Author
|
Topic: Transits and Mood Log
|
teasel Knowflake Posts: 26093 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
|
posted June 30, 2019 01:44 PM
Thank you mirage. It's just that I think he's unstable, and I don't feel that way about him anymore. I have certain feelings from the past, but I am different. He wasn't good for me at the time, because he wouldn't admit to feelings. He was acting like I was crazy, and then went on to have a relationship with someone else. Then told me that she saved him (at the same time as telling me I couldn't expect anyone to do that for me). I wrote once when I was ****** and upset in May, thinking he wouldn't see it. Some part of me wants to make peace with him, with this, but it won't fix anything from the past, and I don't want him now. Not like that. This is all messed up, why can't this happen when I want it to, with someone I want? I wanted him ten years ago, and it ended up being a good thing that nothing happened, but I couldn't let go of how he ****** me up mentally. I don't think our connection was healthy, after a while. I don't know what to do. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 26093 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
|
posted June 30, 2019 01:46 PM
I emailed him and said that my head wasn't there, but that I did want to somehow make peace with him. He hasn't written since.I hate eclipses, and I hate that my life is never going to be normal. He wouldn't admit to this **** ten years ago, and I don't want someone who is unstable. I want healthy. I want to BE healthy. IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 15191 From: us Registered: May 2012
|
posted June 30, 2019 01:50 PM
I see!! .. Look at this as perhaps a good omen! Something good is up with the Universe concerning you? Aww. Wishing that what you Hope for Comes to you. A stable, healthy person in your life would be a blessing and support. What houses are involved in these eclipses for you? 10 Cancer (new moon solar) 24 Capricorn/Cancer for full moon. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 26093 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
|
posted June 30, 2019 02:18 PM
quote: Originally posted by mirage29: I see!! .. Look at this as perhaps a good omen! Something good is up with the Universe concerning you? Aww. Wishing that what you Hope for Comes to you. A stable, healthy person in your life would be a blessing and support. What houses are involved in these eclipses for you? 10 Cancer (new moon solar) 24 Capricorn/Cancer for full moon.
Thank you. I do think it's good that I know what I want, and what I need. It isn't what I did my best to leave behind. The bad thinking would be that this is all I deserve, because I'm scuffed, too, you know? I do hope this can lead to some kind of healing around this, at some point. My Gem moon thought it was clarifying something, and instead, it's just muddy. I think Neptune might be all over his Venus (17 Pisces, I think it was). This eclipse is conjunct my Saturn, and it squares my Jupiter, and both of our Plutos. My 3rd/9th houses (Cappy-Cancer), and I can't remember for him. It's either his 11th or 12th. His ascendant was 18 Leo. Now I'm afraid for the eclipse following this one, which is square my Mercury/Ceres/Chiron/Sun. Gemini Moon will never try to clarify anything again, when I'm feeling all soft and emotional. FML. And my Moon square Mars in Pisces. This Sun/Moon eclipse is trine his Jupiter at around 9 Pisces, and his Venus is around 17 Pisces. That should be good for him, right?
IP: Logged |
Aries Eagle Moderator Posts: 2315 From: 🔥Sol Invictus🔺 Registered: Jan 2013
|
posted June 30, 2019 07:40 PM
I'm starting to love Chiron, transit chiron conjunct sun is ongoing and healing what Uranus did quote: Sun Conjunct Chiron The Wounded Healer, The Shaman, The Alchemist In astrology, Chiron stands for our deepest wound, for holistic healing (which only happens when we integrate the wound) and for our greatest gifts and talents (which become gifts ONLY when the initial wounds are purged and transformed into something greater).In fact, there are three archetypes associated with Chiron: The Wounded Healer, the Shaman and the Alchemist. http://astrobutterfly.com/2019/03/22/sun-conjunct-chiron-the-healing-crisis/
Chiron is going to be a good teacher won't you IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 26093 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
|
posted June 30, 2019 08:43 PM
quote: Originally posted by Aries Eagle: I'm starting to love Chiron, transit chiron conjunct sun is ongoing and healing what Uranus did Chiron is going to be a good teacher won't you
If only. I have it natally, it's probably my tightest aspect/conjunction. It's a perpetual wound, that occasionally catches some healing.
IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 15191 From: us Registered: May 2012
|
posted July 02, 2019 11:22 AM
Teasel .. I'm stopping by before I take off for the bus today.I hurt for you, and the things you've gone through and have had to deal with in your life so far. Sometimes when we have had 'sooo many things' happen, we can close in on ourselves. Judge self soo harshly, and even strike-out at others just out of our own 'pain'. I REALLY hope for a fresh break of energy for your life. That there's an infusion that comes and helps you with previous wounds that still smart and hurt inside you. Letting people INTO your life, into those places when they are Caring about you, can make a difference? I understand about gnarly Chiron transits-- ~oy, dealing with some of those in my own chart, for some longterm. Natally, I have the trine. Chiron in the 2nd house. *tears* I UNDERSTAND "losses", and the pain involved. It's one of the ways I feel 'other's' losses too, and the frustrations I feel FOR them. Things happen in our lives that can leave us quite broken. And hopefully, after the debris is cleared, we have 'extra room' in us-- FOR understanding. For coming alongside of others, and helping *them* to move-on if we can help by just being a Human Presence. Don't have time to address the other things you've said. Just popping in, before I gotta leave. Aries Eagle.. What a cartoon picture! Yes, Chiron is half human, half animal. I love the references too, that it is a form of Christ-- half human, half divine. Somewhere in the myth, he has to do with the adoptions and inclusions of things that are orphaned and rejected?
But. haha. I can't remember how I came up with that-- what I was reading. I need to further develop that thought. I think it had to do with Mt. Pelion, and the Centaurs there who's purpose was to help humanity heal its wounds. OH!! gotta run. Gonna be late!! Bye. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 26093 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
|
posted July 02, 2019 03:58 PM
So far, so good, although I've been too much of a chicken to read the one email that he sent. I'm all about being inclusive and helping people, but I need to take care of myself, too. He knows that I don't hate him anymore (at least right now - my own feelings can bounce). IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15779 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
|
posted July 13, 2019 12:55 PM
So I got my physical done plus an STDs check up and papsmear this July 3 and all the tests came back earlier this week normal, breast exam also good. I was told I don't have to do a papsmear for another 5 years so everything is good health wise. I experienced ovulation bleeding for two months back in late 2017 and then it stopped and then again now in 2019 for the month of May and June. Its nice to rule out any health issues and confirm this happens to me when I reach a certain level of stress in my life. Heads up Transit Jupiter appears to be going direct next month August 12th! IP: Logged |
Aries Eagle Moderator Posts: 2315 From: 🔥Sol Invictus🔺 Registered: Jan 2013
|
posted July 13, 2019 05:35 PM
quote: Originally posted by mirage29:
Aries Eagle.. What a cartoon picture! Yes, Chiron is half human, half animal. I love the references too, that it is a form of Christ-- half human, half divine. Somewhere in the myth, he has to do with the adoptions and inclusions of things that are orphaned and rejected?
But. haha. I can't remember how I came up with that-- what I was reading. I need to further develop that thought. I think it had to do with Mt. Pelion, and the Centaurs there who's purpose was to help humanity heal its wounds. OH!! gotta run. Gonna be late!! Bye.
This is Disney's Chiron Hercules - One Last Hope IP: Logged |
Aries Eagle Moderator Posts: 2315 From: 🔥Sol Invictus🔺 Registered: Jan 2013
|
posted July 21, 2019 03:06 PM
Jupiter in Sagittarius Trine Sun exact at 15. Mood log: extremely lucky------------------ When a person really desires something, all the universe conspires to help that person to realize his dream. -The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho Ares IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15779 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
|
posted July 22, 2019 12:13 PM
Transit Moon in Aries in my 4th house:Mood: I want to punch a specific person in the face, drag her around the floor by pulling her hair, then hand cuff her to a chair and gut her. Other than that I tend to get nostalgic when the moon falls in my 4th and prone to thinking of the past. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 26093 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
|
posted July 22, 2019 01:02 PM
And I am feeling okay, now that I've had some sleep, but I'm worried about someone. I can't do anything to help them, except be there if they need someone to talk to. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 26093 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
|
posted July 22, 2019 01:05 PM
quote: Originally posted by hypatia238: Transit Moon in Aries in my 4th house:Mood: I want to punch a specific person in the face, drag her around the floor by pulling her hair, then hand cuff her to a chair and gut her.
I've had half of this happen to me, six years ago. I wouldn't have minded the gutting at the time. I was also kicked behind my knee, so that I couldn't walk for five days, and almost had my head smashed into a wall. I, the actual Aries, am not keen on violence. The one who was, was a Capricorn. IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees Knowflake Posts: 10515 From: South Africa Registered: Dec 2012
|
posted July 22, 2019 01:26 PM
Moon is still in Pisces on this end.It started on Friday.On Saturday it squared my Uranus( my home was being renovated on Sat). Then on Sunday it squared the North node and trine Moon. Very emotional day. Today it is doing its last degree walk in Pisces 25 Degrees and squaring my Jupiter/Sun/Neptune conjunction. There is no event.I just feel like crawling inside my bed and dreaming of a land far away. I feel so sensitive and prickly. Like I want to leave planet earth. IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15779 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
|
posted July 22, 2019 02:15 PM
quote: Originally posted by teasel: I've had half of this happen to me, six years ago. I wouldn't have minded the gutting at the time. I was also kicked behind my knee, so that I couldn't walk for five days, and almost had my head smashed into a wall.I, the actual Aries, am not keen on violence. The one who was, was a Capricorn.
ohhh wow sorry to hear Teasel! Truly sorry! This person is been awful to my best friend and I am very protective of those I love and don't like people to be difficult/threatening or provocative needlessly when I am chill/helpful and loving to others and leave everyone alone. She is like a witch with a rotten heart. I am a complete pacifist and hate violence but will not let you walk all over me or someone I love, I will defend myself and those I care for. I Just needed to vent my anger towards her. A lot of people who have Aries placements do feel comfortable with expressing anger but not all aries ofcourse, like having moon conjunct venus or sun conjunct venus or moon in libra can alter this drastically and make the aries person more Libra like than Aries like. IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15779 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
|
posted July 22, 2019 02:39 PM
quote: Originally posted by Aries23Degrees: Moon is still in Pisces on this end.It started on Friday.On Saturday it squared my Uranus( my home was being renovated on Sat). Then on Sunday it squared the North node and trine Moon. Very emotional day. Today it is doing its last degree walk in Pisces 25 Degrees and squaring my Jupiter/Sun/Neptune conjunction. There is no event.I just feel like crawling inside my bed and dreaming of a land far away. I feel so sensitive and prickly. Like I want to leave planet earth.
Welcome to Pisces land! Lets float away in a cloud together into another dimension hahaha IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 26093 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
|
posted July 22, 2019 02:53 PM
I was feeling fine earlier, but I'm feeling dizzy now. I don't know if I need a nap, or if it's for another reason. IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15779 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
|
posted July 22, 2019 03:01 PM
quote: Originally posted by teasel: I was feeling fine earlier, but I'm feeling dizzy now. I don't know if I need a nap, or if it's for another reason.
Well hope you feel better. I had food poisoning this Thursday and Friday and then by Saturday finally felt better. IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 15191 From: us Registered: May 2012
|
posted July 22, 2019 04:17 PM
quote: Originally posted by Aries Eagle: This is Disney's Chiron www.youtu.be/OtTmR_v6pz4 Hercules - One Last Hope
That's was Perfect, Aries Eagle!!!! hahaha Laughing sooo hard!!
IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees Knowflake Posts: 10515 From: South Africa Registered: Dec 2012
|
posted July 22, 2019 04:25 PM
quote: Originally posted by hypatia238: Welcome to Pisces land! Lets float away in a cloud together into another dimension hahaha
It is pretty familiar for this Neptune/Sun.Trust me IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15779 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
|
posted July 22, 2019 04:31 PM
quote: Originally posted by Aries23Degrees: It is pretty familiar for this Neptune/Sun.Trust me
hahahahahahaha IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 15191 From: us Registered: May 2012
|
posted July 22, 2019 04:36 PM
And on the other hand....Wow Teasel It's indeed frightening to be the target {and victim} of violence. Thanks for expressing yourself. {And thanks Hypatia, for clarifying by giving the backstory to some of your recent posts and threads.} Hope you {and other hot-weather impacted LL'ers} have been taking it easy these few days? Dizziness can be a symptom of heat-related stress?
Hope you are hydrating self {water, electrolyte-replenishing drinks}, and that your air-conditioners are working well in extreme heat (humidity) weather? - http://www.msn.com/en-us/weather/topstories/dangerous-heat-wa ve-to-scorch-central-eastern-us-this-week/ar-AAEpHd0
IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15779 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
|
posted July 22, 2019 06:21 PM
My venting today is not really a back story to other threads....I don't think it would clear anything up. I am just venting about someone and how she is dealing with a situation and treating someone I love whom I am extremely protective of.IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 180364 From: I hold a Juris Doctorate (J.D.) and a Legum Magister (LL.M.)! Registered: Apr 2009
|
posted July 25, 2019 10:31 PM
Bump!IP: Logged |