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Stawr
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posted October 14, 2020 10:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Another Mercury retrograde!

I do honestly try to avoid online shopping around this time.

As I think about my wedding guest list and combining with my fiance, I realize it's time for us to get an address book.

I really try not to resort to online shopping since I live in a metro area with lots of stores close by. But dang I feel tried not resorting to online shopping sometimes.

I went to four flipping stores after work today. And not one of them had address books.
"Screw you guys, I'm shopping on Amazon."
I forgot Mercury was retro, so hopefully everything goes smooth.
I figure during the retro period this is a good time to decide on my guest list and collect addresses.

Right now
Mercury opposes my Mercury exactly.
sextiles Uranus
sextiles Neptune

I forgot to mention that my mom was with me and she called one other place. So that is five effing stores that don't sell address books.

Sometimes I think my mood is do I want to find out if this store has this item, and risk going to all these stores or do I just want to buy it on Amazon if I don't need it this instant.

Oh wait 6 stores that are not Amazon do not have planners. I looked online at place I have a gift card to during my lunch break.


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posted October 15, 2020 12:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for MoonMystic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
This Mercury rx has so far, hit me and all those around me hard. No ordinary one. On steroids.

Tr Mercury in my twelfth. Awoke to a vivid dream of my past BF and I deepsea diving in caves. it was positively weird. (he's a Sol Pisces) .. not one I ever discussed on LL.
http://cafeastrology.com/mercury_transits_houses.html
^ very good description, minus the retrog. part. this particular transit activates my NN by (0a) I feel that too. I learned Joy is what I am to seek. To fight the harsher influences in my makeup. Creativity is where that's at.
.. Planned to respond to my NN thread but my mind is in a loner spot with this tr .. so obv though. Also the retrog had me hot today. I blew my cork at my better half. A misunderstanding . instinctively I knew it too. But the tongue, the sword was a bit uncontrollable. ugh. I apologized. He is not angry.The tr retrograde Mercury cnj (0) nearly exact Krakatu 85047.
Eruptions ~ yes. I'm going to hibernate and meditate.

^^^ regarding the effects of the Mercury retrog on me: it's a communication thru tech
and misunderstandings. others in my life the same with me and others beyond me.
plus merchant stuff. The commonly known issues but 2-3x more issues. Idk if that's an old wives tale with the Mercury astrology in rx but is certainly seems real this week.

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posted October 15, 2020 07:34 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries Eagle     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yesterday I lost my apartment key and got my laptop broke by accident all in a single day! rx Merc for sure .. but I resolved it all today.

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posted October 16, 2020 12:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MoonMystic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
^ That does sound stressful. Great news Aries Eagle, that you got everything resolved.


Today is much better. Sun is shining. Mercury still in my twelfth of course but my energy is way balanced despite the retrog. I kept having a nudge this past week to wear my (Indian) moss agate. It occured to me it was going to give me some harmony so late yesterday I started wearing it. It turns out it did very much help. I slept so well and awoke refreshed.
Decided to read up on the agate, this may help anyone because it is aligned with the planet Mercury. There are many amazing things this little gemstone is known to benefit. Here's a link ~
http://www.healingcrystals.com/Specimen_-_Moss_Agate_Natural_Chunks__India_.html


Sending healthy balance thoughts to all!

♡~ Adding ~ the new moon crossed already but it was cnj my Cupid by (1) and Lovejoy nearly exact.
Which pushed me fwd to post my love oracle card pulls. As I've been shy - this energy feels beautiful. There are some who I hope might like to try them, via my new start with them.

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posted October 16, 2020 01:11 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I’ve had a relaxing week, but today feels a bit weird. The new moon is in my 12th house.

*edit. Now I feel better. I guess it was just a passing feeling.

I am cleaning up, and trying something for the New Moon. Also preparing for Halloween.

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posted October 17, 2020 05:37 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for vansio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Mercury Rx; through my fifth house. I’m feeling frustration by anger, injustice, regarding past relationships. Pssssd.

Will need to take a salt bath, it’s lingering.

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posted October 20, 2020 01:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'd forgotten about salt baths. I used to do that a lot.

I'm off my sleep schedule a bit, I need to get to sleep before I get too bad again. On Saturday, my dad told me that my aunt now has trouble walking, and keeps falling over. She has family helping her, and a neighbour. Maybe that was where the feeling came from on Friday. I'd been wondering how she was. The weekend was full of memories, and some sadness, but also warmth - family stuff. Spending time with my dad, and I've started shopping for my own food again, rather than relying on him. Maybe I've been feeling Venus opposite Neptune (for everyone), and Venus trine Jupiter today. I feel like myself again. Before Pluto.

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posted October 20, 2020 07:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MoonMystic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted October 29, 2020 05:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted November 02, 2020 06:25 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries Eagle     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
NN transit 9th house conjunct Chiron in Gemini.

I'm learning Linux and C language plus a little Python something I wanted to do since a loong time but hadn't had the time to do. Also refreshing my memory on accounting basics gonna have an exam in December.
Nice learning transit.

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posted November 05, 2020 11:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I haven't felt like this since August. Nothing is going right. I am so over all of these cardinal planets in the later degrees trying my existence.

Pluto, Saturn, and Jupiter squaring my Sun.

I had to take a Covid test today since one of my students tested positive. My class is cancelled tomorrow. And I can't get anything I want to send to my students to work on my computer. Feeling defeated AF. Like why me? Why my class?

I had to cancel my dinner reservations tonight at a 5 star restaurant.

My graduation party was going to be this Saturday too, and that now will be canceled.

Having Pluto just sit on my sun sign for months on end really intensifies the feeling that no matter what I accomplish my life isn't going anywhere.

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posted November 08, 2020 01:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries Eagle     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
@Stawr
Stay strong sister!

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posted November 08, 2020 02:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm sorry Stawr.

I was told on Friday night, that my aunt is getting worse. Dad saw her yesterday morning, and we will probably visit in a week. So I was celebrating the Biden/Harris win, but also cried on the way home from getting food and champagne, because of my aunt.

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posted November 09, 2020 07:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by teasel:
I'm sorry Stawr.

I was told on Friday night, that my aunt is getting worse. Dad saw her yesterday morning, and we will probably visit in a week. So I was celebrating the Biden/Harris win, but also cried on the way home from getting food and champagne, because of my aunt.


I am so sorry to hear Teasel. I cried at the thought that I could of spread it to my fiancé.

Everyone has gotten their test results back except for me! My assistant tested negative, and so did my fiancé.

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posted November 09, 2020 10:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sun conjunt moon (exact)
Uranus rx trine Uranus
Neptune rx trine moon

This quarantine is making me feel crazy. I started Zoom teaching. It went well overall. Besides one "Karen" mom I have to deal with.
I am dealing with a tedious issue right now related to online teaching.

Everyone got their Covid test results back but me!! I feel so STUCK!

If I don't get my results back soon, I will have to cancel my wedding dress appointment try on.

I am learning the pros and cons of teaching from home.
I loved not commuting.
I still get to see my students smiling faces.
I can feel safe in the pandemic.
I take take random breaks.

I do not like
how hard it is to disconnect from my job. While I can take breaks part of me feels like I can't stop working.

Ready for an energy shift!

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posted November 10, 2020 09:08 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mee_chryssa     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Mars conjuncting my Mercury in Aries... I'm super angry and I have 0 tolerance for anything. Everything gets me mad.

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posted November 10, 2020 09:31 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
@Stawr
Stay strong sister!

Thank you!!

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posted November 10, 2020 09:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
As I'm peeping at the Capricorn planets(MOVING), I notice something else!

Lilith is not in Aries anymore. Now in Taurus. I'm fine with that. I am trying to imagine Lilith AND URANUS conjunction my Mercury in the near future.

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posted November 10, 2020 10:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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I am so sorry to hear Teasel. I cried at the thought that I could of spread it to my fiancé.

Everyone has gotten their test results back except for me! My assistant tested negative, and so did my fiancé.


Oh. *hugs* I panicked when my taste buds seemed off, days before my birthday in April. I had only been to the small local store, where they had no hand wipes available for the carts, and I was worried that I'd picked it up there. I was really scared that I was sick, and that my dad had been exposed, and was planning to start cleaning everything, and isolating from my dad (which would have included both of our birthdays). Everything tasted fine the next day, but I had other potential symptoms here and there.

I've somehow hurt one or two of my fingers on my right hand, and wonder if I've just used the mouse too much recently. It hurts and twinges in places on my hand, in my palm, and the fingers.

I think I'm also sending back this book that I impulse-bought, and started prepping for this gut reset. Strangely enough, a smoothie that is supposed to taste like a thick strawberry milkshake, tastes more like cucumber, since it contains a cup of it. Ugh. I was just hoping for something easy to follow, that might help my stomach issues. I don't think this is it. So I'll try a few more recipes, but find other ways to use everything else.

Mars is in my 6th, and Mercury moved forward, and is conjunct my Uranus/ascendant. I bought the book a couple of weeks ago.

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posted November 11, 2020 06:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Oh. *hugs* I panicked when my taste buds seemed off, days before my birthday in April. I had only been to the small local store, where they had no hand wipes available for the carts, and I was worried that I'd picked it up there. I was really scared that I was sick, and that my dad had been exposed, and was planning to start cleaning everything, and isolating from my dad (which would have included both of our birthdays). Everything tasted fine the next day, but I had other potential symptoms here and there.

I've somehow hurt one or two of my fingers on my right hand, and wonder if I've just used the mouse too much recently. It hurts and twinges in places on my hand, in my palm, and the fingers.

I think I'm also sending back this book that I impulse-bought, and started prepping for this gut reset. Strangely enough, a smoothie that is supposed to taste like a thick strawberry milkshake, tastes more like cucumber, since it contains a cup of it. Ugh. I was just hoping for something easy to follow, that might help my stomach issues. I don't think this is it. So I'll try a few more recipes, but find other ways to use everything else.

Mars is in my 6th, and Mercury moved forward, and is conjunct my Uranus/ascendant. I bought the book a couple of weeks ago.


Yes it is extra freaky to have anything off in health right now.

I know a lot of people have to make a difficult choice for Thanksgiving "To gather or not to gather? That is the question."
I told my fiance I would see him. I'll be wearing a mask and a shield on the airplane.
But my sister made the decision to make Thanksgiving with the rest of the family (including our parents a Zoom meeting)

I've been tub washing my clothes. It's a pain in the @$$ for the hang drying part. I am not going to the store for booze. So I have mixed vodka and ginger ale together. I think I'll do a cleaning power hour in a bit.

I've been allowing myself to take walks the last few days.

No way I regretted buying a book recently too! I bought the 3 Little Pigs for my class, and I purchased the macabre version where the wolf eats the first two pigs. And the third pig boils the wolf and eats him!

My transits today look like
Chiron square Jupiter
Lilith Sextile Jupiter
Eros trine Saturn

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posted November 15, 2020 10:28 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
This is my final day of quarantine.
I could see the intensity build up as I learned I was exposed to a covid case, adapt to Zoom teaching, while it was also my fiancé's last week with me.
(Jupiter crossing over Pluto all squaring my Sun)

The not knowing if I had it or not for 7 days. Then discovering I had it. It really broke me down. I am so lucky I never had a fever or issues being active. I've been so worried about other people.

I allowed my self to decompress over the weekend. I am going to give myself some more time for just myself this Sunday, before I do some work related things from home.

Moon sextile Saturn
Venus oppose Sun
Eris rx conjunct Sun

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posted November 15, 2020 08:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Mars stationed direct, and I felt awful for a few days. Today is strange, but better.

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posted November 16, 2020 03:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Just thinking about the past week. I had been feeling really light and happy (elated), because of the election results. I was then told that my aunt was worse, which brought the opposite feeling. I then started to worry mid-week, because people were talking about a possible coup. I was feeling exhausted, and started to worry that I might be sick, after being bitten by a tick a few weeks ago. I couldn’t wake up, but a herbalist also mentioned that everyone might have a cortisol crash - that was probably it.

Friday night, I was homesick for England, family, and friends. Saturday, got up early, but couldn’t wake up, so I went back to sleep at lunchtime (which I hate). Dragged myself up at 2pm to shower and go out. Had an anxiety attack in the middle of the night, accidentally started an argument with a friend that I vented to. Couldn’t sleep. Showered, emailed friend, we both ended up feeling better. I grocery-shopped, and later on, ended up having a two-hour epsom salt bath, and finally started a book for the first time in two weeks, as well as sleeping again.

Today, I’m awake, at least for now. I have less than two weeks to get things organized for thanksgiving. Dad wants to paint the living room and dining room. I still have to paint my bedroom, and get it all sorted out before I can do that (the bathroom, too - we bought the paint after Mum died, and the bathroom had the same colour as one at the hospital, but then we didn’t actually paint). This is one thing that set off my homesickness, and missing mum and my sister: we would have all worked together to get this done. I’m not feeling that motivated, and neither is my dad. So I need to do what I can. I also need to finish a book club book, and I’m supposed to be reading a book along with the Taurus, and we’ll talk about that. He reads as much as I used to. I’ve just remembered that I can now watch 11/22/63, because I have Hulu. I’m lining up things to watch: The Crown. The Queen’s Gambit. The Mandalorian. His Dark Materials. Watchmen. The one that’s based on a video game, with Henry Cavill (Witcher). I’m behind on almost everything I wanted to see in the past year, because I couldn’t concentrate. Another thing that set off my anxiety, was whether or not I should order a cheaper stand mixer (not a kitchenaid). A woman I follow on Instagram, just bought a third home to be closer to family, and I’m trying to work out how to afford this. I wasn’t one of the people baking, and doing whatever else they were doing during lockdown - I was depressed, and living on frozen dinners.

Venus is opposed my Ceres/Chiron/sun from my 12th. Mars in the 6th.

Moon conjunct Neptune in Sagittarius, trine Jupiter. http://youtu.be/3YiIxopZKpY feeling good today. I baby Groot dancing.

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posted November 18, 2020 06:40 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
A few updates
-For the new Scorpio Moon on the 15th I've made it more of a goal to spend more time sanitizing. Since finishing college I've made more of an effort to clean. But the only thing I was sanitizing regularly was the dishes and laundry.
Everything else was more decluttering(or just moving it from one place to another) and taking out a bunch of trash and recycling.
After what I've been though I decided I owe it to myself and others to sanitize clean more!
My my kitchen sink stays empty most of the time now too.

-I found out that my neighbor below me was asked to find somewhere else to live after her lease is up. (I have no idea when her lease was up) BUT so many people have complained about her. I complained for her grandkids having no bed time and staying up as late as 2am on weekdays. Other people have complained over neglect concerns too. The children are always playing in the parking lot unsupervised, or right by the busy road during rush hour. I wonder what's going on in her chart! And why she is a total insubordinate. She has lived here a long time, but is unfit to raise her grandkids and it has just escalated a lot with basically being the one raising them and not doing a very good job. I never had an issue with her and was compassionate for a while about her stepping up to take care of her grandkids so much. But then I just had enough, and worried about constantly being woken up on weekdays affecting my health. So here I am saying good luck and good riddance. It didn't have to be like this you could of just respected other people telling you that your sh** does stink. I hope her family gets better help, and that her mental health improves. I heard though the grape vine about other peoples concerns I did not even know about.

-I go back to work tomorrow after my school being shut down for 14 days.

-I was so worried about getting COVID at the airport that I did not think about catching it in my own backyard. So now that I have the antibodies I am way less stressed about flying.

-I am feeling on edge. I am so sick of being asked questions about my covid case. I swear to God if one more person asks me "really you didn't have any symptoms?..." I going to say "yes my poop looks good when I take a sh**!!! DO YOU BELIEVE ME OR NOT?!?!?! How many times do you need to ASK!?" I am so sick of feeling interrogated all the time like I have this scarlet letter, like I am a tainted bad person. I just want to move on. I understand where people are coming from. But can people mind their own business and leave me alone now?! I am considering leaving teaching over this.

I've been getting more edgy since the late afternoon. I continue to deal with people only having respect for my boundaries if I get b!+(hy. LIKE WHY are so many people like this? Like it makes me feel so crappy that people think I don't have any boundaries if I don't FLIP OUT at them.

Like I had a nice visit with my mom today, but then she got really high strung and kept trying to tell me to drive home a certain way....I visit her a lot. I EXPLAINED why I take the route home that I ALWAYS do, and why MY WAY makes more sense and is less stupid than her suggestion. I even used the example of my way involves no lefts turn(no I did not use the word "stupid" when I talked to her.)
You would think that a normal person would go "oh okay" and then DROP IT! No, just like so many other people I am around she acted like nothing happened and then suggested I take the street she suggested home AGAIN.
I finally said something like "Will you shut up about me taking that way home?? Like you seriously can't take a hint." (and I would think that I did more than hinting about it)
I don't know where she was coming from with this. I understand that I live in a apartment that is bordering ghetto/trashy. That I am a 30 year old woman who pretty much is alone most of the time and that it is starting to get dark. I go to her house all the time, why is she talking to me like I don't have an effing clue how to get home!?
Why is it that she is only able "drop it," when I get so tired of explaining over and over, that I have to be rude back and basically tell her to SHUT UP?????
I had a friend do something similar to me over the summer, I actually stayed calm though.
But it hurts that "good people" in my life have some sort of lack of respect for what I say, if I don't say it mean. UGH
I've been upset over issues like these, I'm too the point where I just start to feel sorry for people who only can listen to other people if they are talked to like dirt.
I could not imagine pestering someone so much who tells me "no" and why their no is a no, as an adult.

Today's transits for me are....

Sun sextile Saturn

Moon square Sun(ah I knew I would be feeling some kind of way with the moon joining the Cappy conjunction...Moon I'm gonna ask you to get your butt in Aquarius now while I'm sleeping, I want to wake up and for you to be gone. I want to keep my cool at work tomorrow)

Chiron square Jupiter

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posted November 19, 2020 08:35 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Stawr     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am so happy that Jupiter and Pluto have moved over a degree!
I still have a lot on my plate! I have been waiting a long time for Pluto to move.

and 2020 is almost over! haha!

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