posted October 12, 2019 02:37 PM            

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posted October 12, 2019 08:36 PM            

"Oh so I am not sure if I shared this here yet. But my boyfriend got a new job and is making (5 dollar difference in pay) I think part of this influence is having Jupiter in my partnership influence. Plus Jupiter as the travel house I get to fly out where he is staying sometimes."

Oh wow this is real good info to share on this thread!!!!! Many congrats on his raise and new job btw, happy for you both! whoop whoop to adventures to come

posted October 12, 2019 08:59 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:

So I get to do all the apartment chores now. It wouldn't be so bad but i am still in school and always have plans on the weekend.

I disobeyed him and have been washing bigger pots and pans in the portable dishwasher. The casserole dish looks better than ever. I heard that the dishwasher ruins cast iron skillets, but I figured it's just a machine washing it and not me, so why not try it. So I unfortunately had to experience ruining them to get it. So I might need to replace those before he comes back.

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posted October 15, 2019 12:56 AM            

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After this moon in Aries
As much as I am in a better work environment and have met my career goals.
I am longing for a much simpler life. As much as I hated my old job. My time after work was my own since I wasn’t in college and did not take my work home.

One more year left of college. I am sick of feeling like I have nothing to show for it but a messy apartment and being exhausted of social interaction

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posted October 16, 2019 10:32 PM            

currently listening to this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_iF7lkXKHlA if you scared of creepy things don't listen to this at night lol Halloween music

posted October 16, 2019 11:16 PM            

Moon in Taurus would have been great for the weekend not when I am trying to get work done lol...I guess the fact that moon in taurus is passing through my 5th house doesn't help either nor that it was opposing tr venus. Interesting you were able to make plans for the future. What house does Taurus fall in for you?!

posted October 17, 2019 11:26 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Hello M’lady Hypatia
It falls in the creepy 8th house

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hahahahahahahahahaha Thanks for making me laugh.

posted October 23, 2019 11:18 AM              

Oh, my bad, wrong Log thread!

(But I've always wanted to be Starship Captain and record my log...). ;(

More seriously, when T. Jupiter started moving into the 5th originally, it was great, the creative juices were flowing and I was coming up with some really innovative solutions and designs (at the time I was interested in creating new backpacking gear). Was also generally feeling pretty good despite T. Saturn and Pluto hanging around my Sun Mercury conjunction.

But then, when it started conjuncting Neptune, ruler of the 8th is where it started getting very bittersweet. Met two deep loves from the past that I had hurt and/or disappointed and as they say, karma is a D.T.

posted October 25, 2019 07:16 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Transiting moon in leo trine jupiter in saggitarius trine natal aries sun.. grand trine in fire. Was a happy, passionate full of love emotions night!

Gooaaal!

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posted October 26, 2019 02:14 PM            

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But then, when it started conjuncting Neptune, ruler of the 8th is where it started getting very bittersweet. Met two deep loves from the past that I had hurt and/or disappointed and as they say, karma is a D.T.

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I mean I am sure you did not hurt them on purpose, most relationships don't work out or better phrased most relationships are supposed to be enjoyed for a brief period of time and are not supposed be a lifetime arrangement. Endings always come with some grief, that is unavoidable and natural, we all need to figure out how to grief and heal when something comes to an end for whatever the reason. That been said if you feel regretful in how you handled an ending with these two ladies you can tell them what is in your heart and how you would have done things differently and give a heart felt apology but also forgive yourself bc inevitably you will make mistakes along the way, that is how we learn and also don't feel sorry for them (compassion yes) as when we get hurt we also play a role in that by giving someone too much power over us and that comes with important lessons that need to be integrated. Not to mention how often we put up the other in a pedestal and engage in habits that get us stuck in our healing process bc we hold on instead of letting go and flowing again with life.

posted October 26, 2019 03:15 PM              

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I mean I am sure you did not hurt them on purpose...

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You are correct, I did not hurt them on purpose or in any intentional way. Yet, had I been less attuned to selfishness/ego, and been more attuned to pure, unconditional, universal Love, I would have made different choices and they would not have been affected as negatively.

I have forgiven myself the for the past.

As to karma, I agree with you that not everything that happens to us is directly related to karma. BUT, if humans only knew how much of our lives and experiences DO relate to karma, well we'd might be a very different species in how we relate to and treat each other...

I just know on a very deep level that these two interactions were very karmic, and that it was necessary for me to experience some emotional pain and disappointment in them to redress my interactions in the past. That's part why Saturn and the 8th House is so heavy in our chart comparisons.

It is far better to come to acceptance of these things, rather than the common attitudes of, "poor me, why do all these 'bad' things happen to me?" or the like. Part of the Capricorn Sun path is that of self responsibility and owning up to when self does not live up to it's ideals whether that is in the present or in the past. Otherwise, how can we learn from the past? I have received so much information from guidance about my other lives so that I could learn from my or my other Soul selves mistakes, so that I would not repeat them in this life. S/he who does not learn from history, is bound to repeat the same mistakes/limiting patterns.

posted October 27, 2019 12:09 PM            

I completely agree we have to learn from our mistakes, in fact that is why mistakes are awesome bc that is how authentic growth is possible. If people make fear based decisions such as I am not going to do that because I am afraid karma is going to bite me in the ass that is not real growth, that person is just scared and they haven't integrated the lessons and wisdom that comes with it fully. We have to get lost and make mistakes to find ourselves. This is my issue with "karma." Like religion I feel is a concept often used to control behavior and keep people in check but in my opinion life experiences are the real teacher and is what eventually leads to real change or perhaps in some real horrendous cases death soul hopefully. I read this article yesterday and thought of you and was thinking of opening a soul death thread.

This is something I wonder about Cappy's tbh, I get the sense with many of them there is a fear of karma but are they making good choices out of fear or bc of real wisdom stemming from life experiences, including past lifes.

^this is natal mercury retro for you, I have to experience stuff and then make conclusions, I don't go along with things bc society tells me so. Add that my jupiter conjuncts uranus and saturn conjuncts pluto, all that leads to rebelliousness unfortunately lol.

posted October 27, 2019 03:25 PM              

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I completely agree we have to learn from our mistakes, in fact that is why mistakes are awesome bc that is how authentic growth is possible. If people make fear based decisions such as I am not going to do that because I am afraid karma is going to bite me in the ass that is not real growth, that person is just scared and they haven't integrated the lessons and wisdom that comes with it fully. We have to get lost and make mistakes to find ourselves. This is my issue with "karma." Like religion I feel is a concept often used to control behavior and keep people in check but in my opinion life experiences are the real teacher and is what eventually leads to real change or perhaps in some real horrendous cases death soul hopefully. I read this article yesterday and thought of you and was thinking of opening a soul death thread.

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Good points and mostly agree. For some Souls, especially younger/immature Souls, fear of consequence is the first step towards wisdom and change. It eventually morphs more into attunement to Love as the Soul matures.

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This is something I wonder about Cappy's tbh, I get the sense with many of them there is a fear of karma but are they making good choices out of fear or bc of real wisdom stemming from life experiences, including past lifes.

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Dunno. I am not close to a lot of people with very strong Capricorn. But as you probably have noticed, I´m less Sign focused and more Planetary focused in general and as a trend. A Neptunian with strong Capricorn is going to be rather different than a Martian with strong Capricorn. Speaking for self, attunement to fear tends to limit one´s perceptual capacity, and so things like getting clear other life information etc is going to be less likely. It´s attunement to Love that expands, deepens, and clarifies perception.

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^this is natal mercury retro for you, I have to experience stuff and then make conclusions, I don't go along with things bc society tells me so. Add that my jupiter conjuncts uranus and saturn conjuncts pluto, all that leads to rebelliousness unfortunately lol.

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Nothing wrong with that unless it´s taken to an extreme. Bob Monroe, a Scorpio Sun, and someone I respect/admire more than not, very much had a similar attunement and approach. As they say in the states, he must have been born in Missouri, the show me state.
But besides the astro signatures you mentioned, Virgo and Capricorn tend towards the innately skeptical.

posted October 29, 2019 07:16 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Hang in there!! I am so proud of you. You are bad a*s girl! It will pay off.

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posted October 29, 2019 07:43 PM            

So I need to look up what the h is going on with Pluto today....Oh yes! It's squaring my Aries Sun sign! My sun is 22 degrees. Pluto is 20 right now. So while this transit is nowhere near over...I know that these authority issues I am working out are not forever.

I also deal with the other side of the spectrum having assistant teachers. I have one assistant that does a great job and knows her place. They other one takes direction well but wants to be the teacher, and struggles sometimes.

Around this time last year I had a completely defiant assistant teacher, that I had to use reverse psychology on to get her to take orders from me.

I feel like our issues with each other could see a resolution though. She wants to meet with me about my lesson plans. Honestly this is the best solution that she came up with herself. This is a compromise for the micro-manager and the person who is just trying to do their job IN PEACE!
Though I am treated differently from the other teachers, I like this meeting better than her "pop-ins" and telling me to change what I am doing on the spot.

posted November 03, 2019 06:34 PM            

I’m starting to get to know my directors shadow self. I am starting to learn that sometimes when she makes up her mind about something, There is no reasoning with her. Even when I try to assert myself.

I have to be on top of my **** as much as possible. And when she gets on my case and in my face I too have to let that be on her and not on me. I have to be emotionless and friendly. I notice when I can do this her attitude adjusts.

One teacher broke the ice with me that she becomes a b!+ch when she is taking on too much. I also learned from the other teachers that a lot of the times things need to be her idea. I am starting to see it too.

I basically think she is projecting on to me. And I need to let her tone bounce back on her. She is making the work environment chaotic and confusing for me and that is not my fault.

She is so focused on me right now that she is starting to blow off the other teachers. So again her obsessing over me is on her not on me. Blowing off the other teachers is going to bite her in the @$$.

Btw she is a Libra. She is starting to go through her Pluto square Saturn transit too.
She pretty much does not let the assistant director do anything and will go into work at 4am to do it her self.

posted November 08, 2019 03:18 PM            

I wished a Scorpio distant friend a "Happy Birthday" on Facebook and he immediately contacted me for a meet and drink. I said "sure".

When he got here, he had his own intentions(he has Moon in Leo/Cap Mars).... Next thing I knew I am waking up naked next to him thinking to myself: "How did things escalate so quickly to this point?"

I felt so dirty, so used, so taken advantage of. And then I looked over at the sexy beast laying next to me sleeping and thought "This is awesome!"

Mars transits just entered my 7th house.Aggressive pursuits coming from others perhaps?