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Topic: Transits and Mood Log 2020+
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Orange Knowflake Posts: 7869 From: Georgia Registered: May 2009
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posted August 05, 2020 10:43 PM
i was wondering where you disappeared, Hipa!how are things with your Scorpio ex, ever since you reconnected? Are you going to meet up or it was just a brief reconnection IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15368 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
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posted August 05, 2020 11:15 PM
quote: Originally posted by Orange: i was wondering where you disappeared, Hipa!how are things with your Scorpio ex, ever since you reconnected? Are you going to meet up or it was just a brief reconnection
Hey girl! Its weird is like I lost total interest in him after finding him on Instagram, I was already kind of over it before I found him and then I found him and it solidified it even more but YESTERDAY after a super long time of having zero interest in him I found myself missing him but mainly because I was horny and wanted to escape and hang out with someone that makes me feel a certain way, he is someone I had something passionate and intense with but also very pure and innocent with and I was in the mood for that yesterday bc Moon in aquarius was opposing my venus and mars, venus rules my 5H and Mars my 4H. I think he is like an old blanket I keep away that I occasionally want to take out and put on top of me LOL, I think I will see him again. I just don't think we are going to get back together. I have my life and he has his life. It could also be that this covid19 stuff and the clear attempt to force a new world order this year has me focused on world issues and mentally I just honestly feel romantic love and soulmates don't matter at all and have me wondering why I ever was investing my energy on that at all. The stuff that is going down is stranger than fiction and any movie or show I have ever seen in my life and I am living it flesh and blood and I can't believe all these stuff is actually happening and going down so my thoughts lately are who cares about romantic love, lets save the children and the world, that is all that matters. I think the state of emergency the world is in right now has made me put my ex and my feelings for him completely in the back burner but yesterday it came back those feelings a little, very surprisingly, I was convinced it was totally gone like 100%. So there you have it, my crazy rant How are you girl!? Something told me it was a good time to stop by today in here, my instincts told me stay away for a while.
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Stawr Moderator Posts: 6289 From: N. America Registered: Nov 2010
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posted August 06, 2020 03:14 PM
Emotionally I am at a new low today. Sometimes it seems like no one listens to me or takes me seriously that I've had enough, I have my limits, I have my boundaries...until I get run down to the point of being sick, I snap, I get a bad grade on a paper, I'm not paying rent on time,and I get b!tchy with people. Like why does it have to get to that point for people to take me seriously, and that my well being does matter. I am starting to hate myself for this. It really hurts when it's from the people I am closest to. It really seems like my no's mean yes to people, because I haven't lost my sh1t yet. And my no's only mean no if I lose my sh!+. I have gotten so much better at calmly telling people no and asserting myself, and it's flipping pointless, I swear to God. It just falls on deaf ears until I act like a crazy person. It's all been adding up, I feel so beaten down by it today. Astrologically this is a trying time for my vibration. Pluto, Saturn, Jupiter square my sun. Doing my best to snap out of this mind set. I am doing my best to get through my day, until I realized I forgot to pay rent. Last week was a rough one, and I still feel impacted by it, and then to have other things added on to it. I reached my breaking point and let myself cry today. I wish I was invisible, I wont be shocked if I turn into a recluse. Like I work so hard to better my life and this is how I get treated and this is what I have to show for it? I am having difficulty moving on today, and to not feel feelings. I really don't know how to cope today. Just had some comfort snacks and an organic energy drink. Think I'll defuse my essential oils. Plus I am in limbo of knowing if I am going back to my job in the fall or not. I need to finish my discussion board responses so I can get in the shower. MAYBE that WILL hellllp. IP: Logged |
Stawr Moderator Posts: 6289 From: N. America Registered: Nov 2010
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posted August 07, 2020 11:50 AM
Mars conjunct Sun Uranus conjunct Mercury Chiron square Uranus (exact) Okay I am curious about the Chiron thing though, it's easy to overlook Chiron transits. "Transit Chiron square or in opposition to natal Uranus can make it so you act impulsively when your wounds are triggered, or you become anxious to deal with your baggage, so you have to make sure you’re not reckless but are allowing yourself to move forward with your healing." http://www.thedarkpixieastrology.com/blog/transit-chiron-aspects IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15368 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
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posted August 07, 2020 04:36 PM
Stawr hang in there! you are so close, keep going, you will look back on 2020 and say to yourself "the world went bat **** crazy but I still managed to accomplish my goals and finish school" and you will feel very proud of yourself. Let go of the debris you are picking up on from others that is distracting you from why you are here.
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hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15368 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
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posted August 07, 2020 04:39 PM
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Stawr Moderator Posts: 6289 From: N. America Registered: Nov 2010
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posted August 07, 2020 05:00 PM
Thank you hypatia238 <3IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 21153 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 07, 2020 06:06 PM
A few weeks ago, I had a lump on my gum, at the back of my mouth. I thought it was something stuck underneath it, like a chia seed, but it took a few days to decrease in size, and didn't go away. It decided to burst, when it was no longer hurting, on a Friday night, when I brushed my teeth. I thought the worst, when I saw a lot of blood, but I've been feeling okay otherwise, so I haven't been checked out. After swishing with peroxide and water, there was no more blood. I was afraid that Mars conjunct Mercury would bring arguments, but it didn't. I've just been really motivated. Had a lot of anxiety on Wednesday, and realized that keeping busy was making it worse, so I slowed down instead. I'm thinking about what I need to do next. Mars is in my 6th, and the Sun is now in my 10th. Not that I have big expectations about anything, I just need to do something. Or try to. People keep telling me that I'm bright, but it's bothering me that I haven't done anything. Wednesday night, I was thinking about what really scares me, going through the small list, and deciding what was really worth being anxious over. Some of it is, the rest: no. I've also just seen this: http://www.instagram.com/p/CDmnIXSHHy1/ - I love her. I've spoken a bit with the Capricorn man that I mentioned in April, I think, and I find him really inspiring. I want to know his birth time. He's hard-working, has a day job, and a creative one. He's open about his insecurities, and he does it anyway. Maybe it's the cardinal part of Cappy. I'm also feeling more a bit more creative. Pluto will probably knock me down again, but I'm feeling good for now.
Mercury trine Jupiter. Venus trine Uranus. Mercury was sextile my Moon/Venus, and Venus was previously sextile my Sun. Stawr, I can relate to what you wrote in the thread about Mars. Did you get the video from Elsa? I receive her newsletter, but don't read it often. I just happened to catch it today. Oh, baby birds are now on the windowsill of my bedroom. They hatched Sunday or Monday. The Taurus is good. I'm glad that he's still around. IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15368 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
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posted August 07, 2020 11:20 PM
@teasel, that is so weird because I too felt this bump in the back of my mouth that hurt a little but finally today it feels totally back to normal, there is a bump still but I think I have always had that bump but it no longer hurts or feels swollen, like its fine now. I was not too worried and figured it might go away on its own but it did concern me a little for a day or two there but decided to wait and see. In my case it did not burst, I know I tend to eat things that are too hot and I might have just burn myself in the back there probably.That is cool that mars conjunct mercury made you feel more energized and motivated, great manifestation of that aspect. That is awesome you are talking to a Cappy guy! Wish you well with Mr.Cappy. IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15368 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
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posted August 08, 2020 12:08 AM
This song always inspires and uplifts me: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LXbu4kstjyU&fbclid=IwAR1-C0TbIFbBcdX6YZKCTy4tok6XyR-B3NkoRPdSNKS7ql-zmzLVOgKUZ0Q IP: Logged |
vansio Knowflake Posts: 2166 From: the outskirts of Delphi Registered: Dec 2017
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posted August 08, 2020 12:31 AM
hi, mood: tired (ennui), not despondent rather neuter/muted, cynical, yet self-correcting. in spite of this, simultaneously moving 6,000 miles away in less than two weeks—nervous but whatever—leap for good-bye. sincere concern is actually that I don’t wish to pick up smoking again—managed to quit cold turkey (10years) this past April—everyone and their mother smokes in EU. overall, Sade Sati period tightest transit orbs are tr. Neptune sextile natal Uranus/Neptune 0.0-0.3° tr. Jupiter-Rx semisextile NN 0.5°, conjunct Uranus/Neptune 0.7-1.1°, semisquare MC 0.5° My 8th House begins at 22°17’ Capricorn so Saturn, Jupiter, Pluto tiptoeing around the deepend
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hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15368 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
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posted August 08, 2020 09:15 PM
Vansio, hugs...Its interesting I am going on a 8 mile hike tomorrow and the Moon and Mars are both in Aries and I was hoping to go on that hike today but we had things to do, last time I went on a big hike last month moon and mars were also in aries...that was 14 miles though, the longest hike I have done so far. I have been exercising going on 2.7 hikes near my neighborhood multiple times a week which perhaps mars in aries has helped with this. IP: Logged |
Aries Eagle Moderator Posts: 2062 From: Άρης Registered: Jan 2013
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posted August 12, 2020 07:13 AM
Mercurey in Leo trine Sun (orb 1) Today I gave a presentation to a group of people and after the meeting, someone noted that my talk was very sonorous or strong.IP: Logged |
Stawr Moderator Posts: 6289 From: N. America Registered: Nov 2010
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posted August 12, 2020 03:35 PM
@teasel Oh does she go by ElsaEsla and blog? I read her stuff once in a blue moon. Checking it out now, the fun pictures for each post kind of reminds me of Mystic Medusa's style! I kind of chilled off from Mystic Medusa just because a lot of her posts are for members only now, and I ain't paying, but respect that she needs to do what she needs for her livlyhood. ....Oh Uranus will go rx Aug 15th! Thank God. I feel like a Uranus conjunction can go either or depending on what other transits are going on. (Uranus is one degree away from my Mercury right now) IP: Logged |
Stawr Moderator Posts: 6289 From: N. America Registered: Nov 2010
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posted August 15, 2020 02:50 PM
I haven't looked at Mystic Medusa's blogs in a while but on her site she tracks N. Node Lilith, Hecate, Eros, Phyche, Ubasti and ErisI have so much action going on with my Aries Sun and Capricorn Saturn. I've felt driven up a wall for two years! I just discovered that Eris is squaring my Saturn exactly and two degree conjunction to my Sun And Lilith is exactly Conjunct my Sun right now. Plus with Jupiter, Saturn, Pluto squaring my Sun conjuncting my Saturn on and off. I don't know much about Psyche but it's conjuncting my Gemini rising one degree away. And I'm really starting to go mental. And I've been speaking up more like "Hey guys, my mental health DOES matter. My time matters too. I have a LIFE; more than I want" Looking forward to this shifting over into my first house and joining the North Node. I need to shift from selfless to selfish. Bring on anything in my first house! IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 21153 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 15, 2020 03:05 PM
Sharing for the new moon in Leo, that's coming up. http://yourshocktherapist.blogspot.com/2020/08/new-moon-in-leo-2020-staying-alive-strut.html Mars is conjunct my Chiron/Sun. I'm antsy.
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Stawr Moderator Posts: 6289 From: N. America Registered: Nov 2010
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posted August 18, 2020 10:18 PM
I feel a lot more sane and productive since Uranus went retrograde on Aug 15. That day I had an attitude but I felt at peace later in the day. IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15368 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
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posted August 19, 2020 10:01 PM
The moon is in Virgo and mercury is in virgo at aries point today.I swear my husband is like really on top of things today, focused but also more finicky and attentive to detail, I keep laughing at him instead of getting annoyed or angry bc I have noticed these qualities are persisting and coming out more today, it has been amusing to me. He has been very productive and took initiative with something he has been wanting to do and is preparing for the next phase of it, he is definitely more focused and motivated today. He has jupiter conjunct Juno in virgo but at late degrees but perhaps the moon in virgo with mercury entering virgo is enough, it may be activating his Jupiter and Juno conjunction by sign, I see him focused, dedicated, more motivated, with increased energy and more finicky. I should add TR MARS in ARIES is trine exact his VENUS in LEO which squares his Mars so is like tr MARS in Aries is a release aspect for his Venus square Mars right now so that may have more to do with it but is also inconjuncting his Mars making him fuzzy and irritable (Mars inconjuct Mars). IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15368 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
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posted August 20, 2020 01:00 AM
Now he is organizing a bunch of files in his computer...Actually essentially he has been in organization mode all day, he was just organizing and re-arranging the outside of our property during the day and now his computer at night. IP: Logged |
Stawr Moderator Posts: 6289 From: N. America Registered: Nov 2010
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posted August 22, 2020 12:41 AM
I'll be pinching myself for a while. I just finished my finals of my last two classes in my bachelors program.Venus Oppose Neptune Jupiter rx Sextile Moon Uranus rx Conjunct Mercury IP: Logged |
Stawr Moderator Posts: 6289 From: N. America Registered: Nov 2010
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posted August 24, 2020 11:19 PM
Pluto rx square Sun exactly round 2I worked well with my boss today. Only thing really that might not turn out pretty is that she made it apparent that it is starting to bother her that I dress nicer than her most of the time. Whenever someone wants to tell me how to dress at work when I am following the dress code rules it makes me want to tell them TF off really bad. IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15368 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
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posted August 25, 2020 06:11 PM
quote: Originally posted by Stawr: I'll be pinching myself for a while. I just finished my finals of my last two classes in my bachelors program.Venus Oppose Neptune Jupiter rx Sextile Moon Uranus rx Conjunct Mercury
Congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IP: Logged |
hypatia238 Moderator Posts: 15368 From: Mercury novile and parallel Pluto, Pluto septile Southnode Registered: Sep 2014
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posted August 25, 2020 06:14 PM
quote: Originally posted by Stawr: Pluto rx square Sun exactly round 2I worked well with my boss today. Only thing really that might not turn out pretty is that she made it apparent that it is starting to bother her that I dress nicer than her most of the time. Whenever someone wants to tell me how to dress at work when I am following the dress code rules it makes me want to tell them TF off really bad.
I have never been great at following dress codes! have sucked at it my whole life. I do have chart ruler Jupiter conjunct Uranus. IP: Logged |
Aries Eagle Moderator Posts: 2062 From: Άρης Registered: Jan 2013
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posted August 26, 2020 01:39 PM
Congratulations Stawr IP: Logged |
Stawr Moderator Posts: 6289 From: N. America Registered: Nov 2010
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posted August 28, 2020 07:47 PM
Did Pluto go stationary direct today? I know it doesn't officially go direct until October. But I get super intense for the stationary with big planets. I hate it because I totally reached my breaking point today. I could feel it coming today too. I knew if one more thing went wrong I would break down and cry. I even took skullcap tincture to prevent this at work.This happened to me in January where it was trying to keep it together all day, people were not nice to me, I was under stress, my salad dropped and then I cried at work in front of other teachers and kids. Well this time I didn't make it to the gas station, I had to pull over. My car ran out of gas. That was the last straw of my day for me. And I left my purse at parents. Luckily my dad come to the rescue. I thought I would check on more planets than usual. Sun is exactly oppose my Venus today Self esteem and love life is a total **** show. Venus is square my Sun and oppose my Saturn Mars square Saturn Saturn rx is sqaure my Sun and conjunct Saturn Eris conjunct sun square Saturn effing Pluto exactly squaring my Sun for months on end! Neptune rx might be back in my 10th house which is an emotional roller coaster. Psyche conjunct ASC I'm losing my mind. Lilith square Saturn exactly Something needs to shift I am an emotional wreck struggling to function at this point. I feel like by next year, I'll be desensitized to just about everything. Work was actually the better part of my day today. I feel like I've put in the emotional work for the most part. IP: Logged |