posted January 07, 2018 06:38 AM            

And the bullet journal is all about structure, planning and also creativity since you do it yourself. There is a structure you follow but you have free hands also. I mean, its crazy! Capricorn 5th house theme! It couldn't be more accurate haha!

I'm not good at drawing or doodeling so I will have a very clean minimalistic look to mine (also saturn/Capri omg)

posted January 07, 2018 12:12 PM            

@Melinn, interesting... I had not heard of bullet journaling, I will look into it. I have heard of creative journaling.

posted January 24, 2018 01:24 PM            

I think this is one of my favorite transits. Add that transit Jupiter is also sextiling my Mercury.

It comes more naturally for me to focus on the positive and not stress. This inner knowing that things will get resolved and work out. I feel happy but in a calm peaceful way, not overly happy but a happy that feels realistic and stable, its easier to access Joy and feel content about the little things in life. Its easier to access joy in the right now and accept your situation as is and practice gratitude.

posted February 11, 2018 03:11 PM            

Transit Jupiter was conjunct transit Moon in Scorpio both trining my moon BUT also both squaring my VENUS conjunct MARS.I think the combo of both tr jupiter conjunct tr moon squaring my natal venus conjunct mars is what did it bc once tr jupiter was no longer conjunct transit moon I was feeling ok again and the hypersensitivity went away.

posted February 18, 2018 09:47 PM            

I already decided I'm not doing another yr. But I got so ****** on Friday...why wait? After some serious venting I edited my resume on indeed and started saving jobs.

So yes I feel edgy, ripped off, mistreated, taken advantage of, and disrespected.

Im looking forward to them having to put up with themselves when I tell them I'm going.

I'm starting to not give a **** about leaving on good terms.

Feel like returning the amount of respect they have given me.

I also feel anxious and stressed about looking for a new job while holding one I hate down. I'm going to have to lie to take time off work, and be all suspicious.

I've felt syndical. I now know that getting a new job does not mean happily ever after. Sometimes I've felt like what's the point awful people are at every job.

If it's not okay to jump from relationship to relationship, then why is it okay to jump from job to job?

I actually have a lot going on in my 10th house right now. Maybe that's why I feel so intense. Lots of Pisces right now (sun, mercury, Venus, Neptune, and Chiron)

And now with Neptune here I question staying in my field or something else

posted February 19, 2018 05:27 AM            

Well I do have an obsessive mind. And ocd tendencies, (Plutonic and moon-saturn). I’m delusional sometimes, I vry easily get addicted to the dopamine rush by having a crush on someone (Neptune-Venus again) . And hard time letting go (Pluto).

However, I decided I have to stop having an infatuation on this guy, because he does not feel the same way. And he acts so cold towards me sometimes. So I told myself that today, I’m gonna act all normal and stop flirting and stop trying to have meaningful eye contact and hand brushing and other dumb stuff.

But its hard since we, well work on group projects until May, I mean, I can’t avoid him! And what happens is, I walk in to our group room he says hi. I say hi. And that’s it. He is distant.

And I shut down completely! I’m an Aries venus and gemini stellium, I talk and joke, a lot! Normally. But now I feel a crushing saturnian energy suffocating me. Intended to act normal, and this is the complete opposite to normal!

And moon is in Aries aswell today, plus so many Pisces planet transits, so wtf is happening to me?!

He is a Leo sun and Libra Venus so he is almost always happy go lucky. But he mirrors back my energy to me. He normally is caring and would ask if I’m sad,tired etc. But he is almost ignoring me. Feeding my shut down mood even more. He is Pisces moon so I think he gets very affected by my energies. And he may snse I’m upset with him. Logically he would dismiss that. But he has strong intuitions so dunno, maybe he reacts to me. Or he is going through the same feelings.

But he is normal to our other group mate who is a guy . I have no balance! Either I’m happy go lucky. Or Wednesday from the Addams family! This day sucks!

posted February 19, 2018 01:43 PM            

Transit Neptune is starting to conjunct our davison composite Venus conjunct Moon.

Tr Venus was conjunct my Neverland exact. Tr TARDIS is conjunct my Selene and trine our moons in pisces.

We have Endymion VIGINTILE Selene in Synastry and Endymion conjunct Selene in composite.

posted February 20, 2018 03:06 PM            

I empathize, we have all been in your shoes at one point or another.

It seems in situations like that all you can do is decide they don't like you or they would have made a move by now and tell yourself "I am moving on" like you are doing right now OR take a chance and let them know how you feel which made lead to rejection something we all experience at some point or another. If it leads to rejection it will sting for a while but it will give you closure and you will then truly be able to move on.

posted February 21, 2018 04:21 AM            

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I dreamt of my ex last night. God I love our dreams they are so intense, I love giving him love and feeling his love. Our dreams is how we reconnect periodically. I woke up and it was 11:11.

Tr venus is entering my 5th house. Transit Neptune is starting to conjunct our davison composite venus conjunct moon. I suspect with neptune there we will dream of each other more, I hope so anyways.

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posted February 21, 2018 04:31 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
@Melinn

I empathize, we have all been in your shoes at one point or another.

It seems in situations like that all you can do is decide they don't like you or they would have made a move by now and tell yourself "I am moving on" like you are doing right now OR take a chance and let them know how you feel which made lead to rejection something we all experience at some point or another. If it leads to rejection it will sting for a while but it will give you closure and you will then truly be able to move on.

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Yes I think my body physically fell ill when I decided to "move on". I just shut down, because otherwise I would have busted into tears in front of him.
This is becoming toxic so I have to resolve this **** inside of me.

Our dynamics have changed, I know I should not think about him and us anymore but I can't help it. I'm feeling like, he is himself frustrated. And before he would always be sunny and happy as soon as we met in school and said our hellos. Now it feels like, he is waiting for me to be extra warm and caring. And if I'm no and waiting for him, he gets a lower energy.
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Dunno if I'm right, but I have good instincts so...

And it turns out I was right about why he was defensiv and uncaring. Our other mutual friend asked me when we were alone if I had any problems with them. And that my crush we can call him A, That A had asked our friend "Have I done something to upset her maybe?".

That sweet haha, so he cares enough to worry about it.

So he suspects something. And he gets frustrated and defensive bc of it and bc I'm not telling him if so.

However, I talked to them both today, and said a have lots of stuff to deal with so I sometimes shut down like that etc. Because they really did feel bad about my bad mood.
He said "ok tell us if we do something wrong, or if we can listen and help".

posted February 21, 2018 04:40 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Sometimes you have to change jobs in life, these days is often the only way you can advance.

Look at a job like dating, you date someone for a year but then break up bc they were not for you, maybe she/he was abusive and not willing to change so you decide to keep looking for the one you want to marry and start dating someone new after looking around. Eventually you find someone who is not perfect but has flaws you can live with or handle and that "job" you stick around for longer, a few years... Maybe a decade.

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posted February 21, 2018 08:35 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Sometimes you have to change jobs in life, these days is often the only way you can advance.

Look at a job like dating, you date someone for a year but then break up bc they were not for you, maybe she/he was abusive and not willing to change so you decide to keep looking for the one you want to marry and start dating someone new after looking around. Eventually you find someone who is not perfect but has flaws you can live with or handle and that "job" you stick around for longer, a few years... Maybe a decade.

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Thanks so true! 😆 I finally applied for a job this week! 1 application 3 schools! That would be nice if I could get an interview by the end of this week, while I have time off.
But who knows I might have to call in “sick” at current job, or say I have a “personal appointment.”

Another thing, one of my supervisors is trying to take advantage of me. She even told me “the office does not want to deal with it.” Well, I have an issue with how she treating me and handling this, so I am going to the office and I am going to take it up with her supervisor! Probably on Monday when I’m back to work.

In the past I’ve been recluctant to report people I work so closely with. How am I suppose work as a team when the other person knows I reported them or whatever. One of my faults, I try not to take someone’s different personality so personal. But then it’s like they are testing the hell out of me and then they really cross a line and I have to speak up! I’ve made excuses for their ****** personality for too long. I want it to work so bad. This has got to be so Saturn in my 7th and Neptune in my 10th. I’ve been basically going through this lesson with different people since 2015.

With Saturn in Capricorn, I am like why am I still going though this? Oh yeah the early degrees of Capricorn are my 7th house

But yes again this person I’m reporting I work very closely with. And I need to speak up so she cuts it out, and doesn’t attempt to cross a line.

posted February 28, 2018 01:29 PM            

Unfortunately, there are quite a number of red flags and it's hard for me to ignore them, especially right now as Uranus draws closer to entering Taurus. If I'm right, I think there will be a moment in time when Uranus potentially transits both my boyfriend's Venus and my Venus at the same time. My boyfriend is going to be experiencing a square to his early Venus in Leo while I'm going to experience the conjunction. Any decision either one of us makes will affect the other. My Venus rules my 7th house and my boyfriend's Venus is in the 7th house. Our composite chart has a Venus-Uranus aspect and I think we have Venus contra-parallel Uranus by declination.

posted February 28, 2018 01:57 PM            

Transits:

Tr Moon conjunct exact my Venus
Transit Venus is conjunct my Moon

So venus conjunct moon double whammy.

posted February 28, 2018 02:02 PM            

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Originally posted by Lerena:
I know that most people seem to believe that only conjunctions, oppositions, and squares are strong enough to produce change. Well, I feel like something is touching my Venus and it feels like Saturn. While this isn't the first time I've considered this topic, the question of my relationship's lasting potential has been weighing on my mind much more lately, especially as I consider what I need from a relationship after the time I've spent with my boyfriend so far and the issues we've had.

Unfortunately, there are quite a number of red flags and it's hard for me to ignore them, especially right now as Uranus draws closer to entering Taurus. If I'm right, I think there will be a moment in time when Uranus potentially transits both my boyfriend's Venus and my Venus at the same time. My boyfriend is going to be experiencing a square to his early Venus in Leo while I'm going to experience the conjunction. Any decision either one of us makes will affect the other. My Venus rules my 7th house and my boyfriend's Venus is in the 7th house. Our composite chart has a Venus-Uranus aspect and I think we have Venus contra-parallel Uranus by declination.

The orb is honestly irrelevant in this situation, because with both of us experiencing a transit from Uranus to Venus, and before Uranus is even officially in Taurus, something is bound to happen in regards to our relationship. Realistically, this could be a break-up, though not necessarily. The signs point to that as a possibility, but it's not something either one of us wants to happen. Also, I'm stubborn. I don't want to lose him if I can avoid it. The only question is whether or not this can be avoided in the first place. This said, I'm going to continue putting my best effort into my relationship and hope we make it through these transits.

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My partner and I have venus conjunct Mars conjunct his venus square his Mars conjunct Uranus in scorpio and we have this in composite too (e.g.venus square uranus that is, our composite Uranus is in Scorpio at 29d). We have been together since 2007 so 11 years now in March.

I love him deeply, I am feeling the love specially today I think bc of transits mentioned above(moon conjunct venus double whammy).....

posted March 03, 2018 05:01 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
Everything sucks, as usual. Pluto is still square mercury, Saturn is squaring my Jupiter and Pluto. This Aries does not thrive under pressure. She crumples on the couch, and watches Gilmore Girls for the zillionth time. And got into Dexter, this week, too.

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