posted June 20, 2019 11:16 PM            

Looking forward to endings. My online class ending tomorrow. Just not in the mood for this class at all the entire time. Plus my family vacation ending tomorrow.

Are any other Gemini risings getting pickier or having higher standards for travel? I've been going on these family vacations for 8 yrs. Family thinks its okay for certain people to not have their own room. They also can't plan a single activity for sh1t.
I'm at a place where I can go on my own vacations now and not have to deal with that.

I also realize my bf is the perfect person to travel with we will go out, but we will also relax and enjoy where we are staying.

I am going through my Saturn return. I have Saturn Capricorn in house 9. The only travel I did growing up was camping and visiting relatives.
I don't understand how my parents could work so hard and only do that for travel in their lifetime.

posted June 21, 2019 03:22 AM            

ENJOY IT!

posted June 25, 2019 12:25 AM            

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Day after day it proves to me that Uranus transiting Aries, was the worst transit i ever had.
Things looks very promising now after it left my sign.

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posted June 25, 2019 10:39 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Hooray!

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posted June 25, 2019 10:39 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Hooray!

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posted June 25, 2019 10:42 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Bring it ON!!!! *happydance*
{Jupiter=chartRuler}
Thanks for being a Bright Light, Aries Eagle!

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posted June 28, 2019 01:39 AM            

I feel this is why the DC is opposite the AC yet the AC is our Chart Ruler! Bc that is the center we gravitate back to, ourselves. Others support our personal journey towards wholeness.

Tr Venus on my DC
Tr Sun on my 7th conjunct Isis which Septiles Osiris
Tr Northnode on my 7th

Its interesting bc I keep thinking today that people take life too seriously and need to chill out, enjoy themselves more, be less critical of themselves and others and just take life less seriously. Life is a series of experiences I found myself saying in a detached way, this is venus in gemini on my DC talking, bringing out my Gemini traits. We tend to reject our DC traits so is part of our shadow side so we end up attracting it so it mirrors that part we posses but don't take ownership of so it shows up in our lives indirectly through others lol tricky tricky..

The human experience is fascinating!

posted June 28, 2019 02:52 AM            

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Are any other Gemini risings getting pickier or having higher standards for travel?

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I'm a Gemini rising who can't stay at home. In the Chinese saying, I've a pointy ass (lol).

posted June 28, 2019 09:59 AM            

My sister has Gemini rising, had spats with her husband in front of family on vacation. When they go in the bedroom to talk privately. My mom knocks on the door to ask if they are going to come out for dinner. My sister says “I’ve been crying, my face is red, and we are on the verge of divorce here!!”
Thank god I was up stairs taking a bath for all this.
My sister has lots of babies and her husband has been battling with mental health.

My boyfriend and I had to air grievances a few days ago. With cancer season I was sobbing. Had two days of peace. And back at it again last night.
Over MY CLOTHES and how I have too many! Get rid more! I am gradually getting rid of more. No get rid of more!
Somehow it led up to how he feels like he is under so much pressure to purpose to me, and how unfair it is and went to bed.
To be continued! Btw he has Gemini moon.

posted June 28, 2019 05:46 PM            

I think my last post here was about tSaturn sq Sun.

Now...
I’ve been experiencing the taste of Pluto. (tPluto sq Venus). It felt like I was in a deep ocean fighting for my life. I’ve lost a couple of friendships. I did a fair share of grieving. Questioning what exactly are friendships and had change its meaning. They’re meant to end. I was clinging to the past. It also helped me re-evaluate my finance and career. I want to be my own boss. I finally realize and admitting to myself I don’t work well with authority figure or most people. It’s my own issue, not really theirs. I feel I’m always trying to play their rules and try to fit in, and more I’m doing this, more I’m unhappy.

Family issue and money again.

tNeptune conjunct Mercury, been wanting to run away from everything.
Now tChiron conjunct Sun... I almost ran off from work. I couldn’t face to work with someone who took my work and claim as theirs. I felt helpless as I can’t address to manager.

tSun conjunct Asc. I didn’t feel it’s warmth... not sure why. Was hoping for an extra boost. Sometimes I wonder if I’m really a cancer rising. Maybe it’s the transit Neptune putting me into confusion.

posted June 28, 2019 06:59 PM            

You got me to realize I have Tr Pluto inconjunct my Venus. Venus rules my 5th and MC and Tr Pluto is conjuncting my 2nd house.

My financial situation is improving thanks to a business that is adding an extra income, getting rid of a lot of debt. Just today came up with a solid plan of how I am going to go about getting rid of all my debt. Next month I should be done with my credit card debt and then by end of the year will be done with loan consolidation debt, then by May next year will be done with one of my car loans and after that I am going to start focusing on paying off my student loan but this will take more time but once that other debt I mentioned is payed off I can make big monthly payments towards my student loan.

I am not feeling any negative side effects around this inconjunction, I did buy a new car early this month, hybrid, this could be Tr Pluto inconjunct my venus in Leo in the 8th. Ha I also went shopping last weekend but didn't over splurge or anything, its been a long time since I go shopping.

posted June 29, 2019 03:58 AM            

I have been feeling Saturn lately. Don't want to mix & mingle much.Closed off from people. This could also be Mars parallel Ic.

Pluto is a slow transit and with the retrograde motion to my natal Uranus, I am not certain what this transit means. Sudden(Uranus) losses(Pluto)? Time will tell.

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Maybe it’s the Cancer season. I am taking further steps to house hunt. I saved houses on a website. I’ve been starting to contact agents, and I booked a house tour.

I need to figure my credit score. Lol I only have a Victoria secret credit card and I’ve always paid it on time. 😆 I never liked the idea of a credit card. Oh well. Looks like I might be forced to get one if I want to buy a house.

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posted June 30, 2019 12:03 AM            

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Trans Venus is opposite my Natal Jupiter under 1 orb
Trans Mars is parallel natal Ic very tight.
Sat is opp natal Moon under 1 orb.
Pluto is parallel natal Uranus exact

I have been feeling Saturn lately. Don't want to mix & mingle much.Closed off from people. This could also be Mars parallel Ic.

Pluto is a slow transit and with the retrograde motion to my natal Uranus, I am not certain what this transit means. Sudden(Uranus) losses(Pluto)? Time will tell.

I am not sure of the trans Venus contribution to my natal Jupiter. I can't see that at all right now.

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posted June 30, 2019 05:01 AM            

Plus progressed Moon in Cancer is making me more emotional.

posted June 30, 2019 11:55 AM            

I read one email he sent this morning. He's acting like this is some kind of magical reconnection, and I'm feeling like, "Ugh, no. When I wrote those emails, it was to process, and be understood." I'm a different person now. A new ******* can of worms open. yay!

I need to make peace with him somehow. I associate him with the beginning of the end. But this feels like trouble. Especially because of the eclipses. He wasn't the healthiest guy, and even though I had feelings for him at one point, I also had no interest in being with the person that he became at the time. So I was upset and confused, but no longer wanted him. It's easy to feel good in some small way, about him contacting me after so long (as in, "They always come back"), and I used to like talking to him, but I don't need him thinking this is some grand romantic thing, when a part of me still hates him. I just don't want to be hurtful.

**** .

posted June 30, 2019 01:38 PM            

Look at this through the lens of measuring how much shift has happened within you, since the time before you knew him.

How does is feel inside you-- to look at now, compared to then?

You've.. kinda.. hardened your heart, haven't you-- from all the heartache that has transpired in your life?

So. You don't have to respond to his offers of love and caring--

but sit carefully with the offer that has presented itself to you. It is a chance of Balance, and a healing-offer. Even if you do not respond, "look" and consider what's on offer. And, this is temporary.

Draw from your contemplations, whatever you need. Certainly, this has to feel encouraging in some way?

Teasel. Know that "It's okay" to 'receive' ..
You have a lot of locked-up grief, and it's maybe keeping you from what you truly need (softness, inclusion).

Love might melt you. Even the 'thought' of it can help, without immediately rejecting or responding to him.

With Time, he might go away. And I'm not saying to choose guys who are not-right for you, nor to lead them on frivolously. If it's not a right-fit, then just don't go into depth with him.

It's doing HIM a good thing too, to reach out to you. Consider that too?

I think this contact is really cool!
Wow. That's kinda great to have happened.