posted May 04, 2018 10:31 PM            

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Originally posted by Selenite:
Awww, thank you mirage.

No, that was a quote on this thread from when I got a job around this time last year. Mercury had just crossed my MC. And that's about to happen again, so maybe that's when i'll find a job LOL

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Fingers crossed for you!

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Thanks Selenite!

I've noticed that asteroid 389 Industria can be active in a chart for timing job starts and stops.

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posted May 05, 2018 05:36 PM            

http://www.lunarplanner.com/asteroids-dwarfplanets/Sedna.html

Three Levels of Sedna:

1 . The beginners level for Sedna, or for those buried in density, is victimization. Indeed, many in the pagan tradition call Sedna the goddess of the victim. At this unevolved level, a person can either be a victim or a victimizer.

2. At the intermediate level, the energy represented by Sedna both follows Rudhyar’s schema but also departs from it. Rudhyar says that after a period of time or lifetimes, the individual gets fed up with the garbage of the beginners level, and makes a decisions to do whatever is necessary to break free of the recurring garbage. This in turn results in the individual beginning what is a great journey of liberation. Rudhyar doesn’t actually describe the journey, but anyone acquainted with Joseph Campbell’s hero’s journey, knows the plot line. It is the greatest adventure of them all, the journey out of density to the light. At the intermediate level, the energy represented by Sedna does involve letting go the density of victimization and taking a journey to the light. At the intermediate level, Sedna represents the energy which forces us, whether we wish it or not, to let go of our mortality and accept our immortality. Please understand this does not mean anyone is going to die. This is an emotional and psychic reference point. It is a state of consciousness. Are we merely a mortal who will die and disappear after a few years? Or are we an immortal soul, who just happens to be having a temporary adventure in the material plane? Sedna at the intermediate level represents that life experience which forces us to answer no to the first question and yes to the second question.

3. Level Three: At the end of the myth, Sedna is the immortal, the goddess who feeds the tribe. Given her brutal treatment, one could easily understand her going off and letting the tribe go rot. But not so. She sticks around and provides for the tribe. Nonetheless, there is a catch. The tribe had better treat the animals of the ocean well, and not mess around or she will withdraw the food. In other words, she is the provider and caretaker, but she is a very no-nonsense caretaker. The key here is her no-nonsense attitude. The energy of Sedna manifesting at the spiritual level represents the no–nonsense caretaker of humanity. Compassion with a hard edge, if you will, but a hard edge for good reason.

http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/015260.html

^^At the final stage she is a Caretaker who is compassionate but holds people accountable and sets clear boundaries. I also feel that at this stage Sedna breaks the cycle of abuse or karma, she doesn't sell out and abandons like her father did to save himself, she stays put and provides support but removes herself if toxic dynamics start to creep in, she does not enable or feed toxic dynamics/karmic entrapments and models for others to do the same.

This object is interesting. I have it conjunct Chaos and my Juno forming a grand trine with Priapus conjunct Atlantis and Pallas (Grand trine between Sedna-Chaos/Priapus/Pallas is exact).

Full Moon on my Sedna this past weekend on April 29 2018: I have been at the intermediate level and final level PARTIALLY for a while now. This past weekend a few hours before the full moon (April 28th late at night) when tr Sun conjunct Tr Horus hit my Sedna I felt it in my bones "immortality," that inner knowing, I felt certain about that like I never have before. It was like a spiritual awakening. That day that the full moon hit my Sedna (Sunday) I was researching Sedna without realizing that the new moon activated my Sedna yet. Add that transit Neptune/Eros was quindecile my Sun by 0d01 (Nept) and Tr Jupiter was Septile my Sun.

posted May 10, 2018 04:20 PM            

"During my years of astrological practice, I have come to use the Dark Moon in all my chart analyses, as a complement to interpretating the Moon. It would never occur to me to neglect this influence. The Dark Moon describes our relationship to the absolute, to sacrifice as such, and shows how we let go. In transit, the Dark Moon indicates some form of castration or frustration, frequently in the areas of desire, a powerlessness of the psyche, or a general inhibition. On the other hand, it shows where we question ourselves, our lives, our jobs, and our beliefs. I feel this is important, since it gives us the opportunity to "let go" of something. The Dark Moon shows where we can let the Whole flow into our selves, without putting an "I" in the way, without putting up a wall in the form of ego. At the same time, it doesn't indicate passivity - on the contrary - it symbolizes the firm will to be open and trusting, to let the Greater World flow through one, relying entirely on the great laws of the universe, on that which we name God. To prepare us for this opening, the Dark Moon creates a necessary void."

Tr Sun is right on my Dark Moon Lilith which sextiles my Moon while Tr moon is conjunct my moon today.

Interesting I have moon trine Selene opposite Dark Moon Lilith with Moon at the apex of that point of thales.

I am choosing to be open and trusting today, to not let the Ego be a barrier and let vulnerability win, to let go of the ego and have faith, to trust the universe and take a chance and step into the unknown.

Closer Soundtrack http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6pXUdyqADA

posted May 10, 2018 06:24 PM              

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Thanks Selenite!

I've noticed that asteroid 389 Industria can be active in a chart for timing job starts and stops.

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posted May 14, 2018 02:39 PM            

Northnode conjunct Neptune and Uranus, Neptune is her chart Ruler. She is in her mid 20s and has been starting to integrate her northnode this past year.

Tr PSYCHE is septile EXACT her natal Uranus (Tr Psyche is conjunct Tr Jupiter)
Tr SPIRIT is squaring EXACT Tr PSYCHE
Tr Neptune is sextile natal Neptune (by 2d)

Septiles are known for OBEs.

posted May 14, 2018 04:18 PM            

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Originally posted by lizzy807:
Great idea. I should start journaling that way. Might shed some light on my patterns. Currently, the hardest one I'm going through is Pluto opposite moon, exact. I have the natal square, so you'd think I could handle it, but wow. It's not easy. I also have some Saturn stuff happening right now, and Uranus. It's meant to make us stronger, though, right?

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posted May 15, 2018 07:23 PM            

I just checked the transits I'll be going through around the time that Uranus Retrograde is opposing my natal Pluto. There's a disturbing amount of outer planet activity around September 2023. It looks like I'll be dealing with a lot in 2023 too based on my Solar Return for that year. So, from what I can gather, Uranus in Taurus is going to either be a huge struggle or just different from how my life has been so far. Since the opposition occurs after my Saturn Return, I'm assuming that I can't determine how the opposition will go until after my Saturn Return is over.

I also happen to be experiencing Uranus' opposition to my Scorpio Ascendant at the same time it opposes my natal Pluto. Another thing is I felt Uranus' influence on my 5th house a few degrees before it officially began transiting that house and it's the same situation with Uranus' influence on my 6th house now. I'm sure I'll feel Uranus beginning to influence my 7th house when it's a few degrees from my Descendant, especially with the Descendant being a significant angle.

posted May 16, 2018 08:03 AM            

Natal Pluto conjunct Draco Mercury. I expect some schedule disruption.

posted May 16, 2018 04:36 PM            

6th House Sun Taurus, with 6th cusp Taurus.
Have you considered being an entrepreneur? All that 'work' could bring you some interesting experiences, and, employee-coworkers (if you choose).

Could feel 'erratic' with ups and downs.. but would be stimulating! Allow you to 'break-ground' in whatever you decide to do.

Take care of your health (in case you turn into a workaholic).

Smell the Roses.

Take care of symptoms in your body's health without waiting too long.

(Have your thyroid functioning checked ... Taurus 6th?)
There could be fluctuations there?

And, your nervous system (and mind H3) might feel extra-stimulated with Mars in Aquarius now too.

Calm the Mind. Get Centered.

As far as your Love Life??
Nothing breaks-off that is 'working' and in right-order.
It might probably be your 'nervousness' ABOUT the relationship going wrong, that he would subtly pick-up on, that would cause an uneasiness... Just TALK to him about it.
If he 'understands' then COOL-BEANS *thumbsup*
If he can't stay...
Then, that's up to you.

Let a butterfly go... if it comes back again, it's yours...

and you will have Grown soooo much in that process of letting go.

Trust. Trust it will 'be' there, ON its OWN accord.
That's the way to build an awesome foundation in both your lives.
If it breaks down???
Sweetheart... You are young, and there are PLENTY of goodlooking hardworking ?men out there who might LOVE to meet you.

When a relationship breaks or leaves, you do eventually find yourself knowing yourself better, after some healing.

You'll not only know yourself better, but you'll get more efficient at choosing people. Your tastes, your wants. You'll be able to narrow down your choices MUCH better with each subsequent relationship.

posted May 21, 2018 12:01 AM            

Its probably just PMS but:

Tr Sun entered Gemini and is conjuncting my Chiron in Gemini at 2d.

Tr Mars in Aquarius is Trining my Chiron in Gemini under 1d (BINGO), actually this could explain why I feel slightly irritable. I remember once I had tr Mars square my Chiron opposite Jupiter conjunct Uranus and I was on fire, the trine would be more subtle and manageable, it snuck up on me. The square was hard and in your face, intense LOL.

posted May 21, 2018 12:25 AM            

Transiting
Sun square Saturn
Moon square Mars
Mercury Opposition Mars
Mercury square Pluto
Venus square Pluto
Venus square chiron
Moon transiting 3rd
Mars transiting 9th
Pluto transiting 8th

posted May 22, 2018 03:52 PM            

Tr Moon has been conjuncting my Priapus this whole Morning and opposing my AMOR and NYMPHE.

posted May 30, 2018 11:00 PM            

Tr Neptune is quindecile my Sun (165 degree aspect) and conjuncting my moon applying by 4 degrees.

posted June 03, 2018 10:38 PM            

I'm feeling exited. This time of yr always feels good. Sun conjuncting my Gemini asc.

I'm thinking about Mars in Aquarius. Yes my Mars return. I'm not always a fan of Mars Rx.
I remember not liking mars rx in Aries.

But I think I am seeing the rx as the universe giving me a chance to SLOW DOWN!! I graciously except. Mars rx in my sign happens when I am off in the summer.

posted June 03, 2018 10:56 PM            

Anyways that Chiron aspect isn’t sitting well with my psyche. My natal Saturn squares moon so I’ll probably tolerate it well but I feel the tension of tis aspect with my loved ones. They are becoming burdensome there’s disagreements and also my Pluto is transiting 8th house so something about my intimate part of life needs a change. Saturns going to teach me the hard lessons of being true to myself in relationship to deeper parts of relating and with Pluto it’s that all of nothing approach.. probably explains why I just want to move out and be on my own... not really sure how my Libra north node will take that but it is an essential part to my needs.

My libra nn is pretty apparent. I do have a lot of masculine energy. My pisces best friend said lately I’m more hard and blocked and closed off or whatever nonsensical interpretation those Pisces do and make. Her mercury is in Pisces as well. She showed me a video explaining the different ways I’m not embracing my divine feminine enough and the woman was talking abljt like ten different things it was way too abstract to even understand.

My Virgo mercury is like no no. You need to make sense of your madness! But anyways...

all of that is said because of my aries south node. I find that lately I’m a very selfish person. And I see myself as egocentric and a show off and vain but no one else sees that part of me. And my aries south node is saying I need to dress girly, waste money on feminine excursions like nails and hair. Who knows what other nonsense....

But those are my transits! Yup yup

posted June 06, 2018 02:30 AM            

On that note, my boyfriend has exposed my ultimate weakness: being afraid of my own thoughts and opinions and how others will receive them. He has very rightfully pointed out that I never actually say much of anything when he starts a conversation. I mostly respond with a single word or a heart. He is understandably annoyed by this and Uranus in Taurus has probably prompted him to finally say something about it. Fortunately for him, yes, this is an issue and I agree that this is a problem that I need to address. It's also that much easier that Mercury is being forced into the spotlight by my chart ruler, Pluto. I have known about this being a problem for a long time. The problem has persisted due to fear of how my thoughts and opinions will be received. This fear has to be faced. I can't simply avoid it. If I avoid it, I'll never make it as a writer.

I think the usual interpretation can still apply, mostly because the usual interpretation is basically the reason that I never bring up my thoughts and opinions in the first place. I'm afraid of offending people, ticking people off, saying something wrong, looking like a terrible person for not saying something properly, saying something that makes it obvious I am not very informed, etc. On top of that, Google hasn't been very helpful lately and I think my other ultimate weakness has been exposed: I rely too much on external sources of information. I'm also too obsessed with being "right." This means that I never state my thoughts or my opinions, because those things are subjective, not objective fact.

Yea. Pluto is kicking me in the butt and telling me to face the music. With Mercury in my 5th house, one of the "romance" houses, it's especially fitting that my romantic partner is the first to point out this issue. Pluto is going, "It's going to happen. Deal with it. Now." It's forcing me to confront this fear, probably by making all my fears related to how I communicate with other people actually happen and forcing me to properly learn how to handle them without freaking out. Pluto does not care if this situation is terrifying to me. And as uncomfortable as this transit will be, I don't exactly think it's going to kill me to be a little more open about what I think. Well, I might think it will for some amount of time - at least until I've hit the middle ground of being able to express my thoughts and opinions without going nuts if someone doesn't like them and not just treat other people as though their thoughts and opinions are more valid than mine.

posted June 08, 2018 09:48 PM            

He left for his friends, we are not on good terms.

I’m sick feel awful and stressed, and then to get nagged at.
I was still too upset when he wanted to kiss me, before going to his friends. I said hurtful things because I feel hurt. I hope this passes, and we work things out.

posted June 09, 2018 04:06 AM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Venus is opposing my Saturn....
And today after work with my significant other....trouble in paradise. His nagging Virgo stellulum has got me snapping, shutting down, and burned out.

He left for his friends, we are not on good terms.

I’m sick feel awful and stressed, and then to get nagged at.
I was still too upset when he wanted to kiss me, before going to his friends. I said hurtful things because I feel hurt. I hope this passes, and we work things out.

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I hope so too! Relationships can be so fragile.

This year my mood has been pretty good but in May I met someone and had a fling for about 3 weeks and it ended and I felt heart broken for about a week or two.

But heartbreak leads to reflecting. I am the lover archetype which is essentially a love addict. Even as a child I remember thinking I wanted to have many lovers and experience a big big big epic love story, I was already the lover archetype then and my brain was already seeking to get high. I don't think I will change bc I don't want to change, this is who I am BUT I feel at least now I can label it correctly and understand what is happening in my brain and be more real to myself about what is happening.

posted June 09, 2018 07:17 AM            

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Originally posted by Lerena:
Transit Pluto square Mercury is often described in a way that makes no sense to me, because it describes behavior I have never displayed. I've often wondered if this transit will even do anything considering I'm not going around talking about my opinions and trying to shove my thoughts down the throats of others. That seems to be only one manifestation. In my case, it seems the transit is manifesting as the opposite extreme: the fact I never say anything about what I'm thinking and I never talk about my opinions - even when it's appropriate to do that - and I should do this more often. Obviously, I need to be careful when I do this. It's not always appropriate to bring up my thoughts and opinions on something.

On that note, my boyfriend has exposed my ultimate weakness: being afraid of my own thoughts and opinions and how others will receive them. He has very rightfully pointed out that I never actually say much of anything when he starts a conversation. I mostly respond with a single word or a heart. He is understandably annoyed by this and Uranus in Taurus has probably prompted him to finally say something about it. Fortunately for him, yes, this is an issue and I agree that this is a problem that I need to address. It's also that much easier that Mercury is being forced into the spotlight by my chart ruler, Pluto. I have known about this being a problem for a long time. The problem has persisted due to fear of how my thoughts and opinions will be received. This fear has to be faced. I can't simply avoid it. If I avoid it, I'll never make it as a writer.

I think the usual interpretation can still apply, mostly because the usual interpretation is basically the reason that I never bring up my thoughts and opinions in the first place. I'm afraid of offending people, ticking people off, saying something wrong, looking like a terrible person for not saying something properly, saying something that makes it obvious I am not very informed, etc. On top of that, Google hasn't been very helpful lately and I think my other ultimate weakness has been exposed: I rely too much on external sources of information. I'm also too obsessed with being "right." This means that I never state my thoughts or my opinions, because those things are subjective, not objective fact.

Yea. Pluto is kicking me in the butt and telling me to face the music. With Mercury in my 5th house, one of the "romance" houses, it's especially fitting that my romantic partner is the first to point out this issue. Pluto is going, "It's going to happen. Deal with it. Now." It's forcing me to confront this fear, probably by making all my fears related to how I communicate with other people actually happen and forcing me to properly learn how to handle them without freaking out. Pluto does not care if this situation is terrifying to me. And as uncomfortable as this transit will be, I don't exactly think it's going to kill me to be a little more open about what I think. Well, I might think it will for some amount of time - at least until I've hit the middle ground of being able to express my thoughts and opinions without going nuts if someone doesn't like them and not just treat other people as though their thoughts and opinions are more valid than mine.

My thinking is already shifting when it comes to certain things. I'm most definitely going to be pushed to rely more on my own abilities when it comes to the information I use. While other people do have a point at times, I have to learn when I need to listen to other people and when I must listen to myself and the information I have gathered on my own.

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posted June 09, 2018 07:19 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I hope so too! Relationships can be so fragile.

This year my mood has been pretty good but in May I met someone and had a fling for about 3 weeks and it ended and I felt heart broken for about a week or two.

But heartbreak leads to reflecting. I am the lover archetype which is essentially a love addict. Even as a child I remember thinking I wanted to have many lovers and experience a big big big epic love story, I was already the lover archetype then and my brain was already seeking to get high. I don't think I will change bc I don't want to change, this is who I am BUT I feel at least now I can label it correctly and understand what is happening in my brain and be more real to myself about what is happening.

^^Maybe this is the gift that transit Saturn quintile my Moon is giving me. A more realistic deeper understanding of my emotional nature, emotional needs and compulsions.

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