posted August 16, 2019 09:12 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I'm ahead of some of the other teachers with classroom set up and my boss still feels the need to micromanage me. It's driving me crazy.

Pluto is squaring my Aries Sun. 1 degree away backing off my sun. I use to wonder what this transit would be like. I've accomplished a lot. But lots of angst from it too.

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posted August 17, 2019 03:05 AM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I'm ahead of some of the other teachers with classroom set up and my boss still feels the need to micromanage me. It's driving me crazy.

Pluto is squaring my Aries Sun. 1 degree away backing off my sun. I use to wonder what this transit would be like. I've accomplished a lot. But lots of angst from it too.

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Interesting how Pluto is on my Aries Asc 20 right now and I am not experiencing any of that. I am infact at a point in my life where I am actually quite chilled really.

It could be that transits impact each person differently?

@teasel.

posted August 17, 2019 03:23 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Interesting how Pluto is on my Aries Asc 20 right now and I am not experiencing any of that. I am infact at a point in my life where I am actually quite chilled really.

It could be that transits impact each person differently?

@teasel.

Since your Sun position is the same,is this familiar to you?

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I have had a more relaxed Summer, but I think it's because I've been in touch with four different people from my past, who were important to me. I've barely had a summer or a social life, especially since it was too hot to be out, and I'm isolated a lot (not by choice, half the time), so my mood is tanking a bit now.

We haven't had any big scares, though, for the most part. Dad was almost hurt in someone else's accident, a few weeks ago, which freaked me out, and he also almost fell asleep at the wheel, so that isn't helping my anxiety now. It's a lot calmer than it was for years, though. Pluto is between my Mercury, and my Ceres/Chiron/Sun - my Sun is around 23-24 Aries, so it's going to move back and forth for a while, and Saturn will join him. I'm not looking forward to that. My anxiety was up on Sunday and Monday, way up, and that might have contributed to the fever on Monday.

posted August 17, 2019 04:27 AM            

I have a natal T-square "build up" with the Saturn/Pluto transit. The last time I had that was when Uranus/Pluto was there.And that was an irritating period because that was when I experienced the anxiety you speak of and it was at its peak. Specifically with Uranus on Mercury. It started the "ripple" effect.

Interestingly on the other hand, it was when Pluto was conj Mercury Cap 16 that I did feel the whole being "micro-managed" thing that Stawr mentioned.I couldn't stand it at all when Uranus went retro on the Mercury point.

posted August 17, 2019 08:06 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
@ teasel.

I have a natal T-square "build up" with the Saturn/Pluto transit. The last time I had that was when Uranus/Pluto was there.And that was an irritating period because that was when I experienced the anxiety you speak of and it was at its peak. Specifically with Uranus on Mercury. It started the "ripple" effect.

Interestingly on the other hand, it was when Pluto was conj Mercury Cap 16 that I did feel the whole being "micro-managed" thing that Stawr mentioned.I couldn't stand it at all when Uranus went retro on the Mercury point.

Which planet do you think sparks the most discernible results for you?For me its Mercury 16 Cap for sure.

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Uranus-Pluto hit me hard, too, for years. I remember Neptune conjunct my Mars, and square my Moon/Venus/Nodes, trine Uranus/ascendant, seemed to help with others, for a while, but after that, I had more trouble with how I was seen, what was expected from me, etc. It's too much to go into right now, but I ranted all over this forum. I still deal with that kind of thing, but not as much.

posted August 17, 2019 09:47 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Tommorow all personal planets including Jup will be in fire.. will we see heat waves across the globe???

We also need to be careful with all that fire, actions and emotions.

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posted August 19, 2019 11:50 PM            

Anyway, I've been sipping at powerade over the past week, and the past two days especially. Also drinking ice water, when I crave it. Made more turmeric soup. I'm determined to use all of the fresh stuff that I bought tonight, I HAVE to. I can't keep letting stuff go to waste, so I need to get the rest of it in the fridge, or separated and frozen.

Mars sextile Saturn.
Mars in Virgo, in my 10th house.
Moon square Saturn.
Moon in the 6th house.

posted August 20, 2019 03:19 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I was thinking again of the Taurus I mentioned here. I'm really surprised that he is so religious, even though I know his chart (he has Venus-Jupiter in Pisces, square Neptune, and both planets have been crossed by Neptune - it's currently on his Venus). I stopped paying attention to most things astrology, but that's something that stood out to me. He used to be an atheist, and I didn't always understand him when it came to his attitude (about people, and life), but then he could be so thoughtful, and interesting the rest of the time.

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Most people affected by Sag tend to have some issue with religion: either for it or against it. Your friend has self righteous Jupiter in aspect to "bordeless" Neptune squaring "I like it" Venus.

There is a falling inlove with ideals or philosophy of some kind that is emphasized here-up to a point where the native may even want close relationships(more especially romantic mate) to share the same leanings.

In as much as you find 9th house people who are bible thumping. There are others who are not. But both have an OPINION and have something to say-whether you agree with them or not.

I have a Taurus Sun /Moon in Sag I know who is on some self-condemnation tip I fail to understand. On one hand embracing whom he is(gay). On the other damning himself to hell.

Personally I really don't enjoy Moon in Sag folks. Never met one that impressed me. All I have met are preachy and worse yet, they lack critical thinking skills.

posted August 20, 2019 03:57 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Most people affected by Sag tend to have some issue with religion: either for it or against it. Your friend has self righteous Jupiter in aspect to "bordeless" Neptune squaring "I like it" Venus.

There is a falling inlove with ideals or philosophy of some kind that is emphasized here-up to a point where the native may even want close relationships(more especially romantic mate) to share the same leanings.

In as much as you find 9th house people who are bible thumping. There are others who are not. But both have an OPINION and have something to say-whether you agree with them or not.

I have a Taurus Sun /Moon in Sag I know who is on some self-condemnation tip I fail to understand. On one hand embracing whom he is(gay). On the other damning himself to hell.

Personally I really don't enjoy Moon in Sag folks. Never met one that impressed me. All I have met are preachy and worse yet, they lack critical thinking skills.

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I'm just wondering what drove him to it, within the past eight years. He told me that relationships could be frustrating, said something about being alone, even when he was in a relationship, so I wonder if it was the ex from eight years ago. He said something about how frustration could lead to some seeking comfort in the divine, basically. We both have NN in Sadge, and Neptune. I have Jupiter trine, not square, and I panic when people come at me with bible quotes. I feel cornered, and want to run. It's just such an about-face for him, I feel bad that he ever felt that alone.

My sister was religious, when we were teenagers. She backed off from it eventually, although she thought about converting to Catholicism, for her husband (who broke some of the rules himself, so I don't know why she would bother - and don't know if she ever did). A few years ago, she told me that she didn't really believe anymore, either.

posted August 20, 2019 11:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Most people affected by Sag tend to have some issue with religion: either for it or against it. Your friend has self righteous Jupiter in aspect to "borderless" Neptune squaring "I like it" Venus.

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This is so true about Saggies! and Love how you broke down his aspects lol, a very playful creative way to put it!

So it sounds like your mercury in Cappy trines my mercury in Virgo at 17 degrees!

posted August 21, 2019 12:13 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:

Thank you for talking with me. I didn't mean to hijack the thread.

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posted August 21, 2019 02:23 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
This is so true about Saggies! and Love how you broke down his aspects lol, a very playful creative way to put it!

So it sounds like your mercury in Cappy trines my mercury in Virgo at 17 degrees!

It sounds like we both have a tsquare involving our mercuries too, right? Well my tsquare may be debatable though...

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I am very familiar with Sag energy. My Sun,Nep, Jup, SN,Uranus are conjunct and all in Sag and in the 9th house.

When younger, I used to be such a bible thumper.All that went away in my early 20's and I can't say why I was even a thumper in the 1st place? Perhaps environmental influence?

My Gran was Pisces Sun/Moon conjunct. My Mom has Moon-Neptune and they were instrumental in my growing up years. My gran was very much into church. My Mom in her latter years is hectically into it too.

My sister has Saturn in Sag(common placement for people with religious issues) as well as Uranus in Sag(twhich too is a placement that shares the scepticism with Saturn)

Yes...Mercury in Cap at 17 too. Well I technically just round up the other parts of the degree placements for simplicity.

posted August 24, 2019 01:04 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Interesting how Pluto is on my Aries Asc 20 right now and I am not experiencing any of that. I am infact at a point in my life where I am actually quite chilled really.

It could be that transits impact each person differently?

@teasel.

Since your Sun position is the same,is this familiar to you?

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posted August 24, 2019 04:00 AM            

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I practiced tracking the lunar transits around my natal chart for a while. I have schizoaffective disorder, and I discovered very concretely that I had mood disorder difficulties during the first waxing square of the moon from my natal lunar placement. It was very reliable. I knew that for that one week, my symptoms would flare up and then subside for the remainder of the month.

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Wow...this is very pragmatic of you. So is the waxing square the trigger or are your feelings heightened during that phase?

I always believe that we don't respond to the environment.Its the environment that responds to us.

If someone angrily says to me "You are so f*** stupid!" etc. my feeling response will be based on my state of mind.

So if I am a feeling sensitive from an initial standpoint (internal reference point), I will respond with anger and/or defensiveness.

posted August 24, 2019 05:56 AM            

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That’s right and you are a teacher too? In my second year of teaching, so I’m like “really, you are still going to do this.” It’s like helicopter parenting but with bossing. So is so afraid of me failing. That she wants to do everything for me. It’s annoying, insulting, and sometimes counterproductive.
I saw a helicopter in the sky and said “is that my boss?”
Im sick of biting my tongue when she messes up my classroom. I hate it, I feel like being polite gets me nowhere. I even try to speak up and assert myself but she already made up her mind that “she is helping me” I feel like I have to get b1tchy. Every other quality about boss is great. Buys stuff for my room, only makes after care til 4pm, etc. But we are really starting off on the wrong foot. And it’s making it harder for me to be excited about the school year.
She worries so much about what I am doing she won’t pay attention to what any of the other teachers are doing! The other teachers want her help and she will blow them off!
I learned this year to try to come in when she is on vacation. I did that today, and for the first time I could finally go through everything in my cabinet and organize it. She tried to micromanage this on Thursday I think, and I told her I had to leave to end it. If it’s not cool to micromanage the other teachers, why would I be cool with it? I think it’s a good thing I don’t want to be micromanaged because, I know other teachers would not have this either.
But her way of going about me “having a good experience” is pushing me away, and making me want nothing to do with her. Most of the time she will be too busy, but the times she not, I feel like I will be obligated to address the elephant in the room. Not looking forward to that.

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What you speak of here does sound familiar. This especially when Uranus was in aspect to my natal T-square. I felt like exploding when management got too imposing.

I think what would be best is calling a meeting with the boss and address the claustrophobic state that she is putting you under. This before exploding.

I left corporate because of the stress of having to deal with the chain of command. It was very inhibiting for me to have to follow instructions from others and not think for myself.

What was worse was having to deal with the backlash if I "dared" to question. And within me was already that feeling of instability nurtured by feelings of being hemmed in, so I would explode at them reprimanding the initiatives I took.

I wonder if Mars/Uranus or Pluto makes aspects to personal planets in your natal chart? These guys can make the native naturally touchy about being restricted in any way or form This especially when on Sun/Moon or Asc.

If another "imposes" on their freedom, the results can be explosive. Its like leaving an open flame in a highly flammable room.

posted August 25, 2019 12:08 AM            

I saw this large Meteorite falling from the sky, it was practically in front of us and it was happening like in slow motion, I have never seeing one so close and large before, it was thrilling.

posted August 25, 2019 03:24 PM            

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Woke up in the middle of the night restless. Had sex finally.

Tr Moon was conjunct exact my DC
Tr Venus Conjunct Mars in Virgo trine my Juno forming grand trine with Cupido.
AC was in Leo at aries point conjunct my Eros.

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Oh wow! And the outlet was just there for you willing and ready?

posted August 25, 2019 05:15 PM            

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Oh wow! And the outlet was just there for you willing and ready?

Oh the joys of cohabitation. One can wake up with cravings and actually get a ready-made midnight gobble.Literally!!

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hahahaha well he has a low sex drive and when he wants to have sex is usually random and out of the blue (mars conjunct uranus) and not when I am necessarily in the mood myself (his mars conjunct uranus squares his venus conjunct my venus) but I am trying to work on our issues and be open to having a sex life with him again, I shut down bc I hate inconsistency in this area, my desire for him died as a result but I need to forgive him and work on our issues and be more flexible etc... I am trying. Since I got horny in the middle of the night it worked for him, Mars does rule his 12H! OMG I just need to have more middle of the night sex with him hahahaha, it was good. He mentioned that we don't have sex often but every time we do he loves it, he has issues with initiating and acting on his desire.

posted August 25, 2019 05:18 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Tommorow all personal planets including Jup will be in fire.. will we see heat waves across the globe???

We also need to be careful with all that fire, actions and emotions.

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posted August 26, 2019 08:26 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
hahahaha well he has a low sex drive and when he wants to have sex is usually random and out of the blue (mars conjunct uranus) and not when I am necessarily in the mood myself (his mars conjunct uranus squares his venus conjunct my venus) but I am trying to work on our issues and be open to having a sex life with him again, I shut down bc I hate inconsistency in this area, my desire for him died as a result but I need to forgive him and work on our issues and be more flexible etc... I am trying. Since I got horny in the middle of the night it worked for him, Mars does rule his 12H! OMG I just need to have more middle of the night sex with him hahahaha, it was good. He mentioned that we don't have sex often but every time we do he loves it, he has issues with initiating and acting on his desire.

Come to think of it he often wants to have sex while I am sleeping, that is when the mood strikes for him! I need to be more flexible with this I Guess.

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You are a very understanding mate though.Wow! I don't share your patience.

Yeah, 12house placements have something connected with the night time or coming alive at night. 12th house is also linked to night-shifts, long distance and foreign counties. Did u know that?

Mars square Uranus tends to follow impulses. At times very awkward impromptu impulses that come on very strongly.

So one's sex life can't be predictable because never knows where and when the urge will come.

I don't know if I told u that I had a guy who had Uranus /Mars square and Uranus/Venus conj. He also never initiated sex but I was constantly on him. Not even sure of his sex drive because he was so passive.

He liked affection though and was very responsive to spontaneous make-out sessions. And i mean "spontaneous" in every sense of the word.

I once dragged him behind a discreet corner behind a church , kissed his neck and told him I loved him before just leaving him there with a hard on.

It drove him CRAZY. And to Uranus ,CRAZY is cool.And so that was the last time I had to initiate sex lol.He was on me a lot so much after that that I had to make a it a point to consciously avoid him if I didn't want sex.

Good times.

posted August 26, 2019 05:57 PM            

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It drove him CRAZY. And to Uranus ,CRAZY is cool.And so that was the last time I had to initiate sex lol.He was on me a lot so much after that that I had to make a it a point to consciously avoid him if I didn't want sex.

Good times.

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