posted August 26, 2019 06:14 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
LMAO hahahahahaha taking notes...

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posted August 30, 2019 09:06 AM            

Woke up to an odd email. Good that I have tylenol PM circulating in me right now, because I'm too tired to rant. Will probably take it personally later.

posted September 04, 2019 05:59 PM            

I have a stellium in the 8H in my natal but in my solar return for this year I have a stellium in the 2H and I am loving it. I find myself thinking a lot how the key to be been happy is integrating more Taurus in my life, I have a lot going on in my 8H and an empty second house and my saturn is in scorpio so the point of freedom for my saturn is Taurus.

posted September 04, 2019 11:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
What you speak of here does sound familiar. This especially when Uranus was in aspect to my natal T-square. I felt like exploding when management got too imposing.

I think what would be best is calling a meeting with the boss and address the claustrophobic state that she is putting you under. This before exploding.

I left corporate because of the stress of having to deal with the chain of command. It was very inhibiting for me to have to follow instructions from others and not think for myself.

What was worse was having to deal with the backlash if I "dared" to question. And within me was already that feeling of instability nurtured by feelings of being hemmed in, so I would explode at them reprimanding the initiatives I took.

I wonder if Mars/Uranus or Pluto makes aspects to personal planets in your natal chart? These guys can make the native naturally touchy about being restricted in any way or form This especially when on Sun/Moon or Asc.

If another "imposes" on their freedom, the results can be explosive. Its like leaving an open flame in a highly flammable room.

Plu transits can exacerbate the situation progressively over time to a point of implosion. Uranus transits give immediate explosive reactions.

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Oh my gosh, yeah certain people at my job, I feel like being overly polite is seen as “a weakness.” I have to talk in a more “I know what I’m doing” tone. To get some space.

I do have Aquarius mars. I know it has that detached reputation. I’m greatful for this placement because I feel like I can really let people be who they are. But sometimes it’s like “wow, just because I don’t tell you what do to, doesn’t mean I want to be told what to do.”

I really find it ironic that people don’t want to dress as “nice” as me at work. It’s like me dressing nice is infringing on their rights to not dress nice. So since they dont want to feel like they have to change they try to make me self conscious so I change. I will not tone myself down for anyone who is not my supervisor. It’s just funny that people are so bothered by it, and think I will change for them. Some people just act super threatened if you wear a floral skirt instead of blue jeans, or dressed in slacks and a button blouse instead of more casual. I will wear jeans to work sometimes. I’ll wear whatever the phuck I want that is allowed.
Lol I know this is kind of random but I owed someone new at work an explanation for them not seeing me wear jeans yet. 🙄 like as if the boss is going to go “wow look how Stawr is dressed today, everone must dress accordingly now!”

Natally I have moon conjunct Pluto in Scorpio 6th house

posted September 07, 2019 04:50 PM            

I was told today I am a light-worker and that I have had 74 lifes here on earth but am a Alpha Centaurian Starseed who has worked through all the karma I have at this point in my life from previous lifes and may just be experiencing some left over karmic traces if there is anything to work through left at this point. She says if there are any karmic bits and traces left that I will be able to transmute traces left through my work as a therapist and that I will help others break ancestry karma they have too.

posted September 08, 2019 12:38 AM            

A lady kindly offered to help, and she drove dad to the gas station and back, when he thought we'd just run out of gas. When they were gone, a policeman pulled up, and was very nice. He looked similar to a young Ryan Reynolds, and was just as sociable. He offered to look for my dad and bring him back (I didn't know he'd gone with the woman in her car, at that time), but dad got back just before they were going to leave. Then it wasn't gas, so he helped dad try to sort out the problem, and then called a tow truck when he realized it wasn't going to work. That took a while. but he finally got to us, and took us to the place where dad had left the other van to be fixed (and conveniently, that had been done, so we could drive home with our stuff).

posted September 10, 2019 09:10 AM            

Get that damage-degree of a severe burn looked at by a pro. Avoid infections at this time. There's a time and place for pursuing natural herbal remedies and precautionary medicinals. But, in severe situations, a doctor or professional medical person's advice is needed.

posted September 11, 2019 04:27 AM            

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Oh my gosh, yeah certain people at my job, I feel like being overly polite is seen as “a weakness.” I have to talk in a more “I know what I’m doing” tone. To get some space.

I do have Aquarius mars. I know it has that detached reputation. I’m greatful for this placement because I feel like I can really let people be who they are. But sometimes it’s like “wow, just because I don’t tell you what do to, doesn’t mean I want to be told what to do.”

I really find it ironic that people don’t want to dress as “nice” as me at work. It’s like me dressing nice is infringing on their rights to not dress nice. So since they dont want to feel like they have to change they try to make me self conscious so I change. I will not tone myself down for anyone who is not my supervisor. It’s just funny that people are so bothered by it, and think I will change for them. Some people just act super threatened if you wear a floral skirt instead of blue jeans, or dressed in slacks and a button blouse instead of more casual. I will wear jeans to work sometimes. I’ll wear whatever the phuck I want that is allowed.
Lol I know this is kind of random but I owed someone new at work an explanation for them not seeing me wear jeans yet. 🙄 like as if the boss is going to go “wow look how Stawr is dressed today, everone must dress accordingly now!”

Natally I have moon conjunct Pluto in Scorpio 6th house

I also have sun sextile mars

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My siser has a strong Mars/Pluto in her chart. Her Pluto is in the 6th and I am concerned that she could be bullied at work or face power struggles with colleagues.

My concern is that she is so mild mannered and accommodative etc. she could end up doing someone else's work. Infact, she has Sun/Merc/Jup/Pluto in 6th square Mars tightly in 3rd

posted September 11, 2019 07:06 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Goddamit i feel so lazy, gonna force my self to the gym.
The weather is earthy now with cap moon.

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Fixed the laziness with some secret alchemy pre-workout formula

posted September 12, 2019 02:06 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Fixed the laziness with some secret alchemy pre-workout formula

and this music helped too http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-35LMNGO8E

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posted September 12, 2019 12:52 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Nothing is secret at this age lol it's just Mucuna Pruriens herb which has natural L-Dopa to increase Dopamine=Motivation and overall energy.

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posted September 15, 2019 02:05 AM            

Moon is heading into Aries. I was feeling depressed on Friday, until the early hours, but I'm feeling okay tonight. I usually like the Moon in PIsces, but I'm missing out on another weekend here; I was supposed to go to the beach one last time this year. If dad hadn't worked all of today, I would try to nap, and then ask if we could still go, making sure the burn is all covered up - I need more high-necked tops. That's the one reason I'm okay with cooler weather coming. I'll be all covered. I'll need to deal with any scarring.

posted September 15, 2019 03:47 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I think I'm on the mend. I was little optimistic when it came to how long it might take to heal, but at least it seems to be happening.
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I was supposed to go to the beach one last time this year. If dad hadn't worked all of today, I would try to nap, and then ask if we could still go, making sure the burn is all covered up …

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This might sound yucky? .. but, there are reports about people with wounds who have visited beaches {in various areas of USA}, and had an attack of flesh-eating bacteria that entered their wound. One was a 12yo kid with a simple scratch on their leg.

These people got very very very sick, and did so quickly-- some died within a number of days from that painful infection.

posted September 16, 2019 09:29 PM            

I dumped my ex last week. I'm doing better than expected and I'm planning to spend more time alone to heal. On the other hand, for some reason, the transit is still making me nervous. Since I'm now what most people would consider "single," there's a chance for someone new to come into my life. If someone does, I won't be expecting it. It might be heaven or it might be hell. I don't know, but the transit isn't exactly over just because I dumped someone a week ago.

Someone told me that my twin flame is physically incarnated. This same person gave me a bunch of accurate details without me saying anything and it would explain a lot if this claim is true. Depending on whether or not the person is right, I could run into my twin's physical incarnation at some point and maybe even during this transit. My curiosity is piqued, but I've thought for some time now that it could be possible. As long as my twin flame keeps telepathically communicating with me from the astral plane, the potential separation phase won't bother me as much.

Anyway, I'm not usually the kind of person to just believe a stranger on the Internet about this stuff, but this time around, it's easier to believe, because I've already been thinking about it as a possibility and this person already got so much about me spot-on that I find their claims to be credible. Credible but equally as terrifying. The implications are probably not as bad as I think.

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I had an interesting evening. I made a big deal about my bank needing to call my house phone to give me a verification code instead of giving me the option to send it to my mobile device. My bank account is linked to my mobile number so it frustrated me that the house phone said "line in use" when that wasn't the case at all. Well, I thought my behavior was blowing the issue out of proportion, and my sister outdid me here.

She outright screamed over Mom going into her room to hang up the phone so I could use the phone line. She didn't hang it up correctly so Mom did it for her and I assume Mom got onto her for still not cleaning her room, which escalated into this discussion that she blew more out of proportion than me. She called our mother a terrible parent and accused her of only caring about her blood children. This isn't true at all. My mom is doing the best she can to be a good parent, but my sister has her own issues and she can only do so much.

Mom doesn't know what my sister needs. She just wants my sister to be happy but still responsible and accountable for what she says she's going to do. I think my sister is also missing the fact that my brother and I are grown adults. Yes, we still live with our parents, but we are legally adults that could move out any time we want to.

Meanwhile, Pluto's square to my Mercury in Aries continues and that's not a good combination with my sister's behavior. My mental health is better than hers, at least, but I just got put on medication to help with my concerns about my stress and anger issues. The medication seems to be helping with emotional regulation so I'm not as troubled by the intensity of my anger and I'm less likely to be overwhelmed by it. On the other hand, this doesn't mean the anger has gone away or is any less intense. I'm just better able to function without it causing problems for me. I'm giving the medication more time to kick in before I tell my psychiatrist how the medication has been working. I don't know if I'll be on this medication long-term or not.

posted September 19, 2019 11:10 AM            

I think I'm all healed! Burn-wise, anyway. A week ago, I thought I'd been too optimistic, and that it would take weeks to get better. I seriously love those hydro-seal bandages, and liquid bandage spray.

I had nightmares last night, but my sleep schedule is partially fixed, I actually slept, after having trouble the night before. I have new library books, and I get to leave the house again! Plus, I can shower properly, rather than rushing. So I'm happy right now.

posted September 19, 2019 06:03 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
This year keeps giving me unexpectable gifts things i was thinking to be not possible. Jupiter in Sagittarius is a blessed placement for me currently trining Sun (1deg orb) Jupiter and NN (wider orb).

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I feel this year is a year of abundance for me! I hear you, maybe is Jupiter in sag as after all I have jupiter in sag conjunct uranus ruling my chart