posted August 07, 2019 11:11 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
That's another reason I've been iffy about the man I've been back in touch with. Uranus has crossed his Sun and Moon at the beginning of Taurus (and the end of my 6th/ beginning of my 7th house), and it's going to cross back.

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Is not as clear cut as I am making it sound to be honest, I have never been the type to truly be done bc I keep caring about the person and think of them but I guess with uranus a certain energy builds up over time and then bam you act on impulse to free yourself from it and then the relationship is over bc you made sure it would be.

But I am realizing that when I break up I am right for doing it, but my heart undermines my intuition bc it has a hard time letting go and then I second guess my decision to end a relationship when I shouldn't, the decision is correct but my heart is like but you care about them just work with the situation as is. In the mean time my needs dont get met...I end it bc the merry go round is stressing me out but then my brain goes over the pros and cons and undermines my decision to end it too but my intuition is like get out, this inst going to work.

I guess that is my DC ruler mercury in Virgo RX square my nodes opposing moon in pisces ruler of the 8th which is also squaring my nodes.

I am realizing today my problem is not that I break up, is that I second guess my decision to do that and cant stick to it and let my mind and heart undermine my decisions in the love department and blame myself for been impulsive and ending things "prematurely" but what If the lesson is to listen to my gut and not let MY heart and mind undermine my decisions and stick to what my gut decided.

Maybe my gut are the nodes and my mercury opposite moon squaring the nodes are undermining my decisions and the lesson is to learn to listen to my gut and stick to my decisions made with my gut.

posted August 11, 2019 01:42 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I have had cramps so bad, that I thought I was going to pass out (kind of hoped that I would, too). Tylenol PM helped a bit, but it took ages to kick in. I need to take more in a minute, but I got some relief this evening.

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ohh that sounds awful!

I recommend: CBD oil gummy bears, Manuka Honey, and Calcium with Magnesium and Zinc from Trader Joes (you can get it there really cheap), I also get the Manuka Honey there.

posted August 11, 2019 01:59 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:

I think I have permanent cold feet when it comes to relationships now. Uranus is in my 7th, but you just don't know who someone will be. I am too skittish.

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Life is short and pain is temporary so just go for it.

I feel Uranus needs excitement and change pretty regularly, if things settle too much or if person starts to feel they are stuck in a cycle were their needs are not been met they will break up out of the blue to free themselves from this and create needed change to make room for something new or find a creative outside of the box solution that will allow them to live a life that is line with who they are and their needs. Uranus cant feel trapped and if a relationship starts to feel heavy they want to free themselves from it, they start to feel like the relationship is holding them back.

I can love a liberal or a conservative, I have come to realize that we cannot let politics get to us or prevent us from loving others or connecting with others. People are so much more than their political views. Politics makes people fall into this trap of thinking black and white and in this dualistic style of thinking that feeds mental health issues such as depression and anxiety and creates division making us forget that love and connection come first always. This dualistic thinking is unhealthy and just causes people to get wrapped up in the ego and leads to division and hate. You can't get rid of racism by creating a new group of people to hate, this is why the strategy of the left to label the right as racist backfires and does not work.

posted August 11, 2019 10:43 PM            

I am very tired of so much of my free time being spent on college. I really shouldn't complain, but oh the things I could be doing with my life instead. It just makes making plans with friends and family more difficult, and fitness, and cleaning too. One more year to go!I should be done with college when my Saturn return in my 9th house is over.

Relationships
Survived Jupiter rx in my 7th house!During this time.
My boyfriend and I have playful sassy banter with each other a lot. And sometimes people close to me don't get why my babe doesn't act more like a "Stepford Boyfriend." Yes sometimes I vent too. I can really only vent to my sister with out her making judgmental comments. My mom said to me recently "I can't tell if you two are joking." One of my close friends will make little judgmental comments lately. I had to shut it down once. She vents to me about her husband and I do not call him names. I might just say "that's messed up." We all do things that are messed up. I have the mental capacity to know he is not a super villain when she vents to me. I swear to God one more comment and I will flip. Confront her on her comments, and that she is out of line. Same friend that tries to copy our dates too. Newsflash, I'm not perfect either. If you can't handle me expressing that my boyfriend is not perfect sometimes, then you need to make less of an effort to reach out to me.

With Jupiter rx in 7th house recently, Saturn now rx in my 8th house, Uranus right now sexiling my Venus exactly. It's been a period for adapting and working out the kinks in our relationship. Basically anything that bothered me in the relationship I spoke up. I kind of felt bad, but so necessary for me to evaluate continuing to move forward to know I can continue to invest myself emotionally.

Also with Uranus in Taurus, my bf got a new job that requires him to travel a lot. So we are long distance now. He left today. Uranus is exactly trining his Venus, while Uranus exactly sextiles my Venus.

posted August 13, 2019 12:26 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
CBD oil is great!

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👍👍👍👍 when needed of course.

posted August 13, 2019 03:05 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
👍👍👍👍 when needed of course.

If i had a fever Aspirin is the best thing to take if the natural ways did not work.

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Well is helping me with my restless leg syndrome at night and sleep issues. It doesn't have THC so you don't get high or the negative side effects, you only get the medicinal properties and it has a lot of benefits from anti-inflammatory properties to preventing Alzheimer's etc.

.......and it comes in Gummy Bears!

posted August 14, 2019 10:52 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Well is helping me with my restless leg syndrome at night and sleep issues. It doesn't have THC so you don't get high or the negative side effects, you only get the medicinal properties and it has a lot of benefits from anti-inflammatory properties to preventing Alzheimer's etc.

.......and it comes in Gummy Bears!

http://www.justcbdstore.com/product/cbd-gummie s-3000mg-jar/?fbclid=IwAR2a6y_HoqBU_TLhyz6jU6LunEbP6PX5Sm0n0wuxdcszKrjfD5RCNIYLRaQ

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Ooh! CBD has been recommended for my stomach problem, and a friend recommended it a couple of years ago. I just need to get the extra money to try it.

@Aries Eagle, I usually take tylenol, and should have. I probably would have felt better, sooner. I finally feel okay tonight. The humidity has been killer here, too - last night, it was 95% humidity, all night, so I turned the air on at midnight, and finally felt more human by this morning (also after more turmeric soup).

posted August 15, 2019 08:35 AM            

2 friends revealed romantic feelings and affection for me. One is Libra and the other Taurus. As usual these two feature a lot in my life romantically. Sadly I can't reciprocate as the feelings for them in that way, are not there.

A guy that I had chatted to on an online dating service and subsequently never met, just contacted me again. We lost contact when I started practicals. He also has Sun/Venus conjunct.

The Sun,Venus and Mars are conjunct in Leo in House 5 with Merc also there in Leo(whole sign). It feels weird being "pursued" than pursuing really. But I think thats what Leo energy is all about I guess-being the centre of adoration?

posted August 15, 2019 11:22 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Right on schedule , progressed Moon is now conjunct natal Venus-tight orb. And I did predict that the lovelife front will heat up. Well it did...sort of.

2 friends revealed romantic feelings and affection for me. One is Libra and the other Taurus. As usual these two feature a lot in my life romantically. Sadly I can't reciprocate as the feelings for them in that way, are not there.

A guy that I had chatted to on an online dating service and subsequently never met, just contacted me again. We lost contact when I started practicals. He also has Sun/Venus conjunct.

The Sun,Venus and Mars are conjunct in Leo in House 5 with Merc also there in Leo(whole sign). It feels weird being "pursued" than pursuing really. But I think thats what Leo energy is all about I guess-being the centre of adoration?

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posted August 15, 2019 05:11 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Right on schedule , progressed Moon is now conjunct natal Venus-tight orb. And I did predict that the lovelife front will heat up. Well it did...sort of.

2 friends revealed romantic feelings and affection for me. One is Libra and the other Taurus. As usual these two feature a lot in my life romantically. Sadly I can't reciprocate as the feelings for them in that way, are not there.

A guy that I had chatted to on an online dating service and subsequently never met, just contacted me again. We lost contact when I started practicals. He also has Sun/Venus conjunct.

The Sun,Venus and Mars are conjunct in Leo in House 5 with Merc also there in Leo(whole sign). It feels weird being "pursued" than pursuing really. But I think thats what Leo energy is all about I guess-being the centre of adoration?

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posted August 15, 2019 05:40 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I've been in kind of the same position, although I used to have strong feelings for this guy. We are totally different in ways now, and I don't think I'm ever going to meet anyone, which is depressing me at the moment. He is heavily religious. I'm not.

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I was interested in a bloke who was the same. His extemely defensiveness and conservative stance on many subjects, just made it improbable that expansion on my end would ever take place if I got involved with him(his Moon in Sag).

I find racial differences, language and even political views much easier to bridge than religious beliefs.There is just something about religious beliefs or beliefs generally that are imprinted on the security consciousness of a person. I am Sag myself and I need to expand mentally and so it feels like when i engage with such people, I contract. And I don't like that feeling.

So to question/even challenge those deeply entrenched beliefs they have would be tantamount to torturing the individually slowly with a blunt knife(in their mind).

I don't get involved with people who are strongly Christ oriented. I just can't. We end up at loggerheads about one view or another. It's just hopeless. The attraction leaves quickly.

posted August 15, 2019 05:46 PM            

I always thought that Leo likes to be the one "pursued" tbh. Crushed on one with Venus/Mars in Leo and conjunct.And he loved it when I flirted and made advances on him.

posted August 15, 2019 06:01 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
I was interested in a bloke who was the same. His extemely defensiveness and conservative stance on many subjects, just made it improbable that expansion on my end would ever take place if I got involved with him(his Moon in Sag).

I find racial differences, language and even political views much easier to bridge than religious beliefs.There is just something about religious beliefs or beliefs generally that are imprinted on the security consciousness of a person. I am Sag myself and I need to expand mentally and so it feels like when i engage with such people, I contract. And I don't like that feeling.

So to question/even challenge those deeply entrenched beliefs they have would be tantamount to torturing the individually slowly with a blunt knife(in their mind).

I don't get involved with people who are strongly Christ oriented. I just can't. We end up at loggerheads about one view or another. It's just hopeless. The attraction leaves quickly.

The same is true of sexist people, racist people, homophobes , supremacists etc. Looks don't matter. I am outa there!

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posted August 15, 2019 07:30 PM            

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@hypatia238

I always thought that Leo likes to be the one "pursued" tbh. Crushed on one with Venus/Mars in Leo and conjunct.And he loved it when I flirted and made advances on him.

He never initiated the kisses, I did. But he was receptive to them. He loved the attention and would be a little miffed if I talked to someone else(even if it was brief).

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I like a little bit of a challenge and I like to feel I am going after what I want. I don't like feeling I have to play this stereotypical role as a woman of playing hard to get and letting the guy do all the pursuing. At the same time I dont like feeling like I am doing all the pursuing and making all the moves, I like it to go back and forth (e.g. you make a move, then I do or vice versa or we both make a move at the same time or back to back, in synch).

posted August 15, 2019 08:35 PM            

I AM:

1. Going to Wrap things up and do what I need to get done to get my License, I have been sitting on this but is time to wrap things up with this. Might have my License by the time Jupiter hits my AC potentially, if I get to it right away.

2. Going to have a baby, turning 36 next month so is now or never and numerologically and astrologically everything points out to this. Its better to invest all my leo energy at adoring my child and raising it. All I am going to want for this baby is for them to be happy and for them to feel loved and accepted.

Its interesting that VENUS rules my MC and 5th and falls in my 8th conjunct Mars which rules my IC and my Venus conjunct Mars are right on my AC solar return for 2019 (my birthday is next month). I read a lot of people have babies when their solar return AC is in LEO, you add my venus conjunct mars are falling on my AC SR with my partner's VENUS which is his chart ruler also falling there. My numerological essence number is 6 this year too starting next month. Tr uranus is on my 5th house activating my Juno. Our progressed composite next year will have Venus conjunct Moon in Libra at aries point 0 degrees marking a new phase in our relationship (VENUS rules our progressed composite DC, MOON rules our progressed composite IC so it could coincide with the birth of a child bringing us closer together).

posted August 15, 2019 08:55 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:

I find racial differences, language and even political views much easier to bridge than religious beliefs.There is just something about religious beliefs or beliefs generally that are imprinted on the security consciousness of a person. I am Sag myself and I need to expand mentally and so it feels like when i engage with such people, I contract. And I don't like that feeling.

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I can relate so much to this! I left the church at age 20 and towards the end was just going to make my mom happy to be honest. I left bc I realized quite frankly I value my intellectual freedom too much and I don't like my mind to be controlled, dictated or manipulated in any way, I want full freedom to think however it feels right to me and however the F I want! Jupiter rules my chart and conjuncts Uranus which rules my 3rd house so there you have it!

I feel religions want to tell you how to think and live and that rubs me the wrong way.

I also decided then that I could never date someone religious. In part yes I feel we would not be a good fit intellectually, there would be a big gap there and also I think he would pressure me to go to church etc so our life styles would not align. I don't want to be part of a church and like my spirituality to be a private thing. Last, its just not a goood fit for me, I am too wild and rebellious and don't like strict gender roles in my relationships. My parents didn't have a traditional classical marriage were the woman stays at home, cleans and makes dinner and raises the kids mostly on her own while the father goes out and provides and my own marriage reflects this, for example he is the one that cooks, we both clean etc...we both have strong personalities. We make decisions together, we have always handled financial stuff as a couple etc...I mean my parents are religious and it works for them! but is not in line with my need for intellectual freedom and my essence personally so I can't have a partner like that.