Moon Lilith activating that tsquare, I feel I am reconnecting with my power and gaining a deeper understanding of this tsquare.

I remember as a child feeling I had a lot of power in me waiting to be untapped, I could feel this power, perhaps when I noticed this there was a transit activating that tsquare.

posted April 22, 2018 10:21 PM            

Every time transit Moon hits that spot it feels really intense and I get very horny.

I have Selene there in Scorpio at 20d39 opposite Dark Moon Lilith.

So My Sun Septiles Selene. Tr Jupiter is hitting that spot.

So my Sun is septile tr Jupiter right now. I feel a lot more in touch with my intuition lately and more spiritual, a strong desire to nourish my spiritual side, connected with the forces of nature type of vibe. I feel the truth in my gut. I also feel more at peace like I am enjoying my own company a lot more and been in solitude alone with my thoughts even more than usual. I also feel that I am not interested in meeting new people unless I feel a strong spiritual connection with them. So other people I have septile aspects with etc..Like I only want to meet people that help me connect more with my spiritual side with their presence, key word *presence as I don't like to feel influenced, it makes me feel like someone is trying to feel good about themselves by putting on the guru hat and acting enlightened. I just feel kind of like in a hermit mood honestly LOL but it feels nice.

"The septiles give us the ability to know what is the right move at any given time. We have an instinct for truth where the two planets are concerned, and have a hard time telling ourselves anything that isn’t absolutely honest. In this way, septiles can be a bit ruthless. Septiles are where we know better, and we can’t turn away. Sometimes, it seems that septiles can manifest as a ‘get out of jail free card’—but this only happens when we are jailed unjustly by other elements.

Septiles between charts behave somewhat like high-powered lamps pointed at the planets. Those two planets will relate in a truthful way, and we won’t be able to hide from one another."

Its funny that I just told my mom this week that the way I explore my spiritual side is through my dreams and that I want to reconnect with that side of me again.

I have sun septile selene and tr jupiter is on my Selene and I just had that conversation with my mom this week.

I met my ex when tr Moon was septile my Sun, that night was magical, felt very fated like all the forces of nature got together to make that encounter happen.

Also this guy I was briefly friends with who is also a virgo with Sun in virgo at 28d the last I spoke to him, a week ago he told me he was feeling better than ever like he hasn't in years. I think is bc of Tr Jupiter septile his Sun hahaha Fascinating.