posted December 25, 2020 10:33 AM            

Woke up at 4 in the morning from a load sound and noticed I was dreaming of my ex. Still dream of him periodically, too much stuff in our composite that facilitates meeting in the astral world.

posted December 27, 2020 08:28 PM            

Fiance was here for Christmas, lots of drive through, door dash, and food pick up dates. Even with the limitations, it was nice to spend time together when we both have time off.

posted December 27, 2020 09:07 PM            

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posted December 28, 2020 06:21 PM            

Many congrats to Stawr on her weeding! Hugs girl, I hope you enjoy that special day and enjoy your honeymoon.

I am feeling a lot better. I feel the solar eclipse did affect me for about two weeks, I am glad it coincided with me taking time off even though I did not get to go visit my parents so I can have space to feel those intense emotions, process and reflect.

I do feel like I cleared out a lot of emotional burn out from this year and my line of work in addition to getting a deeper insight and understanding of my skipped step and releasing karmic pain since the solar eclipse activated my nodal return and I am in middle of my nodal return.

...so I think this solar eclipse was about healing and releasing karma, emotions and stress...

posted December 29, 2020 09:55 AM            

*HUGS!*

posted December 29, 2020 10:05 AM            

Woot-woot Pluto moved another degree, meaning less intensity on it squaring my Sun Sign.
Pluto is moving, and Saturn is doing nothing in my chart for a while. These are the glory days. lol.

posted December 29, 2020 11:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Thank you MoonMystic and Hypatia238

*HUGS!*

I think I want my theme colors to be dark green pinky-purple, and peach. and Ivory of course.

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Sounds interesting, feel free to take pictures of the colors and share

posted December 31, 2020 12:46 AM            

I also have tr Dawn approaching my Ascendant so I feel a new dawn is near by but still feel the heaviness of saturn square saturn and jupiter, very contrasting energies but the saturn square saturn energy is dominating while Dawn approaching my AC I can smell it from a distance but it hasn't arrived just yet.

Saturn in scorpio square transit saturn in aquarius makes you feel like a zombie, numb, hopeless, dead inside, low on energy, tired and like you are reaching your limit and you need change now and are willing to fight for that change and your values/rights, your right to live your life how you see fit, your right to breath. Not a fun aspect but even though you feel this pain and numbness you want to fight and go out fighting, scorpio meets aquarius is ready to fight for its values and die for something important to them bc they want to live an authentic life true to themselves or die fighting for that type of life bc compromising and settleling are not an option, live free or die, someone with scorpio and aquarius aspecting each other said this is my guess. This combo is ready to start an underground movement and revolution to fight for freedom.

Actually the day John Stark said that phrase "live free or die" in 1809 Mars was conjunct Uranus in scorpio! Saturn was also in scorpio but not conjuncting Mars and Uranus so there was a scorpio and Uranus dynamic but Mars was also there giving courage and impulse to fight for the cause of freedom till the death if necessary.

WOW Wow John Stark's natal chart has Saturn in Aquarius square Uranus in Scorpio!!! Bingo! I am tapping into this with tr Saturn in Aquarius conjunct Jupiter square my Saturn in scorpio.

This combo gives you courage to stand for your principals, it turns into an urgent matter that can no longer be ignored. Scorpio is intense and does not compromise, aquarius/uranus demands change.

posted December 31, 2020 01:54 AM            

Saturn Transits
Saturn transits have been feared for centuries. The superficial reading is that they bring all sorts of calamities. In fact, they bring dissatisfaction and a desire for change. Ages ago, however, who could change? People were bound to the same routine year after year. When necessary changes aren?t made, Saturn transits tend to force them. This, to ancient peoples, was regarded as disaster. What Saturn transits really do is bring things to a conclusion. One cycle ends and another begins. And yes, these transits are associated with ?Murphy?s Law?, if something can go wrong, it will. Suppose you are burning your candle at both ends. Saturn comes around and you get sick. Bad luck? No, just the results of the bad actions that you chose. Saturn transits simply tend to bring us the results of our actions, for better or worse. But if you have dotted all the i?s and crossed all the T?s, and took care of everything, Saturn transits can also bring rewards. If you have no loose ends in your life, Saturn will have nothing to chop off. Astrologer Noel Tyl, for instance, mentions a case of someone he knew who got a scholarship to study music in Europe when Saturn was making an opposition aspect to his Sun. He had to work long and hard to get it, and he would have to continue to work because the grant was dependent on his grades. A gift of money from Saturn, but there are always strings attached: hard work, effort, and discipline. The best way to handle Saturn transits is to look way ahead and see when they are coming. Will Saturn be going through your 2nd House (money) next year? Better start saving right now to make sure that you have reserve cash. Perhaps Saturn is headed for your 6th House (work). This could mean extra demands on the job. It could even mean no job. Update your resume, just in case. Yes, Saturn periods can be hard, but if you handle them right, the rewards you get are solid and long-lasting.

Saturn Square Natal Saturn

Many aspects of your life will be tested and challenged during this period especially those that started during the last Saturn Transit about 7 years ago. You may feel this time testing your sense of identity and what you are doing with your life. You may have fears that you made mistakes in certain areas of your life or committed your energies in the wrong areas. You need to evaluate and question where you are heading and whether certain areas in your life need to be changed or let go of. You may have difficulties in your business life, and you may be feeling quite insecure in your job and being fearful is not the best way to handle this time. Saturn is testing the aspects of your life to ensure they can stand the test of time, if you have laid down a good foundation this should be the case, otherwise it is best to let things that are no longer working go. After this time is over you will feel a lot better for it and relationships and jobs that have survived the storm will bear great results in the coming years. Do not condemn yourself about your current situation, the best thing during this time is to act and it will make the future much brighter for you.

posted December 31, 2020 10:45 AM            

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Sounds interesting, feel free to take pictures of the colors and share

Exciting times! any nodal or Juno stuff happening in your chart?

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N. node has been in my first house for a while!

posted December 31, 2020 11:19 AM            

Chiron square Jupiter
Fortuna transiting 11th house
Psyche rx conjunct asc

posted January 01, 2021 10:58 AM            

Happy new year to anyone reading this. I have no resolutions. I’m just taking every day as it comes. One of my dogs was sick, and seems to better, but his system is still a bit off.

posted January 03, 2021 10:35 AM            

Sun conjunct Uranus and Neptune in my 8th house
Mercury in 8th house for one more day.

later/edit: I am also seeing a huge emphasis of the 8th house theme of other peoples money. My four years of having my own health insurance, has been an experience. With out getting too political here, I will just say. I am in the teaching/early childhood field. So yeah, my benefits are pretty sad if a job even offers any, and my place doesn't. Having to figure out my health insurance plan every November. I am so over it. I will say it, I am so exited to be one of those teachers who doesn't have to deal with it because they are on their husbands insurance!

posted January 07, 2021 01:20 PM            

@Hypatia- Can you create a new 2021 thread like this one?

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(venting too)
Update: adding Devine (asteroid) was at 12:00 on my natal during my heavy questions below. Definitely thought provoking.

http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/005081-2.html

tr  asteroid Credo 21423  (belief) is cnj  way too tight to Neptune. I'm  seriously getting this nagging disbelief in my ability  of the extra senses. Even the cards. It is a struggle. I don't know I believe in anything right now.
 This may pass. There are other reasons I don't even want to go there about how technology can mske people 'feel' they have abilities. Took a couple days off and went back to reading, yet it drained me. I might be so wrong regarding everything. I only recently connected my past love life and Neptune influence. I just have waning faith atp - with the Credo challenge Now too. lol I doubt I'm very helpful. Thought love was key - yet love is thrashing us (civilization) as much as hate. That fine line .. As well vibrations are intense today. Might be my resistance to doing as planned. I hope the Divine is the one but I'm going to meditate awhile to find me, ground. I just need to feel useful. Not going to the PR board today.
*Le sigh*

posted January 08, 2021 07:08 PM            

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Happy NY Stawr.

@Hypatia- Can you create a new 2021 thread like this one?

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(venting too)
[b]tr  asteroid Credo 21423  (belief) is cnj  way too tight to Neptune. I'm  seriously getting this nagging disbelief in my ability  of the extra senses. Even the cards. It is a struggle. I don't know I believe in anything right now.
 This may pass. There are other reasons I don't even want to go there about how technology can mske people 'feel' they have abilities. Took a couple days off and went back to reading, yet it drained me. I might be so wrong regarding everything. I only recently connected my past love life and Neptune influence. I just have waning faith atp - with the Credo challenge Now too. lol I doubt I'm very helpful. Thought love was key - yet love is thrashing us (civilization) as much as hate. That fine line .. As well vibrations are intense today. Might be my resistance to doing as planned. I hope the Divine is the one but I'm going to meditate awhile to find me, ground. I just need to feel useful. Not going to the PR board today.
*Le sigh*

(The D was at my my 12:00 point)[/B]

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You know that is not a bad idea! and since you asked and this forum is for all of us I want to honor your request

posted January 09, 2022 10:05 AM            

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I haven't felt like this since August. Nothing is going right. I am so over all of these cardinal planets in the later degrees trying my existence.

Pluto, Saturn, and Jupiter squaring my Sun.

I had to take a Covid test today since one of my students tested positive. My class is cancelled tomorrow. And I can't get anything I want to send to my students to work on my computer. Feeling defeated AF. Like why me? Why my class?

I had to cancel my dinner reservations tonight at a 5 star restaurant.

My graduation party was going to be this Saturday too, and that now will be canceled.

Having Pluto just sit on my sun sign for months on end really intensifies the feeling that no matter what I accomplish my life isn't going anywhere.

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bump

here I go again. Pluto is squaring my Sun sign still. But yes I have 3 Capricorn planets squaring my sun. I wanted to compare. Whatever my results are I have to quarantine from work.