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posted August 26, 2018 03:44 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I was also reminded over the last couple of days, how much I love to see people enjoying themselves, and succeeding. The unkindness I mentioned before, was from one person competing against another. Bad sportsmanship, and teammates insulting a young woman that they didn't think was very good. She was so happy when she did well.

My dog might have cancer after all. Something that we were told a year ago, and then they changed their minds. If it's cancer (they don't know what's going on), rather than growing, it could have spread up his spine, and into his lungs. He's had laboured breathing, and has no strength in his front legs, along with being paralyzed in the back. He might have tumours in his lungs. He's fussing right now, so I need to get back to him.

What was with your sarcasm, anyway? It really wasn't necessary.

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posted August 26, 2018 05:22 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted August 26, 2018 02:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hypatia238     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
That was not sarcasm, its a fact, there is a lot you don't know about my relationship.

Truly sorry to hear about your dog, sounds awful what he must be going through.

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posted August 26, 2018 04:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Melinn     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Teasel I too em so sorry about your dog. I lost my beloved bunny to cancer aswell. It was old age related and he got a tumore right by the side of his neck, it grew more and more, inoperable of course, also he would not stand against the narcose.

I hope your dog will have more time with you! Its so hard to see them go Hugs! <3

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posted August 31, 2018 08:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hypatia238     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Transit Saturn is sextile my natal saturn exact and forming a YOD with my natal CHIRON exact while it is squaring transit chiron right on my IC and while it is also squaring my progressed moon in cancer that entered recently cancer (today progressed moon is in cancer at 0d22).

This week I have been emotional and now I am feeling kind of "depressed." I feel numb and am having a case of "I don't care about anything," similar to how it felt last year when transit saturn was squaring my moon.

Starting Monday and for a few days after I could feel very strongly chiron acting out in me along with perhaps progressed moon in cancer starting to make its presence felt, add that Monday tr moon was conjuncting my moon and tuesday morning tr moon was opposing my sun.

Now towards the end of the week I feel its starting to feel more like this numb feeling so I am tuning in more to tr saturn squaring my progressed moon.

Add that tr mars went direct this week I believe Monday too so all these different things are playing out and it feels quite strange.

With chiron on the IC and p-moon entering cancer I have been thinking more of my grandparents who have passed, family, childhood friends and my parents.

Tr chiron aspecting tr saturn and both aspecting my natal saturn inconjunct chiron with progressed moon entering cancer squaring tr saturn it feels like surviving a car wreck a little bit. Notice how they are all aspecting each other, interconnected. Nice! LOL JK. It also makes me feel like running away and starting new. Like that case of the F*ck its when you are not afraid of losing it all bc it will force a new beginning (very pluto aspect uranus come to think of it and tr uranus is retro approaching again my pluto by opposition).

Well thank god for astrology bc I know that Saturn will go direct in a week so this too will pass.

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posted August 31, 2018 08:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hypatia238     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"Leaving it all behind and starting fresh"


^^I feel this captures my essence and my chart ruler Jupiter conjunct Uranus exact.

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posted September 03, 2018 02:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries Eagle     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Feeling at my best.
Getting ready to get my CFA certificate.

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“When a person really desires something, all the universe conspires to help that person to realize his dream.” -The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
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posted September 03, 2018 05:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hypatia238     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
^^Congrats!!!!!!!!!! Good for you.

I am feeling a lot better...

My progressed moon is also entering a new house in addition to it entering a new sign and it rules progressed DC, its entering the 6th house. I am noticing that I feel things in my gut when I don't feel right about something. Like lately I have a stronger reaction that manifests physically, like I will say "yuck" or make a face or feel "ill to my stomach" type of sensations. Like entertaining for a moment been intimate with someone else other than the person I am been intimate with made me feel sick to my stomach, that has never happened to me before to feel this clear feeling like that. Come to think of it progressed moon in cancer is approaching my natal ISIS in cancer at 4d which Septiles my Osiris, his vertex conjuncts my Isis too, perhaps that is part of it. I think too the 6th house is about purity and keeping things clean and with moon in cancer there, it wants to preserve the purity of emotions and keep pure the exchange of energies that have taken place. Progressed moon conjuncts my natal Isis which septiles my Osiris close to Christmas, I wonder how that will feel like, will report back.

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I will add that I have transit uranus at the beginning of my 5th so I am very glad that my progressed moon is no longer in my 5th and has entered my 6th house, I feel this is helping me be more productive and is balancing out my mind and how I use my free time, I feel that with progressed moon in the 5th and tr uranus in the 5th I was not using my free time effectively and I can see that is shifting with progressed moon entering a cardinal sign and entering the 6th house which rules daily functioning, add that is one of the career houses so I am very glad about this, I feel the next few years I will be able to be more goal oriented and focused on reaching some goals I have been putting off.

My mind is shifting more to family, the home, reassessing goals and providing more structure to my life, I feel more focused too.

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posted September 04, 2018 05:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hypatia238     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I have to watch out, during progressed moon in Taurus I gained weight, then lost it back during progressed moon in gemini and now that is in cancer in the 6th I can tell I need to be careful not to eat for comfort, I have a sweet tooth.

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posted September 04, 2018 11:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lerena     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Usually, when I'm in pain, I know what the problem is. This time, I don't. There are some details I'm missing and all these tears are creeping me out.

Chiron is square my North Node right now. Normally, I'm not the type to single out one specific transit, but I'm assuming this is some kind of past life wound I'm dealing with here. It certainly has no relation to my current life.

At least if I had more information on the specific wound, it might be easier to work through this. I'd at least have context for what I'm crying over. I can't recover from a wound if I don't even know where the wound came from.

Even as a past life wound, I'm somewhat unclear on why it's tearing me apart, because I don't know the full situation. Maybe if I wait long enough, the wound will just go away after the transit wears off.

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posted September 04, 2018 11:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hypatia238     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Lerena:

Chiron is square my North Node right now. Normally, I'm not the type to single out one specific transit, but I'm assuming this is some kind of past life wound I'm dealing with here. It certainly has no relation to my current life.

At least if I had more information on the specific wound, it might be easier to work through this. I'd at least have context for what I'm crying over. I can't recover from a wound if I don't even know where the wound came from.

Even as a past life wound, I'm somewhat unclear on why it's tearing me apart, because I don't know the full situation. Maybe if I wait long enough, the wound will just go away after the transit wears off.



Big Hug Girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That is interesting your theory that is a past life wound, last week when I was going through my weird chiron pain, I had a similar feeling as you bc I did not know were the pain was coming from and why I was feeling pain and yes I wondered if I was healing past life stuff...

I mean tr chiron on my IC aspecting my own natal chiron and my natal saturn conjunct DNA could indicate I was healing wounds from my ancestors bc we do carry trauma from our ancestors in our DNA and the IC also has to do with our ancestry as well as asteroid DNA.

I wonder if Chiron is aspecting your DNA, IC or IC ruler? Now yes chiron squaring your nodes alone would hint to chiron working on healing past life stuff, childhood stuff, or wounds from your ancestors...

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posted September 05, 2018 01:02 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lerena     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I wonder if Chiron is aspecting your DNA, IC or IC ruler? Now yes chiron squaring your nodes alone would hint to chiron working on healing past life stuff, childhood stuff, or wounds from your ancestors...
Chiron is in my 4th house right now. It's making a tight quintile with Neptune, my IC ruler. I don't associate quintiles with pain, not even Chiron quintiles, though I think I read something about quintiles being a creative aspect and it's not unusual for me to use my pain as the focus of something I'm writing and I was planning on writing about this. Actually, Neptune is making a quintile to my North Node too. Pluto is also very, very tightly conjunct my Neptune and will probably become quintile to my North Node too at some point soon. Normally, I hate Neptune transits, because they're painful, but anything that stimulates creativity is something I could use.

Chiron isn't transiting my natal DNA right now, but Pluto is. Pluto has been known to show up in times of serious pain and I expect its close conjunction to Neptune to manifest soon as a physical event. While I know it's a generational transit, Pluto is my chart ruler and I think it's preparing to do chart ruler things.

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posted September 05, 2018 01:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hypatia238     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
^^I know you are going through a lot of pain but you are clearing out so much karma for yourself and your ancestors that will lead to a better more whole, stronger and more grounded version of you so there is a reward after.

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posted September 05, 2018 05:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hypatia238     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Its fascinating how my progressed moon entering the 6th and cancer is changing my focus from flirting/romance to been of service to others, loving everyone unconditionally and feeling more connected to mankind and my roots. I love it, its a better use of my time and energy bc everyone can benefit from it, everyone, its that feeling of everyone is important and valuable. Moon in cancer in the 6th is a lovely placement, people with this natally have to be really really nice people.

Interesting bc the exoteric ruler of the moon is cancer but the esoteric ruler of the moon is virgo, I think this is why I am enjoying this placement and see a lot of value in it.

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posted September 06, 2018 01:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lerena     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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^^I know you are going through a lot of pain but you are clearing out so much karma for yourself and your ancestors that will lead to a better more whole, stronger and more grounded version of you so there is a reward after.
I'm surprised to already be clearing out karma, but I was expecting this to happen eventually. I was more surprised that I'm clearing karma that's related more to love and romance, the domain of Venus instead of Mars. Chiron is transiting my Mars, not Venus, and I was lost on this one until I found the asteroid Karma transiting my Venus. That explains a lot. Karma was also making a transiting trine to my Chiron recently. Trines being an "easy" aspect can be very misleading. That transit probably played out - painfully.

My tears seem to be drying now. I'm not sure it will last long or even an entire day, but at least my tears won't keep me up late tonight. I couldn't go to bed at the time I wanted to yesterday night since I wasn't able to stop crying.

How I'm handling this is an improvement, at least. It doesn't sound like one, but the karma I'm clearing is basically past life heartbreak and how I've dealt with heartbreak in this life has led me to do some very nasty things. So, just crying about it for several hours is better than I've dealt with heartbreak so far and I get bonus points for not dismissing someone's advice just because I don't think it's helpful.

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posted September 09, 2018 12:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted September 11, 2018 06:39 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My dog died yesterday, and I'm just exhausted, and feel like I never do enough, I can never do enough due to circumstances. I don't want another dog, other than the one we have left. I don't believe in a loving god, I believe he/she/it is a sadistic ****. My "spiritual" feelings have really changed in the past few years, and that's how I feel about anything that might be out there. Constantly hear things like "be grateful" - I was for years, and I was grateful for my dog, who ended up paralyzed, and miserable. I am not grateful for crap that put him there. That is not "experience" it's BS. I am not grateful for "learning opportunities" where others could have acted like adults, and instead bullied, harassed, etc - and left me the way I am now (for which I also get the blame, because hey, personal responsibility!) I say BS.

Saturn and Mars turned direct in my third, I think. It doesn't really matter. It doesn't change anything, except that life took away a gorgeous animal, after punishing him with a fatal disease that he didn't deserve. I've barely slept, and need to figure out if I'm leaving the house again, or somehow standing being here alone - except for the animals. He was a good reason for being home all the time. now the house is too empty, and too quiet. And I don't want to be in that living room without him.

Venus was conjunct my Uranus. I con't feel "free" at all. It's one of those freedoms that comes in a way that you never wanted. I wanted him to keep breathing. I wanted him to walk again, to enjoy his life, not to deteriorate and die. That isn't freedom. Not to me, but at least it was in a way, for him. I just think he would have preferred to be chasing ducks in the water, and de-squeaking noisy dog toys again.

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posted September 11, 2018 07:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Lerena:
I'm surprised to already be clearing out karma, but I was expecting this to happen eventually. I was more surprised that I'm clearing karma that's related more to love and romance, the domain of Venus instead of Mars. Chiron is transiting my Mars, not Venus, and I was lost on this one until I found the asteroid Karma transiting my Venus. That explains a lot. Karma was also making a transiting trine to my Chiron recently. Trines being an "easy" aspect can be very misleading. That transit probably played out - painfully.

My tears seem to be drying now. I'm not sure it will last long or even an entire day, but at least my tears won't keep me up late tonight. I couldn't go to bed at the time I wanted to yesterday night since I wasn't able to stop crying.

How I'm handling this is an improvement, at least. It doesn't sound like one, but the karma I'm clearing is basically past life heartbreak and how I've dealt with heartbreak in this life has led me to do some very nasty things. So, just crying about it for several hours is better than I've dealt with heartbreak so far and I get bonus points for not dismissing someone's advice just because I don't think it's helpful.


Chiron has been sextile my Moon/Venus SN, and trine my NN, as far as I know, and it has not been "healing" it's been awful.

I don't remember where karma is now.

Karma is trine my Jupiter, and conjunct my anti-vertex, whatever that means, at 6 Sadge. I guess I'm supposed to feel free? I don't. Nothing feels positive. Oh, of course transiting Saturn might once again be opposing my natal karma at 1 Cancer. Which means nothing to me. Didn't do something right the first time, so it comes back to bully? That's what it feels like. because that's SO helpful. cheers saturn. save your karma for the people who ditched my dog, before I adopted him, they who left him on the streets, malnourished, so depressed and closed off that the volunteers needed time to get through to him, and discover that his spirit wasn't completely broken - you know, until he lost his ability to move by himself. My poor baby.

I am so tired. I don't know if I can sleep. Oh chiron is at 0 Aries. Aries point for everyone.

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posted September 11, 2018 11:40 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for hypatia238     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
ahhhhhh sorry about your dog Hope you feel better and may he rest in peace.

I feel like CRAP, tired, low on energy, tr venus is conjuncting my saturn in scorpio which inconjuncts tr chiron on my IC and my period arrived 3 days early yesterday and my hormones have been crazy since this weekend and I feel like I got hit by a bus seriously...I just want to lay in bed.

Guys tr venus is inconjuncting chiron at aries point.

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posted September 21, 2018 12:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lerena     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I can't figure out what to believe and what not to believe anymore. I'm not sure what's trustworthy and what isn't and I'm not sure what defines reality and what's illusion.

This feeling is familiar. The last time I was blinded by confusion in this fashion, Neptune was transiting an asteroid in my chart. The asteroid in question didn't seem to be doing much in my chart, but for whatever reason, that conjunction from Neptune manifested - painfully.

Neptune is currently quintile to my North Node. I'm wondering if I'm feeling the effects of this. Whatever I'm experiencing, Neptune is likely involved.

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posted September 21, 2018 12:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hypatia238     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
^I know what you are talking about, "what is real?" I am asking myself the same thing as I wake up this morning.

The love from family and friends is real.

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I have to tell people “no” more, and am finally to a point where I set more boundaries with people.

Perhaps this is a combination of Venus rx, Saturn and Pluto in Capricorn? Part of the boundaries is my new job status, while being in school.

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I’ve had to set more boundaries with a good friend of mine.
She is going through a phase right now. She has Aries and Cancer in her chart in the later degrees. I think she is going though the Pluto square/opposition with her sun and moon.
She quit her awful job, and is a full time student who sometimes babysits.

She is adjusting to life as a full time student. And doesn’t know what to do with her self sometimes.

I took the summer off and just did school and looked for a new job. (W/ occasional care giving for Grandma, and watching niece and nephew)

So I could talk on the phone w/ her a lot in the summer it was no big deal. And hang out w/ her a few times.

But now she waits for me to get out of work to call me, and after work I kind of just want peace and quiet.

She would blow up my phone. She would go kayaking and turn in her homework late.
I’m like “what is she DOING?!”

One time she said “I feel like I call you too much” I won’t flat out say it. But I was like “I did just get home from work”
She became aware of her time management.

I feel bad a little bit for canceling getting drinks w/ her on Friday. But I realize I am never going to get a weekend to catch up with school and my job if I keep saying yes to people in my personal life.
She even told me she was going to go to a bar by herself, cause she needed a drink. (I’m thinking drink at home then)

She has been extra annoying about her free time. She will text me stuff I should do...I’m thinking “hello I just started a new job!!”
We talk a lot, but we did not talk everyday when she was working.

I can respect that she wants to finish school....but the online classes make her go stir crazy. She needs more campus classes so she can get the social interaction she craves.

I personally get so much interaction with people that I wish I lived in the boondocks sometimes.

I see her trying to meet new people .but it’s kind of like yeah...we are at the age where we are tied down to our jobs or families...and friends kind of take the back burner.

This is not the Real Housewives of Whatever. I’ve acepted my fate...with my Capricorn stellulum that I have to work. 🤣

I have Jupiter in Cancer and when Uranus was in Aries around the early degrees...I was a total slacker, and yes cared more about hanging out with people than having a career, education and settling down. Me age 20-23.

Now I see my friend wanting to go through this at age 31.
I’m sure she will find herself soon. Feel bad for venting but I figure it could have something to do with Pluto opposing her Cancer Sun and squaring her Aries Moon.

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