posted April 04, 2020 12:17 PM            

I am not sure if one of my friendships is going to survive this quarantine. I've been thinking this for a few years now before this pandemic!
It's so overbearing how much attention she needs from me. She can't stand to be left with her own thoughts. She tried to invite herself over in this pandemic. I was firm and said "sorry I am taking this seriously, no hanging out until this curves."
It is starting to put me on edge! It sucks because I care about this person...but I am not going to be treated like my life revolves around her not being left alone with her own thoughts, and be walking on eggshells.
"Why can't you just be NORMAL!!?"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GeNey4E7wBU

posted April 04, 2020 03:22 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Aries Sun Leo Moon.
Hottest greatest weather

Colors of love - Thomas Bergersen

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posted April 04, 2020 08:11 PM            

I was in the parking lot just breathing the fresh air and feeling the air touch my skin and looking at the sky and I was so happy. The ride was really nice, looking at nature. Passed by Dog park and it was busy.

We did wear masks and goggles, about half of the people at supermarket were wearing masks including people that work there. I didn't want to wear the goggles but my husband insisted.

posted April 04, 2020 08:45 PM            

Supermoon opposite Sun falls on my PHOLUS conjunct BLESS (turning point that is a blessing) and it completes at T-square with Harmonia with Harmonia at the apex and I do feel peace and feel a turning point is happening that is bringing me peace.

In my dream last night it felt peaceful too and there was a rainbow.

Supermoon SUN in ARIES at 18d44
Natal PHOLUS in ARIES at 18d35
Natal BLESS in ARIES at 17d51
Natal Harmonia in Capricorn at 18d37

posted April 05, 2020 08:56 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
That is funny, I had a dream last night and in the dream at some point I was sitting in a vehicle with someone but it was open like a JEEP or Carriage and I remember commenting on the weather and saying it was hot.

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posted April 06, 2020 07:41 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Was a great weather tanned a bit and played in my home gym.
Today is my solar return... very relaxed day spent it in the garden.

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posted April 06, 2020 07:49 PM            

Anyhoo while on the walk right after passing a house with some young children playing outside on their bikes I see this BEAUTIFUL caterpillar that was suuuuuuuuuuuper cuteeeeeeeeee and Fuzzy, we become friends.

At that time Tr MOON was in Libra at ARIES POINT conjuncting my MC. Tr Venus was conjuncting exact my CHIRON (I have MC trine CHIRON, fitting).

Actually MOON/VENUS/SATURN were forming a grand trine and falling on my MC trine Chiron.

Fitting that Moon Trine Venus got people to want to go outside and enjoy nature while still practicing social distance and caution (saturn in aquarius).

God bless that Caterpillar!

posted April 06, 2020 08:28 PM            

The caterpillar animal totem is sometimes a cute fuzzy little bug, or a colorful hairless creature. Everyone knows that the humble-looking caterpillar will one day turn into a brown moth or beautiful butterfly. While the caterpillar may seem like an ordinary bug while it is young, once it grows up and becomes a flying thing more people seem to take notice of its beauty.

The caterpillar spirit guide is much like many people. Some people need to break out of their shell to reach their full potential, while the caterpillar needs to break out of its cocoon. Because of its transformative nature, the caterpillar symbolic meaning shows great changes, as well as many other things.

If you feel like you are stuck in your life, or if you feel like you are going nowhere, simply stuck in place, then you might want to take a look at the simple caterpillar symbol. This little creatures may take a summer to transform into a butterfly, while it can take woolly caterpillars over ten years to turn into a moth sometimes. You can’t tell just by looking at a caterpillar if they know whether or not that they will turn into a good looking butterfly someday. At the same time, you can’t tell a person’s potential just by looking at them either.

Symbolic Meaning Of Caterpillar

The caterpillar animal guide is a patient creature. It needs to wait to transform. They can’t very well just will it like the chameleon and other animals can. The caterpillar is a symbol of patience for this reason.

Humans can learn from the patient nature of the caterpillar. Although, there is a difference between humans and these little bugs. Humans can will themselves to change. Although, they cannot grow wings like the caterpillar, they are able to force themselves to earn a promotion or to finish a project that they have been working on. Endurance and determination are what it takes to get things done.

However, everyone knows that sometimes chance and surprise comes into play in some major life moments. For instance, a winning lottery number might change sometimes life. Just as well, a couple may become pregnant without planning it. The caterpillar animal spirit doesn’t know when it will face the drastic change of becoming a butterfly or a moth.

Life is full of big and little surprises. Some of these things will only make your day a little different, while others will be dynamic enough to transform your entire life. The caterpillar symbolism has all of these traits, making them great symbols for change, luck, and even caution.

The woolly caterpillar, the ones that will one day become moths instead of butterflies, have some special animal symbolism of their own. Some people believe that the woolly caterpillar decides when it wants to change, depending on whether the timing seems right. Woolly caterpillars can be found most easily in the late fall. If it is too cold, they may choose to stay fuzzy caterpillars and hibernate during the winter.

If it is warm enough, they may transform into moths and migrate before the snow and cold winds of winter come into their habitat. Because of their choice of transformation, farmers used to use the caterpillars to try to predict whether the winter would be harsh or fair. Because of all the caterpillar totem’s traits it makes a great symbol for protection, timing, longevity, and change.

Always remember, although it may seem easy and natural for a caterpillar animal totem to change into a beautiful butterfly, it takes time and patience. Change in a human’s life takes these things too. Don’t get discouraged when things are going slowly. It may simply mean that a wonderful and dynamic change is on it’s way.

http://www.sunsigns.org/caterpillar-animal-totem-symbolism-meanings/

Moon trine Venus forming a Grand trine with Saturn falling on my Chiron Trine MC.

posted April 09, 2020 08:29 PM            

Anyhoo

I think I am starting to tap into the Mercury in ARIES energy.

I am angry, I am angry because all this crap sucks and I don't have any say on how it should be handled.

I am angry because apparently the rest of the world gets to decide how I am going to live my life moving forward. I am angry because I don't have autonomy over my life anymore and a lot of articles are hinting that this may be our new normal for a very long time.

Coronavirus F*CK OFF

Mercury in Pisces at 28 degrees moving close to Mercury in ARIES.

posted April 09, 2020 09:21 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I still feel like crap.

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The anger went away shortly after I vented in here.

Vent, we all have a right to vent even if we are venting about different things or have different concerns, we can be individuals and still be part of a collective whole.

Howling at 8PM is about this message if we look at the sabian symbol for the AC at exact time this trend was started. We howl in unison as we deal with this quarantine forcing us into solitude but each of us can howl for a different reason.

posted April 10, 2020 05:19 AM            

Tr Mercury in pisces at 28d44 so basically Tr Mercury is at critical degree 29 and is opposing my Sun in Virgo @28d08.

Pisces at 29 degrees is the last degree of the Zodiac.

posted April 10, 2020 06:32 AM            

I really like the way you bring Sabian symbols to western astrology. There is wisdom inside those words.

The Aries Libra axis is very active these days.

posted April 10, 2020 12:57 PM            

In 12 hours at 11pm at night mercury will enter Aries.

I think people are going to get angry and be more vocal about this and more impatient with the quarantine and wanting it to end.

I want my life back.

posted April 10, 2020 03:27 PM              

Sun square Neptune 0'30a
Neptune square Sun 1'13a
Jupiter square Moon 1'01a
Moon conjunct Jupiter 1'27a
Pluto square Moon 1'37a
Moon conjunct Pluto 0'28

posted April 10, 2020 03:33 PM              

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I have not responded to my needy friend all day yesterday. I felt bad about icing her out at first....They day before I think she got the hint. Only contacted me two times. but then I noticed how much better I started to feel with out my phone constantly dinging, and this person always wanting to know what I am up to, and them having to tell me just about everything they are up to. I feel like I can think clearly and do more, and feel just happier and less on edge.

Uranus Sextile Venus
Neptune sextile Moon
Moon Square Mars

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i did that too, for a time last year. we've been 3000 miles apart for years now, and i was so busy and typically not responding to any 'hey' messages. but she took it the wrong way. the icing on my part started out as an accident, and then she started lashing out at me over messenger, and complaining about me to our mutual friends, who i introduced her to.. but anyway, i never ever responded to her drama, not once, and she just kept continuing the messages without my response. now i don't even open them. it's been over a year, btw, and the messages keep coming. really opened my eyes to how toxic and narcissistic she was

posted April 10, 2020 03:39 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
@hypatia It happened since a long time lol.

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I think I congratulated you like a long time ago already too! hahahaha I am blaming this on Mercury in Pisces at 29 degrees opposing my SUN.

posted April 10, 2020 05:18 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I have not responded to my needy friend all day yesterday. I felt bad about icing her out at first....They day before I think she got the hint. Only contacted me two times. but then I noticed how much better I started to feel with out my phone constantly dinging, and this person always wanting to know what I am up to, and them having to tell me just about everything they are up to. I feel like I can think clearly and do more, and feel just happier and less on edge.

Uranus Sextile Venus
Neptune sextile Moon
Moon Square Mars

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I've actually been the needy friend, but I understand.

posted April 10, 2020 06:41 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I've actually been the needy friend, but I understand.

Is it your birthday today?

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Her birthday maybe was yesterday bc she has moon in Scorpio and Sun in Aries.

I thought she had Sun in Aries with Moon in Cappy for a long time but maybe I confused it bc she brings up a lot tr Pluto on her SUN and moon. With moon in scorpio tr Pluto may be forming a sextile to her moon but I thought Tr Pluto was forming a hard aspect to her sun and MOON.

posted April 10, 2020 06:57 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Her birthday maybe was yesterday bc she has moon in Scorpio and Sun in Aries.

I thought she had Sun in Aries with Moon in Cappy for a long time but maybe I confused it bc she brings up a lot tr Pluto on her SUN and moon. With moon in scorpio tr Pluto may be forming a sextile to her moon but I thought Tr Pluto was forming a hard aspect to her sun and MOON.

But if her birthday is APRIL 14th she has has moon in cappy but just the other day she said she has moon in scorpio.

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posted April 10, 2020 07:23 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I've actually been the needy friend, but I understand.

Is it your birthday today?

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