posted August 28, 2020 10:18 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I have never been great at following dress codes! have sucked at it my whole life. I do have chart ruler Jupiter conjunct Uranus.

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posted August 31, 2020 09:41 PM            

While Saturn entered my 2H though I did get rid of all my debt involving credit cards and my loan consolidation which was an important accomplishment for me this year and pretty close to how I had planned it, just a few months behind because of covid19.

Should be interesting having my SR nodes falling right on my natal AC and DC with SR Uranus falling in the SR 7H and JUNO at aries point conjuncting my SR AC and conjuncting my Natal Saturn in scorpio (so my natal Saturn on SR AC conjuncting SR JUNO at aries point). IDK I might meet someone new unexpectedly this SR year, or some unexpected changes involving my marriage will take place, or the unexpected loss of someone I have a close connection to or perhaps Saturn ruling my 2H conjuncting SR AC and SR juno at aries point just means my career in Psychology will be a focus this Solar return and mark a new beginning for me career wise as I will obtain my license and this can coincide with a new job and increased focus in career matters, that makes more sense that last guess. SR Uranus in SR 7H could just mean increased freedom in my marriage and less focus on relationships and more focus again in my career. Is interesting bc I have a JUNO double whammy on my SR chart, with SR JUNO conjunct SR AC and natal JUNO conjunct SR DC with SR Uranus in the 7H, add SR NN on my natal DC, there is a focus on relationships it seems and changes happening in this area, curious to see how this energy will manifest. SR Uranus is ruling SR IC and falling in the 7H, that could mean disruption at home leading disruption in marriage so it could be a marker for divorce or a new addition to the family leading to increased commitment! Man this can manifest in so many ways but something is going on this year for me involving my marriage because the 7H and Juno are both very highlighted.

Once Jupiter enters my 2H I suspect I will be offered a new job opportunity, early next year.

posted September 01, 2020 01:51 AM            

Full moon article. I need to sleep, I've been emotional for the last few days, and had forgotten about the full moon. I saw my aunt, she was looking better than I expected her to. I got to hug her (twice). I haven't been feeling so good, which can also make me emotional. I think I sorted something out tonight, and I just wish my anxiety would give me a break. I thought I was getting sick, but maybe I just needed to cry.

And another article: http://juliedemboski.com/2020/08/31/full-moon-1-september-2020-suspension/

posted September 02, 2020 02:34 PM            

Tr Mars cnj natal  Saturn, quintile  N. Sun
Tr Mars  cnj by a very tight (0) with N. Hyginus 12155,
     trine Iapyx 181279  'art of healing'
Tr Pluto  cnj  N.  Mercury  (0a)
Tr Pluto quintile N. Chiron
Tr Jupiter quintile  (0) N. Jupiter
Tr Chiron  cnj  (0)  N. Mars

Although many others, don't agree, that's fine but I find the declinations of even asteroids seem to echo with the proper meanings. The recent full moon for me right now is
tightly parallel with 'Joule  12759  'energy' .
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   These transits feel good tbh!I Struggled a lot before these
transits.  I'm following through with fitness well, getting decent gains.
Using the Mars and Pluto energy to transform in the way I choose to ~ not letting those energies chose for me

posted September 03, 2020 09:34 PM            

A few of my other teacher co-workers talked about not being able to sleep last night. And then I saw someone post about full moon insomnia on FB.

For me it was a turning point for my sleep issues. I tried cutting something out that was part of my night time ritual. Something taboo, but legal in my state.

I started to get paranoid about the habit living in a apartment. I just stopped doing it in the living room/main entrance area now, and try to keep it more contained in my bedroom. While I wan't to be more considerate to my neighbors, I need to do what I need to do to be able to sleep at night.

Not sure if a specific degree is significant for the full moon last night, but Pisces is my 10th and 11th house.

The 10th house one seems to fit, can I start to feel my accomplishments now?

posted September 06, 2020 03:13 AM            

Moon in aries conjunct mars again coincides with an increase in exercise and hiking.

posted September 09, 2020 09:15 PM            

When do I get to cook? When do I get to take a shower? When do I get to sleep? When will I respond be caught up on emails and not have it basically be my entire day after work? When will I have enough down time to plan my wedding and move?

Mars rx Square Saturn
Neptune rx trine moon
Hekate trine Sun

Hekate "Goddess of boundaries, crossroads, witchcraft, and ghosts."

posted September 10, 2020 09:29 PM            

Stationary rx and stationary directs make me feel intense AF.

I feel like I have no optimism left inside of me. Like I will always be spread thin, and that I will never have time for things I actually care about.

I realize there Is a name for my moms parenting style. “Toxic positivity”
I vented to her today that I am so fed up with my neighbors being obnoxious that they deserve to be evicted and won’t guilt me in reporting them if they won’t change.
She told me that I am getting too worked up, and that I need to think positive now. (After getting less than 5 hours of sleep two days in a row, because of noise)

Jupiter in my 9th house. (Maybe 8th house) right now.

I am really feeling this transit I believe. I told my fiancé today that I feel like I have nothing to look forward to. And that that more I try to take care of my self and think positive, I just feel “shet” on and “betch” slapped by life.

Does anyone think retrogrades in Jupiter are more favorable to a pessimistic mind set?

Jupiter rx is Exactly sextiles my Pluto
Sextiles my moon
Conjucnts Neptune (I’m questioning optimism of life dreams)
Squares my sun (another optimistic planet and clashing and revaluating)

While mentally right now, I do not feel like Jupiter going direct on the 12th will make a difference. (Due to other things going on in my chart.) I will have to see if I can actually feel any level of optimism after the 12th.

posted September 11, 2020 12:51 AM            

I started to write a list of what makes life meaningful for me to help bring clarity around how I need to move forward and how I need to shape my life into but with saturn still around conjuncting widely jupiter I need to be patient bc I will not be able to expand and spread my wings again until this aspect separates fully I am thinking, also with Saturn conjuncting pluto I feel powerless to really make some changes, this feeling of I have to wait more, like my personal power is restricted right now, needless to say I think how you feel and how I feel has more to do with this long term transit of saturn conjuncting jupiter and pluto and us feeling extra restless with Moon in GEMINI today.

This is the list I came up with so far:

What gives meaning to my life:

Having a team (Connection)
Seeing clients face to face (Connection)
Visiting my friends and family (Connection and Cultural Roots)
Traveling abroad (expanding my experiences of the world w/ other worlds)
Having a baby ?? (I mean talk about change, transformation and stepping out of your comfort zone, oh lord)

posted September 13, 2020 12:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Thanks hypatia.
I liked hearing about how it’s been going for you.
I feel like my freedom and time are restricted...and my peace of mind.

While today I did have a sense of adrenaline rush. So that’s a start. I need to get back into law of attraction I think.

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posted September 13, 2020 03:11 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
On a positive note Jupiter is now direct!

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posted September 13, 2020 03:46 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
but it's still in its fall sign lol.
God help us.

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True, good point but at least its going to start moving forward so it gets out of capricorn but once is in aquarius saturn will also enter aquarius and start conjuncting it! so we are F for a while, the inability to look at the whole picture and continuation to see things in a single-minded narrow way will continue and probably the riots too will continue into 2021. As long as Jupiter is afflicted I feel the world will not make sense to me.

posted September 18, 2020 02:43 AM              

It's because of the latter that I strongly urge you to communicate with expanded guidance before deciding to have a child.

The reason why is because guidance has given my partner and I information over the years about the probable future and coming big events.

We've been shown two main things. A very powerful and active Solar event that will fry the electrical grid and may actually fry a portion of the earth in general with elevated heat (it's happened in the past--about 11, 000 years ago, the Earth's climate experienced a 14 degree shift in warming over a relatively short period of time, and there are layers of charred earth/sediment at different similar time lines around the globe).

Then a crustal shift.

These events are not going to be easy. They will be very, very difficult and many people will leave the physical for nonphysical vacationing.

Having a young child during such times will be very, very difficult. Yeshua specifically warned a future generation in these terms of how difficult it would be for mothers with young children.

Skepticism towards such is natural and expected. There is a science aspect to this, that I have only discovered in recent times, well after we have received many messages in various different forms and ways over the years.

A very good resource for understanding the cyclical, every 11 to 13 or so thousand years nature of this cycle, is the Youtube channel Suspicious Observers and their Playlists about "Earth Catastrophe Cycle".

It's this long term Galactic Current Sheet--Solar cycle, which is reponsbile for the "missing history" of humanity, and why though modern humans have been around for some 200, 000 years, it SEEMS like it's only been in the last few hundred years that we have developed more advanced science and structured civilization.

Simply not true. There have been many high civilizations in the past, and there have been relatively high populations in the past, but this catastrophe cycle takes them out and largely erases them except for some passed down distorted memories, conveniently it seems when they become most corrupt, self serving, destructive, overly materialistic and selfish.

posted September 18, 2020 04:09 AM            

galactic is not capable of ushering life into this world, does not host the organic intelligence to accurately judge such a matter, and I find his naysayer commentary towards the gift and skill of your womb in comparison to our collective karmic future to be grossly misguided

though he does start off his input with “strong urge to communicate with guidance first” not completely discouraging you, in my belief, most of this communion is done behind the scenes anyhow—to fret over our indecisive freewill only serve the ego

had he been in right (meditative) mind he might have rather recommended considering fostering or adoption in lieu of his opinions about creative potential and future before focusing most his attention on controlling the same earth

her body, her choice, sacred biological-wisdom of the feminine above all

posted September 18, 2020 10:35 PM              

So it's quite possible that I shouldn't have said anything. But then again, I'm mindful of Yeshua's advice/outline about these times/events (Aramaic to English),

"But whenever you will see the desecrated sign of desolation that was spoken by Daniel the Prophet, standing in the holy place, (he who reads should consider) 16 Then those who are in Judea should flee to the mountains. 17 And the one who is on the roof should not come down to take what is in his house. 18 And he who is in the field should not return to take his clothes.

19 But woe to pregnant women and to those who are nursing in those days. 20 But pray that your escape will not be in winter, neither on the Sabbath.

21 For then there will be great suffering, which has not been from the beginning of the world even until now, neither will be. 22 If those days are not cut short no one would live, but because of the chosen ones, those days will be cut short."

We have received so many messages about these coming times--well it's hard for me to doubt it anymore. Started at age 12, and has increasingly become more detailed and specific over the years, especially in the last handful or so years where all the puzzle pieces we've been given have been coming together into a whole gestalt. (I'm also including the messages that an unusually spiritually intune and guidance conscious friend of mine has also received).

But Vansio is apparently wiser, more intune, and more conscious than Yeshua who specifically pointed out how difficult it would be for pregnant women or women with very young children during these coming times. This knowledge is one of the reasons why my spouse and I haven't yet had children.