posted May 12, 2020 05:26 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Tr N.N is square both Chiron and Pluto.
Tr Chiron opposition natal Uranus
Tr Sun square both Moon & Venus
Tr Mercury opposition Natal Neptune
(Bad dreams but prankster type)

Not a pleasant feeling, what I'm experiencing recently. I truly hope the energies for us as a whole revert to better soon.

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I’ve been having bad dreams, too. I went from almost no dreams, to being flooded with them. The only one I can remember was from yesterday morning, when I fell asleep again for a while. A woman was all over me, breathing and coughing on me. I was trying to get her off me.

I thought I might be getting a fever, but I found my thermometer, and my body temperature was 96.8, so a bit low.

I’m about to have my mars return, and mercury is conjunct my moon/Venus, square mars.

posted May 12, 2020 08:37 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Tr N.N is square both Chiron and Pluto.
Tr Chiron opposition natal Uranus
Tr Sun square both Moon & Venus
Tr Mercury opposition Natal Neptune
(Bad dreams but prankster type)

Not a pleasant feeling, what I'm experiencing recently. I truly hope the energies for us as a whole revert to better soon.

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Download the tapping solutions application to help you release some of that anxiety.

I recommend you try to live day by day and enjoy each day as much as you can bc we really don't know if we are going to lose everything at any moment so we might as well enjoy the things we can while we can and still hope for the best (that sounds very NN in Gemini with SN in Saggy, live day by day and hope for the best).

I went hiking Sunday and will try to go hiking once a week, I am doing take out a few times a week, going on walks when the weather is nice and at least am driving around on my own once a week if I feel I need it. Also keeping busy with work and this class I am taking which helps.

There is a ton that is messed up about this situation and I don't know how it will all play out. I do know this is about working through our SOUTHNODE collectively. First SN was in Cappy (ruled by Saturn), now southnode is in saggy (ruled by Jupiter) and after southnode will be in Scorpio (ruled by PLUTO) and when this went down SATURN was conjunct PLUTO and JUPITER all in the same month this blew up, not a coincidence, so this is very much about a collective southnode lesson we are suppose to integrate.

If this all results in everything falling apart, human rights been stripped away and the whole world turning into a communist one world government the story will not end there bc if I am right about this been a southnode lesson this expansion of power the elite will gain from this crisis will be temporary and they will be exposed, southnode is about neutralizing and outgrowing and saturn/jupiter/pluto are not ruling the Northnode, they will not succeed in expanding their power ultimately or turning the world into one world government. BUT I am hoping we don't even let it get to that point that we have to literally lose it all to learn the lesson we are suppose to but ultimately is not in my hands, this is a collective thing and depends on how the collective responds.

posted May 12, 2020 11:25 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I’ve been having bad dreams, too. I went from almost no dreams, to being flooded with them. The only one I can remember was from yesterday morning, when I fell asleep again for a while. A woman was all over me, breathing and coughing on me. I was trying to get her off me.

I thought I might be getting a fever, but I found my thermometer, and my body temperature was 96.8, so a bit low.

I’m about to have my mars return, and mercury is conjunct my moon/Venus, square mars.

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Hey there Teasel. Good to know your temp wasn't up. Are you fighting a fever? That's awful that she was up too close. Can you get popsicles? Those aren't too expensive yet, I don't think. We got ours when this started . I had a nasty ache in my jaw so they were very helpful. I hope you get better rest without bad dreams. May you have sweet dreams.

Here we were hit with sweltering heat and I think that played a role in my bad dreams but that Neptune opposition with Pluto could bring bad ones maybe humidity.

posted May 12, 2020 11:48 PM            

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Don't worry too much you are evolved I feel so these lessons are not about you, so breath in and breath out and trust this will ultimately force a lot of people to wake up, confront their fears and grow.

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posted May 12, 2020 11:51 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
No she is not fighting a fever, 96 degrees is perfectly normal, maybe even a tiny bit low but definitely NOT a fever.

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posted May 12, 2020 11:55 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
I wasn't 'saying she had one', she needed to check with her therometer. I was just saying I was happy she was ok and popsicles help. I wasn't trying to say anything otherwise.

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posted May 12, 2020 11:56 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Hypatia previously wrote: Thanks,I Had a change in gears. The humidity was wearing on me earlier. I'm trying to busy my mind with times of way back for me .. just landed in the 80s on yt .. what a time that was!
So odd, this oldie by The The - This Is The Day http://youtu.be/aPw75ZqpHJs

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posted May 13, 2020 03:36 AM            

My day started with a discussion with my parents and sister about coronavirus.

It then shifted, and I felt more in touch with my north node and got a deeper insight into how my nodes play out in my life, what I have outgrown and want to continue outgrowing and how far I have come integrating my nodal lessons and how my nodal placement imbalances can play out in a macro level collectively. It was a day filled with insights. I may eleborate more tomorrow.

posted May 13, 2020 08:24 AM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:

Hey there Teasel. Good to know your temp wasn't up. Are you fighting a fever? That's awful that she was up too close. Can you get popsicles? Those aren't too expensive yet, I don't think. We got ours when this started . I had a nasty ache in my jaw so they were very helpful. I hope you get better rest without bad dreams. May you have sweet dreams.

Here we were hit with sweltering heat and I think that played a role in my bad dreams but that Neptune opposition with Pluto could bring bad ones maybe humidity.

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Thank you.

I now have a temperature of 96.2, but I feel better than I did yesterday. Still going a bit dizzy. I think I'm depressed, but I was told that my heart was racing when I was in the hospital briefly, a couple of years ago. It was racing every time my pulse and blood pressure were taken, even when I felt relaxed.

posted May 13, 2020 05:36 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
Thanks. I know it isn’t a fever, but that lower temperature was consistent when I was taking my temperature a few years ago. I’ve only just found my thermometer, so I took it because I was so tired that I could cry, at one point yesterday.

Thank you.

I now have a temperature of 96.2, but I feel better than I did yesterday. Still going a bit dizzy. I think I'm depressed, but I was told that my heart was racing when I was in the hospital briefly, a couple of years ago. It was racing every time my pulse and blood pressure were taken, even when I felt relaxed.

When it comes to what's going on now, people scare me more than any disease, except maybe cancer.

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posted May 13, 2020 05:52 PM            

Who knows maybe it will never be the same which puts me in a position were I have to question if I want to stay in this career long term, counseling is all about connection and if e-therapy becomes the norm and I no longer have a team truly and everything is social distance, I rather work at the supermarket but then will probably not make enough to make ends meet.

Another option is to start my own private practice were I offer face to face counseling so if a lot of counseling services are no longer going to offer face to face and be super picky about who they allow to see face to face so that only a very small minority of people are seeing face to face then that opens up the market for someone like me, many people will not do counseling unless is face to face so I can service those people. Maybe this is what needs to happen, maybe I am suppose to have my own private practice.

posted May 15, 2020 02:08 PM            

Well today I waiting for a package I have to sign for. I missed on Monday. Why do they always come when I am gone?! I get to stay home Thursday-Sunday. Why Monday!? I swear to God they said they were going to show up today. I want to move on.

Making a little activity inspiration for my preschool students. (I don't have to do this, but I will feel guilty if I don't.)

Got some home repairs taken care of thanks to my family yesterday.

Mmmm I also need to get groceries but don't dare leave my apartment until I get this package, if it even shows up today. My parents grabbed me a few frozen meals to get by. I hate spending my money on take out, so I am upping my grocery budget.

I am day drinking today for the first time since Christmas I think. Margaritaaaa

posted May 17, 2020 02:50 PM            

I have always felt irritated by both Republicans and Liberals because I have always felt both engage in group think and group think compromises people's ability to be objective. I disagree with both sides often on different issues. Now when it comes to Corona19 I don't like the way it is been handled, ruining the economy and putting on hold human rights indefinitely is not a good solution in dealing with a pandemic and will cause more problems than resolve anything, it ends up putting the masses who are struggling with a crisis in even a much more vulnerable position.

That been said a part of me just doesn't want to vote anymore because it feeds the dysfunction we are stuck in. This political system is set up to keep us divided and from thinking clearly and stuck in this drama triangle with each other and I have known this for a long time but I just had some interactions with a few women from the right and it pushed me to a higher level of awareness around this, the right is toooooooo rigid when it thinks of genders and the left is way toooooo relaxed about it, both sides irritate me for the same reason, both are obsessed with gender and can't be objective about it. I was just responding to a meme that was meant to be funny but reinforced this narrow thinking on parenting and bonding with children based on their gender, my comment was balanced and not political, based on attachment theory and what I know about child development and it triggered some women from the right. It gets ridiculous people's inability to be objective because of group think, their need to be right and a strong attachment to the identity of a group.

This global crisis should really have nothing to do with Trump, he really is just a distraction, everything that is happening to us is impacting us deeply and Can we for once not make it about him or any politician?, F politics and F politicians, start thinking about how you want to live the rest of your life. For me I just don't want to live my life worrying about catching a virus, in fear of going outside and wearing masks or live a life of poverty were I and the majority of people are always concerned of been homeless or end up actually homeless. I guess my personal desire for having a decent quality of life is stronger than living a long life of very poor quality. I rather live a shorter life but good quality than a long life but awful quality without personal power and autonomy were you are encouraged to snitch on others and can go to jail for not wearing a mask. This is just how I Feel at my core but when I look at it in a more broad way I still feel that the way it is been handled is hurting the collective more than it is helping.

If you prefer to live the rest of your life wearing masks and mostly staying at home and been told that you are not essential and can't do basic things like make a living, if that is how you genuinely feel fine then stand by it as long as you truly feel that way and is not about something else.

I feel this article does a good job in getting both sides to think of the complexity of this coronavirus situation in a more sophisticated way and a style different from other media outlets, it gets you thinking but doesn't necessarily tell you one side is right or wrong and it emphasizes both sides have valid points: http://ftalphaville.ft.com/2020/04/15/1586943153000/Why-are-we-really-in-lockdown--/

At least this is the closest attempt I have come across a media outlet truly listening to both sides and trying to hear/understand in a more in-depth sophisticated way the concerns of each side.

ADDED LATER:

I should have never entertained this idea that government can work but we just have to keep it small and in check LOL. The system we have right now needs to be demolished.

posted May 21, 2020 12:18 PM            

I do not have as much free time as I thought I would this week. Professor did not update until Sunday that our paper is due Friday. I did a bunch of work for the class on Saturday and then didn't check back in until yesterday. I am about to give this quiz/test or whatever a go. I feel like I have to rush everything now. My errands I thought I could do the rest of this week are probably out the window now.

posted May 21, 2020 01:59 PM            

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Originally posted by StubbornVirgo:
Saturn finally left my 12th house (I’m pretty sure for the first time in a while) and entered my 1st.

I’m trying to take better care of myself. All of the toxic people that took advantage of me in my 12th House can GTFO. I’m trying to eat better. Trying to avoid the negative and soul sucking people. Trying to spend more time outside. I’ve been gardening a lot. I want simplicity and peace, right now. A quiet life sounds really nice.

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I’ve been getting outside a bit more, too. It was still snowing here, over a week ago. Not normal for Ohio. I still haven’t done any gardening, but I have plants ready to go into the ground. I wish I’d started off all of those seeds that I have, but I can still plant some of them in August.

I’m looking through my art-related books, and might try painting again. It was great for my mental health, when I was younger. I just need to avoid anything that triggers my “what’s the point?” thoughts, because that’s where I’ve been.

posted May 21, 2020 06:57 PM            

Dad just told me that my Taurean aunt M. with the cancer in her brain - it's spread. I'm shaking, and I need to figure out how to safely visit her this weekend. Even if I have to sit outside the house, and we talk to her on facetime.

posted May 21, 2020 07:11 PM            

http://anchor.fm/lisa-meyerson/episodes/Sabian-Symbol-New-Moon-Reading-May-22--2020-ec1d00/May-22--2020-New-Moon-a28siq3?fbclid=IwAR3LFxmehYezkO6vGtJXqzDhXTW5tpQd82muZuXW2B2yzLDL2 QTfeDR59N8

She's a Capricorn, with a Gemini Moon. Acupuncturist in the Chicago area, believes in alternative treatments, as well as allopathic, as a very quick introduction. I've known her for years, met her through a goal-setting site.

posted May 23, 2020 07:33 PM            

I ended up getting my errands done. I was slightly agitated that the entire quiz was on the part I hardly studied.

Today I see that my professor is not ready to start week four. Well at least she has the book we are suppose to read this week. We are expected to jump into a random chapter, so I was kind of lost and found the movie of it on youtube so I can have some clarity on what I am reading.

This poor woman is now dealing with her ex husband having covid 19. (after losing her current husband before starting this job)