posted July 06, 2017 02:40 PM            

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Originally posted by aquavelvet:
Opposite Mars Venus
Opposite Mars Mercury

I feel emotionally drained. Feel like being used so much. My hands are full, my heart beating fast.
My temper just feel like out of control, i feel angry. And just want to stay away from people especially those whom i feel have been taking me for granted.
I'm detaching myself.
Very blunt with my words yesterday to the man who i actually like so much which just contacted me again after a while. The excitement just turned to resentment and i said a very direct and sharp thing to him, now he stopped talking again.
My ex talking about a girl and i feel jealous.
My family nagging me for more financial help and now i feel like they're too dependent on me.
I cried a lot these last two days. I feel sh*tty.
I don't know if this whole thing is the effect of the transit or what. But i just want this situation to pass quickly.

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I can totally see the effects of mars opposite mercury with what you are saying. You seem to feel edgy and more irritable, more likely to say how you feel on impulse without thinking of consequences. But feeling emotionally drained and detached feels like another transit going on...

posted July 07, 2017 06:04 PM            

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Originally posted by areesquivel:
I feel too its been like forever for me, I have Moon at 28 degrees Pisces so going retrograde its on my moon exact, so this means I'll feel it again going direct, I feel the healing process is happening right now on retro motion is that normal? I've been dealing with insecurities.

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posted July 08, 2017 07:19 PM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
I had them both one after the other, first the square to the Sun and my angles, then an year later it was the Moon..I can tell for me, the Sun square was tough and it made me depressed but it was bearable. When it squared the Moon, it was painful, literally. My heart hurt and I still remember how it felt and I cringe at the thought of it.

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I want to comment on this again since till the end of the year I will be dealing with this transit. That is a great description "my heart hurt." I think you really hit the nail on that and since you mentioned it I have been observing how I feel more closely and yes I do feel this pain in my heart occasionally but it alternates with periods of numbness like I either feel numb or my heart hurt exactly like you are saying and sometimes I feel fine. I have to say out of all the transits I feel this one truly describes the symptoms of depression to a tea!

Like things I normally enjoy a lot I do them and it doesn't do it for me, I am still doing it bc maybe they help like 10%. Like eating out or hiking, I don't get the same thrill or response, it feels like just a thing I am doing to kill time and with saturn time feels like it passes slowly. The only thing I still enjoy these days is my job. Hiking I try to do once a week bc its good to work out and this releases endorphins I obviously need but I don't enjoy it like I use which is a classic symptom of depression.

Someone described depression as lack of passion or vitality. The moon rules your emotions which is what makes you feel alive so saturn in hard aspect to it is like it robs us of our emotions/vitality/passion and when this is not there we feel like our compass is broken, like what now?

posted July 09, 2017 12:30 AM            

Your transit to Moon is wrapping up now as the last hit, so it will be getting better soon. In fact, I think your Moon is at 20', right? It may not touch it exactly, I think Saturn turns direct at 21' but I am not completely sure.

posted July 10, 2017 11:13 AM            

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Originally posted by Isa:
Oh my god, Orange. I'm so sorry that happened to you. What a heartbreaking story! I hope you are doing well right now. Hypatia, thanks for sharing your experiences.

I had on and off suicidal thoughts this year with Saturn square moon. It's a tough transit. I can't wait till Saturn is direct and out of orb with my moon. What orbs do you guys use for transits?

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Its weird with the sun once it starts to separate I feel a relief but with the moon I suppose since is such a sensitive point I feel it up to 3d even when separating. Wait maybe this is the case bc my Sun/moon midpoint is at 24d in sag so when Tr Saturn is at 23d in sag it conjuncts my sun/moon midpoint and simultaneously squares my moon by 3d.

posted July 19, 2017 07:41 PM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
What happened , hypatia ? Why did you feel lonely ? What did u feel ?

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I felt like a dessert, completely unattached. I kept thinking I need to go visit my parents in Florida. I felt empty like I did not belong and nobody cares. It felt painful, like I was alone in an island or like I was invisible.

posted July 20, 2017 02:58 PM            

I think it was transit Sun conjunct Mars in CANCER squaring my chart ruler Pluto in Libra in the 12th very tightly in combination with everything else mentioned..

It gave it a Cancer theme: missing my roots, feeling alienated and bringing all that to the surface, the need for connection etc, deep loneliness..

I cried once I got home and told my partner what I felt and he actually listened and was there for me which was nice...I talked to my parents too. Having a goodnight sleep helped too and the interview today makes me feel hopeful. Working more will allow me to fill my time more, address financial concerns and do something that I like and makes me feel connected to others and fulfilled.

I think is predominantly tr MARS IN CANCER SQUARE PLUTO in the 12th BC today tr Sun is still squaring my pluto but I feel much better.

posted July 20, 2017 08:46 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I can totally see the effects of mars opposite mercury with what you are saying. You seem to feel edgy and more irritable, more likely to say how you feel on impulse without thinking of consequences. But feeling emotionally drained and detached feels like another transit going on...

Is transit saturn doing anything to your chart?

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Sorry for the late reply. I saw sun opposite my saturn back then. Things got better after the 9th finally.
But this 20th now i woke up in the morning to bad news, text that my mom is considering real divorce with my dad.
Feeling at loss mostly.
I feel like the guy i like is moving on with his own life and probably not even have any thoughts about me.
Everything regarding with financial is good tho.
But seem like family and love part is still sucks, even more now. I feel emotionaly low, and binge eating lol.

I heard two suicide news nearby since yesterday and wondering if theres anything to do with the transits or what? Seems like people around me is having such a bad time lately to the point even they have suicidal thoughts.
I have that thoughts last night tho, but i managed it well.

posted October 09, 2017 12:59 AM            

When Tr Jupiter was just conjuncting my Pluto in the 12th I was edgy, it was one thing after another, I did not feel in control and it was irritating, it was a bit intense.

posted October 09, 2017 01:37 AM            

However, my Solar Return next year has Sun in 2nd house. That's both a good sign that maybe my personality will stay like this and 2018 is also the first year I experience my Solar Return with Sun in 2nd house. Yes, I actually did go through every year of my life to check. I was trying to get a reference for how I handled it when I was younger to maybe see how it might manifest, but it has been 25 years and I haven't had a single Solar Return with Sun in 2nd house. My Moon aspects all major angles in my Solar Return for 2018 as well. Based on my Solar Return for next year, 2018 is going to be major.

I still wish I knew what transit I was talking about here. I wonder if Saturn's opposition to my Moon is wearing off. It's unlikely though. Saturn hasn't made its 3rd opposition to my Moon. Saturn also hasn't even transitioned to my 2nd house yet. I'm not sure what else Saturn can do with my 1st house, but I'm kind of waiting for it to move into Capricorn.

posted October 09, 2017 12:38 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
^^What does your Uranus and Neptune rule in your chart? What houses are each ruling? Are neptune or uranus near an angle or the nodes?

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In my natal chart, Uranus and Neptune are both in my 2nd house.

Uranus and Neptune are not near the nodes in my natal chart or by transit. Neptune isn't near an angle by transit or in my natal chart either.

It may be worth bringing up that Uranus, however, is currently making a quincunx to my Ascendant in late Scorpio (in case Aquarius in 3rd and Pisces in 4th confuses you, I have Capricorn in 2nd house and Cancer in 8th house but these signs are intercepted in the 2nd-8th house axis), though by transit, it is not touching my North Node. I'm not sure if a quincunx is strong enough to mean much, but aside from the quincunx to my Ascendant, Uranus is making a sextile to my Moon. My Moon is quincunx my Ascendant in my natal chart. Would Uranus touching my Moon and Ascendant by transit mean anything? Uranus is, by transit, completing an aspect pattern. I'm not sure if this is significant. It's just something I noticed.

posted October 09, 2017 08:33 PM            

Neptune rules your IC so that is meaningful if Tr pluto is hitting that I could see how it could lead to deep transformation of your core as the IC is our deepest self, it relates to the private and sometimes concealed inner person, the part of us that the people we feel closest get to see, when we feel really comfortable with someone. You can say is our most vulnerable part too, if someone conjuncts our IC we feel safe and comfortable around them like they are family but we are also more like to become deeply attached and to react strongly emotionally towards them. Like mars there on the IC can make it really hard to not be emotionally reactive to that person and if they irritate you it will be felt intensely.

So if Pluto is conjuncting your IC ruler that deep transformation you feel is happening in your personality could be the result of that. Pluto's transit is long so whatever it touches it will be transformed and is touching none the less your IC ruler which represents your most vulnerable side and deepest self.

posted October 09, 2017 11:03 PM            

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How do you feel you have changed if you feel comfortable sharing? If not I totally understand so no worries...

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My opinions on certain spiritual beliefs have also changed. When it comes to the change in my spiritual beliefs, I have yet to properly organize my thoughts regarding this topic, so it may be quite a bit of time before I can put everything into words.

Overall, my mood is more pleasant and I am feeling a great deal more capable of achieving the things I want to be doing with my life.

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Larena, how did you feel when TR Saturn opposed your Moon and Chiron squared your Moon? What was the mood?

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Second, my real response. I don't think the effects from Transit Saturn opposing my Moon have worn off, not completely, which may be a result of Saturn still being in my 1st house and approaching its 3rd hit to my Moon. While I do feel a great deal more positive and I feel fantastic, this is also the weirdest thing to say in the situation I'm in. I have developed anhedonia. My anhedonia doesn't seem to have gone away, though it may be that I'm starting to recover from it. It's hard to say at this point. Saturn's opposition to my Moon seemed to have a numbing effect on my emotions.