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Topic: Transits and Mood Log
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Aries Eagle
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posted March 10, 2019 03:44 PM
  
Missing Hypatia, Hope things are going well for you.  IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted March 10, 2019 08:58 PM
Oh mirage, I  you. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted March 10, 2019 09:00 PM
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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Missing Hypatia, Hope things are going well for you.
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Randall
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posted March 14, 2019 10:51 PM
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Stawr
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posted March 18, 2019 01:14 AM
When you know this week is not going to be all fun and games and have to do some serious buckling down. You get your game plan to handle getting though an essay for a 4 credit college class on Monday, exam in other class Thursday, and parent teacher conferences on Friday. Okay challenge excepted.
Well then my 96 year old Grandma has to go to the hospital this week. Having to choose time for my job and college and spending that last year(if even) of my life with my grandma. She will leave the hospital soon, but will be in hospice the rest of her life. I'm sure I'll just squeak by with my deadlines, I can't put the right amount of time into anything right now from my Grandma, job, and college. So I've been experiences all kinds of emotions and humanistic moods.
I just hope people are nice to me and that I don't really have to explain anything or loose my **** .
I've lost my **** on the only two people I've had to interact with today. My mom and boyfriend.
Mom asking me if I can come over for St. Patrick dinner, when she knows I've given up two of my nights to barely be able to do anything on my paper to see my grandma. And yeah I've told her everything I'm expected to do this week she is aware before asking me. She wants to do well in school, so she didn't flip out back.
Then boyfriend who wants this fantasy life of me being the chill girlfriend with everything I'm expected to do. Was like lets watch part two of this documentary. I'm like knock your self out, I've got **** to do. Then asks me why I put off my paper til the last minute.......HELLO I'VE BEEN SEEING MY GRANDMA IN THE HOSPITAL. He was basically like "aw crap, that's right" and then I had a lot to get off my chest to him. And then needed my space from him for a good 45 minutes. Uranus staying in Taurus plus Mercury rx making everything unstable?
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Aries Eagle
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posted March 28, 2019 08:24 AM
Feeling POWERFUL, maybe cuz of the Exalted Sun and Uranus left Aries.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AjKOhV6zjyA ------------------
“When a person really desires something, all the universe conspires to help that person to realize his dream.” -The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
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Stawr
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posted April 27, 2019 11:38 AM
My mental state went to a place it hasn’t gone to since I was a teenager.
Basically I hate my life, I almost cried, I have zero satisfaction, my life will never calm down I’ll will always be expected to perform like a machine all the time. It will always be a mess.
For a moment I could not see this as a temporary phase.
I questioned why, and bingo, I never noticed that I am going through my Saturn square sun transit. I immediately felt better knowing that this is temporary not permanent.
(Well that’s kind of a lie since I have this natally in my chart) Many obstacles, I’ve basically isolated myself socially. I have too many deadlines to enjoy my time with people. Hopefully other transits can balance this out. Plus Pluto is retrograde, I have Pluto retrograde natally. I think I feel more relaxed when it’s rx. IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted April 27, 2019 01:13 PM
{{{{Stawr }}}}
Not just Pluto, but Saturn and Jupiter are in retrograde.
A lot of "betrayals" going on right now, too.You've also sustained a great loss and have grief to process with your Grandmother. Please, Take Gentle Care of yourself.
*Thinking of you*
 Stay Safe. ADD-- I happen to know that you and I have reciprocal ASC/DESC degrees. So eerie. I've had the flu for the past week. MANY images have come flooding back from 'abuses' I had sustained AT that tender and critical juncture point for one's life. I remember well-- some of Alex Trenowith's lectures, when she describes adolescent years, and the Make-Or-Break moments DURING that time, that can either make a teen "bullet-proof", or, ruin their lives right there, from that point. They just don't make it in life. But that doesn't mean to STOP TRYING, Stawr.
Second-chances CAN happen.
I pray for a HUGE Pluto-size Healing Turn-Around for your life... IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted April 27, 2019 02:41 PM
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Originally posted by Stawr:
Many obstacles, I’ve basically isolated myself socially.
Mine has been bad, too, but that isn't unusual anymore. I feel like my agoraphobia has come back, too. I'll be out, and I just want to come home.
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Stawr
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posted April 27, 2019 02:55 PM
I’m trying to log into my online college and it keeps telling me invalid password every time I log in. I’ve reset my password so many times. They make the payment due on Saturday when no one is there working to help.I’m also trying to focus on my last class of winter semester while this one is beginning IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted April 27, 2019 03:16 PM
Stawr.. Do they have a number for campus security? Do they HAVE a physical location, or is only online?By calling the 'security' you might explain the situation. They might have a direct-phone to someone who is there, but not on the phones today? What I'm saying is, try calling other department numbers, and explain. They might have a live-person to connect you to. Teasel.. I remember having experienced that for around 2 or 3 months, multi-decades ago. That is a harsh feeling. Suffering not to be ignored. I used to set up in my head, a plan for exactly where to park, I would visualize the exact aisle I needed to go to (groceries), and would only limit myself to obtaining a small number of items, and retracing the same steps to leave. Congratulate yourself that you DO go out, on those little jaunts, and that you came home. Where's Capricorn in your chart?
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Stawr
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posted April 27, 2019 05:03 PM
Thank you that is worth a try!As I am going through this I am trying to type my paper for my last day of Winter semester on Monday.
I stop at the store for a redbull. My stelulum Virgo boyfriend does not approve of this. Who cares that I am trying to push through against a bunch of odds. I should just drink green tea and be zen or something. "When are you going to stop drinking those redbulls!?" I packed up all my **** and am working on my paper at parents now.
And they are watching their grand kids.(my niece and nephew)
It's like thing 1 and thing 2 were unleashed in this house. I guess this beats my boyfriend antagonizing my beverage choices, to cope with this distopian life and deadlines.
I might even stay the night over here to get my point across. Saturn only stays in a degree for two months right. So I only have about 2 more years of feeling this transit.  IP: Logged |
Kannon McAfee
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posted April 27, 2019 05:18 PM
Neptune's transit opposite my Asc has been a moody adventure at times recently since it has been nearest exact. Getting things smoothed out, but one day can seem terrible, the next day equally wonderful. It can even vary nearly that much within one day. Obviously, I still have some things to learn to keep in balance. ------------------
"Drift like a cloud and flow like water, seeing that all life is a magnificent illusion, a playing of energy, and there is absolutely nothing fundamentally to be afraid of." -- Alan Watts Soul Stars Astrology by The Declinations Guy
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Stawr
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posted April 27, 2019 05:33 PM
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Originally posted by Kannon McAfee:
Neptune's transit opposite my Asc has been a moody adventure at times recently since it has been nearest exact. Getting things smoothed out, but one day can seem terrible, the next day equally wonderful. It can even vary nearly that much within one day. Obviously, I still have some things to learn to keep in balance.
Definitely sounds like Neptune. Nightmares where dreams come true! IP: Logged |
areesquivel
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Registered: Feb 2016
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posted April 29, 2019 09:14 PM
Dealing with Pluto opposite Sun for all this year and I'm struggling with my relationship, job, finances, family issues, everything looks like its crashing and I'm so desperate. IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
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posted April 29, 2019 10:58 PM
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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Missing Hypatia, Hope things are going well for you.
Thank you! I actually accidentally come into Lindaland and then noticed my thread was high up and I was like "Okay, maybe that is a sign I should say Hi." I have been meaning to stop by and participate again but keep thinking to do it and then don't. My life has been insanely busy this year. Thank you for shouting out to me, hugs.
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hypatia238
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From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
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posted May 03, 2019 01:14 PM
Transit ATROPOS conjunct My moon in Pisces which rules my 8th:I am noticing letting go of a lot attachments that are unhealthy or that I have outgrown. Tr Neptune conjunct my natal Moon in Pisces: I am noticing growing a lot spiritually, I feel a lot more connected to my wise mind and my instincts and I am learning to honor what my gut tells me and let go of things in my life that unpurify my soul. I feel closer to God. Tr Pluto conjunct 2nd house: There is a lot less of a focus on romantic love or desire and more of a focus on self-love and realizing my value and eliminating anything that feels does not honor my value. Tr Uranus in the 5th conjunct Juno: My partner and I started a business in December and is doing decent, focus is on the new business and eliminating debt with that income (tr pluto conjunct 2nd house, tr saturn and southnode approaching 2nd house). My 2nd house is empty so I think Pluto conjunct the 2nd house is having a powerful impact on me along with all the other transits mentioned. It is strengthening my self worth and allowing me to set strong boundaries when needed when in the past I would be too understanding and make excuses for people. I now have little patience for unhealthy dynamics and set clear boundaries if they occur bc I am not here to invest my time and energy to playing games that devalue me in any way, go play that game with someone else. I have realized that even though I enjoy certain aspects of a DOM and SUB dynamic in a sexual relationship on occasion, its not a lifestyle that interests me, it feels its about control and avoiding intimacy and I would not be okay with that been the norm in my dynamics in ANY relationship although can enjoy it for fun on occasion.
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Stawr
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posted May 05, 2019 12:29 PM
Oh my gosh that new moon or whatever was something fierce yesterday.
I was cranky all day. Passive aggressive. Had heart to heart talk with boyfriend. He wants me to not be passive aggressive.
I want him be there for me more mentally physically emotionally. He realized how much he missed me since I didn’t stay the night to dog sit.
I did laundry over there on Saturday. He was very happy to see me. That alone made me decide to stay the night. I wasn’t planning on it. The new moon(?) has me reevaluating how I deal with people that get on my ****ing nerves. I feel like I can’t be nice to people to set boundaries. It’s hard to have a high vibration when you are spread so thin and people want to ask for more out of you. The new moon is in my 12th house. I’ve really had to isolate myself to do everything that is expected of me. But for my Scorpio moon this is about relationships. Bf
And my assistant who sometimes acts like she gets to do whatever the hell she wants. IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode
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posted May 05, 2019 01:02 PM
I was feeling irritable and cranky yesterday too! But maybe it has more to do with Tr Mars in Gemini on my DC. I had to go to a youth suicide awareness walk to support a lady I work with who lost her daughter to suicide. I enjoyed the walk a lot and was looking forward to the walk itself but was in ZERO mood to socialize and felt very irritated about having to meet up and be social. I am glad I went in the end bc I have a been a great source of support to her and am glad I could be there for her again (even her husband took the time to talk to me for a while and thank me for all the support I have provided to her) but like I said I was NOT in the mood the socialize and felt super irritated on my way there and once it was over I WAS SUPER SUPER DRAINED not because of the walk, I enjoyed the walk a lot, I feel bc I had to socialize when I was not the in the mood. I know mars on the DC or the 7th or ruling the 7th is often not a big fan of people or socializing, they are irritated by others more easily and I can say I witnessed that with this transit. I could see how Mars on the DC enjoys been a loner, my husband has this natally and its mind blowing how little he needs a support system. He is happy with just having me in his life and debating with strangers online. IP: Logged |
Stawr
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posted May 06, 2019 07:27 PM
That’s interesting about mars on DC making people anti social. I’m almost ready to have my social life back. School is almost over! IP: Logged |
hypatia238
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posted May 06, 2019 07:37 PM
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Originally posted by Stawr:
That’s interesting about mars on DC making people anti social. I’m almost ready to have my social life back. School is almost over!
I know, well I think that it is because Mars rules the AC/first house so when you put it on the DC it feels out of place haha  IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted May 11, 2019 01:38 PM
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Stawr
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posted May 17, 2019 08:00 PM
With this moon in Scorpio in my 6th house coming. I am so whooped. One more big push and the school year is over. My students are great, and them moving on soon is bittersweet. I couldn't ask for a better group of kids. However it will be nice to have a break and get back to my own life. I've had to tone down my own social life. Ignore calls from friends. I had to start skipping family holidays. My niece was born today and I seriously cannot see her until my work is done. My apartment is beyond messy. I can barely find anything in it right now. It will be strange to actually clean it and pick up the pieces of the rest of my life soon. IP: Logged |
Aries Eagle
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posted May 19, 2019 02:36 AM
One of the luckiest days in years >> check the moon its Sag.  ------------------
“When a person really desires something, all the universe conspires to help that person to realize his dream.” -The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
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hypatia238
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posted May 19, 2019 02:56 AM
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One of the luckiest days in years >> check the moon its Sag.
Hey you! There was a full moon just yesterday Saturday in scorpio at 27 degrees! I was on my way to go hiking when it took place but it was day light in the afternoon. By the time I finished my hike it was dark (I hiked for 5 hours) and I saw the full moon. May today be a lucky day! The moon is conjunct my chart ruler Jupiter IP: Logged |
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