posted February 18, 2020 07:26 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosion:
Sorry to have misspelled your name earlier Stawr. My spelling has taken a nose dive of late.

Yeah, Saturn and Pluto in Capricorn has been rough on those with strong Cardinal placements. A lot of people have been going through intense stress, challenge, and testing, suited and perfectly tailored to their own individual psyches. (These are part of our "Life plan" of growth, that our Expanded/Spirit self level along with the Source, Co-Creator of this Universe/larger reality, the Elders, our guides/helpers, etc set up to try to maximize our spiritual growth/remembrance process).

I have a hypothesis about this. As we know, people with strong Cardinal placements tend to be inborn/innate leader or facilitator types. (Cancer maybe not so much in the world or at large, but more in the family).

I've been receiving information for awhile, that has gotten more detailed, that major, world wide changes are on the horizon and coming up faster and faster as we get close to the culmination of the physical part of it all.

This may be "crunch time" of lesson learning and getting our spiritual butts into gear for any and all of us Souls with any sort of maturity and who also have powerful Cardinal placements (like Sun, Asc, Moon, Rising ruler, a stellium including personal planets in same, etc), and who are probable to survive these initial upheavals and massive changes.

Why, because when the time comes, those of us with some maturity and who have powerful Cardinal placements, will need to be centers of calm, and positive, directive action for others. Many people will be losing their proverbial and perhaps literal shite during these times.

So right now, we are being as tried by fire, so that when the real and even more intense and overt fire happens, we will be ready to better serve others. If we go through this too much earlier before these culminate, we may start to soften some from more harmonious and/or easier conditions.

We need our metal tempered but still somewhat hot for when the time comes.

Either way, and even if I'm wrong about the Earth changes aspect, know that there is a deeper purpose behind all this, and that purpose is not malicious, but actually comes from a deeper and higher kind of Love. Granted, right now it feels a lot like "tough love", and in a sense it is, but underneath it the intention of Love and wanting to see us whole and more truly joyous is there.

I'm there with you. Sun, ruler of the chart in Capricorn. Mercury ruler of Virgo North Node, Jupiter, Mars, and Saturn is in Capricorn, and 21* Libra Pluto (modern ruler of IC). Has not been easy. In some ways, I feel like I've been through hell and back.

In some ways, it may be even a bit more intense for those of us also with mid to late Aries and Libra placements since it involves a square.

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teehee! A way to remember spelling my LL name is it's how I imagine a New Yorker with a tough accent saying "star". (please don't be mad at me east coasters)

I use to do a lot of theater, I use to go out to NY a lot. And I thought I was hilarious pretending to be a NY stage mom and say "My daWtuhs gonna be STAWR!"

I put that together with my past and my love for astrology and bam-LL name!

Oh my gosh yes all the Cardinal signs in the later degrees are very pressed right now. You guys all know my bits.

My sister is an early Sept Libra. So she went though this in bits a while back. She had a narcissist boss for 3 years. She was pretty much actively looking for a new job the whole time too. Her work life has been much better for some time now.

My dad however he was born OCT 16th. His company is owned by a bigger company now. He does not like that. (I have no idea why) He actually just quit with out having another job lined up. (has me like "hey!" because he always told me "you can't leave your job until you have another job lined up) He told them a white lie that he was retiring. They then begged him to stay and let him pick the hours he wanted to work and the days of week he wanted to work. So he agreed to working 3 days a week for them, while looking for another job. He got offered another job where he would make 12 an hour, but would get extra commission sales money I guess. But at his job he is sick of he makes 17 an hour. My dad wants to take the 12 an hour job. My mom, sister and myself all think hes crazy. Currently I am not bringing it up. Cause at the end of the day he needs to do what will make him happy. I feel like the end of his Saturn/Pluto square he will retire. (yippee, he is almost at that age)

My male Cancer friend who I will call J. July 18th I think. I have no idea what house his Cancer is in. But he is a Gemini rising like myself. He wants to eventually get a more sit down job in the social work field. He is pretty much where all the action is with court dates and parent child visits etc. He decided to go for his masters in the fall. I already feel bad for him. He has a lot of drama with his mama. He thinks she has schizophrenia. Through this he has really bonded with his 2 other brothers at least. Also dating has been difficult for J for a long time. Nothing seems to stick. It can really bring him down at times. He was talking to a man from a different country. His other good friends who knew more were happy for him, but also weary like "don't send him money, etc." This exotic man even visited him. But J's lover was insecure. He started drama with him when he was back home and knew J was having a Christmas party, and accused him of cheating on him. The Christams party was his closets of friends like 8 people and not a sexy party, like J's lover was paranoid about. Communication problems his lover assumes they are an item even though they never talked about it. If J doesn't answer the phone when he's working, he says J is making up excuses. J is thinking about calling the whole thing off, plus he recently did ask him for money and J said no. J is starting to lightly date other guys.
I feel bad for J becuase he took a week off work because his other best friend is having a baby. She ended up not having the baby yet during his time off. I think that was a bit much since I haven't done that for my sister or one of my besties. I just came over the next day after work. I wasn't able to see one of nieces until she was back home cause I had so much going on with my job where I couldn't miss. I think he is starting to realize he is crazy for taking time off for this. But man he does have a big heart for doing so.
Also he has had to deal with the challenge that two friends he introduced to each other, really hit it off and will hang out with out him sometimes. He confessed that it bothers him, but now he accepts.

My other friend who is a Cancer who I will call A. July 16th I think. You know she works in a daycare. Daycares have high turnover rates. So that creates the problem of inconsistent hours. Making the workers have 10 hour days. It's a viscous cycle. She goes on interviews when she can.

posted February 18, 2020 07:57 PM            

Since 2020 I feel like I keep getting knocked down and have to keep going. Well...I am finally starting to feel some relief. I have a 3 day work week. I actually got to experience being present with friends and family this extended weekend.

And my boss is on vacation for a week and a half! So there is some temporary relief in my life.

I also finished my HW today in the evening.(usually finish it at night) I got more chores done than usual too.

I still have to work hard but my life quality is experiencing some improvements.

I checked my grade for my class, and my grade level is an 97% right now. Which is great because I spread myself so thin to the point where I was sick for 4 days. Three weeks to go!!!

As many of you know I have felt very stuck in many areas of my life. It's been extra frustrating because there has always been "a reason" to stay at this apartment. I don't want to say I was never grateful, but I've outgrown this. When I first decided to move in with my boyfriend Jupiter was in Virgo(my 4th house)
It's pretty soul crushing to see that no big planets doing anything in Virgo.............................Feeling like I have no answers about my living situation...no change......Until!!!! I watched a March Horoscope video saying that there is a new moon or something going on in Virgo. I know these types of moons can be transforming. I usually don't pay too much attention. But I am NOW.

posted February 19, 2020 11:20 PM            

Tr Saturn at 27d10 trines my Sun in Virgo at 28d08 so Tr Saturn is trine my Sun under 1d applying, Yep I think is that.....hate it.

It reminds me of when saturn was squaring my venus..

I was telling my husband on monday, I am getting ooooooooooooldddddd....

Anyhoo it helped me gain more insight today into another layer of skin I want to shed and some aspects of me that I want to outgrow and the possible past life were this old patterns I want to out grow may stem from.

posted February 20, 2020 12:10 PM            

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Originally posted by StubbornVirgo:
Sometimes I start a long, thoughtful post here, but then I get tired just thinking about it half way through, and erase it.

Thanks Pluto, Saturn, and Neptune. Maybe after all of this crap moves into my 1st house, I'll be able to share more. Just know that I follow along with ya'll, even if I don't share.

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posted February 23, 2020 02:30 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Tr Moon opposite my mars and inconjunct my AC, OMG I have been so cranky today but not during the night. After putting some cream on my hands, eating some chocolate with my husband and watching Call of the Wild I feel awesome.

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posted February 23, 2020 03:14 PM            

Cancer friend initiates the plans for Month in advance.
Ideas get thrown around it has to be karaoke okay whatever sure cool.
Pisces friend use to be a karaoke host so she gives us options for two locations that do Saturday. I let people know the distance I will be commuting. One place is 33 minutes away. The other is 7 minutes away from me. We don't see each other too much, and roads were good for winter. So I did not mind going the longer commute. And ya know you WOULD THINK that if a location did not work for somebody they would speak up about it.
Well Pisces hints that she prefers the location that is closest to her and and farther for me and the other Aries in the group who lives in the inner city.
No one objects to her location so I text Friday night like "okay that works for me, lets do it." or something.
The next day in the late afternoon Aries says that is too far for her and she wont do it and she has a birthday party to go to before hand.(its 45 minutes away from her)
Pisces says the location that is closer for me and Aries is too far for her.(35 min) Even though she made it an option for us in the first place, and her niece too is having a bday party.
Meanwhile Cancer and I are texting and calling each other about how ridiculous this is.
Pisces and Aries are not budging and both saying they wont go if its that location.
Then Pisces asks if Aries can drive to my house and then I'll drive her the rest of the way. (I'm just glad Pisces knows better now not to ask me to drive to her house in the inner city because she doesn't have a car at the moment for whatever reason. and yeah I'm going out of my way in the opposite direction almost a half hour to pick her up)
Aries agrees to this. But guess what Aries is always late. She has this unspoken rule of not being on her way until someone in the group texts "I'm here"
So as I'm on the the phone with Cancer I am telling her "I am so sick of both of them at this point." By 8 when she should of got to my place I don't even get an on my way text. A little before 8:30 I get a text from Aries saying I can go with out her, and her nieces bday is taking too long. Okay will do because I am sick of being treated like your problems are my problems. Byyyyyyyyye! Then of course Pisces is asking me if Aries coming with me! Pisces always wants everyone to be included she will sit on her ass and tell me to help Aries who seems to always be down on luck "because I live the closets to her."

At this point I'm biting my tongue to not say "WHY DON"T YOU ASK HER YOURSELF YOU CRAZY B1+(H!!! She is an adult too responsible for her own damn self. I am not her f()(k1ng mommy! And she is not a God damn charity case. This is AMERICAAAAA. I am not her spokesperson para-pro. She is not retarded. TALK TO HERRRRR.

Of course I know Pisces will insist that Aries has to come. At this point I text like "I haven't had dinner yet. She said shes not coming so I am leaving NOW." That made Aries take the hint that she is a burden on me, but also didn't want to deal with Pisces insisting she comes. So she text me that she will be on the way and that she will drive all the way by herself.
YES!!! Be an adult, I don't want to take care of you!

So Pisces ended up getting her way, but I swear the tension could be cut with a knife. lol

posted February 23, 2020 03:42 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Tr Moon opposite my mars and inconjunct my AC, OMG I have been so cranky today but not during the night. After putting some cream on my hands, eating some chocolate with my husband and watching Call of the Wild I feel awesome.

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I was cranky, too, and it only got worse last night. I was out of the house, and just asked to be brought back home, after we almost got into an accident. It scared me, and I was just done.

I rarely dream anymore, that I can remember anyway, but when I do I’m having nightmares again. I’ve been fine since I woke up, thank goodness.

posted February 23, 2020 04:36 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:

At this point I'm biting my tongue to not say "WHY DON"T YOU ASK HER YOURSELF YOU CRAZY B1+(H!!! She is an adult too responsible for her own damn self. I am not her f()(k1ng mommy! And she is not a God damn charity case. This is AMERICAAAAA. I am not her spokesperson para-pro. She is not retarded. TALK TO HERRRRR.

Of course I know Pisces will insist that Aries has to come. At this point I text like "I haven't had dinner yet. She said shes not coming so I am leaving NOW." That made Aries take the hint that she is a burden on me, but also didn't want to deal with Pisces insisting she comes. So she text me that she will be on the way and that she will drive all the way by herself.
YES!!! Be an adult, I don't want to take care of you!

So Pisces ended up getting her way, but I swear the tension could be cut with a knife. lol

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posted February 24, 2020 07:45 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I've had this swirling unsettled, anxious feeling all over my solar plexus region, all day. It's really annoying.

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Sounds awful!!!!!! I think you are experiencing some PSTD since you have a history of trauma bc of this near car accident you almost had that shook your sense of safety, this is very common. A lot of people come in bc they are experiencing PTSD due to a car accident and they often have a history of trauma that I feel gets reactivated by the car accident, bringing back all those feelings of not feeling safe ect....

Download Tapping Solutions and do some tapping rounds using the application to help get yourself back to your window of tolerance, right now you are in stress response and in hyperarousal mode.

Or try these two tapping meditations, I think he is amazing and very helpful:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68m4dY8MJHA

posted February 24, 2020 10:38 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
OMG I Love you! HAHAHAHAHAHA You are the bomb!

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love ya too!

posted February 26, 2020 08:09 PM            

I want to pay close attention to what this outcome will be(if any). I want to truly understand declination aspects as I feel they are grossly undervalued and overlooked.

posted February 26, 2020 09:39 PM            

He was suppose to be done with his out of state work project by Feb 15th. A few days before the deadline, he gets told the project will last the rest of the month. He got told this week that he will still be working on his project until the beginning of March.

Well before the news was broke to him, he already ordered things for his next job to be sent to our home. I unfortunately work. LOL! So every time Fedex showed up I was at work. I even got home by 1pm one day and missed them. Like are they really shocked that no one is there to sign for the delivery at 10am on the weekday?

Well my bf gets informed today that if the package is not picked up at the Fedex location by today, they are done holding on to it for him.

Luckily I had a snowday today. Bf lets me know around 2:30ish if I could do him a favor and pick it up? The thing is, this was a VALID snow day in our home state. It has been snowing for over 24 hours straight and wont stop snowing until 1am! I fish tailed a tad on the way. I get there and they don't even have a bathroom for the public to use. My way back home was awful. I almost slid in another lane. I had to drive though a red light because that is safer is than trying to stop at a yellow. At one point I could tell I was in a turn lane that wasn't a turn lane. So for a minute it was like I was a British driver in the USA. At this point I was screaming in my car at this situation, and yelling at other cars for existing.

I was shook and told my boyfriend off for having to do that in a snow storm. It's not his fault but I told him I am never doing that again. Once I got it out of my system I felt comforted by him.

I feel like when I finally get to see him in person I am going to ball my eyes out. I haven't seen him since December and I have been very tried since January and he is doing his best to be there and support me and comfort me.

That is the thing about his field you really cannot set beginning and end dates in stone. You can only know for sure if you take actual R&R.
Part of it is his company being more reactive than proactive.

posted February 26, 2020 10:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Trans Pluto and Jupiter are conj & parallel. Both are inching closer to my natal Uranus by parallel aspect very tight.

I want to pay close attention to what this outcome will be(if any). I want to truly understand declination aspects as I feel they are grossly undervalued and overlooked.

In longitudinal terms, Jupiter is right now on my Mars in 6th by square. I had an interview on Monday for a job. Fingers crossed

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I appreciate hearing about another fellow Aries experiences. I barely paid attention to my Pluto and Saturn conjunction to my Uranus.(I'm guessing I was too distracted by Neptune at the time) And even the Jupiter conjunct Uranus went under my radar and has already passed.(too distracted by Pluto and Saturn sun square and Saturn return)
I'm sure if I look back I will see and make a connection I was too distracted to notice.

Jupiter conjunct Mars sounds awesome! I am looking forward to an update to what the universe will present to you! I got my first lead teacher job when Jupiter was in my 6th house. (had to go rx and direct first though)

posted February 26, 2020 11:02 PM            

But I've had some real intensity of "I work so hard and THIS is what I have to show for it???!" I don't think I've experienced this mood so intensely. Plus I've never worked as hard as I am now in my entire life, and have much responsibility. I thought it was all the Capricorn gang bang squaring on my sun sign and Saturn return.

posted February 28, 2020 12:01 PM            

So on that note Tr Jupiter conjunct Pluto following Tr Pluto conjunct Saturn could be about solutions and protection from death such as coming up with a vaccine that prevents this from getting bigger and reaching a level that is out of control.

posted February 28, 2020 03:04 PM            

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Originally posted by Ashes2Phoenix:
The New Moon in Pisces is exactly conjunct my own Moon. I feel like I'm in a fog, I've been feeling that way for a while now. Neptune in Pisces is moving closer to my Moon.

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