posted March 03, 2018 05:05 PM            

Tr Sun and Neptune in my 6th. All the others in my 7th. I don't now, but pisces to me means more compassion, easy going, watery energy. But it has been the opposite. I'm no astrology expert, and well I surely have stuff in my chart that would explain it. But anyway, the pisces energy should not be this blocked right? :/

posted March 03, 2018 11:35 PM            

IDK my ex has venus in libra with moon in pisces, I do love those placements but they are not fighters nor like risking rejection preferring to play it safe and go with the flow and letting the other make the first move which they have learned works for them, usually they just have to look cute and the opposite sex senses they welcome a more assertive type and they tend to attract a more assertive type who feels comfortable making the first move so this works for them.

That been said, you are are not being direct with him about your feelings and he probably likes to play it safe.

Just let him know you have feelings for him, take that risk, no risk no gain. If you don't you are going to end up in this cycle of passive aggressive indirect communication were you always end up feeling frustrated. Clear the air.

With my ex I kissed him the moment I saw him and we ended up making out for over an hour and then he asked for my number, I made the first move.

posted March 04, 2018 05:25 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Melinn

IDK my ex has venus in libra with moon in pisces, I do love those placements but they are not fighters nor like risking rejection preferring to play it safe and go with the flow and letting the other make the first move which they have learned works for them, usually they just have to look cute and the opposite sex senses they welcome a more assertive type and they tend to attract a more assertive type who feels comfortable making the first move so this works for them.

That been said, you are are not being direct with him about your feelings and he probably likes to play it safe.

Just let him know you have feelings for him, take that risk, no risk no gain. If you don't you are going to end up in this cycle of passive aggressive indirect communication were you always end up feeling frustrated. Clear the air.

With my ex I kissed him the moment I saw him and we ended up making out for over an hour and then he asked for my number, I made the first move.

If he doesn't like you that way then you will still feel a sense of relieve bc you will no longer be on hold, tortured and wondering...

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Thank you so much hypatia for your support! <3

I do talk too much about this guy I know, I have ocd :/. Also I have no one irl to talk to about this stuff! So I'm so relieved to write here atleast.

He is taking up all my thought, consuming all my energy. And its so not worth it. I just can't stop, for now. And soon we will part ways (end of university for me), and I know I will fall into a big dark hole for months after that. My whole summer will be spoiled. And this without we even had a "real" relationship. I can't even imagine how it would be if that was the case.

posted March 08, 2018 11:50 AM            

Transit Moon conjunct my Jupiter in the 1st house which conjuncts exact Uranus, my 4th house ruler.

posted March 08, 2018 12:20 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Started crying looking at a pic of one my friend's son who lives in Miami and got all nostalgic, missing her etc..

Transit Moon conjunct my Jupiter in the 1st house which conjuncts exact Uranus, my 4th house ruler.

Transit Venus trine my Jupiter in the 1st house which conjuncts exact Uranus, my 4th house ruler.

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As a 4th house stellium, I know all about the feeling of nostalgia. Is she in life? How long since you havn't seen her? Have you other close friends?

Btw, both I and my mother have some "curse". In some periods of our lives we have been surrounded by friends, in some cases friends that has become extremely close to us. And then POF! They disappear! Due to circomstances not in their hands. All my closest friends are in other countries!
I literally have NO FRIENDS! That I can interact irl life with! Everyone that comes into my life is doomed to part ways completely one way or an other.

And the ironic thing is, and I'm not bragging here, I'm one of the best friends someone can have. I have almost never met a person as conciderate , kind, giving (both time and material things) and also never wants anything then friendship and loyalty in return. The only person that is like this is my mother. And we always get disappointed in our friends because we give and invest so much Its a main theme in both her and my life.

For ex, I had been in Germany for a few years in my teen age, made super close friends, like sisters!. Then I had to leave Germany and come back to Sweden at the age of 18.

posted March 08, 2018 02:30 PM            

I had birthed out her body... but her head remained 'stuck' in the birthing canal.

They urged me to 'push' again.
My body had zero responding.
It felt like minty-menthol all over my body.
I couldn't give ANY more 'push' ...
body just was NOT connecting.

The energies right now remind and mimic that awful sense in my life.

Modern procedures saved that baby infant's life in those moments,
as well as my own.

Thank God for Heros and Helpers.

posted March 08, 2018 10:36 PM            

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Originally posted by Melinn:
on a lighter note, do you guys feel the transit venus in aries energy? I feel lighter and happier already!

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posted March 09, 2018 06:12 PM            

Having Neptune in the 10th house. Very tested in that department. The pettiness I deal with at my job. Being in a hostile work environment...pushed to the point where I know I have to get out of there. When and how? I have to spent so much time there. This year they have me working over 40 hours, with only an unpaid half hour lunch break everyday.

Why can’t I just quit for my own well being? I almost wish there was government funding for people to get out of hostile work environments.

I finally applied for an exiting job opportunity. By the end of February when someone at work tried to intimidate me to take more hours. The day before my job interview, she verbally attacks me.

My interview went well enough she asked for a second letter of recommendation. Was told she would call me wheather I got the job or not.

I really felt that I could not go back to my job, after my interview. Only one person in my life was supportive of me quitting. It’s really crappy to hear people tell you “better not quit until you have another job” when their situation is not like yours even if the advice is good.

But when I returned the next day, after calling off for my interview she remembered that I’m a human being, and wants to be my friend now. And basically told me she regrets how she talks to me.

So I feel that whatever happens with this job interview, at least I’m not getting attacked at my current job anymore.

The employer kept calling me at bad times telling me she wants to touch base and looks forward to talking to me soon. So I’m thinking that’s interesting that she wants to contact me while traveling. On her trip she has no signal. I’m thinking I got the job.

So we basically phone tag and email from Friday to Wednesday. By Wednesday I finally get a hold of her. She says the kids are having a hard enough time with the teacher leaving that they are just having the assistant finish up the year as lead teacher. But that she liked my interview so much that she is keeping me on file for the fall and that I won’t have to interview again. And that she hopes I don’t feel that my time was wasted. I did my best to keep my composure. This is after working a 10.5 hour day mind you.

So time will tell if it was a waste of my time of not.

Though my current work environment is going better. It got back to me that the mean girl talked **** about me the day I called off for my job interview. Made up stuff about me, to justify talking to me in an unprofessional way. And someone actually stuck up for me, and told her she was out of line! 😮💓

So it was hard for me to pretend I could stand working with her all day, not that I’m too shocked she would do that. So again VERY TESTED!

My Gemini asc is 11 degrees Neptune is 14 degrees. So shouldn’t I be happily ever after already?!

Anytime I tell myself I can made it there longer I guess. I GET TESTED!

posted March 10, 2018 05:29 PM            

I have a short Friday next week. So I could set up an evening interview.

And then the Friday after that, I’ll have the day off.

I’m also super busy this weekend. Just got invited to a party and fun plans tomorrow. Which is good, but it makes it harder to plot my escape. 🙄🤷🏻‍♀️😆

I notice that today Venus is Squaring my Jupiter in Cancer house 2 exactly today.

posted March 10, 2018 06:00 PM            

With that coworker that picks on you? I'm so GLAD someone stepped up on your behalf! Yes.

Would be nice that when you leave, you go on great relationship terms with everyone there. Your reputation follows you, when you Do the Right thing. You NEVER know 'who' was watching, and will remember you Best Behaviors during some other part of your working-life.

It's a WAY way smaller world than you think... in the Long Term of things. Good has a way of Paying Back.

You've been going through Neptune squaring your Ascendant... That 'brings out' opportunities for dissolving one's ego, and, for seeing how strong you really are inside, in your core.

Consistency pays off.

posted March 11, 2018 04:47 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Stawr ... I saw some of the other posts you did about the conditions of your job. Whoah, you are in a really tough setting. I have known of others who work for religious settings in education fields. Rigid rules, and they demand sacrifice, and there are not too many laws that adequately protect the worker.

With that coworker that picks on you? I'm so GLAD someone stepped up on your behalf! Yes.

Would be nice that when you leave, you go on great relationship terms with everyone there. Your reputation follows you, when you Do the Right thing. You NEVER know 'who' was watching, and will remember you Best Behaviors during some other part of your working-life.

It's a WAY way smaller world than you think... in the Long Term of things. Good has a way of Paying Back.

You've been going through Neptune squaring your Ascendant... That 'brings out' opportunities for dissolving one's ego, and, for seeing how strong you really are inside, in your core.

Consistency pays off.

Hang in there, Lovely!
Good Job!

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Yes, I hope by the end I am sane enough to leave on good terms! 😆

My sanity is very tested right now, I feel I am unable to clear my head! I had to go far out for professional training yesterday. Then a party. I just wish I could be invisible lately. Its affecting my intamate life too. I feel so bad. I don’t want much psychical contact right now. Anytime I try to type on here his Leo self rests his head on my chest. Typical sun lion/cat going “pay attention to me” blocking me from the screen.

I feel bad I just need some time alone lately to sort everything out. I need to decompress. I am thankful for him standing by me during this time. But I really feel like I have no privacy right now. And I’m a Scorpio Moon, with a 12th house Mercury. I wonder if this is theme for Saturn transiting my 8th.

Like it’s 2018, I work over 40 hours. I have no kids, so sometimes I just want to be on my phone in peace!

Just feeling very unable to be my best self right now.

I decided to go to my parents to do some laundry. Cause 1: I have 3 full laundry bags. 2: so I can be on my phone in peace with out feeling like an anti social girlfriend around my “pay attention to me Leo” My Pisces Venus doesn’t want him to feel bad but my Scorpio moon is in a bad ******* mood, and it’s really testing me right now.

Like yesterday he was like “want to go with me to get the pizza?” Usually I’m more clingy like “yeah!💝” but now I’m like “no! I just got home and I never get to be home!”

And as I start my car to go to my parents my car engine was screwed up! So I couldn’t leave. Luckily my dad came over and boyfriend helped my dad fix it too. Even though I wish I was invisible right now it reminded me to be greatful for the people in my life.

Now I’m at my parents doing laundry where no gives a **** that I’m over indulging being on my phone. 🥂

Thank you everyone for taking time to read and the support means a lot to me.

This is way more affordable than going to a shrink. I maybe if I went to one, I could get a phyco doctors note that says that this person is not to work beyond 8 hours a day, and then hand it to my boss.

posted March 11, 2018 05:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Melinn:
Oh Stawr you really have so much pressure in your job I Hope it will all be ok soon! What country is this at? (just curious )

Yay for the one who stood up for you! Thats great! I mean, the worse thing is when no one defends you when you are in the room etc. But then comes up to you later and says "I'm rooting for you, you were right." I mean wtf?! You should have said it in front of the others?!

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The 3rd world country with iphones. USA! I am so fed up with this work obsessed culture. My old job was weird about making me full time. And the place I’m at now wants me to have no life to accommodate the students and families happiness. The overtime check means nothing when you can’t even take care of yourself, and expect you to make their school the center of the universe. 🤮

I also notice today that Saturn is exactly conjunct my Uranus in Capricorn! That’s my 8th house and yes I feel like I need to do some kind of occult ritual to change my job at this point. 😆

posted March 12, 2018 12:12 AM            

I mean I have sun in the 11th square neptune so maybe that is why it doesn't feel like is about my own pain but more about just pain in general. Hard to explain. Need to think about this one, I have been feeling it for about a few weeks now. Well I think it started with that venus conjunct moon double whammy on Feb 28. Chiron has been under 1d opposing my sun since then. I think is chiron then...

posted March 12, 2018 08:54 AM            

We are coming in to a really strong Pisces New Moon on March 17-- Chiron is in the thick of it.

Stawr... *hugs* You are doing AWESOME, gurl!
And, you are 'taking care of yourself' JUST as you ought. *big thumbsup*

Part of how to handle this.. is to 'let' it. And to allow it to 'process' just the way it is, making NO judgement.. just 'observations'.

It's like an alchemical Refiner's Fire.
REST-inside as much as you would be able to find something comfortable, as much as you can. heh, like a piece of driftwood in a vast midnight ocean?

*spoiler alert* ... We make it THROUGH this.

Good News? .. We are HERE going through it TOGETHER. You are NOT the only one experiencing this.

We have Hypatia's thread.
We have LL. {yay}

*Hugs* to Melinn ...

omg, Stawr.
What you're going through is sooo hard-- you deserve sooo much credit!--
(humor)
INCLUDING not putting the witchy-whammy of vengeance on *them*... !!
Yeah, I DO Understand.
Soooo funny, but, I KNOW that that's for REAL, too???? LOL.
BTW, I too have an 8th House Uranus-- We DO have those kinds of natural-metaphysical supernatural Talents!!!

But... BE Kind now..... You're doing Great. There are Rewards.

IF you were to let-loose with something temporary, remember to place a Protective shield that Transmutes the Energy. Maybe even, imagine it (like sci-fi) going into a HUGE energy storage battery system that you'll be able to 'draw' on in your Future.

Energy from a Fire Hose. There's a part of you, deep in the fiber of your spiritual core Memory, that 'remembers' How to do this, okay?

Even when things 'seem' to be falling apart?, Stand in the Center part of your CORE where it's safe and Still. 'Allow' the pieces to merely 'RE-Adjust' to a correct way-- like chiro-practics (chiron, hygeia; even the other Centaurs-- they were created to help). There are benefic energies. Chiron and Hygeia understand the principles of Sacred Spaces, and the *Releasing*. ALLOW them to work on and in you, INSIDE of you. *They* can take it. Transmute it. (metaphysical levels)
That's what it's made for.

SecretGeek... Ascension symptoms?? *hug*
Teeth can get affected. Make sure you go to a dentist. You don't want to lose a tooth, or have it crack. Take extra care of that.

Hypatia... I Understand about relocating to a different area, and somehow not having been able to 'connect' to make friends in the same way you'd been able to before?
My Neptune relocated to my 11th House, rather than natal 10th.
Been here since 2001... and it's 'boggling' how I haven't been able to connect with like-minded, like-souled people in my region. Spooky.
If your relo did some changes in your chart, see what kind of advice a professional relocational astrologer can give you, on 'how' to approach or solve this problem?
I read how you said your supervisors are proud of your work. *thumbsup*

So.

This New Moon Pisces energy with Chiron, is REALLY being 'felt'..in advance?

Stand Together ... energetically.

We can say this----

posted March 12, 2018 12:08 PM            

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I have Pisces Chiron in the 8th. I noticed transit Hygeia is getting close. They are less than 2 degrees now. All of the sudden my tooth began to throb. I can feel my heart beating on my jaw. Gosh!

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uhhhh I feel ya! Try some Manuka Honey, you get it at a vitamin store like Vitamin Shoppee.

@mirage29 Thanks for pointing out the Pisces new moon coming up this week. That will all be opposing my Sun lol, sun/moon/chiron.

And Hygiea will be in pisces at 5d squaring exact my Jupiter conjunct Uranus in the 1st, definitely a new moon of healing.

I enjoyed this article on the new moon: http://foreverconscious.com/intuitive-astrology-march-new-moon-2018

Thanks again for pointing this out.

I could make friends in Colorado if I wanted to but I avoid it, IDK why LOL, part of it is I am just busy....now if I wasn't married I will feel a stronger need to make friends that is for sure, also my job is a social job and I have a good relationship with my team, good enough anyways. Lets say in Miami I have sun in the 11th and in colorado I have sun in the 12th but venus and mars in the 11th...I know in the past in Colorado I joined political meet up groups but is not what I want anymore. I tend to hibernate more here during my free time, it must be having sun in the 12th here in Colorado, the need for solitude is stronger.

posted March 12, 2018 03:18 PM            

No, but my 8th Pisces Moon is at 12'54" so Neptune is engaging my Hades (Moon) in warp drive. Double whammy today on the Hades Moon. Must be good for market trading.

"...Hygeia..."

Here she comes around the corner when she comes... LOL

"...Manuka Honey..."

posted March 12, 2018 04:14 PM            

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Originally posted by areesquivel:
Anyone feeling that New Moon already? New Moon will conjunct natal Moon, so Chiron is hitting my natal moon HARD, been super emotional, I've cried more in 2 days than in a whole year, emotions up and down, feelings of abandonment towards the guy I'm seeing (5th house) romance, so yeah, I'm scared! I'm super scared.

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awwwww well this is why I like astrology bc it helps me realize "hey I am feeling really emotional bec of this....it will pass"

It gives you that insight that is a transit and that your guy is not going to abandon you and chiron just wants you to work through those fears...