posted November 10, 2017 04:48 PM            

I feel pain and anger in general like at life and the world, all the constant news about famous people who are sexual predators and shootings is probably not helping.

I keep randomly getting teary, feeling this deep pain.

posted November 11, 2017 05:57 AM            

I was also surprised by a lot of compliments coming my way, directly and indirectly (through a good friend of mine, from a friend of hers). I hate it that I'm shocked whenever someone is impressed by me, for any reason.

posted November 26, 2017 10:52 AM            

If I discover it was the transit, this would actually be the first time I felt a transit for all three passes. I even felt Saturn turn Direct back in August, which was interesting. I don't think I've ever been more affected by a planet's Retrograde period.

posted November 26, 2017 01:20 PM            

As for me transit saturn conjunct transit mercury on my natal neptune squaring my natal sun has lead to a lot of anxiety for me this past week, horrible transit. I was use to that transit saturn but mercury joining the party has been horrible. Add that transit atropos has been on my sun this past week. Add transit chiron on my sun/moon midpoint. Add the intensity of the scorpio stellium this month and well you get the idea, rough month physically and mentally for me this month.

A true battle of my mind lol, I have never experienced anything like it.

Two periods oct 31 and Nov 15 and then immediately after my second period I get a horrible cold that I am not over yet..add my car getting stuck a few times going home in the mountains at night bc of snow (got studded snow tires last week in response to this).

All this causing a bunch of anxiety.

This morning I feel ok. Friday was ok too, yesterday was ok till around 6pm.

posted November 26, 2017 01:29 PM              

...but I have so many projects to do before I graduate in 2 weeks...

posted November 26, 2017 02:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Selenite:
Pluto went back into my 6th from its retrograde into my 5th.
Literally got pneumonia because of my unhealthy work obsessed lifestyle.

...but I have so many projects to do before I graduate in 2 weeks...

I guess I could have gotten more than 5 hrs of sleep regularly, eaten enough food, not worked 9-14 hour days for free in my internship, not taken 19 credits (!) , not gone to shows 3 nights a week on top of all of it, not gotten most of my energy through coffee and whiskey...

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Damn you are strong. Let your professors know what you are going through so they work with you and give you an extension if needed.. Give them the heads up and if they dont collaborate talk to administration or counselor about it so they advocate for you and you get the extension. You need to focus on getting well.

posted November 26, 2017 06:15 PM              

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Originally posted by hypatia238:

Damn you are strong. Let your professors know what you are going through so they work with you and give you an extension if needed.. Give them the heads up and if they dont collaborate talk to administration or counselor about it so they advocate for you and you get the extension. You need to focus on getting well.

Get well soon!

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posted November 30, 2017 11:45 AM            

I did not get my period again so it actually looks promising that my cycle is back on track and getting my period twice in a month was a one time thing probably due to a hormonal imbalance caused by stress.

It has definitely been a reality check about improving my self-care and diet even though there is something going around highly contagious without a doubt, never seen anything like it.

I find it interesting that right now there is a transit for Asclepius conjunct Hygeia (his daughter) both in capricorn at 25d trining my sun as I get over my cold or flu.

posted November 30, 2017 04:17 PM              

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Apparently what I had was the a stomach flu and is gone now, I feel myself again. I can honestly say Nov sucked bad LOL and I am so glad is the last day.

I did not get my period again so it actually looks promising that my cycle is back on track and getting my period twice in a month was a one time thing probably due to a hormonal imbalance caused by stress.

It has definitely been a reality check about improving my self-care and diet even though there is something going around highly contagious without a doubt, never seen anything like it.

I find it interesting that right now there is a transit for Asclepius conjunct Hygeia (his daughter) both in capricorn at 25d trining my sun as I get over my cold or flu.

I hope you are feeling better as well Selenite!

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Thank you I am, I am. Though I was starting to get depressed (and nauseous allll the time!) being back in the daily grind, since everything seems to be all about money and getting ahead and suppressing yourself. But, I'm gonna up and move to the beach, so I can do these last few weeks..

posted December 05, 2017 11:56 AM            

I definitely feel my energy is lower now that Saturn is squaring exact my sun. I can't wait till Dec 21 when it enters Capricorn, this will also break up that horrible saturn conjunct mercury transit on my neptune.

posted December 13, 2017 03:40 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Period arrived today on Day 28 exact, my cycle is back on track and it appears it was just a November thing and the the stellium in Scorpio did play a role.

Today Transit MOON and MARS are both conjuncting exact my Saturn in Scorpio.

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posted December 13, 2017 04:05 PM            

So the transit Sun, Mercury and Venus is Conj my natal Saturn in 4th. Oppo my Chiron, Mars and Moon.

What happened is, my crush texted me at monday morning, asked me if I was gonna be at school (university), he and an other guy friend and I are currently not going the same courses, but we meet up for lunch at campus several times a week.

I texted yes. But 20 min later he says the other guy is sick at home, so he won't stay after the class and he will head home.

I was like wtf?! Why is he dissmissing me?
But I texted "Ok, but can't you eta and head home after that?" . He replies " I was gonna but I skip it today. Are you at school the rest of the week?". The thing is, we have never had lunch together alone, so it felt like he didn't wanna be alone with me or something. However he surely didn't feel "Yay I'm gonna have alone time with Melinn!" Which led me to the conclusion, he does not care about me or my feelings.

Also he is a super empathic and sensetive person, he immidiately sees when I'm tired or down and always asks me "how I feel, if somethings is bothering me etc". So I thought he was very insensetive of him.

So a replied "ok too bad. I don't know how the rest of my week is". I was so upset! haha Chiron energies no doubt. And missunderstandments etc.

I went through various deep emotions all at once, like a stormy sea. (gemini moon). Then I went all analytical, a made up a strategy what to say how to say it, because no way I would let this slip! I had to tell him he hurt me! And I know him, I'm sure it hit him hard later that day and that he felt bad and anxious. I dunno how, but I can sense his feelings some times.

So how to confront a person? I learned that using short sentences, made up of constating facts is the best approach. Do not use wordings like " I feel". Keep it clean from blaming the other person.

So the next day he, I and our friend met up for lunch. He was extra caring, I could see he felt bad. " he said "Are you well? you look troubled".

I waited a bit then a said "it looked like you were gonna eat here today. But you skipped it because you didn't wanna eat with just me".

He wa so apolegetic and he thanked me for bringing it up, that he had sensed it was bad when he was on his way home. And that he didn't mean to dissmiss me, he was sad I took it that way etc. And he went over it several times and made sure I was ok, he took my hand once to make sure I understood him.

It won't change the fact he stood me up and was not excited for alone time. But I think he cares about me very much since he almost tripped over himself trying to explain himself.

This was our first conflict ever, and I'm so proud I had everything under control and we both were so mature haha!
I think this kind of conflicts and resolutions deepens the bonds and makes one feel trust. So yeah, thats chiron-saturn-mercury for you.

posted December 14, 2017 01:37 PM            

One of the uses of VESTA can be insurance.
(but I also use another asteroid for insurance too-- the two are conjunct in my chart, so it's harder to discern)

posted December 17, 2017 01:20 PM            

My tests all came back good so health is fine but I did wake up with an eye infection yesterday! LOL Might as well laugh about it. I guess one final Bam before the year ends. Still in spite of this I am really enjoying the energy of the new moon tomorrow that will activate my chart very personally.

Saturn in the 12th house represents the right eye and Sun represents the right eye. Tr mars was still conjuncting my saturn and tr saturn was still squaring my sun when I got the eye infection in my right eye.

I read that the planets you have in your 12th house are the weakest links health wise for you, look at what the planets there rule medically and the sign the planets are in and what they rule medically too.

Anywho with tr uranus opposing my pluto in the 12th house and a bunch of transits activating my saturn in the 12th I can definitely confirm that yes the 12th house planets and the sign they are in are your weakest link health wise.

I get a lot of infections on my right eye...

Between tr Jupiter stellium and tr mars activating my saturn its like my weaknesses were amplified or aggravated.

Tr mars on saturn aggravated my skin on my face making it very very dry as well as my lips like it has never happened, saturn rules skin and mars the face. Tr mars on saturn also made my period arrive (this time on 28 day as it should) and caused an eye infection as saturn in the 12th is your right eye and mars is afflicting saturn by conjuncting it.

posted December 18, 2017 04:37 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
aawww Melinn! he sounds great, glad you guys cleared the air

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