posted October 18, 2018 03:24 PM            

I guess that is what I do, my purpose, YAY! LOL, JK.

posted October 19, 2018 08:24 PM            

I would love for a cycle to end and a fresh start vibe!

My life feels like loose ends are been tied up from a karmic cycle, not a new beginning, so jupiter at the late degrees of scorpio matches that state of crisis I have been on since Jupiter has been in the last decan of scorpio which should conclude with jupiter in scorpio at 29 degrees. I am looking forward to jupiter entering sag!

posted October 20, 2018 10:06 PM            

How does Chiron change us? By healing us, once and for all, and by restoring us to wholeness.
During a Chiron transit, you may feel that you are having a wounding experience. Often it feels that a fresh wound is being laid in in the present, that you are being broken open. But if you examine it more deeply, you will find that it reminds you of something painful from the past and that the past has surged up to blend with the present. You are experiencing both wounds at once, but that may not be apparent until you look at the situation more deeply. To become fully present again, you need healing, and Chiron has brought your awareness to that.

Chiron’s purpose is to restore wholeness—Chiron reconnects things that have been separated or broken apart, in order that they may be mended and ultimately, reintegrated with each other. When this happens in your psyche, some call it soul retrieval, but Chiron can also mend broken homes (Moon), broken reputations (Saturn), or broken relationships (Venus). To do this, Chiron must remind us of the earlier time when the thing got broken, so the healing can happen. The beauty of it is that, if you allow it to happen instead of fighting it, you can come away more integrated, more whole in that area than you’ve ever been before.

One of the most important Chiron transits is the Chiron Return, which is when Chiron has travelled all the way around the zodiac and returns to where it was when you were born. This happens to everyone the year they turn 50, and might serve to explain why 50 tends to be such a painful age, fraught with regret. But for true healers, integrators, whole-makers and bridge-builders, it is a coming of age.

Movement of Chiron this year:
In 2018, Chiron travels forward to 2 degrees of Aries, then turns retrograde and travels backward to 27 degrees of Pisces, turns direct and travels forward through 2 degrees of Aries again, finishing the span in early 2020. Then it moves into the next patch of degrees, where it will do the same thing.

This means that if you have any planet in 27 degrees of Pisces to 28 degrees of Aries, you are having a Chiron transit to that planet this year. Because Chiron in Pisces forms a challenging aspect to Virgo, Gemini and Sagittarius, if you have any planet in 27 to 29 degrees of any of those signs, that planet is also having a Chiron transit. And because Chiron in Aries forms a challenging aspect to Cancer, Libra and Capricorn, if you have any planet in 0 to 2 degrees of any of those signs, that planet is having a Chiron transit as well.

Peaks in the intensity of this transit:
You’ll feel a transit the most strongly when it’s exact and also during its stations, or pivotal days. So if you have Mars at 29 degrees of Virgo, you’ll feel Chiron’s influence the most strongly when Chiron is passing through 29 degrees of Pisces, and also on the days it turns retrograde and direct. In a reading you can get a diagram of this that’s personalized for you and shows the exact dates to watch for. It shows you which of your own planets is being triggered by Chiron and we talk about what it means for you and where in your life to look for its effects. This gives you a chance to see what’s coming and plan how to respond to it. Getting this kind of personally timed information is the main reason people consult astrologers.

posted October 21, 2018 05:37 AM            

But I went to a wiccan shop yesterday: Book of Shadows, to get another sage stick, a candle, and a bit of incense. Almost bought a crystal, because they were only a couple of dollars, but then I didn't push it. The woman helped me four years ago, when I was in a constant panic (several huge things going on), and I like that she writes everything down on a pad, and uses a calculator for your checkout.

posted October 21, 2018 11:55 AM            

Wow teasel, chiron is conjunct your sun, ceres and mercury all the time! Oh men Sorry, that I feel has to explain your pain and struggles, chiron feels very vulnerable, it makes you feel so vulnerable it hurts. There is a beauty to it too but is painful/hard and nobody wants to feel like that all the time.

posted October 22, 2018 12:49 PM            

His natal Jupiter will conjunct the MC of Interview event Chart he has tomorrow.

Event chart ruler is Jupiter in the 12th conjunct applying Mercury ruler of the MC in the event chart.

I think he is going to get the job offer.

posted October 23, 2018 03:15 PM            

Anyways am starting to question today if this is going to be a deal breaker today. It can affect my mood.

I’m sick of the work emphasis with Neptune in my 10th house, and all the Scorpio planets in my 6th.

I thought Neptune rx would only go back 14 degrees this time. I check the planets today, I see it’s 13.

My 11 degree Gemini Asc says...haven’t I had enough trials??!!

posted October 23, 2018 03:40 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Ohhmy sanity at work!
I’m feeling the intensity of this new moon.
My assistant tries to act like she’s the one who is “in-charge” I have my limits. I was so effing ****** today. She comes in on Mondays, Wednesday’s, and Fridays. So when I found she had to come in today and that I had to work with her...I was like God Dammit. No break from her **** . She is not a bad person but she has some issues. And when she stays back passed her hours “to help” I am so done. And I try to indirectly tell her to shut the f*** up. She has no off button and no filter.

Anyways am starting to question today if this is going to be a deal breaker today. It can affect my mood.

I’m sick of the work emphasis with Neptune in my 10th house, and all the Scorpio planets in my 6th.

I thought Neptune rx would only go back 14 degrees this time. I check the planets today, I see it’s 13.

My 11 degree Gemini Asc says...haven’t I had enough trials??!!

When does it go direct again? I’ll mark it on my calendar, I sware to God.

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hahahahah I am not laughing in a bad way, I am laughing in a "I feel you way"! She sounds like a huge pain!

What sign is she?!

posted October 23, 2018 09:20 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
t-Uranus very soon will be visiting my 8th house I have a feeling it will be a long wild ride hopefully it will be positive.

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posted October 23, 2018 10:11 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
hahahahah I am not laughing in a bad way, I am laughing in a "I feel you way"! She sounds like a huge pain!

What sign is she?!

Interesting you are dealing with boundaries at work and you have Neptune in the 10th LOL Your assistant is confused and thinks she is the boss Get out of town! Not cool but is kind of funny. Like she is confused.

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She’s a Scorpio but doesn’t seem like one cause she’s so extroverted.
But passionate...like passionate that kids need the best postitive reinforcement stickers...and that a star that says good job is too crappy. 🙄

I never thought of Neptune as a boundary transit. Wow.

Me being in charge on a job is pretty new territory for me too, so I’ve been learning to speak up more. But I am getting into the I am going to snap zone.

But yeah, it is funny sometimes. Like telling a kid he needs to color with other markers besides black.

posted October 23, 2018 10:33 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I feel so much empathy for anyone who has chiron forming an exact hard aspect with their sun or moon, that sounds rough as hell, like ouch 24/7.

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posted October 23, 2018 11:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
She’s a Scorpio but doesn’t seem like one cause she’s so extroverted.
But passionate...like passionate that kids need the best postitive reinforcement stickers...and that a star that says good job is too crappy. 🙄

I never thought of Neptune as a boundary transit. Wow.

Me being in charge on a job is pretty new territory for me too, so I’ve been learning to speak up more. But I am getting into the I am going to snap zone.

But yeah, it is funny sometimes. Like telling a kid he needs to color with other markers besides black.

But telling me how to handle a difficult 2 1/2 year old that she can’t handle her self...🌋🌋🌋🌋🌋

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Volcanoes! hahaha

Man I have to say I like this snappy sarcastic side of you!

Yes neptune has a difficult time seeing were one begins and the other ends,boundaries are dissolved which means you have to practice more boundary setting in the work place.

I wonder if neptune in your 10th is also making it hard for you to have a strong presence so her sun in scorpio is dominating while your leadership style is more soft/delicate which is not bad but when you come across a strong personality then you have to address any issues that arise bec of that and set boundaries.

I imagine you appreciate her input and passion but it sounds like the way she speaks to you is the problem, like it sounds like you feel her communication style is inappropriate and she comes off too authoritarian when she is the assistant. So maybe having a conversation with her in private were you with compassion clear the air and set those boundaries, were you say "I really love your passion and your ideas but I feel your tone and how you share your ideas is inappropriate and I need you to start been more careful with how you come across and express your ideas. For example instead of saying blah blah blah, you can say something like this instead (blan blah blah). See the difference?"

IDK if that helped but putting it out there

posted October 23, 2018 11:14 PM            

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Originally posted by FireVirgo:
Welcome to life. After just finishing opposing both my Mercury AND Mars since 2016...Chiron has now happily decided to conjunct my Moon off & on...until 2021 😖

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I have been experiencing life my whole life though, I have chiron opposing my chart ruler Jupiter conjunct Uranus in the 12th. Pain is something I have been familiar with my whole life and deal with on an ongoing basis but I also have Jupiter helping me bounce back from my mood swings thankfully but I have always struggled with this sadness that comes and goes and feel the pain of others very easily.

Chiron not only opposes my chart ruler but it trines my sun although out of sign and forms a golden yod with my moon and pluto.

posted October 23, 2018 11:48 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I have been experiencing life my whole life though

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posted October 24, 2018 12:02 AM            

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Originally posted by FireVirgo:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by hypatia238:
[b] I have been experiencing life my whole life though

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Hahaha now it totally makes sense what you said.

posted October 24, 2018 12:07 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Hahaha now it totally makes sense what you said.

Girl It seems Chiron keeps going back and forth hitting my sun and yeah I was looking into it yesterday and Chiron transits stick around for a long time..argh! We will get through it

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posted October 24, 2018 10:19 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Volcanoes! hahaha

Man I have to say I like this snappy sarcastic side of you!

Yes neptune has a difficult time seeing were one begins and the other ends,boundaries are dissolved which means you have to practice more boundary setting in the work place.

I wonder if neptune in your 10th is also making it hard for you to have a strong presence so her sun in scorpio is dominating while your leadership style is more soft/delicate which is not bad but when you come across a strong personality then you have to address any issues that arise bec of that and set boundaries.

I imagine you appreciate her input and passion but it sounds like the way she speaks to you is the problem, like it sounds like you feel her communication style is inappropriate and she comes off too authoritarian when she is the assistant. So maybe having a conversation with her in private were you with compassion clear the air and set those boundaries, were you say "I really love your passion and your ideas but I feel your tone and how you share your ideas is inappropriate and I need you to start been more careful with how you come across and express your ideas. For example instead of saying blah blah blah, you can say something like this instead (blan blah blah). See the difference?"

IDK if that helped but putting it out there

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Haha, yeah. I am trying too be a good person to work for but oh my God...my bitchy snarky side is starting to slip up a little bit.

I’ll start to say things back to her like “I know that” “I do, do that” she told me what I needed to do today and I corrected her and told her “we both can do that” and then she actually shut up for 15 seconds.

posted October 27, 2018 02:01 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Is not a wage thing, is a boundary and respect thing, you are as strong as your team so having people who make you look good is good, having people who have good ideas and input only benefits you but is how you express yourself and put those things out there, it sounds like she lacks self awareness in how to go about this in an appropriate respectful way.

My director listens to all of our feedbacks including the assistant who is very smart IMO but the assistant has great interpersonal skills and never comes off inappropriately or domineering.

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posted October 27, 2018 02:50 PM            

I'm having a real bad mental health day. I blew up at my boyfriend, before he left to go to his parents. YIKES...

I was suppose to go with him. IT WAS SHORT NOTICE. It was just to pick up some pots and pans...BUT his Virgo stellulum still wanted me to shower first. I was not expecting to have day time plans and thought I could do some SELF LOVE and take a bath. By the time I get out of the shower I'M STARVING! So then I start running my mouth about how inconvenient these simple plans are for me.

I start running my mouth about how he can drop my plans...but I have to be ready and primped when his mother who is the queen of England apparently wants us to come over short notice.

Then he says "Fine don't go!" When I already told him a while ago calmly that I want to pass. Did not take me seriously and guilt tripped the f()ck out of me.

He made up his mind to leave with out me when I was trying to make a sandwich undressed with wet hair.

Mind you, I had to listen to him ***** about a halloween party we were suppose to go to for 10 minutes. The party got canceled though.

For him to be so angry and to leave me like that...how is he not going to tell his parents that I'm a "crazy ***** ."

I thought I would have alone time this morning, my mind was mentally prepared for it. I snapped.

But this is not the circumstances on how I wanted my alone time.

Though I have a lot of excitement going on. I feel like I am frequenting on a lower vibration, from not having enough introvert balance too. I thought I could do some ocult-ish rituals today with my alone time to try and raise my vibration.

But now I just hate myself, since no one gets that I need alone time until I SNAP. Like why do I bother....I guess I am just suppose to hate myself, and push people away.

Moon is conjunct my asc today, and the moon is conjunct my boyfriend's moon today.

I'm hangry and suppose to get my period today.

And while all of this is happening my Cancerian friend with too much time on her hands is blowing up my phone. Calling, then calling me back 15 minutes later two times in a row. NOT TODAY!! Then texts me four times in a row. I finally text her back that I'm having a bad mental health day and that me and boyfriend are fighting. She gets it and sends me a text wishing me well.

I hope he forgives me but...I want my time RESPECTED. First of all I could of showered last night...but on Thursday night while I am finishing my online paper...he comes home in a bad mood. Tells me not to mess with him cause he's in a bad mood. But then he sees that I turned up the thermostat, and that's a fight right there...There goes my last half hour of productivity before I need to go bed.
I let him know that too, and that maybe for once I don't want to spend a Friday night doing a paper.